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Rain's pov..........

Where do I even start am so overwhelmed by everything right now , coming back here might be the best decision I've ever made so far seeing the boys happy getting to know their father and interacting with his family feels so nice .

It was never my plan to leave or hide their existence from their father but at that time I was young and confused I did not know what to do , imagine having children so young in your first year on uni I did not know what to do plus their father was an asshole but seeing him now with the boys I kinda regret leaving he would have been a great father to my boys but I let anger blind me .

To tell the truth I never found anything wrong with Payu's dominating nature I kinda liked it ,I could easily fight him as I have also been trained in self defense both physical combat even using gun's because of my parents line of business , my parents were strict when it came to training but I just let Phayu play the dominant part , maybe I should ask him for a boxing match as people have been nagging me to take revenge on him so that might be a good idea , though am not completely into taking revenge on Phayu me keeping his children away from him for all those years might be revenge enough for him because if I were in his place and someone took or hide  my kids away I might go crazy and never ever forgive them but for him I know he is going easy on me .

You might wonder do I still love him? YES I do ,who wouldn't I've loved him ever since and I have never stopped loving him ,he gave me the most precious gifts that I would never have thought of owning and that is my boys ,and that's the reason am not going to stop him from getting into their lives .

Does he love me ? Well I don't know I heard from Sky that he has been sleeping around with different people but was never in a serious relationship even after his family forcing him on many blind dates , though I can't really blame him for sleeping around as everyone has needs and I did not expect him to wait for me .

The minute my parents found out that I was pregnant and from one of the Therapanyakun kids ,yes I knew which family phayu came from we were in the same circle of business so am sure he knew everything about me to I just pretended not to know anything and kept nagging him to tell me himself , my Parents booked flights immediately and told me that I have to leave the country and not tell him where I was ,I was against it as that day I was supposed to meet his family but my parents left no room for negotiation I was told it was I must I leave I was naive then and just went with what they wanted me to do ,and that's how I ended up in South Korea they stayed there with me till I gave birth and I had online classes as I enrolled in a university there so that am able to complete my education.

I will admit life there was not easy even though I had my parents and a nanny 24/7 ,bringing children alone without the other parent is hard I would remember the sleepless night I've had the hospital visits ,the first words they said ,them crawling and their first steps I had to experience all this alone without their father on my side,it was a lot for me especially them being boys they were a handful and still are but I love them so much.

I decided to come back to Thailand as I was tired of keeping them as secrets plus they are really naughty for me to handle by myself, it does not mean I am not capable  to bring them up alone but their Dad had the right to know their existence plus I have two genius boys I knew I could not keep them as secrets for long ,they shock me sometimes as you can't keep secrets from them for long they are very inquisitive and won't stop at anything though I did tell them alot about their father even showing them his pictures and I kept assuring them that they will meet him one day, it's me who had a fallout with their father not them so i had no right to keep their father a secret to them, even if Phayu was not called at the school for Vasil's misbehaving I would have still introduced them to him .

Now we are completely settled here I have even started going to my physical office as Phayu has  everything organized for the boys they have another nanny, bodyguards and also a driver to take them to school and back home though I try to take them also when I am not that busy  also Phayu comes to pick them up when he is not so busy with work as I heard he has his own architectural firm where Sky works plus he also manages their family business's so he is really a busy man but still create's time for his boys ,to be honest am really proud of the man he has become even though we have not had a good conversation about us am still happy for him being there for the kids .

Well I gotta be going am having lunch with sky this afternoon and it's almost 2 so I better get moving........

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