Butterfly

Hey guys, I know I haven't been updating a lot and I'm truly sorry. This part is a song recommendation and I will be writing the song in English due to the fact that the original is in Korean. I hope you guys enjoy! 

Each single '~' means switching POVs from Reader-chan to Levi-kun.

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Don't think of anything,

Don't say anything, not even a word.

Just give me a smile.

You held the picture of your lover close to your heart as a silent tear made it's way down your cheek. He promised you he would come back to you, he promised and crossed his heart. But where was he now? 

I still can't believe it, 

All of this seems like a dream, 

Don't try to disappear.

"I promise you, after the war, I will be back." That was his promise, everything seemed so perfect. You both had your future planned out. Everything was just the way you dreamt it to be, but now it's all falling apart. Why?

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Is it true? Is it true?

You? You?

You're so beautiful that I'm scared.

Untrue, Untrue,

You You You 

I promised I would get back to her, with fame, fortune, and a happy life. But what happened between us? What drew to this conclusion? I love her, I love her with my whole heart but I left her to fight this war, I left her not knowing the future and what's in it for me. I left her without a second thought because of the naive personality that pushed me away from her and towards riches. I'm ruined. I'm already gone.

As I sit here, in this tent, I start to rethink everything. My decision to come here and fight the war, the decision to leave my beautiful wife only for riches that I'm not sure I can even receive.

Will you stay by my side?

Will you promise me?

If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break.

I'm afraid..

She's so delicate, so fragile that can shatter. And yet she's a masterpiece. You just need to look closer. I will win this war. For me, for her, for us.

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Will you stop time?

If this moment passes,

As though it hadn't happened.

I'm afraid of losing you.

In that moment, when he told me he was leaving to fight, My heart shattered. Not because I don't believe that he would make it back alive, but his rash decision to leave. I prayed that he will change his mind, that time can stop for just a little while so that I can get myself together.

Butterfly, like a butterfly,

Just like a butterfly bu- butterfly

Butterfly, like a butterfly.

Just like a butterfly bu- butterfly.

His touch was so gentle, so soft. Almost like a small butterfly perching on your finger. So light yet delicate. He's just like a butterfly, he can't perch here forever, he has to fly to survive.

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You're just like a butterfly,

From afar, I steal glances, If we hold hands will I lose you?

You shine in this patch of darkness that is the butterfly effect.

Your light touches, I forget the reality at once.

The thought of her makes my head spin. It's as if she's right in front of me. He light shining in the dark trenches I have to stay in for more than 15 hours a day. I feel her presence as if she's right beside me, guiding me. I steal glances but it must the the trick of the lights, because the moment I look, she disappears.

It's like the wind that gently strokes me,

It's like dust that gently drifts along,

You're there but for some reason, I can't reach you, stop.

You, who's like a dream is a butterfly high to me.

Every stroke of wind, every bit of dust that brushes against my skin, I feel it's you, my butterfly, my delicate precious treasure. Let me touch you, I reach out to you, but I can't reach you. Why do you keep doing this?

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Untrue, Untrue

You You You

I can't believe it, I am back in my miserable reality where my loved one has left me. Everything is a lie, you are a lie. You life me and for what? Are you really leaving for the war? Or is it for the riches?

Will you stay by my side?

Will you promise me?

If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break.

I'm afraid..

Please just promise me, that you'll come back safe. With the life you promised us. I pray. I nearly lost you once, please. I'm so afraid of losing you. Where was the life we both yearned for? Where was the happiness we both experienced before all this?

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Will you stop time?

If this moment passes,

As though it hadn't happened.

I'm afraid of losing you.

No matter what, I will get back to you love, I will and I promise you right here right now. No matter what happens. I will do everything I can to get back to you. You just wait for a little longer, I will be back.

The small pieces guttered down darkly

From my heart, a barren noise

I don't know if this is reality or a dream

My Kafka on the seaside

Don't go to those woods over there

My heart is still shattering on you

(I just wanted to vaporize like this)

My love that is forever

It's all FREE for you baby

I promise. I love you.

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Will you stay by my side?

Will you promise me?

If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break.

I'm afraid..

Maybe I've asked too much from you, maybe I'm just too clingy. But I don't want to lose you from my rash decisions. Please just tell me if I'm doing something wrong, or if I hurt you. I just don't want you to go.

Will you stop time?

If this moment passes,

As though it hadn't happened.

I'm afraid of losing you.

Will you just come back to me? Please fly home.

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Butterfly like a Butterfly

Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly

Butterfly like a butterfly

Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly

Just like a butterfly, Love, I'm flying home to you. 

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Okay this is why I don't write things like this. I end up confusing myself and I don't even know if this made sense or not. Like seriously. Anyway, the song is called Butterfly by BTS (Bangtan Boys) one of my favourite bands from Korea. They recently released a new album called The Most Beautiful Moments In Life pt 2. It's great. So I hope you enjoy that, Please comment and vote.