Ch-9

It's been some days, me and Jungwon are good now but not really, he's still busy and gives me less attention but it's not like I care anymore, especially when I'm also doing good in studies.

Today was weekend again, these days Jungwon often comes over and stays here for hours, studying and doing assignments because I told him that I feel scared alone, I even told him to move in with me but he didn't agreed for that yet.

I made my way to the living room and just then, the main door opened and Jungwon entered inside, he had only visited now in the whole day as I arranged the pillows on the couch for him since it was a bit messy.

I went to the kitchen to get myself a drink, opening the refrigerator I took out one and had a sip, that was until I felt Jungwon saying something from behind me.

"let's go out today"

I took another sip before placing the bottle back inside, closing the refrigerator and walking past him.

He'd probably know by now that I don't want to go anywhere, not because I'm mad or upset at him but because I prefer staying at home more than going out which he knows.

"I want to spend some time with you"

I felt myself getting pulled back on his lap as he sits down on the couch, holding me to prevent me from getting away.

"It'll be our first date"

"I'm tired"

I looked up at him with a straight face, because I don't feel like smiling at him anymore who doesn't appreciates it.

"Tired of laying on bed all day? Well, that's why you should go out, you'll feel good."

"I don't want to"

I tried getting up but his hands had both of my wrist grasped in a quite tight hold.

"But I do"

He caressed the back of my palms and it felt good, it felt good to be this close to him after so long.

"Please"

I looked up at him, his aura was quite strange today, his hold and gaze was rather gentle, he was staring at me with pleading eyes which made my heart skip a beat.

I nodded and a slow smile made it's way over to his lips, he placed a kiss on the back of my palms and one on my forehead before he let go of me and gestured for going inside and getting ready.

I went to my room, feeling strange about my own behaviour and changed into something suitable for going out. Once I was done, I walked out of my room and saw him on a phone call.

He extended his hands out in a gesture for me to approach him as I walked over to him. The call continued for some more minutes before he finally declined it.

"Where are we going?"

"Wherever you say"

He was acting clingy today and it didn't failed to melt me but I still needed to keep my composure.

Unexpectedly, we visited amusement park and Jungwon was the one to thought of it. I wasn't ready to give in just yet but we had a roller coaster ride and I couldn't stop myself from enjoying it, as well as he made sure I'm having fun too.

He even got me a big plushie and it was really a rare and overwhelming sight to see him struggling with the claw machine yet laughing so much.

For the first time, Jungwon made me feel worth the relationship we had, we had a walk back to home while holding hands and I couldn't stop smiling the whole time.

"Please stay over for the night"

I looked up at him with hopeful eyes when I saw him not entering inside after me.

"I can't, but if you want I can come over in the morning to pick you up"

I was hesitant but still agreed because I know he's not going to stay and I can't force him.

I was already inside whilst he was standing a bit far from the doorstep, it was getting quite awkward so I just decided to send him off.

I walked over to him and pulled him in a very small kiss by his nape. I let go soon and stepped backwards slightly.

"Thank you for today, be careful and get home safely"

I smiled and walked back inside, waving at him I closed the door after he turned around to leave.

He had a smirk on the entire time I bid him goodbye as I heaved out a sigh and shaking my head I went inside.

Just like that, days have passed and finally things seemed to have change between us and we are more like the actual couples now.

It was an usual day and we were having ice cream in the living room together, I was done studying but he was still busy in it, though he still managed to finish his icecream before me.

"When are you moving in with me?"

I asked and watched him still burying his face in the books, as I waited for his response.

"Can I ask you something?"

He didn't responded but changed the topic, moving his head to look at me and I gave him a nod, being engrossed in eating.

"When are you going to stop paying me extra money that doesn't even cost for an hour of tutoring? Are you that rich?"

I stopped eating and looked up at him who was already staring at me, waiting for me to answer his question.

"I'm doing it to help you because you're in need of that right? Plus I mostly waste my money in buying stuffs I don't even need because I don't know what else to do with it."

I went back to eating after explaining but I could sense he wasn't satisfied with my answer.

"How do you know I'm in need of that?"

"Let me just help you okay?"

I needed to avoid telling him that how did I knew about what he asked me just now.

Though, he still didn't seem to buy it, he went back to studying and I heaved a sigh of relief. It was for when I had the last slice of ice cream left but it was melting.

As I ate the last spoon of icecream I eventually ended up spilling it a little on my chin and near the mouth area.

"I wonder how'd that might taste"

I looked up at him who's face was now making it's way over to approach mine.

I dropped the leftover ice cream when his lips landed on my mouth and trailed up all the way to lick the ice cream.

"Hey don't you have to study?"

I was surprised to have ask him without stuttering but it was maybe because I was now comfortable with his nature than being scared.

That smirk of his always leaves me wondering that how did I actually manage to have him as my boyfriend.

"Study you, on bed? Yes."

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