TRUST IN YOURSELF
13:53, 28 January 2022Song recommendation: W. D. Y. W. F. M? By The Neighborhood.
After hearing the whole story of the Choi family the whole friend group fell in to complete silence.. They were speechless. Amusement, Pity, sadness, Horror every single emotions like those flooded around their heart as all of them stare at the raven women who sat their staring at her own lap with tears welling up inside her eyes.
The women just wanted to keep the world safe but end up losing a big part of her own life. Sorrowful feelings raised inside felix heart as he reached for the women's hand. The silver head grab the women's hand in to his own warm palm making her eyes to flutter as it avert away to meet with Felix warm brown orbs.
The ends of felix lips curved upward as he beam a soft smile at the raven.
"You gave away your everything for the world...And maybe this is our turn to do so. Saving the world is such a big and intimidating word to even say but if the world and you have trust in us then we may give it a shot. I promise I will try my best."
The words touched minsun's heart. Felix was reacting really different from how hyunjin, Jeongin and seungmin did at first. The other three boys...she couldn't blame them, They were scared and because of the quirks there was some things they lost and messed up..And after all that the boy's could only react like that.
But in the end the three of them calm down..Maybe the pain and bruise that occurred because of the quirks never disappeared from their body but in the end they couldn't help but fell for the women's heart..She still remember that day when all of them reached infront of her telling her that she don't need to worry anymore and that they got this. Those sincere eyes of the boy's was what amuzed her.
No wonder why they were the chosen one's.
After all of that they were told to stay over night first they tried to decline but Ian insist for them to stay so they gave in. The house was big enough to have three guest rooms, One room for Jisung and Felix, One for Chan and changbin and the last one for Minho and hyunjin already having his own room here made it easier.
Hyunjin could see the bright and funny talks that often happens between the friends decreasing as more of a serious aura started to flow through the air between them. They sat their talking about the whole situation. Not going to lie hyunjin was able to read the fear inside everyone's eyes even Felix's.. but who wouldn't fear something like this? This wasn't a game, Anyone could lose their life anytime. It wasn't something you could stay calm on.
Or maybe it was a game..A game of blood, Sweat and Tears.
"Why couldn't they kill this Junghoon dude while he was unconscious though?"
Minho asked like he was talking about buttering his bread or something. The question was straight at hyunjin who stood their with crossed arms over his chest, His lean body leaning against the wall as he stare back directly at the light brown head.
"Under the influence of the quirk you can't even leave a scare on his skin..That's even why he woke up with no difficulties even after being asleep over 10 years."
The room fell in to silence once again, as everyone took in the answer which left hyunjin.
The whole day went by like that asking questions, saying opinions just everything a whole mess.
It was all dull and dark until the clock was ticking 2 AM. Darkness covered the sky as hyunjin got a phone call from Felix for him to get their at Jisung and felix room. Hyunjin knowing them very well knew it was for something really stupid but yet decided to obey as there is a small chance that it was actually for something important based on how all of them acted today.
The male dragged his tired legs upstairs then finally stopping infront of one of the guest room. Rubbing on his eyes he didn't even cared to knock just pushing on the door only for to get attacked by a pillow that landed right on to his face making him stumble back at the force, Damn this can be a trick used against the villains.
"What in the name of judas!?"
Hyunjin shout as he looked inside the room filled with the whole gang. Jisung and minho was sitting at the bed laughing their ass out while looking at hyunjin because of the incident which happened a moment ago, Chan was standing in the middle of room looking like he was stopping someone from fighting, On the other side we could see changbin standing there while laughing nervously while having his gaze on hyunjin but his eyes keep wandering to someone behind the door and then back to hyunjin.
With confused eyes hyunjin looked to the side to see felix plastered on to the wall behind the door.
"Oh my god!"
Basically changbin and felix was having a stupid fight and changbin was trying to aim a pillow at the silver head but before it could even touch his face the door was flung open and then what they all saw next was felix flying right on to the wall at the force of the door opening on to him.
The silver head hold on to his nose as he move away from the door, sending glares at hyunjin.
"Learn to knock mother fucker!"
Hyunjin tried to hold back his laughter at the whole situation to spare himself away from the Australian's tiny yet strong hands but he end up losing it when the younger removed his hand away from his nose now revealing the bloody red nose tip. The long haired male laugh aloud then pressing his own hand over his lips to stop himself.
"I am sorry you look like a whole ass clown."
And let me say hwang that was like pouring kerosene on to a wild fire.
The next scene was hyunlix doing wrestling on the ground. Not going to lie that one scene was like a deja vu as it really has happened alot of time before. Once there was no day when they didn't went for eachother's neck and it looks like they are never going to change.
Soon chan and changbin were pulling them away from eachother then making them sit down at a place. Hyunjin eyes then started scanning across the room as he shoot a question.
"The fuck are y'all even doing!?"
Silence filled the room as everyone spare glances with eachother, Really not having a specific answer to that. Then suddenly Minho decided to answer or more like question back.
"Girls night?"
Once again it was a whole minute of silence before hyunjin spoke again.
"I am pretty sure you guys have a dick."
"I have more of a convincing answer, which is that we got possessed by chan hyung and now have insomnia."
Next was jisung who said that making hyunjin to give him a displeased look.
"Whatever it is don't start talking about the dark magic shit like earlier it really hurts my brain."
Changbin spat out.
"You are just scared of it."
Felix said looking straight at changbin with a teasing grin.
"Bitch it's not like you are not!!"
"So why am I exactly invited here?"
Hyunjin asked feeling really tired and wanting to sleep unlike the others.
"To do chicken dance like a chicken you are-- fucker of course to have a girls night with us!"
Felix screeched.
"Stop with the fucking "girls night" shit--"
Minho yawn in a sign of boredom before turning his gaze to chan.
"Ayo tell us some stories or something."
"The fuck? Do I look like a old grandma or something?"
"Well you are old."
Minho dead panned leaving chan in a offended moment of his. Today he got called old not once but twice. (Stan twice)
"EeeeMoTionAl dAmaGe."
Jisung commented from behind, The tiktok addiction must be kicking in.
In the end chan end up telling them stories but stories were very different that what they meant.
"I parked that car there for a second like literally for a second and this mother father dude appeared outta no where and fine me like wtf!?"
As time passes by everyone was slowly just settling inside that room. They end up laying the big ass comforter on the floor, Minho, Jisung, Felix and hyunjin laying on top of it while changbin laid beside chan who was lost in rambling about shits which no one really paid attention on. (Sorry chan for keep bullying you in the story ily I swear)
"This is boring."
Jisung whispered to felix who laid beside him.
"Yeah like my actual grand mother used to tell me lit stories about how she tried to kill a whole grown up man cause she was scared of Santa claus and he was dressed up as a santa."
Jisung looked at him with 'Are you kidding me' look as he asked.
"Who in the world is scared of Santa Claus!?"
"I don't know, people with claustrophobic?"
"Felix that's not how--"
(I apologise for my unfunny humour 🏃)
Silence flew the room as the clock ticked 4 AM. Right now most of them were passed out, All at their own dream land. Cold air brushed against the trees outside, the rustling sounds of the leaves making its way to Felix ears as his eyes avert outside the window only for him to flinch at seeing the lightning flashing in to his eyes, It was far away at the sky but yet it felt like it shook the whole house. The loud voice of it made the silver head's heart to start beating rapidly.
His doe eyes move to his bestfriend who's back was facing him, The blue head was already Unconsciously cuddling in to minho in his sleep, Felix could imagine how happy the light brown head would be if he see the sight of how Jisung was hugging on to him.
Another strick of lightning was heard as Felix closed his eyes tightly. The fear rushing through his veins as he felt himself curling up in to a ball, Somehow thinking it would keep him safe. From as a child he feared thunder. The bright light and the loud noise which follows behind always made him end up shaking, He was fearless of alot of things but when it comes to thunder he would find himself in the edge of crying for help and once Chan have found him cry like that after the first few months of meeting eachother.
once the silver head got a glimpse of the older he asked if he could stay beside him and Chan being the best person ever agreed and stayed there beside felix, Rubbing the boys back to sleep,letting his smaller friend hug him to sleep. From then he always needed someone beside him at nights when the loud thunders erupted from the nature, He was an adult now and he always tried to be more brave and face it but in the end he always managed to fail.
Tossing turning he could not find himself resting. Rain started landing down the ground moderately soon it was getting heavier with the thunder also getting louder. His breath started getting heavier, as he looked around the dim lighted room.
Suddenly the realisation of Hyunjin laying behind him click inside his mind. The silver head slowly turn himself around expecting a sleeping hyunjin but he was met with the tired eyes that stared at him. The small lights turned on outside the house gave him enough light to see the older's face.
Hyunjin was sleeping peacefully until he felt Felix moving here and there.
Felix stared inside the older's eyes with an astonished gaze but soon it breaked down to frighten as he flinched at the loud thunder which blast against his ears once again. The silver head squeeze his eyes shut, a soft squeal leaving the freckled boy's mouth. He continued staying like that until a warm hand was placed over his right cheek making him flutter his eyes open.
Felix opened his eyes to meet hyunjin's face who smiled at him softly.
"Come on.."
The long haired male whispered as he raise his arms up to welcome Felix in to his warm embrace, The Aussie didn't waste a moment before attaching himself against hyunjin like a sticky slime. Hyunjin chuckled softly as he wrapped his arms around the younger's cold body. He hugged him tightly already knowing about Felix fear of thunder.
''Don't worry love, I am here. You can sleep..."
Hyunjin whispered to Felix as he ran his slender fingers through Felix silver locks.
Felix felt his heart doing a flip at that, Hwang Hyunjin was going to be the end of him. He thought as he smiled widely in to hyunjin's chest with burning cheeks, The smaller inhaled the older's scent feeling safe around that long and strong arms of hyunjin.
Felix face was buried in to hyunjin's chest, his arms and legs wrapped around the older's long figure, His left hand was fisting over the older T-Shirt tightly. Hyunjin was hugging him back, Arms around the smaller's shoulders. No intention but to keep the younger protected was shown in that hug he gave felix.
Time passes by, hyunjin never stopped caressing the younger's head so Felix could fall asleep faster. Hyunjin's breath flutter over Felix hair as he felt the younger's body rest against his, The older glance down at his chest noticing the sleeping freckled boy. Hyunjin's heart warmed up as he watch the younger sleep soundly in his arms.
Hyunjin eyes moves up only for him to get startled at seeing Minho wide awake. The light brown head was staring at the ceiling with a alseep squirrel looking boy in his arms, The blue haired boy's head was placed over minho's right chest, His ear pressed right against where minho's heart was situated.
Feeling the stare of hyunjin the light brown head move to lock eyes with hyunjin, Minho's eyebrows knitted together as he whispered yelled at hyunjin.
"Why the fuck are you staring at me for!?"
Hyunjin shook his head as he repsond in a low whisper.
"I am not staring at you and why are you wide awake at 5 AM?!"
After that Minho didn't speak up, they just stared at eachother awkwardly. Hyunjin could sense something was going through minho's head so he asked.
"What are you thinking?"
He asked in a soft voice Minho didn't respond just moved his gaze away from the long haired male. Hyunjin heaved a sigh having no sign of minho speaking so he just decided to sleep, he closed his eyes pulling Felix closer to him as he tried to fall back to his slumber but once again he was interrupted when he heard minho's soft voice echo.
"Do you think you will be able to save us?"
That question kind of startled hyunjin, He felt intimidated and attacked by that question. He slowly lifted his eye lids up to see Minho back at staring at the ceiling but this time his attention was on jin.
Hyunjin lower his gaze. Would he? He questioned himself. Trust in himself..he lost that thing in early days and he never gained that back ever since. He always pushed his real feelings and told people who asked this that he can, He can save them... but maybe it was all just to make them stay calm..In reality he had no idea if he could, If he would be able to.
Hyunjin part his thick lips apart to let the lie out like always but was stopped when Minho spoke again.
"I need your honest answer."
That left hyunjin in a head space of darkness. Minho needed his honest answer and his honest answer would just break minho's trust in him..But in the end he didn't wanted to lie, He didn't felt like lying again..
He raise his eyes to meet minho's which now looked at him with seriousness.
"If I be honest hyung...I don't know..I don't know if I can.."
He spit out the truth, Silence fell between them and he thought he will see the disappointment or something inside minho's eyes but those eyes were empty. Minho avert his gaze away making hyunjin feel like someone clutching on his heart. He gulp a limp down his dry throat as he lower his gaze back at the freckled boy but what he didn't expect was a response like this from Minho.
"It's okay to doubt yourself..But if you don't trust yourself Hwang...You will never win."
Hyunjin shot his head up to see Minho who was already falling back asleep. It was pretty unusual to hear deep words like that from Minho but now when he did he felt like there was some type of truth behind those words.
Trust in yourself...
To be continued~
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