Bittersweet Feelings

The look of a woman in love.

I keep repeating Shin Dong's words on my head as I drive.

Lee Hyuk Jae the man, not the criminal...

I take a turn to the left, heading nowhere.

Do you love this man?

I hit on the breaks seeing the car in front of me.

I sigh.

Maybe I just need to clear my thoughts.

I park my car and get out, locking it with a loud beep.

I walk around, thinking of everything and nothing at the same time. I think of the night we spent together, his words, his smile, his heat, his eyes, his hair. I feel myself blushing and I shake my head, focusing.

Think of the murders, the victims.

I get to an ice cream shop with huge windows. Inside there's a couple smiling to each other eating ice cream.

Could we ever be like them?

I get a warm feeling picturing me and him like that. With no worries, no grudges, no morals, simply happiness and love. I smile bitterly.

In another life, I could have been a simple woman and he could have been a simple man, no murder, no victims, no regrets.

If only we lived those lives...

I walk away trying to think of the murders. But all I can think about is his smile, his touch, and those questions nagging me.

Do you love this man?

"I don't know!!!" I yell and receive some wird stares. "Ugh."

I have to make sure. Whether I love this man or not...I have to make sure.

As I head back to my car, I find I can only think of him.

Maybe it's time I speak with Lee Hyuk Jae the man, not the criminal.

Decided, I get on my car and head towards Hanojo street.

Ok!! I'm so excited omgSo I'll start writing next chapter but I might post it till tomorrow or the day after that heheThank you guys for the support and patience!!!I love you all♡