16|Who Went Too Far?

Mabel's P.o.v

"Dipper?" I groan loudly, holding my head.

I felt horrible. Everything was a blur. I get up slowly, but I felt just so tired. Like I didn't want to get up. I look around carefully. It was me and Dipper's bedroom! How did I get here? I remember being with Tyler every single day. It was exhausting and I felt that I never wanted to hang with Tyler after a while. He was so clingy. Kept asking me to dance and to leave my family. As much as I never wanted to, I went for weeks. And Bill...BILL!

"Bill?! Dipper?!" I yelled, getting up quickly, but falling over. I get back up and swing open the door, running down the wooden stairs. I gasp in happiness. Dipper was there, obviously panicking by the past minutes I was here. He turned to me and stood up. I smile and run down. He hugged me tightly and I did the same.

"Mabel...I'm so sorry.." He murmured softly, choking up.

"It's okay, Dipdot. It's always okay! Tyler is a jerk, I realize. I should of seen it sooner. I was even a jerk to you!" I explained. He let go with a sad smile.

"I didn't either. Nobody knew." Dipper replies, looking a bit sorry. I think for a moment.

"Come on Mabel. You're not a jerk-"

"WAIT SHHHHH!" I interrupted, putting my finger to his face. There was one person who knew exactly. Someone I didn't even think would be right! All this time..I wasn't even a jerk to just my brother.

"Dip, Bill knew something about him. I mean Bill almost killed the guy! I didn't listen to his side of this and now it's MY fault. I trusted Tyler more than you and Bill. It's all my fault.." I whisper terribly to myself.

Dipper sighs.

"Sorry for shushing you, Dipping Sauce." I added sadly.

"Mabes. It's okay. It's more than okay." He called back. I giggle and nod. For a moment a least.

"Wait, where's Bill?! Dip, I have to apologize! For leaving and just not believing a word!" I cried out. Dipper patted my shoulder and frowned. He looked back at me.

"He is in the living room. He doesn't look okay, Mabel. I think this time it went too far. I'm sorry." Dipper whispered, looking away. I freeze up.

"N-No..No Dip.." I countered, my eyes getting glossy.

"Mabel, he is a demon. I mean..he might have a chance. I didn't feel a heartbeat. Not even a sign a consciousness." Dipper said with a hint of hope.

I cover my mouth, and blink quickly. Dipper slowly walked to me, wrapping his arms around me. I breathe heavily. I couldn't believe this.

"How..long since I woke up?.." I ask hesitately. Worry spread across my face.

"Hours, Mabel. A human wouldn't survive that, but Bill?..Let alone when he will wake up? Or if he is alive."

"No..Nonono..No!" I counter loudly, running frantically into the living room.

I slipped a bit, but quickly get back up. I stop and tear up. My stomach churned for just a second. I stand just a couple feet away.

Already I could tell it wasn't good. He was laid down. Barely. One of his legs hanged out of the couch. Just limp and motionless. His hand held his wound, while the other hanged out too. But, his face..

I saw pure pain and terror. It wasn't like he was. He wasn't like the happy Bill I know. Although, he was a annoying weirdo, I kind of enjoyed the company we had. I slowly walk over to him, pulling up a nearby chair, sitting by his face. I grab his other hand and squeeze it tightly, sending tears down my cheek. He was suprizingly someone I never knew I wanted. It was scary. But, he wanted to try. I laugh lightly.

"You know..all your weird attempts to live your life like a party. Without a care in the world about what people say about you...I mean. It was a adventure!" I piped up, smiling. Course, he didn't smile back. It was like I was talking to myself. I rub my arm and look back.

"You know I'm not good at this and you know it. Bet your laughing at me right now." I joked barely. The mood wasn't very jokeable, but it's was something.

"I guess I just had a lot to say to you. But, it's too late. I just need to get something off my chest, you know?"

Silence.

"I saw good in you. As much as you tell yourself your just a monster, don't listen. As much as you say your a flaw, don't believe it! I can't take it!" I raised my voice, not in denial, but just anger at what he went through to get to this moment.

"E-Everyt-thing will be ok-ay! Just..I don't know what to say to you! I don't-" I choke up, trying to keep it together.

"No..NO. You have to live, Bill! You are Bill Cipher! You can't die! It's not-" I stammered, placing both my hands in the middle of his chest. I check his breathing. Nothing. I went to CPR class for a few days in California, and I never knew it would come in handy, but I had to try. I can't give up on him!

"No breathing no breathing okay okay...um.." I search in my memory for some kind of reminder.

Placing one hand ontop of the other, I push fast and hard, mumbling to myself to keep calm. Each time I worry that it won't work. 'It will it will. It will.' With his head tilted back slightly lifted, I pinch his nose shut. I knew that the final step was to place my mouth..Gosh, I can't finish the sentence. I mean it could be worse. I was nervous. I felt so sick. Happy that it might work, and fear for what happens after. 'Don'tThinkAboutItDontThinkAboutIt-'

I put my hands softly on his cheek. I bit my lip. It's now or never.

I placed my mouth to Bill's lips. I Deliver two rescue breaths, then continue compressions. My heart sped up. He still wasn't breathing. I try it again, closing my eyes. I sob and wipe my tears away, but more clouded my vision. I sprint in the bathroom, closing the door and locking it. I grab some towels and quickly hold in my pain. I collapsed to the floor and sobbed over and over again.

It's been a few minutes. I just can't imagine that I missed the one chance of making things right. He didn't choose the wrong side. I felt proud. I get up and slowly open the door. I sniffle and knew I was ready to say my goodbye.

Wait. I turn to the couch, but I didn't see anything. Not Bill's body in sight. I tub my eyes and gape. Still not there. This can't be happening. It was just there a second ago!

"What!.." I whisper loudly, backing away.

'Was it Tyler?! Did Tyler STEAL him?!?! No...he wouldn't go that far to destroy Bill even after death. Maybe it's revenge for us to. Tyler knew he meant something to both of us. Bill is DEAD. How could Tyler want him?!'

I panick again. Why was this happening?! I pause and pace back and forth, holding my hair in frustration. I stop and sigh sadly.

"Stop crying, you ignorant meansack. You're going to be alright."

I gasp, and turn quickly. I frown with my mouth agape. There he was. The same Bill Cipher I've known. He had this obvious smirk on his face like a weirdo. He extended his hand to me.

"Did you miss me? Admit it...you missed me!" He said softly, with a hint of happiness.

I ran into his arms and starting crying my eyes out. Sobbing and sobbing over and over. All this time. All this time I thought he was dead. He hugged back, as we fell slowly to the floor. I choke out softly,

"Don't do that again..Please..." I whisper, sniffling.

His smile turned into a sad frown as he wiped my now falling tears with his glove. I laugh lightly, looking into his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I'm was such a jerk to you! I didn't believe a word you said and I!-" I yabbered on. He put his finger to my lips and just stares back. He pulled away.

"Because I'm a manipulative demon with no heart. Got it."

"No Bill! Please! Don't beat yourself up okay?! I'm so sorry about Tyler-" I start.

"SERIOUSLY?! It's allllllll about him. After all this, you still!-" He snapped at me. He then stopped and grunted, crossing his arms. I was taken aback.

"What's wrong?! I'm just glad your alive! We have to defeat that horrible monster before he kills us all! We can't trust him!-" I yell happily.

"Really? A horrible monster. That's what you think? A untrustworthy horrible monster, isn't it?!" He sneered brokenly.

I gape and push away playfully.

"Bill stop it! Your not like that anymore!" I exclaimed loudly, looking at him.

"Anymore? You really think that?.." he states plainly with a straight face. I nod quickly.

"You don't think..I'll try to....KILL YOU!?" He yelled darkly.

I reacted fast and reached for the table. I held myself up, my hand close to the phone. He scoffed, and looked to my hand. I go wide eyed and lighten my grip. I sigh and give pleading eyes. I didn't mean to react that fast.

"Bill.."

"Ha. Just when I thought someone believed in me." He murmured. I try to counter, but he stops me again.

"I was too brainless to see it before. But..I think it's best if you don't have a monster as a friend." He turned, and I could tell he looked down.

I run back to him and grab his hand. He pulled away fast, and sneered back at me. I back away.

"I've got business to attend. I suggest you don't get in my way. Oh wait, you will. We. Are. Enemies. If your desperate, maybe you'll make yourself another friend you can easily abuse."

Without another word, he snapped. He was gone.

Gone again.

But, I think I made it even worse.

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