I FUCKING LOVE YOU

Song recommendation: Souvenir by Selena Gomez.

Felix stood infront of the mirror running his fingers through his silver locks, Getting ready for the party.. Jisung and some of his other friends have already left earlier to help yeji to set up everything but because of Felix having extra classes today he reached home late and same goes with hyunjin so they decided to go later together.

Felix looked at himself in the mirror for the last time before getting out of the washroom. The male let out a sigh as his honey eyes roamed around the messy room, It was a whole mess after trying to find the right outfit for the party. Felix decided to wait for hyunjin's call while he quickly tried to tidy up the place..

Not so soon after his phone started ringing making the freckled boy to rush towards the phone, He quickly picked up the call saying..

"I'll be there."

With that said the silver head was making his way downstairs. As he has reached the last step of the stairs his eyes met with minho who he spot sitting on the couch.

"Where is hyunjin?"

"Outside.."

Minho replied simply, scrolling through his phone.

"Oh-- I'll be leaving then hyung, Bye!"

"Bye, Have fun.."

Minho replied his eyes still glued to the phone, Looking at something seriously.

Felix hand reached for the door knob soon twisting it and opening the door only to be flashed by the lightening that struck across the sky, Felix flinched at that as he took a step back.

Fuck! It's gonna rain again..Lix thought to himself as he watched the dark sky, The cold wind Piercing through his skin.. With heaving a low sigh he took out the courage to walk outside and close the door behind.

Felix looked around to find the long haired male only to hear his familar voice ring from somewhere.

"Here!"

Felix eyes moved towards the voice only to feel his jaw almost dropping to the floor at the sight of the male who sat on top of the motor bike. Well it's minho hyung's moter bike which the light brown head agreed to let them borrow for tonight. But what left Felix surprised at this moment was how handsome hyunjin looked under the dark night sky, sitting on top of the vehicle wearing a white dress shirt, The sleeves rolled up to his forearms, The black jeans clenching against the older's long and muscular legs and the long black boots which matched the outfit.

Felix eyes move back to the older's face noticing the male wearing big glasses, The glasses frames were thin and golden in colour.. He had half of his hair in a low bun while the other part fell open loosely, Like always the red side bangs left on the both side of his face, The red bangs were something which made hyunjin stand out every time.

The Aussie could feel himself falling more hard for the Prince..That even when the lightening flash over him the silver head stayed unfazed and stared at hyunjin with admiring eyes.

"You look...hot."

Felix complimented the latter as he took his steps closer to the boy on the bike. Hyunjin laughed at that, even a slight tint of redness forming up on his cheeks.

"Thank you, You look hot yourself too.."

Hyunjin trailed off looking at the younger from head to toe. Felix just chuckled and nod his head while thanking the long haired male.

"Here."

Hyunjin said handing the silver head a helmet and then putting one of the helmet over his own head.

After securing the helmet over his head the freckled boy climb up on the bike, now sitting behind the long haired male.

Felix watched hyunjin starting the engine the faint voice of the thunder merging together with roaring of the engine. Soon enough the moter bike was starting to move, The cold wind brushing against them as hyunjin drove them to their destination.

The ride was silent at first just hyunjin driving and Felix looking around the places.. It was a silence which wasn't awkward but peaceful. Felix avert his gaze ahead his eyes now falling over the rear view mirror to have the sight of the older's face which stayed serious as he drove through the city.

"This reminds me of the day where we went to that horror maze.."

Felix spoke breaking the silence and Watching hyunjin's serious face moving to a happier one as he smiled at the memories and then letting a soft chuckle leave his mouth. Felix felt his heart doing a whole flip at the sound which just left the older.. Everything hyunjin did was so perfect and charming to him, And that was just the signs showing how whipped the silver head was for the older.

"It's nice to ride this moter bike..But do you know what else will be more nice to ride---"

"No, You are done, You stop there!''

Hyunjin laughed like a manic at that, Gaining the random strangers attention on him but the boys didn't gave two fucks and just continued cracking weird jokes and then laughing hard at those.

(Don't make dirty jokes while driving kids!)

Like that they finally reached yeji's house which was already filled with a great amount of people, Loud music blasting from inside the house.. This birthday party be bigger than they thought.

"Did she invite the whole Seoul or something?"

Hyunjin asked getting of the bike and walking closer to the silver head who stared at the big house for a moment then shrugging his shoulders at hyunjin's question.

"Maybe."

With that the both boys walked inside the house, The loud music reaching their ears. The lights were dimmed, the living room of the house now set up as a dance floor as bright colourful lights flash over the people who danced to the beat of the music.

"How did yeji's parents agreed to this!?"

Felix yelled to hyunjin so the older could hear his voice through the loud music.

"I have no idea!"

Hyunjin yelled back. Felix heaved a sigh for the nth time, His grip on the present on his hand tightening as he squish through the people with the tall male following behind. His honey brown eyes roamed around the crowd desperate to find the birthday girl and hand her the gift so he could escape from this whole crowd to somewhere peaceful.

Hyunjin looked around doing the same as felix, Trying to find his so called "doppelganger" his eyes soon met with the familiar girl making him pull on to felix sleeves stopping the silver head from moving. With confused eyes the silver head looked up at hyunjin.

"She is there!"

Like that they rushed towards the birthday girl, quickly handing her the gift and wishing her.

"Where is jisung and other's??!"

Felix yelled to yeji who replied.

"All of them are upstairs! But before that get something for you to drink or eat!!"

They just nod at that then moving away from the crowd to the kitchen which was surprisingly empty giving them enough space to breath. Felix sighed in relief leaning his back against the kitchen counter..

"There is so many people here! I am worried about jisung..."

Felix said lowering his gaze seeing that hyunjin couldn't help but let a soft smile appear over his lips, It was such a wholesome thing to see how much felix cared for jisung..

"We can go search for him..First drink this."

Hyunjin said handing the younger a cup of something.

"What is this?" (Tiny hands-- okay sorry)

Felix asked as he accept the cup of drink.

"I don't know some type of fruity juice?"

Felix chuckled at that then taking a sip of the juice.

"Kind of surprised she didn't served alcohol after seeing all of that.."

Hyunjin blurted out making felix to laugh at it. Then they just stood there looking at the dance floor as they sipped on their juice.

Felix couldn't help but avert his gaze to hyunjin, His honey pools meeting with the older's side profile.. Soon he was just standing there and watching the long haired male, Slowly drifting himself to somewhere as he got lost in the older's visual.. The lights that flashed from the dance floor reflected over Hyunjin's glasses and over his milky skin..The sharp features highlighting under the different colours that flashed over his face.

Felix took a sharp breath in, his grip over the plastic cup in his hand tightening, even making the cup slightly crumble because of it.. The loud music started fainting for felix, now barely even being able to recognise where he stood or where he was..

The Aussie's eyes never left hyunjin's face who was completely oblivious of the younger's eyes on him. Hyunjin bring up the cup towards his mouth soon pressing the edge of the red cup against his plumb lips and seeing that weirdly did something to Felix.. Gulping a lump down, the silver head watch the drink slipping in to hyunjin's mouth, some even slipping from the edge of his thick pair of lips..

The Australian boy had no idea what got in to him but his hands were moving on its own.. His tiny hands made it's way to grab on to Hyunjin's chin, very carefully. Hyunjin knitted his eyebrows in pure confusion as he looked down at the silver head. But Felix eyes they were no where near Hyunjin's eyes but transfixed right on to his plumb lips..

"What--"

The long haired male was intruppted by a pair of lips pressing over his own, Making him flinch at the feeling of the soft flesh over his own. Felix stood up on his tip toe pressing his lips over the older's as his hand remain holding on to Hyunjin's chin. The feeling of butterflies roaming around their lower stomach was felt for both of them..There was no movement just lips over lips yet it blossom thousands of feelings inside their rapidly beating heart.

Felix broke the kiss, moving backward as hyunjin looked down at the silver head with widen eyes. Felix lick over his own lips tasting the juice over his lips after kissing hyunjin who had slipped some of it over his own lips. Seeing the blush blooming over the older's cheeks confidence shoot up inside the younger who smirked at hyunjin before saying.

"Let's go find Jisung and others."

With that said Felix was walking away from a stunned Hyunjin who slowly rose his hand up to let his fingertips fell over his lips, The feeling of Felix lips on him was still lingering over his lips.. Shaking his head and coming back to his senses the older hurried to follow Felix behind.

The both boys took the stairs to get to the second floor, Looking around to find their friends.. As they walk through the hallway they met with yeji's girlfriend, Ryujin.

"Oh hey Ryujin! Did you see the others??"

Felix asked the girl who smiled at them and replied.

"They are at that room playing something, I have to go find yeji so see you around guys!"

The girl said as she walked away. Felix eyes fell over the room which Ryujin just pointed at. Felix end up pushing on to the door to reveal a big room filled with most of the students from their own class and some from the others.. All of them were sitting in a circle with bottles of alchole in the middle...Felix eyes met with jisung's who smiled brightly and spoke.

"Oh lix and Hyunjin is here too!"

The dark blue head announced and with that the boys were met with the familar faces again..

"What are you guys playing?"

"Drink or dare!"

"Oh okay, I am leaving!"

Felix yelled as soon as he heard about the game's name but he was stopped by jaemin who held on to his leg from moving, Hyunjin just stood there awkwardly not knowing what to do while Felix was trying his best to get out of Jaemin's grip, now almost looking like he is trying to swim away while laying on the ground.

"Oh come on lix! Don't be a dickless bitch!!"

Jeno yelled who looked pretty drunk with the way he spoke and by how red his face looked. And like that Felix finally gave in, now sitting along the circle beside jeongin. Hyunjin also end up getting dragged in to the game, now sitting beside seungmin on the other side of the circle.

The game continued, the people who weren't able to do the dare were left to drink and most of them end up drinking rather than doing anything as the dares were pretty hard to follow.. The bottle was once again spun around this time landing right on hyunjin.. this was the first time he got chosen.. The long haired male stiff on his position as he looked at the boy who was going to tell him the dare and it was one of the boy from their class and it was the same boy who hyunjin hated the most, This guy was pretty ruthless and it made hyunjin way more anxious. He was sure he will end up drinking the alcohol rather than doing whatever this shit head was going to tell him.

The guy with his blond hair held a smirk over his lips as his eyes ran across the circle, Looking like he was trying to find someone and soon it stopped on a girl from their class.

"Okay here is my dare!"

The blond announced he sounded kinda drunk at the way he spoke. Hyunjin heaved a sigh ready to hear the dare, His eyes held no emotions as it stared in to the blond's eyes.

"Make out with daehee for a straight two minutes.."

Hyunjin just decided to go straight to get a hold of the alcohol but then it was suddenly yanked away by the blond who said.

"Oh now don't be a pussy! She ain't that bad~"

Hyunjin almost felt disgusted at the way the blond was speaking. hyunjin looked at daehee only to be surprised at how unbothered she was with the idea of Hyunjin kissing her, She don't really care about Hyunjin kissing her?

The atmosphere fell silent but hyunjin just scoot closer to grab the bottel but the blond wasn't going to give in! The boy stood up with the bottle up the air.

"I told you man! You ain't getting the bottel.."

Clenching his jaw hyunjin glared at the blond. Hyunjin part his lips apart to speak but was stopped by hearing the sound of something shifting..Hyunjin looked around to see Felix standing up from the floor, The freckled boy grabbed the red cup of drink from Jaemin's hand and started walking away, The door was forcefully shut close as the silver head exit the room.

Seeing this hyunjin wasted no time to stand up, ready to follow the Aussie behind. He was about to walk away but was stopped by a hand on his shoulder and the owner of the hand was non other than the same blond dude. Hyunjin's dark orbs met with the older's.

"It's not worth following him around, Jin. All these times he was behind sungho like a fucking whore and when he found someone more attractive he left him.. What makes you think he won't leave you for someone too?? Huh? Trust me he must be already fucking someone else behind your back---"

Hyunjin wasn't able to handle it anymore so before the blond could even finish his words off the long haired male punched him right on to his face, making the other male to stumble back while holding on to his bleeding nose. The male with glasses walked closer to the blond grabbing him by the sides of his collar.

"Hyunjin!"

Seungmin called out walking to hyunjin to pull him away but hyunjin didn't even buldge.

"One more time you say something like that about him I won't hesitate to fucking slice that tongue of yours!! Got that you mother fucker!?"

The long haired male raged at the older who was somewhat speechless. Pushing the blond away hyunjin also end up storming out of the room, Leaving the room silent but it was until jisung mutter under his breath.

"They are so fucking in love--"

But because of the silence of the room everyone end up hearing that.. Most of them were unfazed by the information as they already knew about it, Some of them were surprised by the news and some just didn't bother to think anything about it but there was someone along the group of people who was now sitting at the room so fucking heart broken...

Felix gazed down the balcony watching the people who stood and walked around the pool down there. The silver head bring the cup closer to his lips, sipping on the alcohol, letting the substance burn his throat..But even that burn was the best.

He had no idea why he thinks hyunjin must have kissed that girl,but then there is no other chance for the long haired male rather than following the dare... And Felix didn't wanted to witness that, He didn't wanted to see his crush kissing someone else infront of his own eyes, so he decided to get out of there..Try to avoid seeing something like that..

Hyunjin walked around, Looking for Felix and that was until he spot the silver head standing there at the balcony all alone.. The long haired male end up walking closer to the silver head. Felix end up seeing the male from the corner of his eyes but just ignored him and sipped on his drink. Hyunjin heaved a heavy sigh as he stood beside Felix. The atmosphere was silent as they both stared down at the people and the pool which lit up blue from the lights that was arranged under it.

Felix eyes were stuck down at the pool but he handed the red cup to hyunjin, Silently asking if hyunjin wanted a sip.. Hyunjin looked down at the cup then back at the silver head before accepting the drink. The male with glasses took a sip of the drink then handing it back to Felix.

"Did y-you kiss her?"

Felix asked, His voice slightly cracking even though he tried his best to sound fine. Hyunjin let a low chuckle leave his mouth before responding.

"No..I didn't.."

Felix froze on his position at that, Something suddenly filled his eyes then it was shining bright, Felix felt his heart beating fast.. The silver head turn around to face hyunjin who did the same, Now both of them standing face to face.

The cup which felix held drop down to the ground, The drink splattering all over but the boy's attention never fell on it as their brown orbs were locked with eachother. Cold breeze hit against them leaving the atmosphere cold..

Felix hands slowly rose up then it was holding on to hyunjin's side face as he stood once again on his tip toe.. Now their faces at the same level. Hyunjin felt his breath hitch watching Felix lips moving closer to his own pair.. Excitement rush through their whole body maybe even slightly affecting some unwanted places..

Felix honey orbs fell down on to hyunjin's perfect cherry lips, How plush and pretty they looked... Felix thought to himself as he brough his nose to place it against the older's.

"I have made up my mind..."

Felix whispered out.

"What is it?.."

Hyunjin whispered back.

"I wanna be your lover.. I wanna give my heart and love to you and I wanna have yours to keep it mine and just mine...I fucking love you.."

The long haired male's eyes widen behind the glasses he wore, His crush he loves him back.. A wide smile started forming up on hyunjin's face, His eyes turning in to those pretty crescents leading a bright smile to fall over Felix face as well. 

The sound of thunder could be heard but this time both of them were unfazed by it, They were too busy staring at eachother.. Locked up inside eachother's loving gaze..

Felix gulp a lump down then tilting his head to the side to press his lips softly over hyunjin's. Both of their eyes fluttering close as they started kissing eachother passionately..Pouring out their heart as their lips move in sinc but the pace of that movement was gradually increasing.. The tension between them getting hotter..

Warning: things may get a little sexual from here..

Felix throw his arms around hyunjin's neck, deepening the kiss as he pulled the long haired male closer, So close that their Chest were pressed against eachother, now both of them being able to feel eachother's heart beat.

As they continued kissing hyunjin noticed Felix struggling to stand up right so he decided to carry the younger up his arms,  He lift the silver head up then wrapping the younger's legs around his waist. Hyunjin's tongue met Felix's..Hyunjin was soon wandering his tongue around the younger's mouth, Licking over every inch as he held the boy close to his body.

Feeling the glasses getting in their way hyunjin broke the kiss to take of his glasses and putting them inside his own pants pocket then once again chasing after the younger's lips.

Felix hands slide up from hyunjin's neck now holding on to the older's face by placing his tiny hands over the both side of hyunjin's face.

Once the feeling of losing oxygen hyunjin left the younger's swollen lips and letting his own plumb lips to travel down the younger's neck leaving sweet and burning  kisses all over the younger's neck and as hyunjin reached the crook of Felix neck he started sucking over the skin, Leaving the skin red and also making the younger to let out a lewd moan and that sound didn't failed to make hyunjin feel some type tingling sensation down his lower stomach.

Wanting to hear more of those sounds leave Felix mouth the taller started sucking and biting more hard on to the younger's neck, leaving dark purple hickeys. He was even forgetting about how they were literally standing on a balcony..At a party.

Felix freckled cheeks were painted red, His eyes half closed and filled with lust but he had to stop hyunjin from going any further at a place like this. The smaller lightly tap over the prince's shoulder as he called out for the latter through his heavy breath.

"H-hyunjin.."

Hearing that hyunjin left the younger's neck now looking at Felix, Their eyes locking with another once again..

"..I wanna fuck you.."

Hyunjin suddenly said leaving Felix stunned. The silver head had his eyes wide open at the prince's statement.

"Huh!?"

And that was when Hyunjin realised what he just spit out.. Like that hyunjin's eyes also widen, His whole face turning red at realisation.

"I am sorry! I was just-- i-- uhh--"

The prince end up stuttering, Looking around everywhere but making sure to never look at felix. The silver head laughed at the older's flustered state and that just lead hyunjin to blush even more hard. With a glint shining inside Felix eyes the silver head take a hold of the older's chin moving it to make the older face him, Hyunjin hesitantly avert his gaze to look at Felix.

The freckled boy move his face close to the taller's right ear, His hot breath fanning over hyunjin's red ear.

"To be honest..I wanna get fucked by you too.."

Felix whispered in to the older's ear, a soft chuckle following behind. Hearing that hyunjin felt himself almost losing it but he tried his best to control himself like a gentleman he is.. The long haired male put the aussie down on his feet.. Then speaking to the younger while staring down at him with a sharp and dark gaze.

"Let's go home."

To be continued~

I have no idea wtf I just wrote--