CAUSE I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU
20:33, 20 December 2021Song recommendation: Enchanted by Taylor Swift.
Hyunjin sat on his usual seat, The class half empty as most of them were still preparing for tomorrow's anniversary.
The long haired male stared down at the red rose in his hand, His slender and long finger holding it's thorny stem carefully to don't hurt his fingers. He blink his eyes few times as his heart race in a fast pace. Feeling anxious at the thought of how he was gonna ask felix to be his date to the anniversary.
"Hyunjin you can do this man!"
Jisung's loud voice filled the tall male's ears as he looked up at his friends who were encouraging him.
Suddenly the loud voice erupted from the door, A panting jaemin rushing inside as he announced.
"Felix is at the hallway to the library! It's the right time hyun!!"
Hearing the pink head the long haired male could only panic more. He was afraid if felix will reject him..And after that even become uncomfortable with him but yet even after yesturday's kiss the silver head show no sign of uncomfortableness to hyunjin, He acted like that incident didn't even happened.
"Hyunjin this is going to be fine. Based on how felix is, he is not going to reject you and it's not like you are confessing your feelings.."
Yeji said with a soft voice giving the male a smile.
"Well if you want you can confess aswell."
Jisung said with a teasing grin earning a glare from hyunjin.
"But even if I am not confessing he will know something is going on with my feelings for him cause I am literary asking him to be my like a "prom date"."
Hyunjin said as he stare down at the floor.
"One day he need to know about it anyways, and this is just some steps to his heart so I think there is going to be no harm if he feel like you have something for him already."
Jaemin said soon Jisu who sat on top of one of the table to also shout encouraging words.
"YAS HYUNJIN GET YOUR MAN!"
"Ah lia you are so loud!"
Yeji complained rubbing on her ears.
"Just like you and ryujin when y'all fuck--"
"Oh hyunjin I guess you should get there!!"
The red haired girl said with a nervous smile making everyone to let out a small chuckle at it.
"Yeah hyunjin go and ask him. You are going to be fine!"
Hyunjin let out a sigh trying to remove the anxiety and negative thoughts out of his mind. He nod his head trying to be confident. If he really loved felix and really wanted him he needed to be brave and do this. With that thought inside his head he smiled making his friends to also smile. Glad that the long haired male was calming down.
"And Jisu were they really so loud while fucking--"
Jisung asked only to be attacked by yeji who aim a duster on to the male's side head.
Hyunjin walk through the long hallway the heels of his boots hitting against the tiled white floor, His hair in a low ponytail, The grey jacket of his uniform no where to be found as he only worn the inner white shirt, The sleeves of the uniform rolled up to the level of his elbow.
He grip tightly around the flower's stem as he took steps forward to the library hallway. Some students started noticing the male walking down the hallway with a red rose in his hand. As always gossips flying around in a matter of second but hyunjin didn't cared, all he cared about now was felix. Just felix.
The male reach in front of the library hall way. Before taking the turn to get to the hall He closed his eyes tightly, taking a deep and sharp breath in but before he could make one more step to enter that long hallway to the room filled with books he heard the familiar voice making him stop on his track, Behind the wall keeping him hidden.
"Lix I was wondering if you would like to go along with me to the school anniversary?"
It was sungho who asked that and hearing those words hyunjin tighten his hand to a fist. His long eyes staring down at the floor watching the tip of his black boots.
It was silence before Felix deep voice made it's way inside hyunjin's ear.
"Like u-us two?"
The freckled male asked.
"Yeah just two of us."
Hyunjin could imagine the older male giving Felix his signature smile, Revealing his defined dimples. Actually the smile hyunjin always wanted to slap off his face.
The long haired male waited for the silver head's response, chanting inside his head for Felix to reject him.
"Yes, sure."
Those words made it's way to stab right in to hyunjin's heart. Leaving a deep and wide hole on his heart which were wounded many times before.
It was just the first step to Felix heart and he already failed and fell off.
No sign of tears was inside hyunjin's eyes but anyone could see those pair of eyes filling up with sadness.
Hyunjin stared walking away, Taking heavy steps but soon those steps became fast as he started running, Pushing past the students as he ran away, away from felix.
The long haired male stood right in front of the mirror inside the washroom, staring at his own reflection. The conversation between Felix and sungho keep on rewinding inside his head. He was late, He couldn't get there before sungho and now he wonder if he could even get inside the freckled male's heart before sungho.
He wished felix rejected him but what did he expect? The freckled boy was in love with sungho for years so of course he would accept it.
Hyunjin's eyes avert down to the red rose in his hand.
"Now what is this for?"
With that the male end up crushing the red flower in his big hand. The thrones of the stem piercing inside his skin, drawing blood of it but he felt nothing at all. No pain, cause he was use to it to a point.
Droplet of the red liquid fell on to the white tiled floor soon the crushed rose following behind. It was really a beautiful flower a moment ago but now it was laying there crushed and covered in blood. Just useless.
The door sliding open could be heard as hyunjin went back inside his class. His friends eyebrows furrowed at seeing the male's emotionless face.
Jisung started walking to the long haired male, Standing right infront of his tall figure.
"How did it go?"
Hyunjin sighed before spitting out the words.
"I was late..Sungho asked him before me."
Jisung eyes widen before going back to its normal shape then it slowly lowering to floor, His teeth sinking down his lower lip, Knowing very well how hurt hyunjin must be now.
The bell rang as students rush out of the school to go back home. The volleyball playground was now fully decorated and settled up for tomorrows anniversary and everyone was pretty proud at how good it looked.
Hyunjin was slowly following jeongin and seungmin behind, His head hung low with his hands inside his pockets.
"Jinnie!!"
Hyunjin stop on his track at the familiar voice resonating from behind. His heart starting to beat fast at not knowing how to face the freckled male. What if he end up showing any hurt in his voice or face? He prepared himself to hear or face anything as he slowly turn around watching a smiling silver head running towards him. The smaller male's eyes wide and filled with stars, Showing so much happiness as those eyes reflect in to hyunjin's dead and sad one's.
He wished so bad that he was behind that happiness felix felt, but he wasn't.
It was sungho not him.
The freckled male stood facing hyunjin, Still smiling as hyunjin also put on a smile. But surprisingly it wasn't a fake one to hide his real self, cause seeing felix happy and smiling already made him feel like smiling too. It was like a power of felix which made the older smile or laugh even at that times he couldn't even think about smiling.
"Sungho asked me to go along with him to the anniversary!!'
The Aussie said making hyunjin to do a attempt on pushing away the pain inside his heart as he keep up with his smile, Trying his best to talk normally.
"Oh really!?"
Felix nod,excitedly.
"That's so good lix!"
The long haired male said with a happy voice but little did Felix knew that the male was faking all those excitement he showed to the small one. Little did he knew how much hyunjin loved him, How much Hyunjin wanted to make the smaller his. And how much he was hurting now when the Australian ramble about sungho to him.
Jisung noticed them and knowing the conversation going to be about sungho he wasted to no time to interrupt them so he could save hyunjin from getting more hurt. He decided to call felix, So they could leave. In the end hyunjin needed a break from that stupid acting he did.
"Lix let's go!!"
Jisung called out loudly and hyunjin thank jisung in his head.
"Coming!"
The small boy look back at hyunjin before bidding his bye to go home.
"I have to leave now. See you tomorrow Jinnie! Dress handsome!!"
The Australian said as he ran off to his friend. Hyunjin stood there waving tirdly at Felix and Jisung until the boys left the school compound. Once the yellow scooter was out of his sight he let his hand fall down, Resting his face to that tired and sad expression.
Why does this hurt so bad?
Next day.
Minho was standing at the kitchen gulping down the jar of water to quench his thirst. The male was working out so he was all worn out at the moment.
The door bell rang and hearing it Minho put the jar down, Wiping his mouth with the back of his hands before walking to get the door.
The light brown head unlock the door. The door opening to reveal a unfamiliar and tall male standing outside with a poliet smile on his face, he was dressed in a suit. Minho knitted his eyebrows in confusion but before he could ask about who the male was the black head was fast to introduce himself.
"Oh hey! I am sungho and I was here to pick up Felix."
The taller male said in a soft voice.
"Ahh I will go get him--"
Before Minho could even finish his sentence or turn around Felix was here. The silver head walk down the stairs wearing a dark blue suit, His inner white shirt which was tucked inside his black pants. The male's hair brushed back revealing his undercut. He was looking all handsome as the small male walk closer to sungho and Minho. (Hoho I am sorry wtf--)
"Let's go?"
The black haired male asked as Felix nod his head before turning to face Minho.
"I will be getting going now, Hyung."
Minho nod with a smile on his face.
"Have fun lix."
With that the two pairs started making their way outside. Minho watch the boys entering a black car before the vehicle drove off.
Minho turn around closing the front door behind but once he turn around he felt like his jaw almost falling off to the ground at the sight he saw.
It was jisung all dressed up for the school anniversary. The male was in a full black attire. Black suit and black pants even long and black boots which had a lot of details on it, A belt around his insanely thin waist, Outlining his well built body. He had a long earring on his right ear and a simple ring one on the other.
With a bright smile on the squirrel like boy's face he made his way closer to the light brown head who stood there amazed.
"Damn, you look hot sung!"
Minho compliment the smaller boy who was now slightly more taller than his usual height because of the boots. Blush crept up on jisung's cheeks at the compliment as he thank the older.
"Thank you, hyung."
Jisung furrowed in confusion as the light brown head started walking closer to him. He flinch feeling the older male's arms snaking around his tiny waist then those strong arms pulling his small figure closer to the older. Their chest pressing against eachother as minho hugged the boy leaning towards the boy's red ear with a pout as he whine in to the smaller boy's ear.
"But I am kind of sad and jealous that other people could see you like this longer than me!"
Jisung didn't knew what to say as he stood froze on his spot. Some kind of electric waves shooting inside his body, Feeling tingling sensation inside his lower stomach at the whine minho let out. Jisung gulp a limp down before lightly chuckling to cut of the thick tension that build between them all of sudden.
Minho's lips hover over jisung's burning cheeks as the older male smirked. A soft gasp left the dark blue head, Feeling minho's lips pressing against his cheek.
"But have fun though."
Minho said before pulling away to face the boy who stood there with wide eyes and red cheeks. Minho smirked to himself but then a sudden thought of someone flash inside his head as the smirk fell off.
"How is hyunjin?"
Jisung let out a sigh as he respond, His cheeks going back to it's natural colour.
"I texted him and he said he is fine but we all know that he is just lying..."
The black luxury car stop at the parking lot. The sounds of the car's door flung opening could be heard as sungho and felix step out.
The sky was in an orange shade as it was getting late, anytime soon the sun will bid it's good bye and the darkness will spread across the sky.
The both pair walk through the hallway. Felix hands kept inside the pockets of his pants.
The male's eyes ran across all the students who passed by, wearing suits and gowns but at the moment his eyes were searching for a specific person. A person who he was excited to see.
They reached in front of the auditorium, Soon the boys walking inside the large room. Purple lights around and some yellow lights over the small stage at the centre, Small round tables surrounded by chair seen there and here for students to sit, It decorated with a white and silky clothing, Balloons and some other decorations seen on the sides and the ceilings. The chatting of students filled the room as felix eyes still roam around to find the person.
The person who he was more excited to see in a suit more than he was for sungho. At a point he had no idea what was going on, Yesterday the few moments after sungho asked him to be his date to the anniversary he was happy, but soon it was dying down. It was like his heart wasn't letting him be happy, And he wonder why he couldn't be happy when his crush of years finally started showing interest in him. And most importantly if there was someone inside his head yesterday night, The person would be hyunjin.
He was confused and frustrated at what was going on, He was starting to question if he seen the male more than a friend? If he remember being in love with someone it was sungho. No one ever did those things sungho did to him, The rapidly beating heart and the tingling feeling inside his stomach, but these past weeks he felt those feelings again and the reason behind it was never Jeon sungho but hwang hyunjin.
The first month of the school they hated each other to death, but the second month they were acting all odd. The random tensions that build between them, The skinships, Even the way they looked at each other. Everything has changed.
Felix was bring back to his senses as sungho spoke from beside him.
"We should go take a seat."
Felix nod his head as they started making their way to one of the table. Felix never stop his searching for hyunjin, He was even doubting if the male didn't show up.
The silver head stop on his track hearing the familiar voice from behind. The boy's warm brown orbs rushed to meet those sharp and dark shaded eyes.
"Looking for someone lix?"
That's what hyunjin asked. Felix stared at the male with wide eyes, Noticing the male almost looking like a model. The tall boy was wearing a turtle neck with a thin silver neck chain over it, it laid underneath the thick black suit's coat and black pants, wearing black polished boots on his feet, The male also dressed in a full black attire and it really suited him, His hair was not tied up or anything just laying there loose over his shoulder. His sharp feature highlighting under the purple light.
"I was looking for you.."
Hyunjin didn't expect that answer but just smiled at the younger.
Hyunjin's eyes ran across felix body, checking out his outfit. The boy looking beautiful as always.
"You look pretty.."
"You look hot."
Rather than a thanking hyunjin he end up shooting a compliment at hyunjin for return. The taller male's cheeks blushed lightly but it was unnoticed under the purple light.
"Thank you."
Hyunjin's eyes slowly started averting to meet sungho's. The black haired male waited for the long haired boy to glare at him with a nervous smile on his face. But surprisingly hyunjin just gave the older a small smile making sungho relax under hyunjin's gaze for once as he smiled back, But with a truthful and wide smile.
Looking back at Felix, the boys felt some kind of feelings blossoming inside them, The way their eyes locked made them feel Things. Their eyes talking to eachother about a topic that the both boys refuse to speak through their mouth.
Hyunjin gulp his own saliva down as he spoke with a low voice.
"I guess I should go back to my table, See you around Lix."
At that Felix felt his heart sink. He didn't wanted the taller to leave but then he came here with sungho so hyunjin couldn't stay, It wasn't right. Felix just nod watching the long haired male walk away.
The silver head sat down so did hyunjin. The boys sitting tables away from each other. But even after that they were still glancing at each other across the table, Every second their eyes meeting each other. Sometimes even Sungho, Seungmin and Jeongin noticing the two boys who stared at each other rather than focusing on what they were talking about.
Seungmin was no blind or stupid to don't notice something going on with hyunjin. His best friend was always staring at the freckled boy, His eyes feeling with stars and heart everytime he got a glimpse of the Aussie. Yesterday after hearing about sungho asking felix to be his date he notice how much the taller became silent, How sad he looked. He don't blame the male from hiding about it from seungmin and Jeongin, He himself knew how bad he and Jeongin was at hiding secrets. Ian was not sure how they were even going to keep their identity secret for a while and as You can see seungmin had already messed up at that.
Soon the stage lights lit up the host hoping on. The male started speaking in to the Mic, Welcoming the students to the 30th anniversary of the school along with welcoming the special guest, Who was non other than queen herself.
Students got up from their seats bowing down as they give a applause to the women who walk in, smiling brightly. Then some staffs leading the women to her seat so she could sit down and enjoy the performance the students have arranged for her.
Hyunjin and felix got up from their seats as the students who were participating in the dance performance were called out. Their dance teacher gave them instruction for the last time before they were sent to stay on their positions. With the help of students and staffs they move the tables to the side leaving some space in the middle of the big room.
Hyunjin stood there facing his partner the boy was still not feeling well. Yesterday night he barely got any sleep as his head was filled with thoughts. The confidence he felt about making felix his was draining out.
Felix was In love with sungho for years and hyunjin wonder if someone like him would just simply forget about his crush for someone else..
It's feelings in the end, you can't force someone to stop it, It have to fade away by itself.
The music cued as hyunjin placed his hand on the girls side waist, Taking her hand in his as he raise it up. Their body started moving to the beat, their ears filling with melodious music as they dance under the spotlight they had on them. But hyunjin felt nothing special about it, he was just forcing his body to move, Forcing himself to hold a girl's hand and waist. It was nothing like how he felt while dancing with Felix that day. No one made him feel like how Lee Felix did. No one could take Felix place in his heart that easily..
Felix dance with his partner but his gaze was on hyunjin who was dancing with a girl on the back row. He watch the male's face, He looked tired and sad. His dance moves looking weak..Felix felt worried for the older he wasn't looking very fine.
The more he stared at hyunjin he started realising that there was something going on inside his heart for that male. He was looking at hyunjin like he was the only person who was present in that room, Feeling his insides get warm at the memories of them. Feelings that even sungho couldn't give him filling inside him.
At the thought of Sungho he decided to give a glance at the male, Still dancing to the slow music. His eyes met the black haired male's, Those eyes turning in to crescent as the tall male gave him a warm smile, the smile which used to drove Felix crazy. But now he felt nothing at all, Just felt like staring at a normal person, no butterflies inside his stomach, No beating heart. It was like He was falling out of love with Sungho.
At the same time felix looked away the long haired male looked at the silver head. His eyes meeting with the sight of the smaller staring at sungho, He felt something heavy on top of his heart at that. He was so in love with the boy that now seeing stuffs like that made him feel awful.
Hyunjin's breath started getting heavy as negative thoughts of (not only about felix but others) filling inside his head. Every single worst memories rewinding inside his head for no reason. The male was soon out of breath, Gasping for air.
His partner started panicking noticing her partners state.
"Hey hyunjin are you okay?"
Concern coat her voice as the male looked in to her eyes.
"No.."
The boy whisper out making the girl to look around, The dance was almost over and they were at the back row so she thought getting hyunjin away now wouldn't cause any harm.
"Crouch down a little."
She instruct as the tall male did as told. Soon the girl was dragging the boy out of there without no one noticing. She end up brining him to the corner of the room, Making him sit on a chair close to the window. The girl also sat down, Facing the older. Hyunjin stare down at his lap trying to calm himself down. Trying to stop all those memories that was flashing inside his crowded mind.
"What happened?....Is it because of felix?"
The girl, Shin ryujin asked.
"Kind of.."
Ryujin lower her gaze at the response as hyunjin started looking outside the window, Watching the starry sky outside with his glassy eyes.
The music stopped as the performance came to an end. Ryujin notice jisung and her girlfriend yeji walking to them.
The cat eyes girl looked at her girlfriend as she asked.
"Is he okay?"
The black haired girl sighed as she shook her head. Jisung sat beside the male, Who was busy staring off outside. Silence filled the atmosphere before hyunjin spoke.
"You guys can go..I am fine, I just need some time.."
Jisung shook his head.
"It's okay we can stay."
After assuring that hyunjin was fine the long haired male managed to push them away. Now sitting there alone with his head leaned back against the chair, eyes closed.
The sound of his notification going on made its way in to hyunjin's ear, Making the male flinch lightly before pulling the device out of his pocket. Eyes narrowing at seeing a text from Felix. He confusingly tap on the notification opening their chat room.
Mop head
Hyunjin can we talk?
Hyunjin's eyes scan across the text as he Felt his heart tightening, Wondering what the male wanted to talk to him about...
The male's fingers tapped against the screen as he replied to Felix.
You.
Yeah, sure.Seen.
Felix read the text hyunjin sent as he leaned against the wall watching the girl who was performing a song on the stage. The girl's voice filled the Australian male's ears as he crossed his arms and pressed them against his chest, Feeling his own fast heartbeat. Felix gaze were avert to the tall male who suddenly appeared infront of him, It wasn't hyunjin but the black haired male, sungho.
Felix furrowed his eyebrows in confusion as he watch the male facing him with a nervous face.
"I know this is all of sudden but i wanted to tell you something.."
Felix eyebrows raised up as he nod his head for the male infront of him to continue. Sungho raise his orbs up to meet with felix's as he part his lips to speak, Feeling anxious at what he was going to tell the younger boy.
"I will just say it straight forward cause I have no idea how else I should tell you this.."
The taller said a small laugh leaving the older male's mouth as felix smiled softly trying to calm the male's nerves down. With taking a deep breath Sungho let out the words making felix eyes to widen.
"I think I see you more than a friend..."
Felix felt his hands go cold no specs of happiness inside his heart while listening to it, He should be feeling happy about his crush of years saying this to him but he felt nothing at all.
Sungho beam a smile at the shorter.
"I think I am in love with you Lee Felix."
Felix was speechless, Words stuck inside his dry throat. He felt his brain freeze, No thoughts inside his mind as he just stared at the older with wide eyes. The Australian gulp a limp down as he try to form up words.
"I-I a.."
Before he could even finish trying to speak his eyes met an other familiar one's. The male stood there behind sungho and some other people staring at felix with tear brimming eyes, Tears threatening to fall of his long eyes. The sight shatter felix heart as he watch the long haired male walking away.
"I am sorry.."
With that words Felix started running behind hyunjin, Trying to catch up with the older leaving sungho there dumbfounded. The Aussie try to push pass all those students trying to follow hyunjin behind who disappeared out of his sight.
With a burning heart hyunjin hurried his way through the hallway but then accidentally banging his shoulder against someone else's shoulder, Making the person to stumble back.
Hyunjin looked over at who it was only for more tears to fill inside his eyes. The tall boy bow down as he apologized.
"I am so sorry!"
The queen who just came back from the restroom assured the boy that she was fine and telling hyunjin to stand straight.
"Stand straight son, I am fine."
The women said, her honey like voice filling hyunjin's ear as the boy felt like his heart dropping to his stomach. With his shaking figure he slowly raise his head up meeting eyes with the women who looked at him with wide eyes.
The queen stared up at the boy taking in the features, The very familiar features.
"I am so sorry once again, I'll be get going."
Hyunjin said trying to escape the women who stood there with a shocked face, No words leaving her mouth as she watch the tall boy walk away in a fast pace.
Hyunjin slam the door to the terrace open as he step outside. The cold breeze hitting against his figure as shiver run down his spine but he ignore the coldness walking forward to stand there facing the star filled sky.
He was good at bearing all the pain but once it gets too hard for to bear anymore he couldn't control his emotions or his head.
He was at the end of a cliff already and having that small talk with the queen made him jump of that cliff to the darkness underneath it, Letting it swallow him in.
He crouch himself down, Feeling weak to even stand up straight as tears left his eyes. It fall down his eyes unconditionally, the male lower his head, a tear drop hanging on the tip of his nose as his long hair covered half of his face. It's been forever since he cried like this and at a point it felt good to let out all those emotions out.
The faint music from where the anniversary was going on could be heard as the male sat down, his legs dangling down the terrace as the male stared down at the school play ground underneath him. The male's eyes and nose were red, His eyes still glassy the pain inside his heart strong as ever.
He regret falling in love.
Hyunjin heard the door to the terrace opening once again then the heavy panting of someone. The said man looked over his shoulder to see the silver head standing there looking straight at him, While breathing heavily. Hyunjin just turn his head back to look forward.
"Hyunjin.."
The boy called out and hyunjin didn't even move a finger as he just sat there staring off at the tip of his shoe.
"Hyunjin what's wrong?.."
The small boy keep asking. He keep on trying to talk to hyunjin but the older just ignored him to a point that tears started filling inside Felix's eyes. Frustration, anger, sadness every kind of emotions like that forming inside his heart.
He watch the taller soon started to get up and walking back to get out of the terrace,Ignoring felix like he was invisible to him.
Felix couldn't handle it anymore so he grabbed the older male by his arm, Slamming him against the wall as he scream on to hyunjin's face.
"What's wrong with you hwang hyunjin!?"
Tears left Felix eyes as he looked at the male with angry eyes. Veins popping off his arm which pinned hyunjin against the wall. The long haired male still kept silent, His head hanging low.
"Answer me hyunjin, why were you crying?"
No response.
"Why are you acting like this--"
"I am acting like this cause I am in love with you!"
He shot his head up screaming back at felix who's grip loosen around hyunjin. His eyes widening as he stared at the male in pure shock.
"I am fucking In love with you but you love someone else. I wanted to ask you to come along with me here today but sungho asked you earlier, I wanted to ask you to be my boyfriend but sungho was again early!"
Felix lift his hands away as he watch the male cry in front of him.After a moment hyunjin started walking away leaving felix speechless. The aussie tried his best to let anything slip of his mouth, But he felt unable to even breathe normally.
Hyunjin walk downstairs. As he was taking the last step down he saw a figure shifting now standing infront of him.
"Hey hyunjin did you see Felix?"
By the voice of the male hyunjin knew it was sungho as he slowly raise his head up to meet eyes with the older male. Sungho's eyes filled with concern as he saw the younger's bloodshot eyes, Tired from all the crying. Hyunjin's cold yet puffy eyes stare at the male infront of him with a emotionless face.
"What happened?"
Hyunjin didn't respond trying to walk away from the male. He wasn't in the right mind space to talk to the older but then he felt the older male stopping him by grabbing a hold of hyunjin's wrist.
"Let me go hyung.."
Hyunjin said his voice tired and groggy. It was sungho's first time even hearing hyunjin address him by "hyung". But the older was too worried to let hyunjin go.
"Hyunjin but--"
Before sungho could even finish his words he felt the knuckles of hyunjin coming contact with the side of his face, The ring in the male's hand making the side of his lips to bleed. Hyunjin didn't even mean to punch him but anger took over him, He was blinded by it and he knew it wasn't a good enough reason to hurt someone like this.
The black haired male stumble back, Leaving hyunjin's wrist. Felix who was hurrying downstairs was met with the scene as his eyes widen at the sight of hyunjin throwing a punch at sungho.
"I said leave me."
Hyunjin spat out moving closer to sungho once again but was stopped by Felix who called the male's name out.
"Hyunjin!"
And that was when he snapped out of it. Realisation wash over him as he watch the blood drip down the male's face.
He did that, He hurt him for no reason.
Felix rushed closer to sungho turning him around to check the wound with worried eyes.
Teeth sink down hyunjin's plumb lips as he started thinking straight once again. Guilty wash over him as he watch the two boys. He build all this drama up.
"Are you okay hyung?"
Felix asked the older who just smiled and nod.
"I am fine lix."
"I am sorry.."
The both male turn to hyunjin hearing the male's soft voice, His eyes filled with tears once again.
"I am so sorry for hurting you, hyung. I am so sorry for worrying you and screaming at you lix."
The male fisted his hands as he lower his gaze feeling his heart become heavy.
"I should had stopped trying after knowing that you was in love with sungho. I was stupid enough to think I could make you fall in love with me when you were in love with someone else already. I am sorry for causing all this drama and ruining your guys night."
Every words just crack Felix heart more and more as he stare at the long haired male. Sungho was partially confused at half of the words hyunjin said but still listened to him quietly.
Hyunjin wipe his tears off raising his head up. The long haired male looked at the both boys as he let a small smile appear across his thick lips.
"Now the one you loved loves you back and I promise that I would never come between you two again..I hope you treat him good, hyung."
A drop of the warm liquid slip out of hyunjin's eye, sliding down his cheek as he keep on smiling. With one more glance at Felix the long haired male turn around, walking away.
"Hyunjin.."
Felix tried to stop the older but even if he stop him what was he even going to say to the older. He was utterly shocked by everything that has been going on for these past hour.
Felix attention turn to sungho who stood there silently.
"Hyung about what you told me earlier..I need some time to think about it before giving you a response."
Sungho nod understanding the younger.
"Take as much as time you need.."
What the hell was even going on tonight?
To be continued~
This chapter was dramatic af I don't even know what I am doing anymore--
And bruh I wrote this chapter two times cause first time It sounded stupid cause the author is stupid but now it's pretty fine I guess.
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