𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝘃𝗲

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝘃𝗲scary times !

NEW IMESSAGEFROM 'HUGGY'

today at 10:23 AM

huggyhey manu busysent

today at 12:42 PM

julebrowhy tf would u text me that early whats up

huggyhey manjust checking up

juleur gf is fineeeeejust like every other day u've asked

huggyjust making sure

juleshes okayshes in practice rn

huggywhatwhere r u

julerelaxshe told me she could be there alone this timebut still im sitting in the parking lotjust in case

huggyokay okay

juleyeahtake a deep breathistg u'll stress yourself outgo to practice or whatever

huggyfine

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"thank you for waiting for me" dev sighed as she climbed into jule's car. she was surprised to see it in the parking lot, expecting to just call an uber home but no, julien was still waiting for her.

"of course devy. you're boy toy is coming tomorrow by the way" jule informed as he waited for dev to put on her seatbelt to reverse from his spot.

as she clicked the seatbelt into place, she turned to look at jule with quirked brows, curious as to why her boyfriend was coming, and why he didn't tell her in the first place "what? why?"

"i don't know, he just asked if i could pick him up tomorrow morning" jule shrugged, driving the both of them home.

"great, i miss him a lot" she sighed happily, ready to spend the whole day with her boyfriend.

"sunny asked if you could call her. she lost her phone so just facetime her" jule urged, almost forgetting about it but the buzz of his phone reminded him of the countless of threats sunny had put on him if he didn't tell dev.

"right" she chuckled quietly, unlocking her phone and calling sunny quickly.

"my girlfriend!" sunny greeted loudly with a huge grin on her face.

"my love!" dev laughed, but the smile didn't reach her eyes all the way "when did you lose your phone?"

"last night. it's all julien's fucking fault" sunny grumbled, rolling her eyes.

"it literally wasn't!" jule interjected from the driver's seat, not looking away from the road.

"you distracted me!"

"how?" dev furrowed her brows. she knew the two of them had went to a party, they had invited her but she didn't feel like going, so they went alone.

"not important. anyway, do you guys wanna go eat dinner?" sunny asked, completely ignoring dev's question.

"sure, where?" jule asked, both him and sunny seemingly unaware of the way devon had tensed and stayed quiet.

"i need steak. or wings, i don't know. can you come pick me up?" sunny questioned, too lazy to drive herself to whatever place they wanted.

"yeah, eight pm okay for you?"

"sure. see you later then"

"goodbye my love" dev smiled, hanging up the phone after sunny said it back.

it was going to be a long night.

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one thing devon knew for sure, she hated food.

her relationship with it was weirder than anything.

she hated herself and the need to always eat food. she hated that everytime she was sad or happy or anxious, she needed to eat to distract herself.

still, she liked to think the reason she hadn't eaten in five days was because she was distracted. that's what a shooting would do to you, except the shooting had happened two weeks ago.

thankfully, before she could torture herself more about the problem, she heard the front door opening, alerting her of julien coming back with quinn.

"quinny!"

"devy! hey baby" he smiled as he hugged her tightly, leaning his head on top of hers.

"why didn't you tell me you were coming?"

"don't worry about it" he assured, cupping her face with his hand and leaving a kiss on the corner of her mouth, then separating to grab his bag and leave it on her room.

dev turned to look at jule confusedly only to receive a shrug in response. it was definitely weird he'd come without warning but she decided she wouldn't care. she was just glad she got to see him again.

"well, i'm gonna leave. sunny's waiting for me" jule declared, grabbing a banana from the counter.

"oh, tell her i say hi" devon grinned, ready to tease sunny so bad.

"no. bye quinn!" jule yelled as he walked out, not even waiting for quinn's response.

"hey, where did he go?" quinn asked as he walked back into the living room, encircling his arms around her waist from behind.

"to sunny's" dev smiled, turning around in his arms and leaving kisses on his face "do you wanna watch a movie?"

"of course"

devon quickly settled for some dylan o'brien film she'd probably already seen a million times, leaning into quinn's body comfortably as he left occasional kisses on her body.

but as she watched the movie her mind went elsewhere. she'd been feeling sick this past days. at first she thought it was because she hadn't eaten but it wasn't likely, then she thought it might've been the stress but that didn't match up either until she realized.

she was late.

like late late.

devon felt bile coming up her throat, quickly putting her hand over her mouth as she stood up, barely managing to yell a be right back over her shoulder as she ran to the bathroom, somehow managing to lock the door and throw up.

it didn't make sense. she's never usually late but that combined with the dizziness and headaches? yeah, not good.

quickly taking her phone out of her pocket, she dialed sunny's number. waiting with panicked breath for her friend to answer.

"hello?" and so dev told her everything. from the part that she had just thrown up to the part where she was late.

"sun, i don't know what to do" devon whined, holding her hand to her chest in a dumb attempt of calming her breath. she's been locked in the bathroom for like ten minutes and quinn wouldn't take much longer to go and try to see what was wrong, it was a miracle he hadn't already.

"babe, stop panicking. you're gonna stress yourself out" sunny ordered, pacing in her room after kicking julien out to the living room "you've been taking birth control right?"

"yeah, i might've missed the last one though" dev said quietly, hugging her legs closer to her chest.

"what? why?" sunny asked with furrowed brows.

"cause i ran out and i forgot to buy. sunny, i'm late two weeks, the last time we had sex was two weeks and we didn't use a condom that time. oh my god, sunny, i'm so screwed" devon cried, tears falling from her eyes uncontrollably. how was she supposed to tell quinn? they'd just started dating again and now she might be pregnant?

"god, i really didn't want to know that"

"he's gonna hate me. quinn's gonna hate me" devon croaked out in between sobs, barley managing to keep them quiet. she could already feel the start of a panic attack coming through.

"dev, devon listen to me. quinn could never, ever hate you, okay? let's calm down yeah, control your breathing before you have a panic attack. where are you?" sunny ordered, running her hand through her hair from frustration. she hated hearing her best friend like this, it broke her heart.

"i'm locked in the bathroom"

"where is he right now?"

"he's in the living room, we were watching a movie when i felt like throwing up"

"okay. i'm gonna go buy a pregnancy test and you'll tell quinn while i get there, okay?" sunny said, already looking for her keys, just about forgetting that julien was waiting for her in the living room.

"no! sunny, i can't tell him. he'll hate me" dev pleaded, widening her eyes in panic.

"devy, he won't hate you. you have to tell him. knowing him he must be worried right now and he deserves to know" sunny reasoned as she walked out of her room, catching jule's concerned gaze "you have nothing to worry about, and if he even frowns at you i swear to god i will hit him so hard his ass will be sent to the other side of the world" sunny exaggeration, managing a tiny chuckled to come out of dev.

"please hurry up sunny"

"i will, please don't worry and tell him. i won't take too long, yeah?" sunny assured, her gaze showing jule how serious the situation seemed to be that he immediately stood up.

"okay, thank you so much"

"i love you dev, see you in a bit"

she sat in silence for a bit, wondering how she was gonna break down this to quinn. with shaking legs she finally stood up, walking out from the bathroom and instantly catching quinn's eyes.

"dev, you okay?" he frowned, pausing the movie and sitting up when he saw the tears coating her cheeks "hey, baby, hey, what's wrong?" he gently asked, grabbing her waist when she got closer and perching her on his lap.

"i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry quinn" she sobbed, curling up in his body and desperately grabbing at his shirt.

"devy, what happened?" quinn questioned, now more worried than before. he cradled her head with one hand and hugged her tight to his body with the other, his heart breaking every time her body shook from her cries.

"please don't get mad" she pleaded, looking up at him with big teary eyes.

"i promise i won't get mad. i pinky promise, okay?" he reassured, kissing the top of her head in a loving way.

"i'm two weeks late" she whimpered, holding the eye contact and seeing the exact moment the breath left his lungs, making her sob harder.

"okay. it's okay" quinn said after a moment, hugging her tighter to his body.

"i'm so sorry quinn, it's all my fault" she quietly sobbed, feeling like this was really their breaking point, he would feel disgusted by her by the end of this and would want to break up. she was done.

"devon, if anything it was my fault, okay? nothing is your fault, everything is okay. you hear me?" quinn assured, cupping her face with both of his hands and moving her head up to make her look at him, make her see the total and complete love he has for her "we'll go buy a test and we'll see for sure, everything will be fine, i love you" he mumbled, giving her a tender kiss on the lips that she immediately reciprocated.

"i love you so much, please forgive me" she whispered as she leaned her forehead on his, holding intimate eye contact with the person they loved.

"there's nothing to forgive cause you did nothing wrong" he claimed, kissing her again in reassurance.

"sunny went to buy a test, she should be here anytime"

"okay, then we'll wait here"

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when sunny finally came, quinn stood up to greet her and grab the test and thank her for helping before gently guiding dev to the bathroom while asking her if she wanted him to be there with her.

after her nod of agreement, he took the test out of the box, carefully giving it to her and turning around, trying to make her as comfortable as possible.

he only turned around when he heard the faucet, indicating that devon was already washing her hands, the test sitting there on the counter intimidatingly.

he watched as she sat down on the floor, leaning her back on the same counter the test was waiting in. he quickly followed suit, sitting next to her and grabbing her hand.

"we have to wait three minutes" she mumbled, leaning her head on his shoulder.

quinn carefully took his phone out from his hoodie pocket, watching the time on the screen before letting it turn off "dev, whatever that test says. wheter it's positive or negative, i'll be with you every step of the way, i love you devy, forever and ever"

"forever and ever quinny" she smiled, giving in on the kiss he started. after a couple of seconds in silence, she broke it quietly "that's the phrase i got tattooed"

"i wasn't sure if it was. i didn't look at it pretty well" he admitted, his cheeks for some reason reddening. he was pretty concentrated in other things at the moment.

"it is. in your hand writing from that letter you wrote me in high school. since i kind of stole that phrase from my grandparents, i figured it had enough sentimental value" she explained, hugging his arm to her body and playing with his hand.

"i might have to tattoo it too" quinn claimed, looking down at her lovingly.

"you would?" she asked, looking up at him curiously.

"of course i would. i would do anything that reminded me of you. i would even try gymnastics"

"you would suck at gymnastics" she chuckled, not able to imagine quinn jumping around.

"i never said i would be good" he laughed, squeezing her hand in humor.

"where would you get it?" she questioned, curious about the idea of him getting it. she never expected that from him. she knew he wasn't opposed but still, she never thought he would do it, or even consider it.

"i'm not sure yet. where do you think?"

"somewhere only i could see it"

"okay miss pierce. your wish is my command" he smiled, leaving a kiss on her forehead. he took a quick peek at his phone, seeing that already four minutes had passed "it's ready"

"i don't wanna check"

"do you want me to?" quinn asked, feeling her nod softly on his shoulder. he suck up his own nerves, trying to stand up as calmly as he could as he pretended he wasn't as nervous as her. thankfully sunny had bought a digital test, he was sure he would've gotten confused otherwise.

with a deep breath, he grabbed the piece, gingerly reading it once, twice, thrice, just to make sure until finally he sighed "it's negative"

devon's eyes widened, looking up at him in disbelief "really?"

"yeah" he nodded, giving her the test.

she breathed in relief, standing up and hugging her boyfriend tightly, feeling her body finally relax.

"we still need to figure out why you're late" quinn murmured from her neck "you're not usually this late, right?" he questioned, feeling dev lean apart to look at him with a weird look.

"how do you know that?"

"i listen to you" he shrugged, kissing her deeply.

𝗯𝘆 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗱𝟰𝟯𝗱yay!! angst!!!