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00:01, 20 October 2022〖✰ 〗Y/N sat on her couch in the living room her pencil twirling around in her notebook constantly as she relaxed her chin on the palm of her hands fingers tapping onto her lips.
She couldn't get the kiss out of her mind last night. She didn't know what to do or how to feel anymore. Even when Jean asked her to stay, she had to refuse because she couldn't help but feel detached from him all of a sudden. She felt so failed and confused that she ended up crying that night.
Y/N had always known that Jean felt a type of way about her and she always assumed that it was just because he found her attractive and disregarded it as some small crush. But when the words 'I like you Y/N' spilt from his lips effortlessly last night, she couldn't help but to feel.
A bit confused.
Because she liked Eren and possibly liked Jean a bit but she did not know if she liked him as a person or liked him because of the way he treated her.
No boy has made an effort for her the way Jean did.
"Y/N,"
Eren tapped her foot lightly diverting her from her mini daze and glancing up at her. He sat on the carpet back resting against the couch where Y/N was with one knee bent with the strings of his Moschino hoodie in his mouth as he chewed onto it.
"What?" She darted her attention at him.
"Check this for me," He tossed his notebook towards her lap as Y/N picked it up skimming through the English essay he wrote before handing it back to him.
"It's good," She simply said watching him take back his notebook as she noticed the key necklace he lost falling from his chest.
"You finally got it back," Y/N smirked a little finger trailing along the black string attached to it as Eren nodded.
"I don't know why you couldn't have just given it to me instead though," Eren shrugged.
"Cause your girlfriend obviously did not want me to have a hold of it," Y/N responded rudely.
"She's not my girlfriend," Eren smacked his teeth.
"She is though," Y/N said sternly pursing her lips together.
"Bro are you deaf?" Eren squinted his eyes at her.
"I literally just said she's not my girlfriend." He ended.
"Why are you getting emotional for? I was just playing." Y/N retaliated staring at the brown-haired boy who covered his eyes with the palm of his hands.
"Cause you're pissing off that's why."
"Cause you're pissing me off that's why," Y/N said in a mocking voice mimicking the way Eren talked.
"Like stop acting like a girl," Y/N pulled her hood further down her face as she listened to Eren utter swear words under his breath.
"You're just saying that because you're jealous," Eren murmured as Y/N looked at him.
"Who's jealous?"
"You, do you want me to spell it out?" Eren mugged her.
"Like if you want us to have a ménage á trois just say that—" He shrugged as Y/N smacked the back of his neck causing him to wince loudly.
"Dickhead," She uttered before she picked up her phone scrolling through Instagram for a moment as she checked the time tucking in her bottom lip.
"...Eren," She spoke softly turning her phone off and resting it on her lap.
His usual apathetic green eyes which had faint dark marks under glanced up at her as he let out a soft hum in response.
"You're gonna have to go, my Mom's gonna be home soon," Y/N said awkwardly as Eren sighed loudly.
"It's cold outside." He momentarily replied turning on his phone as the black Lock Screen emerged showing him the time seeing that it was only six in the afternoon.
"But still," Y/N played with her fingers not really knowing what to say. "Plus I got school tomorrow."
"But I wanna study." He said arrogantly.
"Oh so now you wanna study and not have sex for once," Y/N got up from the couch.
She scowled falling back on the couch. "And I don't think my Mom will like you either,"
"Why wouldn't she like me, everyone likes me," Eren said.
"You're just very...sanctimonious and rude no offence,"
"So you don't like that about me, what does sanctimonious even mean?" Eren asked her but was met without a response as he pulled himself onto the couch his back leaning on Y/N's legs.
"...I couldn't give a fuck about what your Mom would think of me anyways," Eren murmured playing with the ends of his brown hair.
"Eren—you can't just say that," Y/N averted her eyes towards him side eyeing him a little.
"But it's true, either way I'm still gonna sleep like a baby tonight." He replied soon after.
"Why can't we study at your house for once it's always mine," She complained.
"Cause your house is clearly better duh," Eren said in a mocking tone eyes fixated on the screen of his phone as they shone and reflected a glassy colour or white.
"That's literally so unfair"
"Well life is unfair, you can't have what you want all the time. Since you're a rich girl, you clearly don't know about these things." Eren taunted as Y/N mugged her face up staring at him up and down.
"Fine then," She grumbled leaning onto the arm of the couch scrolling through her phone as Eren watched her
"...You really wanna come to my bit?" He asked as she nodded firmly.
"Fine," He sighed deeply rolling his eyes.
"For real?"
"Nah for fake," Eren replied sarcastically causing Y/N to playfully roll her eyes.
"Okay give me a minute," She said walking out of the living room and walking up the stairs towards into her bedroom.
She put on her Burberry hoodie in black while she checked herself in the mirror still wearing the earrings that Jean brought her as they shimmered under the light. The mere sight of them just reminded her of everything that happened last night. She groaned to herself covering her face before breathing in loudly. She just wanted to get everything that happened out of her mind.
She put on her black boyfriend joggers and put on her white socks before she took out her Gucci slides out of the box slipping her feet in as she picked up her black north face puffer jacket out of the hanger putting it on.
She left her bedroom picking up her black Vans backpack and her headphones before she quickly walked down the stairs putting on the hood of her Burberry hoodie seeing Eren at the bottom sitting on the stairs whilst he put on his white airforces.
"Why are you copying me, it's giving number one fan," Eren grimaced zipping his north face jacket noticing that Y/N purposely wore the same jacket as him.
"Who's your fan?" Y/N rolled her eyes at him putting the books that Eren left on the stairs into her bag whilst Eren opened the front door.
"Now everyone's gonna think we're a couple," He complained.
"Let them think that then," Y/N replied valiantly the both of them walking outside as she locked her front door exiting through the gate and walking to the train station that was five minutes away from her house.
They finally reached Eren's neighbourhood walking along the streets. Y/N tried to imagine what Eren's family was like. Did he have siblings? Like a sister maybe. She couldn't imagine Eren having a sister from the way he treated certain 'girls'. Maybe he had a brother or maybe he was just an only child like her.
She couldn't seem to form what his relationship with his mom was like since he rarely ever spoke about her. Now that she was deeply pondering, Eren knew everything about her but she knew nothing about him.
Eren abruptly stopped in front of a house. It had trimmed bushes in the front with a car parked near the front door. The house was a fair size with a huge windows at the front with had vague curtains. From what it looked like, Y/N guessed that was the living room from the black outlines of the couch.
Eren unlocked the door as they walked into his inner porch as Y/N gazed at the small plant pots behind the glass door. He unlocked his front door walking inside with Y/N shortly tailing behind him. She sucked in her breath feeling a bit nervous.
His house had a cosy family friendly interior with a few rooms downstairs and stairs which probably lead towards the bedrooms. Eren dropped his bag on the wooden floor taking off his shoes as Y/N took off her slides placing them neatly together. She was able to hear the faint sound of Destiny's Child Emotion playing as she looked up at Eren pursing her lips together to stop herself from laughing as Eren rolled his eyes playfully.
"She loves that shit," He whispered before the sound of barking which almost caused her to trip over Eren's shoe distracted them.
In came a dog sprinting through the corridors towards Eren as he kneeled down hands touching against its curly black fur caressing its back and neck.
"Hey girl," Eren smiled patting her head as she barked twirling around in circles before flagging her tail and putting her paws against Eren's knee.
"I missed you, did you miss me?" Eren spoke softly stroking under her chin as Y/N watched in awe her heart almost melting from the way he acted towards his dog. His emerald eyes soften and his lip curved into a small smile while the dog barked loudly making Eren put his index finger against his lips.
"Kiko shh Moms gonna shout at you," He said in a hushed voice before pointing his thumb towards Y/N who stood there in amusement watching them.
"Say Hi to Y/N," He said as Y/N kneeled down patting the dog against her head softly.
"Hi Kiko you're so cute," Y/N said in a whisper stroking under her chin before she barked again running through the corridor into a random room as Y/N giggled.
"She's so cute," Y/N repeated as Eren sighed standing up and walking into the Kitchen with Y/N trailing behind him.
"Mom," He spoke up as Y/N watched the short dark brunette woman with her back towards them turn around.
"Wait, hold on this part is my fave," She said singing to the chorus of No one by Alicia Keys pulling Eren into the kitchen and trying to dance with him by twirling herself around his arms.
"Ma, oh my goodness me," Eren said irritatedly pulling his arms away from his Mom his hands running down his face in embarrassment as his ears turned a bright colour of red causing Y/N to chuckle whilst she covered her mouth.
"Who's that behind you?" Her voice spoke out as Eren moved out of the way allowing Y/N to meet her face.
"Hi, it's nice to meet you," Y/N walked in tucking her stomach in since she felt nervous hoping that she made a good first impression.
"Hi we've never met before, what's your name beautiful?" She asked ever so sweetly leaning by the kitchen island.
"My name's Y/N," She smiled softly as Eren's Mom nodded.
"Nice to meet you Y/N I'm Eren's Mom,"
"She knows that already." Eren imputted.
"Anyways I gotta go I'm already running late," Eren's Mom said in a hurry putting on her beige coloured trench coat over the black midi jersey dress she was wearing.
"Where are you going?" Eren asked his Mom watching her check inside her bag.
"I told you already, it's one of my friend's birthdays today so we're going out to drink," She replied hand skimming past her loose braided ponytail.
"Oh okay, don't stay out too late," Eren nodded firmly making his Mom roll her eyes looking at Y/N as she laughed.
"Who does my son think he is?" She rhetorically asked.
"Anyways were gonna go upstairs to my room to study," Eren uttered turning around,
"But it's already dark, how are you gonna get home?" Eren's Mom asked as Y/N looked at Eren. Before she got the chance to reply Eren cut her off.
"It's fine I'll take her home or order her an uber or something," Eren shrugged it off watching her leave the kitchen as she nodded.
"Oh okay, as long as you're able to get home safe," Eren's mom nodded as the two of them walked out of the kitchen.
"Y/N I wish I could get to know you more but I'm kinda in a hurry it was nice meeting you," Eren's Mom spoke rubbing Y/N's arm giving her a genuine smile.
"Don't worry about it, It was nice meeting you too," Y/N responded instantly.
"Okay I'll see you guys," She unlocked the door as Y/N waved watching her leave turning around to already see Eren up the stairs walking to his room.
Y/N quickly walked up the stairs to see Eren entering his room at the very end. She opened the half open door, walked in and stared around the place.
His room was surprisingly neat which has a fragrance of men's cologne mixed with Eren's untamed scent. He had a bunch of shoe boxes stacked together just by the corner of his room and his large bed was just by the window which was covered with black curtains. It was followed by his large gaming desk surrounded by LED lights which shone a neon shade of green and he had a ps4 controller and a couple of notebooks and textbooks laid on the desk.
Y/N walked in her white socks trailing against the cream coloured carpet seeing him standing by the closet as he unzipped his jacket hanging it on the closet door whilst he bent down to take off his socks.
She sat on his bed with a loud sigh hands trailing along the black duvet on his bed watching Eren take off his hoodie leaving him only in his white t-shirt and sweatpants. Y/N watched his slim but toned body as he turned around facing Y/N the faint outline of his abs and the band of his boxers becoming evident as he took his long hair out of its man bun.
"Your Mom is gorgeous, I see where you get your looks from" She complimented fiddling with her fingers and watching him scroll through his phone while standing biting on the nail on his thumb.
"She's so nice too," Y/N smiled a little.
"What is your Mom not nice?" Eren asked looking up at her slightly as Y/N shrugged before he looked down at his phone.
"I don't really have a mother daughter relationship like that with her," Y/N said trying not to sound melancholy as she unzipped her jacket taking it off.
"I never knew you were such a dog person too," She giggled as she folded her jacket neatly leaving it by the corner of his bed.
"Well, there's a lot of things you don't know about me," Eren sighed lightly putting his phone into his pockets and walking up to his gaming desk turning his PC on as he picked up his controller.
"Wow look at me I'm so mysterious." Y/N threw her hands up mockingly as Eren threw a middle finger up at her.
"Tell me about yourself,"
"...Well my favourite colour is green—I'm an Aries and..." Eren trailed off completely focused on what was on his PC and not really paying attention to Y/N as she got up from his bed to hang her jacket on his closet door as spotted a packet of condoms inside his closet.
"Good lord so you do believe in those!" Y/N slightly raised her voice pulling the packet of condom's out showing them to him as Eren scoffed before turning around.
"Why can't you ever use those?" Y/N questioned reading the label.
"Because I feel claustrophobic, you just stick to the pill."
"You're only saying that because you have no pullout game whatsoever," Y/N frowned.
"Says who!" Eren playfully shouted.
"Says me," Y/N retaliated putting them back where she found them.
"Don't be surprised when your son ends up calling your phone saying it's been a year daddy," Y/N shrugged pouting her lips to the side.
"First of all, that'll never happen because you're not stupid enough to forget the pill and second of all, who told you we're having a son first it's obviously going to be a girl," Eren turned around facing her while putting on his headset adjusting the microphone as Y/N ignored him walking to his bed and sitting down.
"That's besides the point, I can't believe that you be bringing all these girls to your house and hitting them raw." Y/N ridiculed him.
"Why do you assume that I just bring random girls into my mother's house? Like that's deadass disrespectful and more time I don't even like them enough for them to meet my parents," Eren replied before sitting down on his chair.
"That's just the impression you give me," Y/N said nonchalantly watching the game load on his screen with his eyes fixated on it as he mumbled under his breath.
"Eren did you bring me here to study or to watch you play games," Y/N complained watching the boy who was sat on his chair with his hands in his sweats.
"You can teach teach me, I'm listening," Eren murmured as Y/N gave him a dirty look watching him shift one side of his headphones away from his ear.
"It doesn't work like that, It takes two the tango," Y/N rolled her eyes walking up to him and picking up the other controller from his bed stand standing behind him.
"Now move over I wanna play,"
"You're the biggest contradictory ever," Eren frowned looking up at her.
"Yeah spell contradictory," Y/N mocked standing next to him. "So are you gonna move?"
"Just shut your fucking mouth," Eren said in a hushed voice wrapping his arms around her waist and making her sit on his lap.
"You know there's no space for me to move but my lap is always free," Eren whispered against her ear his chest grazing against her back.
Y/N bit her lower lip sighing deeply as she gripped onto the controller for a moment before loosening her grip. Eren leaned back with his chair leaning back .
"Aren't you gonna teach me first?" She asked turning her face around viewing his lowered eyes before he leaned back up hands covering hers and gripping onto the controller.
"It's simple so watch closely, you press this to shoot, this to dribble and this to pass the ball and you know how to move around," Eren instructed her.
"This is light work," Y/N scoffed pridefully.
"Oh yeah, you're playing against me just so you know," Eren said leaning back on his chair as Y/N got comfortable on his lap.
"I'm clearly aware," Y/N replied in a duh tone.
After a couple of minutes of Eren and Y/N playing together, Eren began getting bored since Y/N wasn't really a competition for her since she was so shit at the game he didn't feel the thrill or excitement while playing against her.
The game of GTA V loaded as Y/N completed some of his incomplete side missions still sitting on Eren's lap nodding her head slowly to the rhythm of the music playing in the background as Eren scrolled through his phone from behind her fiddling with the roach that he just finished smoking in his fingertips.
He put his phone down adjusting the band of his grey Nike sweats while leaning forward letting his salacious thoughts win, his hand slipped around Y/N's waist while she was focused on the game. She obviously overlooked it because she was used to him doing spontaneous actions like that.
In an attempt to tease and distract her more, Eren slickly slipped his hand thoroughly through the fabric of her black Burberry hoodie having a feel of her soft breasts as he let out a light mumble feeling himself hardening from under her ass.
"Eren," Y/N said sternly pausing what she was doing.
"That better be your controller I'm feeling from under my ass," She spoke humbly feeling his hard erection as his hands skimmed around her curves taking in the warmth from her soft and plush skin as his nose grazed around the back of her neck taking in her untamed scent.
"You know damn well it's not," Eren whispered in her ear as Y/N licked her lips tucking in the bottom.
"Pause the game," Eren spoke lowly hand covering Y/N's hand which was holding the controller pausing the game for her and putting the controller on top of his textbooks as Y/N turned around on his lap facing the boy staring into his lust filled eyes as he bit onto his lips hungrily.
Eren leaned her face closer towards his nose licking his wet lips while breathing deeply eyes darkening as his hand made their way to the back of her head her lips almost touching his.
She took one last glance at his deviant face before he pressed his soft lips against hers hungrily kissing his hand slipping into her loose sweats and gripping her ass.
Y/N moaned lightly arms crossing around his shoulder they kissed for a moment before he pulled away inhaling and exhaling rapidly.
He pulled up her shirt as Y/N lifted both her arms allowing him to take it off as he tossed it towards his bed tongue encountering her collarbone as Y/N gasped heavily biting her lips and closing her eyes as she slowly started grinding on top of his lap feeling her folds skim along the imprint of his dick feeling a warm abundance submerging and soaking her underwear.
Eren moaned heavily his mouth agape as his head rested against her chest unclipping her bra. Her breast slipped gracefully allowing him to imprint the concept of her nude upper body on top of him.
His index and middle finger trailed along the side of her waist like a serpent about to strike its prey before they met her spine trailing up and down at an enduring speed following across her collar bone and down to her breast revolving around her areola as Y/N let out a swallowed moan apt to his potent touch.
His mouth dangerously met her nipples as his searing tongue twirled around it allowing Y/N to arch her back as Eren's other hand trickled down her ribs as Y/N's nails lightly dug into the flesh just past his shoulder blades.
"Fuck," She uttered as she began grinding on him. Eren felt his precum exuding through the tip as he abruptly picked Y/N up laying her on the bed.
His hands encountered her neck propelling her to look up as he left a row of butterfly kisses on the crook finally witnessing her earring flickering each time her head moved to the side.
"Who gave you that?"
He asked thumb trailing along the crystals as Y/N's hand met the earring on the other side of her ear.
"Jean," She simply replied glowering up at him as Eren smacked his teeth lowly.
"Take them off," Eren said bluntly as Y/N pursed her lips together swallowing her spit.
"Why?" She questioned.
"Because they're ugly," He simply replied reaching for her ear and taking them off as Y/N glared at him gloomily.
"Don't lose it cause I'm gonna put them back on okay?" She said but wasn't met with a retort watching Eren put both of the earrings on the corner of his bed as he reached for Y/N's face once more kissing her passionately.
Y/N kissed him back with him going lower down to her chin and then her collarbone as she gasped heavily looking up at his ceiling which illuminated a dark shade of red biting her lip and biting back a moan as Eren's fingers started untying the knot from her sweatpants.
Her mind trailed into thinking about Jean again as she squeezed her eyes shut. One day she's hanging out with him sweet talking to him constantly and the next day she was having promiscuous sex with his close friend not taking his feelings into accountability. Even though she didn't owe him anything, finding out that your crush is discreetly fucking your best friend while he finds it humorous to blatantly boast about it to his face was really embarrassing and sad.
Y/N wrapped her fingers constantly around his black bed sheets trying to divert her mind into something else feeling Eren pull her sweatpants down the cold air striking her thighs causing her to shudder a little. She lightly pushed Eren onto the bed using her feet as she straddled onto his lap and pulled up his white t-shirt kissing his neck hungrily as Eren moaned deeply keeping his mouth slightly agape.
She wasn't thinking straight. She just wanted to feel the pristine pleasure and ecstasy from Eren fucking her and to get Jean out of her mind. Her hand slipped into his boxers wrapping around the girth of his cock as she began stroking on the length thumb rubbing against the slit feeling the gory texture of his precum spreading around the tip more earning another loud moan from him as he gripped onto the bed sheets.
She pulled down his sweats and boxers at a hastened pace staring at him completely bricked up from below her as she gulped at the mere size. She would never get used to his size no matter how many times they've fucked.
Eren smirked before laying her down on the bed her head sinking into the pillow as he pulled down her black thong which had pink lace crocheted onto the hem. His two fingers separated her folds as Y/N let out an audible gasp tensing her stomach her muscles outlining.
He began rubbing as she lifted her head chewing on her inner cheek to stop herself from becoming a moaning pleasurable mess. Eren felt the coarse of her wetness soaking his fingers as he separated her inner folds tip rubbing the entrance of her vagina.
"Fuck me," She muttered separating her legs wider her feet enclosing around him pushing his pelvis even more towards her as Eren nodded slightly pushing his tip into the entrance of her cunt. He closed the gap between them pulling her in for a sloppy kiss sucking on her tongue as he inserted his full length.
Eren pulled away face still an inch away from hers staring into her captivating eyes as he began ruthlessly fucking her swear words escaping from her lips her eyebrows furrowing as she closed her eyes the image of Jean's melancholic expression staring sabres deeply through her heart engraving her thoughts once again.
"You're quieter than you usually are," Eren acknowledged watching her stare at him making his pace decrease as Y/N shook her head compelling a smile.
"I'm fine," She breathed in sharply fluttering her eyes and voiding away the miscellaneous thoughts in her mind as Eren furrowed his brows slightly.
"I ain't fucking you good enough," He stated pulling one of her legs towards her chest as her feet rested on his shoulders penetrating through her walls without care replenishing her with overwhelming pleasure and causing her to wrap her delicate fingers around his wrist gripping onto to it as Eren began sucking her breast tucking his arm across her back as she arched moaning out his name wildly as he continued to thrust into her at the same position.
"Oh my god," She moaned from her lips feeling herself about to reach her all end as she gripped onto Eren's hair gently as he thrust in her at a fastened pace.
"Fuck Eren fuckk—" She dragged out nails digging into his shoulders.
"Good girl keep on moaning my fucking name," He sneered nodding his head and gritting his teeth together moaning softly feeling her walls throb around his dick. He pounded into her his veins protruding out of his arms as he rested his hands on the bed stand.
She moaned his name feeling herself about to reach her high as she creamed all over his dick moaning loudly grasping onto his arm as Eren's thrusts became gradual and sloppier due to her cum.
He nutted inside her witnessing her cum with a variety of his semen exuding out of her vagina smearing her inner and outer folds again as he pulled out poising over her and sitting on the edge of the bed.
His legs reached the carpet as he pulled up his boxers. He tied his hair into a high messy bun, grabbed a water bottle from his bed stand, and drank from it while he picked up his phone.
Y/N put on her underwear and pulled up his bed sheets to cover her body as she laid her head on his pillow sighing loudly and staring at his ceiling. Before she knew it, her eyes started to sting and overflow with tears as they descended horizontally down her cheek onto his pillow case as she bit her lower lip trying to devour in her cry so Eren wouldn't notice.
It was one of those cries that you tried your best to suppress but you just ended up hyperventilating since you couldn't breathe and becoming a crying mess embarrassing yourself because you just couldn't hide it anymore.
Those feeble whimpers became evident as Eren instantly turned around putting his phone away and looking at Y/N who had tears streaming down her face as his stomach sank bitterly.
"Why are you crying, did I hurt you?" He asked a bit harshly but it wasn't meant to come out that way since he was internally panicking and perplexed as to why she suddenly started crying out of the blue.
Y/N laid back up from his bed gasping and wiping her wet cheeks. "It's fine, I'm going home," She whispered as she shuffled to the edge of his bed before being hauled back by Eren.
"Y/N are you okay, did I do something?" He asked as his brows furrowed as Y/N stayed silent trying to yank her arm away.
"What's wrong?" He asked again.
"I'm fine Eren it's nothing," She shook her head.
"You're not fine, you're literally crying," Eren spoke stubbornly as Y/N sighed loudly wiping her cheeks with the palm of her hands.
"See look I'm not crying anymore I'm fine I promise." She said trying to sound ordinary and forcing a smile as she picked up her hoodie.
"Y/N you're pissing me off, you're clearly not fine if you're crying," Eren spoke with a tone of vexation in his voice watching her turn around and put on her bra.
"For fuck sake," She muttered lowly.
"How you gonna tell me how I feel?" She asked scowling at him for a moment with Eren noticing her red eyes before she turned her head away.
"Like make it make sense," She murmured under her breath.
Eren seized her hoodie from her grip harshly and put it behind him before he forced her onto the bed hovering over her and pinning her wrist.
"I promise you I'm not letting you get changed unless you tell me why you're crying, I've been watching you and you haven't been acting like yourself all fucking day," Eren said glaring at her as tears started streaming down her cheeks once again making her cry uncontrollably before Eren unleashed his grip on her pulling her up into his arms as she covered her face.
Y/N could tell he wasn't joking from the way he spoke and looked at her. But it wasn't any of his concern so why was he acting like he cared all of sudden. She would've expected him to leave her alone and not mention this ever again.
"Tell me what's wrong," He uttered softly her head resting against his shoulder as he pulled her hand away from her face.
"It's Jean," She murmured sniffing loudly as she twisted her fingers.
"Did he hurt you?" Eren asked.
"More like I hurt him," Y/N replied momentarily shaking her head and closing her eyes.
"What did you do?" Eren asked staring down at Y/N as he began wiping her tears with his bedsheets.
"He just told me that he liked me yesterday and—I don't know man it's just making me feel like shit, I just feel guilty." Y/N sighed loudly as she pulled on her eyelashes before lifting her head from his shoulders staring at him.
"...Well do you like him back?" He paused for a little before responding staring at Y/N as she rested her back against his bed stand.
"I don't know," She shrugged indecisively. "I feel like I do but at the same time I don't."
"So just tell him how it is then, come on it's Jean he'll get over it in like a week max," Eren anticipated.
"Eren you don't understand, it's like you don't know your friend for real," Y/N groaned.
"Don't you feel like what you're doing is a bit unethical? Like you know Jean likes me so why are we doing what we're doing?" Y/N asked unsure of Eren's weird demeanour.
"Y/N this sounds like you're trying to break up with me from a relationship we never even had," Eren said as Y/N sighed rubbing her eyes.
"Think about it, how would you feel if Jean was to fuck your crush?" Y/N demanded staring up at the shirtless boy.
"I can't lie I would probably feel like shit but this ain't about me right now," Eren replied as Y/N scoffed rolling her eyes. He could be so thick in the head sometimes it was aggravating to the core.
"But look," Eren moved closer towards her drawing her towards his chest and giving her a subtle embrace as Y/N wrapped her arms around his waist.
"Don't worry about it okay," He said as Y/N nodded slightly as he began stroking her hair breathing lightly.
"I care about you so whenever you're feeling down or having boy issues or even Mommy issues you know who to come to you can just call my phone—"
"You never pick up though," Y/N cut him off.
"Yeah, you're right...I promise I'll start picking up your calls from now on," He said as Y/N chuckled.
"So when you're feeling down, you can just come to me and I'll hold you, make you feel good and take the pain away. Even when it doesn't include sex I'll still make you feel better you feel me?" Eren asked as Y/N felt her cheeks heating up.
She never knew that Eren could have a heartwarming side to him at times. Even though he presents it weirdly, it wasn't inadequate, he was capable of comprehending how she felt. She just wanted to tell him how she felt about him at this point because it was starting to become overwhelming. She just hoped he wasn't telling her shit that he wanted her to hear just because she was upset.
"Do you feel better?" He asked shaking her shoulders.
"No," Y/N replied wrapping her arms around his waist tightly.
"Woe is me too I guess," Eren sighed staring up at his ceiling.
"Can you hold me for a bit longer?" She asked gazing up at him.
Eren didn't reply but just merely laid down pulling her down onto his chest while rubbing circles on the back of her neck.
They stayed like this in pure silence just for a moment before Y/N spoke up.
"I have to go home," Y/N said realising the time.
"It's so late though," Eren stated checking the time on her hearing Y/N yawn loudly.
"I'll just order myself an Uber." She muttered looking for her phone.
"Stop stressing yourself out and just stay for the night, always gotta make things so difficult," Eren smacked his teeth before yawning.
"But your Mom...wouldn't she say something?" Y/N asked.
"She won't care," Eren murmured.
"And I also have school," Y/N whispered.
"Fuck school Y/N," Eren momentarily replied as Y/N scoffed.
"Your mental health should be your top priority," He insisted.
"Fine I'll stay," Y/N replied closing her eyes.
"Thank you Eren, I feel a lot better" She uttered lowly hearing his heartbeat against her ear.
"Don't worry about it,"
〖✰ 〗Bro this chapter took me a whole week to write
But anyways team Jean or Eren?
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