THE STORY OF KIM SEUNGMIN

Song recommendation: Transgender by Crystal Castles.

Seungmin stared in to the pupil less eyes as he made his steps forward, The villian stared back with a sharp gaze while the brunette held a calmer face. The sound of the sword cutting through the air resonated inside seungmin's ears as the male tilted his head to the side now the sword placed right near his ear, There was now a cut over seungmin's cheek from the sword as he quickly moved away from the jab the male was gonna give to him.

Seungmin held on to the villain's wrist as he twisted it making the guy to loose his grip over the sword, The metal making contact with the floor as it made a quite loud noise inside that empty quite place. The villain whince in pain as seungmin spoke.

"Does that hurt?"

The villain didn't respond which made seungmin to tighten the grip even more as he flipped the man on to the ground, his back hitting against the ground for the nth time that day. Seungmin kicked the male across the face twice as he watched the male trying to get away from the brunette..

Seungmin knew something inside him has snapped, The feeling of being weaker than the others always got the best of him but right now he badly wanted to prove that he was equally as strong as all of them, He wanted to show how much he really was capable of.

His yellow eyes were bright as it stare right at the male on the ground, Once again he saw the man pulling out a sword only for the brunette male to grab a hold of it, The sword pierced in to his palm but he still gripped it tight.

"Damn man, Can't you just give up?"

With that said he let the electricity rush in to the sword soon it reached the other male who was holding on to it, Once again getting zapped as he let go of the sword, Seungmin threw the sword away.

This man wasn't going to give up any easily, Seungmin knew that as he thought he should just end this male as soon as possible, This was taking too much time, So he decided to do a trick which was quite harsh for himself. He already had this in his mind before he stepped inside this darkness and that was the reason he told jeongin to not come with him, He told the male to make everyone stay as far as possible away from this darkness.

The male heaved a heavy sigh as he took steps backwards. He closed his eyes shut, Letting his arms to lie loose against his sides.

Suddenly all the households near that area had a black out, Some of them having flickering lights and issues with their electricity. Everything went off, Everything turning quite.. But that was until everything turned white for a second for the people outside that black ball. Jeongin had his eyes widen so had Hyunjin and Ian but most of them were just confused and scared of what was happening.

Seungmin rose his eyelids up, His eyes became pupiless as his whole eyes emitted bright yellow light.. Seungmin rose one of his hand up, Pointing his finger at the villain who had his eyes widen before he knew the electricity shot right through him the whole black surroundings around them became bright yellow as seungmin himself lost all of his senses.

The past memories, they were what replaying inside his head at that moment.

The beep of the door unlocking was heard as seungmin entered the house. He gripped tightly on to the bag straps as he took a deep breath in before waking further inside but suddenly another male appeared infront of him, The male held a panicked expression as he rushed closer to the shorter male.

"I think we should go outside for a while."

The older male spoke as he grabbed on to seungmin's right hand, Ready to pull him outside with him but seungmin didn't move an inch.

"Hyung.."

He called out for his older brother, Kim Taehyung. The older looked at his little brother as the boy's gaze was stuck on the floor.

"Did mom got the call?"

Taehyung heaved a sigh as he softly hummed in response before saying.

"That's why I think it's better if we go outside and wait a little until she calms down."

A tear left seungmin's eyes at that as he faced his brother.

"Do you really think she will calm down? It doesn't matter, Hyung.. No matter what you try to do, I will still have to hear whatever she is preparing to tell me."

Taehyung tighten his grip over seungmin's hand as he said.

"She is really mad, Min, So please just come with me--"

Before he could speak anymore another voice was heard.

"You are here atlast."

The anger was visible in her voice, It was shaking as it spoke out loud. Seungmin turn to meet eyes with the women as tears welled up inside his eyes. He lowered his head as the women walked closer to him, Seungmin let go of taehyung's hand and at that right moment he was held by the collar making him raise his head.

"Are you planning to become a gangster when you grow up!? Do you really really want to ruin the image of this family?? Are you that desperate to destroy this family, seungmin!?"

She kept on going, Telling him that he was such a disappointment, Telling him that he is making everything worse in this family.. She always wanted everything to be perfect, She always wanted her kids to have perfect grades, Have the best manners, she was obsessed with wanting people to look at their family like they were the perfect family to ever exist.

Seungmin wasn't able to take this pain anymore as he finally yelled back.

"What else was I suppose to do!? Was I suppose to to just stand there and listen to whatever they were saying to me?? I tried to ignore all those bullying alot of times before but I was reaching to a point where I wasn't able to take it anymore, Was it so wrong to stand up for myself!?"

The women's eyes were widen and furious at that point.

"You are still trying to justify yourself after breaking that boy's nose!? He is the son of two famous lawyers do you--"

"What if he is!? Him being a son of two lawyers won't make him a better person, He deserved it for what he said to me--"

He wasn't able to finish off his words as a slap was received over his face. Taehyung's eyes widen at that as he called out for his mother, walking closer to seungmin as he grabbed on to seungmin's shoulder.

"I never wanted a son like you."

She spat out as he she turned around to leave but was stopped when seungmin spoke up.

"Then why did you even decided to raise me? You should had just let me die with my actual mom and dad, You should had known that I won't ever be as perfect as your actual son, Why did you even care to make me like him, When you knew It was impossible for me to be anything like him!?"

She looked over her shoulder at that.

"Yeah I shouldn't had took you in, I regret it."

And that words broke him, broke him in to nothing. He remembered how at that moment everything went silent, All his surroundings felt unreal, The touch of his brother over his shoulder started fading away.

That day he ran away from home and Taehyung who was going to follow the boy was stopped by his mother. Soon he end up at a empty park where he finally came out, The electricity around the place went off that day as the boy emitted bright yellow light all around him..

The next he knew was packing up his bags to leave with Ian, Ian never saw anyone agreeing to come with him that fast but seungmin was desperate to get out of there. Taehyung stood by the door to seungmin's room as he keep on shooting questions.

"Where are you even planning to go seungmin?? She said all of that out of anger, I am sure she didn't even mean it"

Seungmin draped the bag over his shoulder as he walked past Taehyung without a word.

"Seungmin please.."

The older grab a hold of the younger's hand.

"Please don't leave.."

Seungmin finally looked up in to the male's eyes.

"I am sorry hyung.. But I don't belong here like you."

That was the last thing he said to his brother as he left that house.

The black ball was finally broken apart, The villian was no longer even a figure of something, It looked disgusting.. It smelled like trash which was burning.

The whole military crew and cops along with his friends was staring at seungmin who slowly let his hand down, His yellow eyes met with jeongin who was currently running to him, His blue hair danced as he ran closer but he saw the boy being stopped by the military as they weren't sure going near seungmin at that moment was safe.

His yellow eyes turned brown as he fell on his knees, Soon his surroundings were turning blurry as he fell on to the ground and before he could close his eyes a tear slipped off.. With that everything turned black.

Bright sunlight flashed across his eyes as the male flutter his eyes open, Opening his eyes he met with a blank white ceiling. He blinked a few times until his vision cleared up.. Suddenly there was a voice from beside him.

"Oh you are awake!"

Seungmin averted his gaze to the owner of that voice, Meeting eyes with the freckled boy who laid on the bed Beside his own.

"Where are we?"

Seungmin questioned noticing the unfamiliar place.

"We are at an army base or something, They told all of us to stay here with the military until all these can calm down, Even Chan, Minho and changbin hyung along with Jisung is here."

Seungmin's lips took a "O" shape at that as he slowly lift himself up to sit.

"By the way min, Back there you were super cool!"

The freckled boy complimented the brunette with a bright smile across his face, Seungmin smiled softly at that as he nodded with a thank you. Soon Felix noticed the male just staring at a wall with empty eyes making Felix to ask.

"Are you okay? Should we call the nurse?"

The boy shook his head at those questions as he replied.

"I am fine, I was just thinking about something.."

Felix nodded at that but the silver head wasn't being able to stop himself from questioning further in worry.

"Do you wanna talk to me about it?"

The warm voice of the older male made seungmin to look over at the silver head who still shared a soft smile with him. Seungmin stayed quite making Felix to panic as the boy rambled out.

"It's okay if you don't want to--"

"I was thinking about my family.."

Seungmin said making Felix to stop talking as he stared at seungmin who looked forward now.

"My both parents died at an accident, I was left alive and was afterwards raised by my mother's sister who already had a son.. First I was really thankful to her, Because she took me in to her family and that gave me relief from being all left alone but I wasn't able to stand thankful for too long though.. Soon problems started occuring, I started to realise she really didn't see me as an actual son of her..She just wanted people to look at her like she was a really nice person, Even when she told me to call her mom it never felt like she was my actual mother..I ran away cause I was not able to take it anymore.."

Felix just listened to the boy quitely.

"But unlike that fake mother and father I had.. my brother.. he was different.. He genuinely cared for me, He was the only one who actually saw me as a part of his family, He was always there for me from as a kid to a teenager.. He was the only one who showed me love.. but I don't think so I treated him that nice as he treated me.. I was jealous of him to be honest..And I remember leaving him that day saying I didn't belonged there like him, But that was without realising he himself didn't belonged there, at that time I was too blind too realise even with having his own mother and father he was still lonely there, He only had me.. And I just left him all alone without even thinking about him once.. And till this day I was never able apologise or thank him.."

Silence filled the room after that, Felix stared at the male as seungmin refused to meet eyes with Felix. A soft smile spread across Felix's lips as the Australian spoke.

"It's not too late to apologise or thank him.. You can still do it."

At that seungmin finally looked back at the older.

"What if he doesn't accept it.."

Felix replied back.

"From what you told me, I think he loved you alot and it is pretty impossible for that love to die down that easily, I am sure he will understand.. I am sure he will accept it, But if you don't attempt for it you can never have it.."

With the said the door to that room was opened by the long haired male.

"Seungmin you are awake!"

Hyunjin exclaimed as he englufed the younger in to a hug. Seungmin laughed softly as he pat the taller's back.

"We were worried."

Hyunjin said as he broke the hug.

"Well bitch did you expect me to die or some?"

Seungmin asked making hyunjin to laugh as well.

"Would have been funny if you did."

Hyunjin joked.

"This is why you have a smaller dick."

Seungmin shoot back which hyunjin frowned at.

"I have a pretty big dick! Ask felix."

With that said the both male looked over at the silver head.

"Is that true lix?"

"It's funsized."

The freckled male dead panned.

"Yah! The fuck you mean by that, If it was just funsized you wouldn't cry that har--"

"Shut up--"

Felix was cut of by seungmin who yelled in annoyance.

"Have your dirty ass talk outside."

"Talking about outside, y'all should come out, the food is ready."

Hyunjin said making Felix to sit up in the speed of light but seungmin replied.

"You guys can go..I have something to do before that."

With that said both hyunjin and Felix left the room. Seungmin pulled out his phone now scrolling through his contact to search for that particular name.

Taehyung hyung.

Seungmin took a sharp breath in before pressing on to the call button, Afterwards he was pressing the phone against his ear, Listening to it ring with a rapidly beating heart. Not so long after the call was picked up and the familiar deep voice was heard by the brunette.

"Hello seungmin are you okay? I heard bad stuffs are going on at Seoul I tried to contact you earlier but you weren't picking up, Do you need any help-- "

"Calm down hyung, I am totally fine and I am sorry that I didn't picked up your call earlier I was slightly busy..And.."

The words, They were stuck inside seungmin's throat at that point.

"And?"

The voice asked from the other line, Seungmin took a deep breath in.

"Will you forgive me?"

It was silence for a moment until Taehyung spoke again.

"Forgive you? For what?"

"For leaving you all alone there.. For being such a bad brother to you, For keep on telling you that you had everything better than me.. I am so sorry hyung, I was too jealous and stupid to see how you yourself was treated by that family.. I am so sorry.. Please forgive me."

Once again silence was only heard as a tear drip down from seungmin's eye.

"You weren't a bad brother seungmin, Rather you were the reason for me to keep going, Yes it did hurt me when you keep on saying I had everything better when I didn't but I did understood why you were saying that, You were so desperate to feel the love of that family and you mistook that as I am their actual child they loved me more.. You were just a kid who wished for love.. and I always understood that so you don't have to be sorry."

"I do have to be sorry hyung, And I don't care if you don't think so.. But I promise I will try to be a better brother to you, Hyung, I promise."

"Wow you are sounding so sentimental, Well I am glad to hear that but are you sure you are okay? I heard people who are close to death are more willing to call their family and talk all sappy like this--"

"Hyung~"

To be continued..