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〖✰ 〗After a long forty minute drive, they finally arrived at the location, the sky was a fiery amber colour with street lights running across the sidewalk in perpendicular lines.

Eren held the door open for Y/N. Her Jordans rubbed against the concrete rubble as she got out murmuring 'thank you' under her soft breath. The warm May spring weather brushed past her exposed skin as she heard Eren slam the car door shut.

She turned around noticing that they were on top of the cliff in the middle of the highway. Below them was a rocky beach. It was empty. Nothing but street lights shining upon the area.

"Let me guess..." Y/N sighed. "This is just your secret place where you go to clear your mind whenever Mommy and Daddy and fighting I'm the first person you ever brought here..." Y/N trailed of side eyeing Eren.

"Fuck you, this ain't the kissing booth" Eren chuckled lightly as Y/N laughed.

"So how did you find this place then?" She asked.

"Google maps...obviously." He trailed off as they both walked down the wooden ramp down the cliff.

"Can you see the sunset?" He pointed up at the sun setting sky as Y/N nodded.

"Very much Instagram story worthy," she uttered lowly taking a picture of the view before she walked down the stairs.

"Watch your step," Eren murmured as he held her hand realising that she was almost about to step into the dented part of the wood.

They reached the end of the ramp and walked on the rocks further down towards the sea. Eren's fingers were still entwined with hers as she silently followed behind him. The temperature around them started to drop as they took in the fresh salty aroma from the sea.

Eren picked up a rock with his free hand throwing it as a far as he could as it bounced on top the sea before drowning silently.

"I don't think I'm gonna go in the water," Y/N pointed out pointing her chin towards the sea. "Not when I'm wearing these shoes," she uttered looking down.

"Yeah, same here," Eren spoke up as he sat down on the rocks a light groan escaping from his lips.

She sat down next to him stretching her legs out as she pulled down on the sleeves of her Balenciaga hoodie to cover her hands. The silence was comforting and somewhat needed.

She closed her tired eyes pushing her hands back to lean on them as she quietly listened to waves crashing against the rocks while the wind danced around her. Eren's bold forest green eyes gazed at her silently for quite a long time before he stared ahead at sea violently crashing against the rocks the foam reaching the end of his Grey Fog Nike Dunks. He leaned onto his shoulders closing his eyes and doing the same.

Listening to mesmerising waves.

Which almost sounded like a lullaby from how sleepy it made him.

Y/N opened her eyes watching Eren this time. His hair wasn't tied like how it usually was. This allowed his brown strands of hair to move around freely like how the wind desired it too. She moved her hands onto her thighs and flipped them around eyeing the red imprints of the rocks on her hands. She bent her legs closer towards her chest causing Eren to open his eyes as her shoes scraped against the rocks.

Y/N stuck her head between her knees gloomily trailing her natural nails against the rocks.

Eren leaned back up noticing the red marks on his elbows as he rubbed them. He pulled down on the sleeves of his Corteiz hoodie in green noticing Y/N's demure nature before he softly spoke.

"Are you sad?"

He asked her as she shook her head silently chewing on both of her inner cheeks. "So then are you happy?" He asked watching Y/N lift her head up.

She shook her head silently again fluttering her eyes while looking up at the dark sky.

"Eren what do you want to do in the future?" She asked.

Eren stared down at his hands. "I haven't thought about that yet," he furrowed his brows as Y/N squinted her eyes a little.

"Do know what you wanna study?" She asked.

"Dunno anything that interests me," Eren shrugged.

"What university do you actually plan on going to?"

"I—"

"Do you wanna go somewhere far or stay close to home?" She asked cutting him off.

"Y/N," Eren spoke glaring at her.

"What are you even going to do after all thi—"

"Y/N shut up, stop asking me questions what's wrong with you?!" Eren gradually raised his voice cutting off her sentence as Y/N stared at her hands scrunching her nose up.

"Sorry," he apologised pursing his lips together.

"Eren I wanna know what you're going to do. I got accepted into Columbia I think I'm gonna go, so I want you to give me an answer. You and me never got the chance to talk about the futu—"

"Wait wait wait wait wait...what?" Eren looked at her cutting off her sentence.

Y/N turned her head around gazing at him as she inhaled a deep breath.

"I said I got accepted into Columbia...I think im gonna go," she spoke word after word staring into Eren's murky eyes.

Eren stayed silent for what felt like eternity before his lips parted. He let out an airy sigh.

"Congrats," he simply said before biting on his lower lip.

"...that's a really good school so do your best,"

"...thank you," she whispered looking down at her shoes.

It fell awfully quiet again as Y/N fiddled with the Cartier Trinity Necklace around her neck. Eren hugged his knees letting out another quiet sigh.

She was moving on.

Why did it hurt so much each time his mind trailed onto the thought? He felt discouraged. Like just wanting to give up and forget everything. What was even the fucking point of everything now? He felt his heart crumble. Time was gradually getting slimmer he realised that today. Should he just tell her how he felt now?

"In the future, I'm not sure what I want to do. I just hope that every decision I make now doesn't effect me in the long run. That's why I gotta surround myself with good people that can help me do the right things. I haven't thought about what I should study. I don't know what university I want to go to it kinda depends on my grades but I don't wanna go somewhere too far. And after all this...I don't know what I'm gonna do probably focus on myself, be more independent and mature...I don't know," Eren shrugged answering all the questions that Y/N asked him.

"...that's good," Y/N simply said.

"Eren?"

"Hm?"

"Do you want me to go?" She asked gazing at him.

"It's not my place to say...if you really wanna go, then do what you gotta do..." he answered.

"Eren?" She whispered this time looking at him. Her hands slipped between his as she gently held it.

"Yeah?" He responded looking down to see his hand covering hers as he gradually tightened his grip.

"Tell me that you don't want me to go and I'll stay," She uttered quietly inching her face closer to his.

Eren pursed his lips shut before he silently parted them. Nothing escaped from his lips though. Y/N pursed her lips together almost as if she was scowling as her hands slowly slipped away from his.

Her eyelashes fluttered as she held her tears inside the corner of her eyes while she slipped off her Jordan's along with her white socks. She stood up and stepped into the sea feeling the fresh cold water wash pass her ankles. It somewhat calmed her racing heart. She felt her tears coming and she didn't want to turn around and face him again. So she walked further in feeling the water reach up her shin.

Eren looked at her feeling the warmth of her next to him disappear as she stepped further into the sea. It was so dark, only the outlines of her figure showing. It looked like she was slowly vanishing. Just like how she would soon vanish out of his life.

His chest felt tight. Why?

It felt as if his ribcage was enclosing slowly crushing his heart. His heart beat and pulse felt rapid. Was he having a panic attack? There was nothing for him to be frightened about...apart from losing her. Did he feel overwhelmed? Overwhelmed because he felt so pressured and time was running out? Or was it because he was heartbroken. Heartbroken because he lost her and would soon have to greet her with goodbye instead of 'I love you'

Maybe it was all three in one. But whatever he was feeling hurt.

Eren pinched the bridge of his nose feeling his vision blur in a haze before he let out a raspy cough holding onto his chest. He's never felt like this before. Why was this happening now out of all times?

Eren went on his knees forehead between his arms. It hurt every time he breathed in, it hurt every time he breathed out, it hurt whenever he held his breath, it hurt whenever he thought about her. He didn't know what to do. His eyes began to tear up.

"Eren what's wrong?" She turned around witnessing what was going on.

She walked out of the water and stood in front of him before going down on her knees holding him up as he gripped onto his chest.

"Eren are you okay?" She asked in a panicked voice as Eren nodded.

"I'm fine...I don't know what's going on," he uttered widening his eyes as bitter tears streamed down his face.

"Your breathing pattern is short, you're having a panic attack. Focus on your breathing. Hold your breath and then exhale," she guided him as Eren shook his head.

"I-I can't," he spoke in a hollow voice before gritting his teeth together violently banging his fist against his chest as they made a painful thudding sound.

"You're making things worse stop hurting yourself," Y/N pulled his hands away as Eren gripped onto the rocks groaning lightly as he tried to breathe in and out but nothing was

"Fuck," he uttered placing his head between his knees. His teardrops coated the rocks as if it was raining.

Y/N rubbed his back continuously feeling herself about to cry as she blinked continuously looking up at starry sky to calm herself down. It would've been a fucked up situation to have two people breaking down in the middle of no where.

"Just tell me what you need me to do..." she whispered resting her chin on his shoulder.

"Just stay close to me," he uttered in fear of feeling like he was about to lose her again just like how he did a few minutes prior.

"...I'm here," she uttered as her soft fingers slowly stroked his wet cheeks so that he could feel her touch. She embraced him his head was on her chest while she stroked the back of his neck.

"You just need to remember where you are...look," she pointed at sea.

"Concentrate on your breathing and look at the sea. Follow the waves watch how they move. Listen to my heartbeat," she spoke softly feeling Eren wrap his arms around her waist as he sniffed loudly.

"I'm right here so you're gonna be fine,"

Eren lazily nods slanting his eyelids as tears continued to stream down the side of his face. Why was he crying so much all of a sudden. He never felt this distraught.

Maybe this was what it felt like when people break down after holding their emotions in for a long period of time.

Y/N closed her eyes for a moment resting her chin against his head as her fingers stroked the baby hairs on the back of his head.

"Do you usually go through stuff like this?" Y/N softly spoke up as her finger ran traces along the helix part of his ear.

"Never," he murmured.

She bit her bottom lip while they both stared up to the constellations in bitter silence. Small sniffs escaping from Eren softly.

"Eren are you okay? Have you taken time to think to yourself? I don't think you are okay...every time I take a look at you, it's almost as if somethings bothering you...I feel like it it's me...am I doing this to you?" she trailed off staring at the sea.

"I think you are..." his passive voice uttered while wiping the tears on his cheeks with the back of his hand.

"I'm so sorry," her eyes warmed up with tears as she buried her chin into his hair while Eren's glistening emerald iris followed the waves.

He took out a long breath feeling his chest loosen up as his eyes trailed up to the tip of her chin.

"I'm doing this to me too to be honest," he muttered closing his eyes hearing her chest tighten as her breathing hitched.

"I'm not okay," he admitted. "It's just these pretty little fears that I have..."

"Fears of what?" Her voice croaked gazing down his face as Eren scrunched his red nose fluttering his wet long eyelashes.

"Fears or fucking things up, fears of wasting every time I got, fears of losing my peace, fears of losing me...fears of losing you..." he uttered chewing on his bottom lip.

"...fears of losing me..." Y/N repeated tightening her embrace around his torso.

"You'll never lose me..." she reassured him leaning her cheek on top of his head as Eren's fingertips trailed up her arm. She listened to the mélange of of Eren's breaths and the euphony of the waves. 

"Yeah I know..." Eren whispered as Y/N closed her eyes tightening her embrace.

"You're the only one that's giving me harmony even though I'm falling to pieces," Eren murmured quietly.

"Fuck, I feel so jaded right now," he whispered quietly as Y/N slowly opened her eyes..

Her heart felt fuzzy. She parted her lips murmuring words of cipher under her breath. Eren ran his hands down his face pressing his fingertips onto his eyes a few times before trailing them along his thick shaped brows.

He stood up, parting his frame away from Y/N's balmy figure. She looked up at him his apathetic eyes were red and puffy he then stretched his arm out towards her.

"Let's go," he uttered.

She picked up her shoes and held his hand feeling him pull her up in one swift motion before he walked off with his back in front of her still holding her hand as he lead her towards the ramp.

She took one last look at the soulless rocky beach before carefully walking up the wooden ramp back to her car.

She sat in the passenger seat again in silence leaning down to put on her socks hearing Eren open the door to the drivers seat.

They sat in a grey silence the windy air brushing past their skin as Y/N played with the straps of her seatbelt while her other hand was inside the pocket of her hoodie tracing her fingertips along the imprint of her phone case. Eren closed the roof of the car while he tapped his fingertips along his Taupe coloured sweatpants eyeing the empty road ahead of him. No cars seemed to have been passing by it was so deserted.

"Do you feel better now?" she asked staring into his sad eyes as Eren nodded shyly.

"Thank you," he spoke.

"...you're welcome," she answered before it went silent again.

"Eren?" Y/N shifted her knees slightly to face him.

"Hm?"

"Whenever you feel like this, come to me," she sort of exhorted as Eren chewed on his bottom lip which was already swollen from his recent sobs.

"I should come to you?" Eren looked at her.

"Yeah you should nobody else bu..."

Y/N was cut off by the impact of Eren's lips meeting hers as he kissed her softly. Her eyes closed savouring the taste of his lips. He pulled way, a soft sound escaping from his lips. His large hands made their way to her soft cheeks as he leaned his forehead against hers staring daggers into her crepuscular eyes.

"Y/N," he whispered.

"Yeah?"

"I dont want you to go..." he admitted causing her to narrow her eyes.

"Kay," she spoke softly feeling Eren's lips touch hers again. His hand connected with her hips the other one on her thighs. Y/N stroked her fingers up his broad chest trailing them along his shoulder as they strode up his warm neck. Her arms gradually wrapped around his shoulders loosely.

It's been so long since she's last felt like this, it's been so long since she was last intimate with him. She almost forgot how his intoxicating touch made her drunk in lust. How his lips felt against hers. How his words of endearment shook her soul spirit. How he sensually touched her in places she wouldn't let no man touch. How he spoke so dirty yet fucked her so pure.

All of this made her pussy throb as she felt her panties soak a little with her warmth.

His hands cupped her round derrière pulling her up slightly as her knees touched his firm thighs. They parted their lips and Eren used his other hand to push back the seat on the drivers side until they couldn't be pushed any further back more.

Y/N slithered her way onto his lap his hands immediately met her sides wrapping the bottom of her Balenciaga hoodie around his index and middle finger as he pulled them up slightly revealing her matte smooth skin.

He threw her hoodie to the backseats and his teeth met the crook of her neck closing his lips as they siphoned on on the most delicate part leaving red cloudy marks on her soft skin.

"Shi...ah," she groaned loudly closing her eyes as her pulse quickened against his swollen lips laced with her touch.

Her thighs tightened around his lap as she slowly started whining her hips against him while her lips met his.

"Ah," Eren let out a low throaty grunt as her thighs hammered against his. "Fuck," he whispered biting his lower lip. He pushed his hips up a few times slouching down on the drivers seat as Y/N felt his throbbing erection rub past her thigh.

He loosened the strings of his Taupe coloured sweatpants before tapping Y/N's upper thighs gently. "Take off your shorts,"

He uttered as her fingers made their way to unbutton her denim shorts and unzip them. Eren pulled them down her ass with Y/N pulling them down her legs all the way down to her feet.

She pulled off his Corteiz hoodie in a hurried pace her lips meeting his shoulders stroking up to his flustered neck. She kissed it softly as red fainted love bites started to appear while rubbing her hands down his toned chest and abs before they grasped onto his waist.

Eren slipped his hand through her red laced underwear causing Y/N to shudder as his soft fingertips brushed against her cunt. Her shoulders tensed feeling his index and middle finger rub down her clit feeling her warmth coat his fingers as if it was paint.

He separated her outer and inner folds causing her to moan and shiver. She leaned her chin onto his nude shoulders as her feet shook uncontrollably.

Her stomach tensed feeling his two fingers insert inside of her as she bit her lower lip letting out a suppressed moan. Her overcast eyes squinted as she stared down at the boy she was sitting on.

Eren curled his fingers rhythmically feeling her soft breath meet his parted lips. "Yeah, right there Eren," she whispered dryly moaning while bucking her hips following the rhythm of his fingers. He pulled out and thrusted his fingers back in again while his thumb rubbed her clit overstimulating her high as she moaned loudly bad words slipping loosely from her mouth.

Her soft lips met his neck again as if she was a kitten about to lick its fur. Eren's hand reached for her chin turning her head up to stare at him. His lips roughly met hers as he quickened his pace inside of her rubbing her swollen clit. She struggled to kiss him back as his warm tongue met hers. All she merely did was let out soft whimpers of pleasure.

She pulled away, her bare back meeting the driving wheel as Eren pull out her feeling the cold air wave onto his fingers coated with her cum. She pulled his hand towards her inserting his cum coated fingers into her mouth.

Her tongue parted his index and middle finger apart licking her cum clean from his fingers as Eren watched in amusement licking his bottom lip before chewing down on them. His erection hardened even more and started to become uncomfortable under his boxers as Y/N pulled his clean fingers out of her mouth.

"Erenn," she murmured softly trailing her finger up his v line as Eren hummed in response.

"I want to feel you inside of me..." she boldly stated. She leaned onto his chest as her arms wrapped around his shoulders tightly. "I want you to feel good," she uttered as the tip of her nose brushed against his.

"...what are you waiting for then?" He uttered pushing his head back to meet her glistening eyes.

"Take off my sweats,"

Y/N shifted back tucking her fingers on the band of his taupe coloured sweatpants and his black boxers as she pulled them down revealing his hips and v-line.

Eren bucked his hips up groaning slightly as he shifted Y/N to the side of his lap wrapping his arm around her waist. He used his free hand to pull down his sweats and boxers as Y/N used her feet to pull them down all the way for him before hovering over his lap.

She breathed lowly as her hand leaned onto the foggy windows. Eren fixed his arms around her toned waist watching as her pussy buried onto his dick. Her hands slipped leaving the imprints of her finger prints of the window. She felt herself stretch due to his size as his dick pulsated inside of her causing her to moan in sheer pleasure.

She rode him gently feeling his nails dig into the flesh of her ass. The sounds of her ass clapping onto his pelvis filled the car along with their moans.

His large hands made it's way to her neck choking her slightly as he kissed her chin. His fingers trailed up her spine unclipping her bra which fell onto his face before he tossed them to the back seat.

He fondled her breasts as Y/N moved up and down arching her back and moaning lightly. She lifted her arms wrapping it around the head of the car seat as Eren pushed her down onto his dick while he sucked her breast twirling his tongue around her swollen nipple.

"Fuck sake Y/N," he moaned deeply as they both looked down seeing his dick curved towards him. It coated and glistened more with her cum each time she rode him.

Their eyes connected none of them breaking contact as Y/N's pace slowed. Her pupils dilated as she stared into his dark emerald hues.

"You're so beautiful," Eren uttered as Y/N felt warmness creep up to her cheek.

Her lips parted as she licked off his taste pressing her forehead against his. She buried her face into the crook of his neck. Her hot breath felt like a sauna as the car windows become foggy due to their continuous movement.

"Ah—I'm gonna...I'm gonna," she struggled to get her words feeling him reach her g spot as her walls clamped around his throbbing erection.

"Go on," Eren urged watching her ride him to her absolute nirvana also biting onto her earlobe as her hot breath heated up his cheeks. She wrapped her hand around his neck rocking backwards and forwards.

"I'm gonna cum Erenn," she dragged out her stomach unravelled as she orgasmed cumming onto his dick.

Eren wrapped his veiny arms around her waist leaning her onto the wheel of the car and entwining his tongue around hers as her back pressed against the leather.

He moaned into her neck as Y/N gripped onto the back of his head feeling him pummel his dick deeper into her cunt her cum coating his erection all over.

He felt his orgasm climaxing. His breathing became slow and heavy as his body shivered. He let out a deep groan snuggling his face into the crook of her neck and ejaculating into her watching his white sperm mix with her clear liquid.

Y/N parked in front of Eren's house gazing at light coming from his livingroom window. It was late at night. The Way Life goes by Lil Uzi Vert was playing lowly as she lowered the volume even more.

Their whole drive back was a comfortable silence until now. Eren unbuckled his seatbelt as it slipped off his chest. He sighed looking at Y/N as she gave him a small smile.

"Bye Eren,"

She uttered softly Eren stared at her for a moment. He let out a soft hum before turning around opening the car door and exiting out of the car.

He closed it shut as Y/N watched him walk into the tiled steps leading to his front door. She turned her head around staring at the empty street that lead outside of his neighbourhood.

She heard her door open again causing her to look towards the sound seeing Eren enter the car half way.

He grabbed her chin as his lips encountered hers giving her a endearing kiss which left her speechless. His left hand slowly trailed up to her cheek caressing them before he pulled away.

"Bye."

Eren uttered closing the door loudly on her as she watched him walk through his front door processing what just happened.

She watched his front door close as she let out a flustered smile feeling her face heat up before she squealed covering her face as she kicked her feet up.