Let's go home

Jennie's P.O.V

I was out drinking again. I was starting to hate my life at this point. What's the point in living when u can't even live with those u love.

I had just entered the noisy bar until I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I took it out and answered the phone.

"Hey Mom."

"Hey sweetheart how's everything going?"

Mom knew about me being abroad. She knew I was broken. She also knew it was because of a guy but she didn't know who the guy was. I left the bar to have a bit more privacy.

"I don't know mom........I miss him so much."

"Honey I know.......I know it's hard just hang in there."

"Mom I can't.......I can't do this any more. It hurts so so much."

I heard her sigh and then it was silent as she spoke again.

"Honey remember how I told you to always follow your dreams?"

"Yea......"

"Well you are following your dreams but are those dreams making you happy? I know how broken you are. I know how you drink every night to forget about him. U just keep hurting yourself physically and emotionally. What's the point in following your dream when u can't even be happy? I say you go back and tell him what you feel. I'm not saying it's gonna be easy. It's gonna be hard as hell but I raised you to be a strong girl and I can't bear seeing my strong girl breaking down. Go to him and let it all out."

"But mom.......what if he leaves me?"

I finally let out the tears that had been threatening to fall.

"If he does he doesn't deserve you and it's his loss but........what if he doesn't? If you don't tell him it's gonna hurt more."

"Yea......you are right mom.......thanks......I have to go now. I'll call you later....bye."

I hung up and took a deep breath. She's right, drinking everyday isn't gonna help me.

I may forget about him when he's drunk but when I wake up the next day it's all the same again.

I drove back to my place where Jin and I were staying. I entered the house hoping to find him there and I did.

He was on the couch with tear stained cheeks while he held his phone in his trembling hands.

I wanted to hug him so bad but I knew that wouldn't make him feel any better.

"Jin......let's go home."

He shot his head up looking into my eyes with his red swollen ones.

"W-what?"

"Let's go back home. All this pain......it's not worth it........I've hurt you and myself enough......i can't bear it anymore."

"B-but what about your care-"

"Fuck this stupid career. Let's just go back."

It took him a second before he ran up to me and hugged me tight.

"Thank you Jennie thank you so much."

"Don't thank me. I'm really sorry Jin I'm so selfish."

"No Jennie you're not. I'm the one who decided to stick around."

"And I'm glad you did."

Taehyung's P.O.V

"Fuck ugghhh."

"Oppa please be gentle."

"Ugghhh Jennie!"

(Next morning)

I woke up to an empty bed. I got up and dressed myself. I buttoned up my shirt as I went downstairs to find Sana on the couch wearing one of my hoodies.

"Good morning." I greeted but she didn't reply which was unusual.

I suddenly remembered.

"Sana I'm so sorry for being so rough last night. I know you don't like being rough and I'm sorry I was just really frustrated over something."

"Oppa.......who's Jennie?"

"W-what?"

"Who's is she oppa? This isn't the first time you've moaned her name during sex."

She asked with her glossy eyes.

"I........sana it's not what you think.........."

"Then?"

"She is just some one.........I can't explain it to you yet....... I'm not ready please understand......"

"Alright...........I just hope u solve it out....."

"I will soon I promise."

I said as I started to slip my hand up my hoodie which she was wearing but she stopped it.

"I'll be gentle this time I promise." I said as she let me take off the hoodie leaving her completely naked beneath me.