Chapter 11

A/N: I have read all the comments in my previous chapters, Wow my readers are from all around the world! Thank you for leaving comments as I thought there might be just a few people, ten as most, would answer my question but well I got nearly 60 comments now which is crazy! Thank you so much guys:D

btw For those who don't know, the pic I attached is quoted from "Our World", so it's real. I added that last sentence though:)

Jade's POV

I slowly opened my eyes and saw the sunlight creeping into the room. The light was shining on a certain beauty sleeping next to me. Her blonde hairs look like gold. Her eyes were covered by the long lashes and her mouth was opened slightly. I untangled my arm around her torso and raised it to tuck a loose strand of her golden hairs behind her ear. My fingers carefully placed on her cheekbone not wanting to wake her up. I caressed her cheek and my fingers slid down to her jawline. How could someone look so beautiful? I looked down and saw her porcelain arms wrapped protectively around my waist, like I am the most precious thing in this world. I smiled fondly at her and gave her a soft peck on the lips. I really want to kiss her but I don't want to wake her up. She had done so much for our date yesterday so I want her to rest today. I looked at the time and it's 10:30. I decided to make Perrie breakfast to thank her for the date.

I slowly moved away her arms on my body but she groaned and pulled me ever closer to her. I giggled at her gesture. She is still so protective when she is asleep. I wait for minutes until I was certain she had fell asleep again. I carefully moved her arms a little bit, and luckily she didn't shift this time. I continued moving her arms, until I was able to pull away from her warm body. I immediately placed my pillow for her to cuddle when I was completely free from her grip. She shifted a little bit and held my pillow closely to her chest. She let out a content sigh and drifted back to sleep. I couldn't help but pecked her cheek as she was so damn adorable! I got off the bed and walked to the bathroom to do my morning routine. I walked out and took a last glance at my girlfriend, then made my way down to the kitchen.

I opened the fridge and looked through all the food we have. I decided to make waffles because it's one of Perrie's favourite food. I finished the waffles in about 20 minute, and was on my tip toe trying to get the syrup from cupboard, when I felt a warm body pressed against my back and arms wrapped firmly around my waist.

"Need help beautiful?" Her voice was so raspy and I always find it super hot. I turned around and smiled at my beautiful blonde.

"Mind helping me get the syrup?" I pointed at the cupboard

"It's my pleasure princess." She opened the cupboard and got the syrup with ease.

"Thank you my hero" I peck her lips. She smiled and pulled me back and kissed me properly.

"I miss you. I didn't see you when I woke up." She pouted when she pulled away. I kissed her pout away and smiled when I saw her face lit up.

"I want to make breakfast for you to thank you for the amazing date yesterday." I raised my hand to caressed her face. She hummed happily and leaned into my touch

"And I want to feed my baby. My always-hungry girlfriend." I smirked and she rolled her eyes playfully.

"Come on. Let's eat. I know you are starving babe." I grabbed Perrie's arm and sat her down at the dining table. I went back to the kitchen and poured the syrup on the waffles. I picked up the two plates and walked to the dining table. I placed the plates on the table and sat down on the chair next to her. But she had a better idea. She wrapped her arms on my waist to lift me up, and sat me down on her lap.

"You are so far away from me Jadey." Perrie kissed my cheek.

"That chair is like centimeters away from yours and you said it's far away. I am not the only one having withdrawal symptom aren't we babe?" I raised my eyebrows remembering what she said to me long times ago in a radio interview, and now I can say the same to her.

https://youtu.be/pUS3bjF5mi4

"I can't be away from you. Jerrie is real." Perrie chuckled knowing exactly what I was talking about.

We were feeding each other and chatting some random things when we heard the front door opened.

"We have arrived!" I could hear Jesy yelling and then I saw Lesy walked in. They stopped in their trance when they spotted me and Perrie.

"Well I could see you two made up." Jesy wiggled her eyebrows.

"Aw you two are so cute." Leigh squealed. Me and Perrie looked and grinned at each other. They walked to the dining room and sat down on the chairs opposite to us.

"So...what happened? Spill the beans." Jesy folded her arms and looked at us expectantly. I turned my head to Perrie and she nodded at me. She squeezed my hand and gave me a comforting smile. I took a deep breath and turned back to Lesy.

"Well first of all, I have to apologize to all of you because I was not in a good mood yesterday, which ruined our shopping day. Especially to you Perrie." I turned around and gave her an apologetic smile. She smiled and muttered a "It's okay baba" to me. I turned back to face Lesy and they gave me an understanding smile.

"Basically something had been bothering me for a very long time and that's why I have been acting so moody yesterday. Then Jed called me because he was back to UK and he wanted to meet me. I said Yes because he was the only one knew what was going on. We met up in a cafe and I told him everything. Then he told me I should clear things up with Perrie, so I did, and thankfully..." I squeezed her hand.

"She understood so we are good now." I turned around and beamed at her, and she returned the gesture.

"WAIT! So what had been bothering you? Is it about Perrie? Why can't you tell us but Jed? I know he is your boyfriend but aren't we your best friend and sisters? I WANT ALL THE DETAILS POPPY!" Jesy kept shooting me with questions and gave me a glare at the end. Leigh nodding her head agreed at what she said. I felt Perrie's body went stiff when she heard the word "boyfriend", but she relaxed momentarily when I gave her a reassuring squeeze in the hand.

"Yes it's about Perrie. This is a secret I have been keeping from you girls and I intended to keep it forever. Trust me I really wanna tell you girls because it has been dragging me to a black hole...but I couldn't as I know you two don't want any secret in the group. If I told you, you would either had a hard time keeping the secret for me or asked me to tell Perrie, so I rather kept it on my own. And you ARE my best friends and sisters forever, don't ever doubt that!" I can see their lips curved up when I said the last sentence.

"I told Jed because I was on the verge of breaking down at that moment, so I told him everything. He is not close to you girls so I trusted him would kept my secret safe and he did. And last but not least, he is NEVER my boyfriend, we are only friends." I emphasized the last sentence and gave Perrie another squeeze on the hand.

"That makes sense. But what is your secret? Can you tell us now? I think you had already told Perrie because you two made up now." Leigh asked looking at Perrie and I.

"And why didn't you deny it when we called Jed your boyfriend, if you two are never a thing?" Jesy butted in. Perrie rested her head on my shoulder and tilted her head to look at me. We exchanged a smile and I turned my head back to Lesy and gave them a nod.

"I have feeling for Perrie for a very long time but I don't think she would ever love me back. So I have been hiding my feeling all these years and it's eating me alive. But I have persuaded myself I would be satisfied of just being her best friend forever, until the event at Hardrock cafe..." I trailed off when I saw Lesy was in shock, but they nodded their head, gestured me to continue.

"That day we decided to tell the public Perrie and I were a couple as a joke in order to stop any annoying questions related to Zayn. I had to say I was ecstatic. I can't believe there is even a chance for us to be a couple, even if it is just pretending. That day is one of the best day in my life and I would never regret to do it...even though it made me believe that something impossible may happen....I thought maybe...maybe Perrie does have feeling for me." I frowned and fiddled my fingers when I thought about what happened next. Perrie pecked my cheek and interlocked our fingers. I blushed and smiled at her shyly.

"I do have feeling for Jade, for a very long time actually. But I don't think Jade would love me back either so I thought it would be the best to just be her best friend forever. That's why I didn't want to talk about anything that happened at the Hardrock cafe. The more I talk and think about it, the more likely I had the urge to confess my feeling for Jade, and that's the last thing I want because I thought she would probably hate me and ruined the group if she knew I have feeling for her...but what I didn't know is that was the most stupid idea..." Perrie frowned and looked down. I knew she must be blaming herself again, and it hurts me to see her upset.

"Don't blame yourself Pez. We both are idiots and that's why we are perfect for each other right?" I whispered and she raised her head with a goofy smile on her face. I kissed her cheek and her smile got bigger. We giggled when we heard Lesy awed at us.

"When I saw Perrie didn't want to talk about anything about that day, I thought she hate the idea of us being a couple. It hurt so much and reminded me how silly I was to even think that she may have feeling for me every time I saw her. So at that time I just wanted to be as far away from her as possible, and I started to distance myself from her and act super cold to her. I started to hang out with Jed and he knew something was wrong as I didn't want to go home until it was really late. One day he asked me, I broke down and told him everything." My voice had cracked at the end and I felt Perrie tightened her grip on me.

"Since I hung out with Jed a lot, the paps took the photos and spread rumors of us dating. We both knew we are only friends, but this gave me the idea of pretending it was real, so that I could be comfortable around Perrie again by pretending my love for her was on Jed. Jed was not happy with my decision because he thought I should clear things up with Perrie, but I was a stubborn shit and won't listen" We all chuckled.

"It did work and everything went back to normal...until yesterday. I think maybe the promo and tour helped as it kept my mind busy . But now we are on break, my mind is all about Perrie and it even bring back the bad memory. That's why I was acting all weird yesterday as it haunted me again. Then I talked to Jed and he encouraged me to talk to Perrie, and I did. We confessed our feeling to each other, and now we are happy as larry." I gave Perrie a peck on her soft lips and she returned the gesture. We both have a huge grin on our face.

"Wow that's a lot to take in..." Leigh said. They looked at each other for awhile and a smile creeped up on their face.

"I have to say I am not that surprised. I always knew you two treat each other differently then me and Leigh. Those stares, those smiles that only you two shared all make sense now. It's quite obvious now I am thinking back and I can't believe all four of us didn't realize it. We are the four biggest idiots" Jesy shook her head and we burst out into laughters

"So you girls are fine with it?" I raised up our interlocked hands and asked timidly.

"We are more than fine. We are very happy for you girls. You two are the cutest couple ever!" Leigh yelled fangirling over us and Jesy nodded. I giggled and sighed in relief that they accepted and supported us.

"I told you they are our biggest Jerrie shippers do I baba" Perrie said proudly and I hummed happily.

"Well I do have one more question..." Leigh held out a finger and we nodded nervously.

"When is the first time you realize you have feeling for each other? DETAILS PLEASE!" Leigh yelled excitedly and we chuckled.

"It's love at first sight for me." Perrie said shyly and we all awed at her statement.

"Aw baby." I kissed her cheek making her cheek turned red.

"Before I went to audition, I'd been told there was another girl there from South Shields. Someone in my street was friend with Jade's mam and said to look out for her. Then one day I was sat next to this beauty here and somehow I knew it was her." She pointed and winked at me. I laughed and smiled at her.

"It was so weird..." She grimaced

https://youtu.be/1gW2KR7E4fs

(Click on 5:37 at the video)

"When I first met Perrie...It was like we had this sixth sense..." I said

"We didn't know who each other was. We never met. We knew all the same people...but literally never even really heard each other" She added

"And then when we met, I was like Are you Jade?" She pointed at me

"And I was like Are you Perrie?" I pointed at her

"And we were like OH MY GOD!" Perrie and I yelled at the same times, and we all laughed at how in sync we were.

"The first time I lay my eyes on this girl I felt a connection immediately. I don't know why maybe because she is the most beautiful girl I have even seen and she has the cutest giggles I have ever heard. We just met but we clicked right away. We chatted for awhile and the more I got to know Jade, I fell for her even more. And when I heard she sang, I was a goner." I buried my face into Perrie's neck to hide my blush. I knew my face must be burning red now. My heart swelled when I heard Perrie saying all those words, I didn't know she had feeling for me since the first time we met. I was so oblivious. She giggled and stroked my hair softly. I love when she did that, it always relaxes me and calms me down.

"Oh my god it is so cute! How about you Jade?" Leigh asked. I moved my head away from Perrie and looked at her fondly. I pecked her lips and turned around to face Lesy. They both had a huge smile on their face.

"I felt a connection the first time I met Perrie too, but I didn't realize what the feeling was at that time. I just knew she was special and I love being around her. I think the first time I realized it is love, was when she tried to save me from that big bug." I laughed when I remembered the gig.

"Gosh that bug was a dinosaur! It scared the crap out of me! What was that bug really?!" Leigh screamed with a disgusting face and we all laughed at her reaction.

"But I didn't save you Jade. I tried to get it out with my shoe but failed. It was the camera guy picked it out of your hair." Perrie tilted her head, looking at me with a baffling expression. I giggled and pecked her cheek.

"You were the only one stayed and tried to save me. That's all I need. You are my hero. My knight in shining armor." I smiled goofy at her.

"Anytime my princess" She beamed at me. I looked into her sapphire eyes and I couldn't control myself anymore. I crashed my lips on her and she kissed back immediately. We kept tasting each other's lips until Jesy interrupted us.

"It's enough lovebirds." Jesy fake coughing and we slowly pulled away. I chuckled when I saw Perrie shoot dagger at Jesy.

"Well Perrie don't look at me like that. You should thank us for running away." Jesy smirked.

"Thank you for being cowards Lesy." Perrie retorted and we burst out laughing.

"When she hug me on stage that day, I felt a very strong fuzzy feeling in my body and I didn't want her to pull away ever. After that day, my mind was thinking about her all the times and I finally figured out what my feeling for her this whole time. And I kept falling harder and harder every time I am with her. I think it's love at first sight for me too but I just didn't know at that time." I continued and brushed my nose at Perrie's face, which she did the same.

"Girls you are killing me! Can't you be any cuter?" Leigh screamed. Jesy hit Leigh's head and Leigh returned a face saying "What?", which Jesy just shooked her head. I can't help but giggled at this two idiots.

"And we all say Jade is the smartest in the group. It turns out she is such a dumbass." Jesy cackled and I pouted.

"Hey don't talk to my girlfriend like that Jessica!" Perrie shouted at her and turned her head to me to kiss my pout away. I pecked her lips back to thank her.

"Girlfriend huh?" Jesy raised her eyebrows

"Yes! She agreed to be my girlfriend last night! YAY!" Perrie yelled happily and I smiled as the memory of last night coming back.

"Congratulation girls!" Leigh sprinted over and engulfed us with a tight hug.

"I feel like a proud mama" Leigh faked cried and I chuckled at how dramatic she was. She is always a drama queen.

"For the very first time I am not the the mom in the group. Thank god!" Jesy said and we chuckled at her sarcastic tone

"What happened last night? You two did the naughty naughty?" Jesy wiggled her eyebrows and I felt a blush started to creep up on my face. Why is her mind always so dirty? I buried my face into the crook of Perrie's neck as it was so embarrassed.

"SHUT UP JESSICA!" Perrie yelled at her annoyingly and held me tightly in her arms, her hand softly rubbing my back.

"Calm your tits Edwards I am only joking." Jesy raised her hands in surrender. I raised my head and gave her a kiss on her cheek. Perrie's face lit up and gave Jesy a lopsided smile at her victory. Leigh and I giggled at their childish actions. It warmed my heart to see Perrie is always so protective over me. GOSH I love her so much. I am more than ready to say these three words to her but I am afraid she might think it's too early. Well she did say "I Love You" to me once when she was confessing her feeling, but it was more like an outburst so I don't know if that counted. I shook away all the negative thought in my head. Don't overthink again. If you love her, just tell her.

And that is exactly what I am going to do.

A/N: Isn't it cute how Jerrie first met each other? It was like a movie. And I am definitely Leigh Anne in this chapter haha

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