Chapter 19

P.O.V Octavia (January 15th, 2023)

Fucking Ivar, does he think that a wedding can be planned in a couple of fucking days??? That motherfucker, son of a bitch (sorry mom!!! Love you, hate my brother right now)

Flashback on (Engagement party, after Alice said yes)

"Congratulations big brother, finally, a sister!!" I said hugging Ivar then hugging Alice

"Thank you, Tavi" said Ivarsen and Alice could only smile, her eyes switching from my face to my brother's

"So, I wanted to invite you to be my bridesmaid, would you?" Alice asked

"Of course, I would" I said smiling

"Cool, I'll be right back" Alice said, leaving our side and Ivar turned to talk to me

"So, I need a favor" he said

"Sure, what? More ropes?" I said with a mischievous smile on my face and my brother rolled his eyes

"No, I need you to plan the wedding, I'll give you my credit card and I'll call you when the text alerts start scaring me" he said, and I was thrilled

"Great, when?" I ask

"On Alice's Birthday" he says proudly and my chin drops

"Are you on drugs again?" I ask, not believing him

"What the fuck? No, of course not and I smoked weed once" he said like he was offended

"Ivarsen, her birthday is in FOUR days" I yelled the number

"I know, and I believe in you, good luck" he said leaving to talk with Uncle Michael and I couldn't believe the bomb that he just dropped on my lap, that fucker.

Flashback off

So here I am, at Madden's house, laying in his bed while he plays some game, organizing their wedding with illimited budget in four fucking days, first things that I did was get the authorization from Aunt Rika to book the gazebo for them and started to order the food at Alice's restaurant, but said that I would confirm the address they should deliver later (privileges of sister-in-law of the owner) and I had no idea where the reception would be, here is the thing:

                         -not at their house, even though it would be easier, Alice is not that much of a fan of  parties and is always the first one to sleep and Ivar gets grumpy when we make noise while she's sleeping

                          -not at Aunt Rika's, cause of baby Isa

                          -not at the Pithom, obvious motives

So, I call my mom

"Hey mom" I say

"Hey sweet pea, how is the wedding planning?" my mom asks

"Hard, the food is easy, the gazebo is booked but the place to host the reception..."

"Let me guess, you want to do it here?"

"Can I?"

"Sure, darling, I'll talk to your dad, and you can start sending the things here and I'll ask one of your brothers to organize everything at Ivarsen's old room"

"OMG, THANK YOU MOM, LOVE YOU" I said, hanging up and calling the restaurant to give them the address. I sigh in relief and leave my phone by my side, turning to look at my boyfriend

"Fucking piece of shit!" Madden said loudly, I chuckled and got of the bed and stood behind him, wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing his head, I could feel him calming down and I stood there, watching him play , he ended up losing at the end, so he takes a deep breath and removes my arms from him, turning his chair towards me and pulling me to his arms, I straddle him and he rests his head on my shoulder.

P.O.V Alice (January 16th, 2023)

I was out in the streets of Meridian city, going through all the possible stores that Octavia dragged me, choosing everything that we needed to decorate my wedding, but things started going south when Octavia stopped listening to me and started buying more that it was supposed to, even though I kept repeating that the wedding would be small with 23 people only. I was feeling anxious and uncomfortable and thank God the dress was supposed to be the last thing that we're supposed to buy today, and as soon as we got into the store, I saw my new family. Rika, Winter, Banks, and Emory, surrounded by dresses, that I think I will be trying on.

"We're here!" Octavia announces our presence, and they turn to look at us and I talk to each one of them, sitting closer to my mother-in-law. I love her, since the beginning of my relationship with Ivar, I felt protected by her.

"So, talking about colors, your dress and bridesmaids" Rika asked

"Well, I really like blue, so I think the bridesmaids' dresses could be a light tone of blue and for my dress, I don't know, Ivar loves my silk dresses, so maybe something close to that? In black, maybe? It Is his favorite color" I said smiling

"Your silk dresses are amazing, but not for your wedding, honey. They are too simple" Emory said to me

"But it is only us, I have no one beside him and you guys, I want something small, I've been telling Octavia all morning" you're bothering them, they have more important things to do, you should go home and forget about this... I felt like I couldn't breathe, insecurities filling my head, I need to go home "I'm sorry, I can't do this right now" I said getting up and out of the store, running into the first entrance of the tunnels that I found, getting a kart as fast as I could, heading home.

P.O.V Rika

I went after Alice as soon as she busted out of the store, running down the street, I followed her till halfway, losing her in the middle of the crowd, fucking hell. I went back to the store; Octavia was explaining to her mother what happened

"Where is she?" Banks asked

"I lost her" I said "Tavi, call her, I'll call Ivarsen" I said, and she nodded, getting her phone and I got mine, before I called him, I sent a text on the group chat of the horsemen

12:00 AM

@Queenofthecity: S.O.S FIND ALICE, NOW!!!!

Then I called Ivarsen, it took him only a couple of seconds to answer me

"Hey aunt Rika" Ivar said all happy, I hated to do this

"Alice runaway" I said, insensitive, I know, he was in silence for so long that I thought that the call had ended

"Come again?" he asked, I could hear that he was controlling himself

"Alice runaway" I repeated

"How do you know that? Where are you?" he asked, I heard things falling on the background and I knew he was going after her, Tavi looked at me and shook her head, Alice wasn't answering her phone

"We were supposed to buy the dress today, she got here with Tavi, she stayed for some minutes, then she got up and runaway"

"Out of nowhere? Impossible, one of you said something to her. I know her, but most of all I know you, you can be judgmental bitches, mostly Emory that never keeps her mouth shut"

"I swear to you, we didn't say nothing wrong"

"We'll see about that" he said hanging up

I turned to look at the girls

"I have good and bad news" I said "The good is, I put our husbands on the lookout for her and the bad news is that Winter gave birth to a second Damon, and he is pissed"

"Oh my god, here we go again" Winter said rolling her eyes

P.O.V Damon

Fuck me , they lose the girl and we have to find her , first thing I do is to warn my boys that if they see Alice, they are supposed to tell Ivar , me or their mother, I called her restaurant to see if she was there and they told me that she took the day off to organize her wedding, so they didn't even knew that she runaway, great , I hanged up and got the keys of my motorcycle and went to her house, that was her safe place, mostly if something triggered her insecurities , if she was running away from danger , she would have gone straight to my son, but he also doesn't know where she is, so, it must be her house.

I stopped in her driveaway and noticed that her front door was ajar, my eyes widened, and I got of the motorcycle, running into the house

"ALICE" I screamed, going into every room, till I found hers, the door was unlocked but she wasn't there, the other door in the room was closed, it must be the bathroom, so I knocked

"Alice?" I could only hear her small sniffles "Darling, are you hurt?" I asked but she didn't answer as well "I'll be here for you when you want to talk" I said, sitting in her bed, waiting, I texted everyone so they could know that I found her and in a couple of minutes I heard Ivarsen

"DAD? ALICE?"

He soon showed up at the bedroom door and I nodded my head in direction of the bathroom door

"I'll be at the kitchen" I said leaving the room, closing the door behind me

P.O.V Ivarsen

Hearing my aunt saying that Alice ran away was like being shot , I left the company building and my goal was to get home as soon as I could , cause I knew she would be there , but traffic was terrible , so by the time I was close to our neighborhood, I got a text from dad, he'd found her , at our house , where I knew she would be.

My dad was in our room, sitting in our bed, looking at the bathroom door, she was locked in there, we he left the room closing the door behind him, I knelt in front of the bathroom door

"Baby? Can you open it for me?" I asked, but I couldn't hear a thing, so I waited till she was ready. It took her some minutes, and I heard when she unlocked the door, I slowly opened the door and found her sitting under the shower head, shielded by the glass. I got into the bathroom and closed the door behind me, going to where she was, sitting in front of her

"I'm sorry, I..., I felt overwhelmed, Octavia wasn't listening to me, and you do everything for me, so I wanted to do something for you, but your aunt didn't like it and I felt like I was bothering them, like I wasn't enough, like they didn't approve that I was marrying you, I just... I'm sorry" Alice said with tears in her eyes, and it broke my heart that she couldn't see herself the same way I see her

I reached for her face, cleaning her tears, and leaned to kiss the tip of her nose, she gave me a small smile and leaned as well to glue our foreheads, taking a deep breath.

"You are the greatest thing that ever happened to me, passing the joy of the knowledge that I was going to have more siblings." I kissed her cheek "I love you, and it doesn't matter what the other people say, we are doing this our way. We can return what you think is unnecessary, we'll only have the amount of people that you would like to have and then I'll have you for two weeks by myself, only fucking and eating" I said, laughing with the face that she made as she heard the last part

"Two weeks? I can't handle all of it" Alice said shaking her head

"That's everything that you heard?" I ask smiling "Horny woman" she started laughing

"We can sit to talk with Octavia, and solve everything" Alice said, and I nodded, ready to get up and get something to eat but then I remembered

"Who didn't like your idea?" I asked, Alice looked down to her hands and murmured something "I couldn't hear darling, say it again, please, but a bit more loudly"

"Emory" Alice still said it in a muffled voice, I knew it, of course it was her, never keeping her mouth shut, stupid spoiled brat.

I got up and stood my hand for her, she took it, and we got out of the bathroom, the floor of the box wasn't wet so no need to change clothes, we went to the kitchen, finding my dad eating some cupcakes

"Alice, this are amazing" My dad said, and Alice smiled

"Thanks, Damon" Alice said and started making sandwiches for us, and I went to help her chopping some of the ingredients

While we were eating, the front door busted open, scaring the shit out of us and Octavia, my mom and Aunt Rika came into the kitchen

"Thank god you're okay" Tavi said, hugging Alice, who was still looking scared, but still put her arms around my sister

"Sorry about that" Alice said, receiving a hug from my mom and from Aunt Rika

"Tavi, we need to talk about the wedding" I said, not smiling, it wasn't supposed to be a stressful moment for Alice, but here we are.

"Well, I can't be here for that, I have a meeting" Aunt Rika says and leaves

"I think we should go as well; I need my Winter time" my dad says, and I roll my eyes, my dad takes my mom's hand, and they leave as well.

"Why don't we go to the living room?" Alice suggested and me and Tavi followed her there, I sat in the couch with her at my right and my sister at one of the armchairs

"We don't like the way the wedding is being planned" I say

"Why didn't Alice tell me that, then?" Octavia asks like she was offended

"I told you! I've been telling you all morning, since the first store we went" Alice says, her facer getting a bit red "I want half of everything we bought today and after the disaster that was picking MY dress, I want less guests" she finished crossing her arms

"Less guests? We already have only family coming, how will it be less?" Octavia askes, not wanting to believe or accept the new request

"Not inviting Emory, even though I love Will, but I can't stand her, the only Grayson I want in my wedding is Indie" Alice says, my eyes widened, Will is my godfather.

I lean in Alice's direction and whisper in her ear "Babe, Will is my godfather, I need him here" Alice looks at me, it takes a minute, but she finally nods and whispers back "Okay, we can invite them, but if she thinks that she will be one of my bridesmaids she can take her horse out of the rain"

I smile at her and kiss her cheek; she grins at me but pouts again

"Guest list stays the same" I say, and Tavi relaxes in her sit "But it will be a change on the bridesmaids"

"I can live with that" Tavi says, "So it will be Me, my mom, Aunt Rika and Aunt Banks?"

Alice nods and Octavia takes notes

"Return the flowers, I want Christmas lights everywhere" Alice adds

"Alice!" Octavia exclaims

"If you fucking listened to me this morning we wouldn't be here" Alice says

They discussed what Alice wanted for hours. I was half listening and half sleeping when the loud bang of the door woke me up, making me jump, looking around to understand what happened. Alice face was red, more than before and Octavia was nowhere to be seen

"Where is my sister?" I asked

"I don't fucking care" Alice said and went to the bedroom, hitting the door on her way in, wtf is going on? I go to the kitchen to get a cup of water for me and then get my cellphone to see the time, fuck, it's almost 7 PM, I call the sushi restaurant and order enough for four people eat happily. It takes 30 minutes to get here.I pay and give a nice tip to the delivery guy and get everything on the dinner table, organizing in a pretty way. When I'm happy with the result, I go to our bedroom and knock on the door

"Baby" I say as I'm opening the door, finding her in bed, reading, I sit beside her, she's reading 'A Good Girl's Guide to Murder,' lots of post it's by her side, she already put some of it on de book, she looks at me and smiles and I smile back at her

"Dinner is here" I tell her, and she smiles "It's sushi" I say, and she puts the bookmarker and closes the book, getting up, pulling me with her, I laugh, and we leave the room, she sees how it is organized and turns to look at me

"I love you" Alice said hugging me and we went to eat

P.O.V Octavia (January 17th, 2023)

I was eating my breakfast when I heard my parents getting down

"We need to talk to you, Octavia" my dad said, shit

"Okay" I say, I'm fucked

They sit side by side, right in front of me

"Did you solve your issues with Alice yesterday?" my mom asked

"Well, the wedding will be the way she wants, as plain as flour" I say rolling my eyes

"That's not your decision to make, is it? It's not your wedding" my dad says

"I know, I got the message loud and clear" I say, looking down

"Have you spoken to her already this morning? So, you can make the changes together" my mom asked

"Actually, she is pissed at me, or I am at her, I don't know, after she told me all the changes, she said that was my obligation to solve this today by myself, and I said that it was her wedding, but she pointed that It was my fault, so I got angry and got out of there" I explain a bit embarrassed

"Yes, it is your fault, so you'll have to deal with that but also you don't have to do it alone, so talk to her and solve everything , she's not only your brother's fiancé, you two have a friendship, make things right, I'm sure Ivarsen talked about that with her as well , so finish eating and go fix this" my dad says, getting up and kissing my forehead , then taking my mother's hand and they went to the kitchen.

P.O.V Alice

It's 9 AM and I'm reading with Ivar laying between my legs when my phone rings

"Can you answer it for me baby?" I ask, caressing his head and he reaches for my cell, answering it

"Hello little sister" Ivar says, I can't hear what she is saying, but I keep reading my book till he gives me my phone

"Tavi wants to talk with you" he says, and I pout "Answer it" he says again, firmer this time and I roll my eyes, taking the phone

"Good morning, Octavia" I say

"Hey, Alice, good morning, I..." I hear her cleaning her throat "I'm sorry, okay? it wasn't my intention to overstep your decisions, I thought I was doing something good..."

I was silent for some moments, she made me feel bad about the day that is supposed to be the happiest in my life. Forgiving wouldn't be easy, it's never easy to forgive for me, but she also is my sister-in-law and my friend.

"Ali?" Octavia calls me

"I'm here, I was thinking, yeah, I forgive you" I said, and I can hear her taking a deep breath "So, do you want to hit the city again?" I ask her

"Yes, I was going to suggest the same thing, can we meet in half an hour?" Tavi askes

"Sure, get the receipts and I'll get you at your house" I say, and she agrees, I hang up and leave my phone by my side, finding Ivar looking at me

"What?" I ask

"I'm proud of you" he says, kissing the inside of my thighs and I smiled "You have 30 minutes, right?" I nodded "Can I make you cum in 20?" he asked, and I nodded again, giving him the jump start to pull my panties to the side, I felt his tongue in my clit and I rolled my eyes whimpering.

(...)

35 minutes later, I'm at Torrance's house. I send Tavi a text that I'm at her door and wait for her, I only notice her when I hear that she's knocking at the window of the car, I unlock the doors and she enters the vehicle.

"Hi, sorry I'm late" I say

"No worries, so, let's go?" she says, and I nod, putting some music on and heading downtown.

Today was easier, the stores hadn't packed our orders yet, so it was practical to return and choose other things and less items, now we only need to get the dresses, as we enter the store, a woman comes to talk to us

"Good morning, how can I help you?" lady from the store asked

"Hi, could you bring every light blue dress that you have here and also can I see your black silk dresses, please" I ask, and she nods, Tavi look at me

"All of her dresses?" she asks raising her brow

"I created a group chat and asked for your mom, Banks, and Rika to come here, they said they would be here at 11 AM" I say, and she nods.

Soon the employee comes back with the dresses and me and Tavi start looking around, a few minutes later Tavi is trying a dress that is one shoulder with the back open, its long and has a slit that goes till the beginning of her thigh, and it fits so perfectly in her body I almost cried

"You look so pretty, how are you feeling?" I ask and she looks at me through the mirror

"Like I'll give Madden a heart attack" she says laughing and I laugh as well, the rest of my bridesmaids come in and Rika is the first one to say something

"Damn girl, Tavi, you look so gorgeous" Tavi smiled

"Go on, choose your dresses, I need to find mine" I say

Looking around, till I get to one corner of the store, and I see it, A luxurious double-layered thirty momme Crepe de Chine black silk gown with an elegant bodice and cowl neckline.

The thin silk straps are similar to the ones I use, but the back is different, it cross at the back, making impossible to use a bra but I'll manage it, and stars having fabric again in the part of the small back flowing to the ground with an A-line flare skirt , I need to try on this dress, I ask for my size and the lady brings back , heading to the changing room I take of my closed except for my panties and put on the dress , I need some help to close so I ask the lady if she could help me , she did.

I look in the mirror and that's it, that is the dress, it defines my waist, hugging my breasts in a comfortable way, it marks my belly a little, but now, it's what I care least about. I go out to show to the girls and they look shocked when they see me

"What do you think?" I ask, giving then a little spin

"So beautiful" Banks says, and I smile

"I should have married wearing black" Rika says, and I laugh

I go in the direction of Winter and take her hands, putting then in my waist, she feels the fabric as I explain to her how the dress is, she smiles at me and caresses my face

"Did you like it?" Winter asks me

"I love it" I say, holding back tears

"Then that's what is important" Winter says, I hug her, and she hugs me back, she smells so sweet, it's comforting.

The employee asks me if I need any adjustments to the dress and I say that there is no need for it. Rika found a beautiful V-neck long light blue dress with Side Slit in Sparkly Satin, it was perfect for her. I helped Winter to find hers and it was a mermaid V neck light blue lace long dress.

"Mom, you look like a princess" Octavia said, and Winter smiled

"Damon is going to love it" Rika said, and Winter completed

"More like love to take IT off"

We laughed and it was only missing Banks's dress

"Nik, pick one already" Rika said with her second champagne glass on her hand

"Nik?" I asked, confused and Banks explained

"My first name is Nikova"

"It's a cute name" I say

"Thanks Ali" she says, pulling a dress out of the clothes rack and going to the dressing room to try it on, coming back in a Georgette fabric draped alongside a V-neck and back, and lying across a banded waist.  Full maxi skirt that had a sexy side slit.

"What do you think?" Banks asked

"Perfect, just perfect" I say smiling

"Kai will give you his blessing," Rika says, laughing and Banks's cheeks start getting red.

I was going to ask but Tavi looked at me shaking her head and I only laughed. I take the dresses to the cashier and as I'm getting my credit card, Tavi gives me Ivarsen's and I use it, her phone ringing a minute later. I can't hear who it is, but she is laughing, so I don't mind. The lady from the store gives each one of us our bags and we leave, heading to my restaurant to have lunch.

(...)

I get home at 4 PM , taking my bag with my dress to my small library that I had in the house , since Ivar came to live with me , I turned my parents' old bedroom into a small library, with shelves full of books, a super soft rug and a huge sofa and some pillows, of course I still had a shelf with my favorite books and special editions in the room, but every new book that arrives I put it here.

This room never had any affective memories for me, so I made it my favorite place in the house, which Ivar already made a point of inaugurating in his own way as soon as the new sofa arrived. I felt a shiver remembering that day and smiled.

I put the bag on top of the couch and left the room, locking it behind me. I took a moment to take a deep breath, the day of the wedding and my birthday was getting closer, finally something to make the day that I was born happy.

I go to the bedroom and take my clothes off, heading to the bathroom , taking my time to wash my hair, the pink was almost invisible, I needed to dye it again, after finishing my shower, I dry myself and put a towel around my hand , to dry my hair, heading to Ivarsen's side of the wardrobe I take one of his t-shirts and from mine I take a some panties , I put the clothes on and get my phone from the bed , seeing 5 texts from Ivarsen and 3 missing calls

                Are you at home? 4:00pm

               I'll be there in 1hr 4:00pm

               Babe? 4:30pm

               Ali!!! 4:40pm

              Answer the damn phone!! 4:40pm

My phone was on silent, I put back on sound, shit, he must be losing his mind, as I'm typing, his name appears on the screen, he's calling me again, I answer right away

"Hey babe"

"Why didn't you answer your phone?" Ivar kind of yells

"I'm sorry, my phone was on silent, and I was taking a shower" I say, I can hear him taking a deep breath before saying something again

"Did you eat?" he asks

"Yes, I had lunch with Tavi, Rika, Winter and Banks, did you eat?" I ask, sitting in the bed

"Yeah, I had a salad, and some cake" he says

"Are you mad at me?" I ask

"A bit pissed; I was worried" he says

"I'm sorry" I say

"I'll be home in a few minutes, go to the bedroom, wait for me in bed" he orders

"Clothes on or off?" I ask

"On"

"Yes, sir" I say

"Good girl, love you" he says hanging up

I get up to get some water in the kitchen, then come back to the bedroom, laying on my side of the bed, hugging his pillow.

A couple of minutes later, I hear the garage door opening then closing, then his keys at the door, his footsteps in the hallway, then the door opening; our eyes lock, he leaves his suitcase beside the door, takes his shoes off and then his tie. He opens his shirt button by button, slowly, torturing me with all that calmness that doesn't reach his face, he's tense, I can see it. I sit on the bed and pat his side of the bed twice, I don't know if he was waiting for some kind of permission, but that's what makes him finally come to me, he lays down and I lie down in front of him, pulling him into my arms, he buries his face in the alcove of my neck and as if he finally feels safe, he starts to cry.

P.O.V Alice (January 18th, 2023, 1 AM)

As I open my eyes, I look at the window and it's still dark outside, I whisper to my echo dot, asking the time, and it's 1 AM.

Ivar is sleeping by my side, still in the same position as earlier, after he got home and started crying, I stood here with him, whispering kind words till he calmed down, he ended up falling asleep and soon I did the same. I caressed his head and kissed his forehead, he slowly opened his eyes, those beautiful blue eyes.

"Hello love" I say smiling

"Hey" he yawned "What time is it?" he asked

"1 AM" I say, "Do you want to talk about it?" he nodded, and I sat up, taping my legs, Ivar looked at me with an arched brow

"Go on, take a sit" I said, and he shrugged his shoulders, sitting on my lap, he looked in my eyes, taking a deep breath he started

P.O.V Ivarsen

"When my aunt said that you ran away I felt like my heart was about to break , and I didn't wanted to believe that you were running away from me but then you were at home, emotionally hurt, yes, but you found comfort in my arms so I was secure about your decision of still marrying me but after your fight with Tavi I also thought that you were sick of the Torrance's and when you didn't answer your phone today , I remembered of how I acted , about how toxic and aggressive I was on that day, on Isabella's birthday and that you wouldn't want someone that could be violent by your side, and I felt all that insecurity again" I said , looking at my hands , I wasn't capable to look in her eyes, but Alice had other plans

She took my hand on hers, holding close to her and with her other hand, she held my chin up, leaning to kiss my cheeks, she gave me a small smile, nodding for me to continue talking

"Then I called again, and you were only at the shower, and I just need to hold you, to be sure that you were still here" I finished

"Just so you can be sure, we" Alice said, touching my chest then hers "Are forever, till death take us apart, but I know that we will find each other in the after life as well, heaven or hell, nothing will separate us" Ali glued our foreheads

"I love you; I'm obsessed with you, I need you" Ali said kissing me after each phrase

"I love you more" I said smiling

"What do you want to do, eat, take a shower, watch something?" She asked me

"Maybe we could eat, I think there is leftover sushi at the fridge" I say

"Leftovers it is" she says, and I got of her lap, so we could go to the kitchen, we took the sushi out of the fridge and went to the cinema to eat while watching Wednesday, we watched the whole season and when I got my phone to see the time it was almost 9 AM

"Darling?" I asked

"Yes, babe?" Alice turned to look at me

"Do we have something important for today?"

"Yeah, choose the flavor of the cake, Tavi was supposed to come here at 9h30 AM, why?" she asks

"Because is almost 9 AM" I said, and her eyes widen

"We spent all this time here?" she asked, and I nodded "New record" she said smiling and I laughed

We got out of there to take a shower and when the doorbell rang, we were already at the living room waiting for my sister, after eating 10 different flavors of cake, I decided that I'm terrible at making choices, but Alice chose the vanilla cake with strawberries and white chocolate and after eating a bit more of that one, it was decided, that was the perfect flavor.

Choosing everything was kind of easy, hard was to wait till the big day, tomorrow would be fun.

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Hey everyone , the next chapter will be the last one , I'm still writing it so it might take a while , please be patient, if you are still reading it means that I did something good and you guys liked it, thank you for everything , see ya

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