Part 5

They reached to their dorm after about one hour. Everyone was sleeping when they reached. Namjoon waked up everyone. Jin tried to wakeup jungkook but the brat is not yet ready to wake up from his sleep.

"Junkgkook wake up you brat!" Jimin yelled.

Finally after a long ass time they were finally in their rooms. They have their own rooms for about a year now. Jin used to be in a room with his roommate suga. Those times it was really hard for him and Namjoon to find any quality time for them. So most of the times Jin used to be in Namjoon's studio for long hours. Those were the days Jin had to try his best to keep his coolness because namjoon always bugged him to reveal their relationship. Namjoon said it would be easier if they reveal it to members. They wouldn't have to do all the stuff in difficult positions in the studio right.

But after having rooms for everyone it was not difficult for them to find some alone time after a hectic day. Namjoon stopped bugging him about that issue a lot but not fully. He always gets annoyed whenever jin tries to avoid his gestures. Namjoon cares about their relationship deeply and he doesn't want it to be damamged. He wants it to be perfect. But relationships are not always perfect right.

Namjoon is having a much needed shower after coming to the dorm after hectic day. But he can't keep his mind straight remembering Jin's face yesterday when they were having a great time while showering. He can't help but compare his life and the life he would get after they reveal this to members. Maybe they can even live in their own shared room and they won't be have to be cautious around others in the dorm. But he can't ask Jin about this every time if he is not yet ready. Yes. Not ready even after 3 years. Namjoon felt a slight pang in his heart knowing Jin is still not okay to be opened up. He doesn't want to hurt Jin always bugging about this issue. May be he should be happy with whatever he have now. Jin is so freaking beautiful he feels so lucky to have him as his boyfriend. He tries to make up his mind.

After having shower namjoon fished out his phone from his bag and send a message to jin asking if he can sleep in jin's room tonight. Even after the cold shower namjoon feeling aroused and he deliberately didn't take care of it because he wanted jin to do that part. Not receiving any reply back namjoon tried to call jin but seems like jin hasn't charged his phone yet. He open his bedroom door and walked quietly towards jin's room without anyone noticing. He typed the password and entered jin's room to find jin reading a book quietly on the bed maybe ready to sleep after that.

"Namjoon I got scared" Jin said while looking at namjoon clutching his chest.