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〖✰ 〗They walked on the sidewalk together with Jean still inches behind her their footsteps touching against the concrete floor only being heard.

Y/N walked slower so that she could be besides Jean as she looked at him.

"...I'm sorry for ending the call on you last night—if that's what you're upset about..." Y/N trailed off.

"It's fine." He shrugged it off chewing on the inside of his cheek as he looked down.

Y/N still kept staring at him for a couple of seconds before she decided to speak up.

"Can you at least look at me then?" Y/N asked trying not to be rude but it ended up being rude anyways.

Jean huffed glaring at her as cold air escaped from his mouth and nose.

"If you're angry at me about something else then say how you feel now, otherwise fix your attitude cause there's no point in staying angry at me if you're not gonna tell me what the issue is." Y/N demanded already having enough of him because of his behaviour.

Jean just merely kept quiet staring at the road besides them as cars drove by.

"I'm going home." Y/N turned around putting her hands inside her pockets and walking away.

"Fucking bullshit," She smacked her teeth mumbling under her breath.

"Y/N, wait," Jean called out to her as grabbed her arm harshly.

"Jean I ain't got time for this—" She dragged her arm off him turning around.

"Chill out bro, I told you to wait." Jean held her arm as Y/N sighed rolling her eyes.

"I'm fucking pissed off, I need a drink." Jean muttered as they crossed the road even though there was cars crossing by with Jean still holding Y/N's arm.

Y/N stood outside the convenience store waiting for Jean outside as he exited the store holding a bottle of Smirnoff vodka as walked past her.

She followed quietly from behind him as he lead her through a huge park with a few benches lined up on the pathway.

A couple of joggers ran through as they walked past them sitting on the wooden bench that was in the middle.

"Is drinking on a Tuesday afternoon your way of relieving stress?" Y/N asked as she crossed her legs leaning her back down on the bench.

Jean didn't reply, instead he sighed leaning down on the bench too as he pulled down the hood of his Tommy Hilfiger windbreaker jacket.

Y/N took out her phone scrolling through Instagram whilst she liked a couple of her friends pictures. Jean didn't look like he was ready to talk so Y/N decided to leave him until he felt like it.

She heard him open the bottle as it made a little popping sound. He then after downed a quarter of the drink down as Y/N stared in amusement.

"You drink like you're a single widowed mom with three kids, what's your issue?" Y/N kind of insulted side glaring at him up and down.

"Just shut up." He muttered handing her the bottle as Y/N paused but took the bottle from him anyways.

The bottle neared her lips as she took a little sip before grimacing pursing her lips together as her tongue made a continuous 'tack' noise.

"Give if back if you're not gonna drink it," Jean said holding his hand out before Y/N slightly pushed it away shaking her head.

"Wait," She spoke before taking two small gulps from the drink trying her best not to cringe herself to death as she wiped her mouth with the arm of her jacket.

Y/N handed him the bottle as he drank out of it again.

"And also, lose the attitude when you're around me—like I know you're pissed off but come on now." Y/N tilted her head to the side staring at him.

"You can't stay angry at me forever."

"Tell me what's wrong?" She said pushing his arm a little as Jean twisted to lid of the bottle shut.

"It's nothing," Jean spoke almost in a whisper.

"Jean," Y/N said sternly. "You can't just bring me all way here in this weather and just say it's nothing."

It's not that Jean didn't want to say it but it was sort of an embarrassing reason to be mad at her for something that was out of her control. But that was just the type of person he is. He found it hard to not let things get to him but they end up doing so and they make him act and feel some type of way.

Even when no one is to blame.

It was easy for him to forgive but that one instinct that he had was he could never forget.

He hated those vulnerable traits of him. Being sensitive and taking things to heart. It made him envy people like Eren who was selfish and arrogant and couldn't give a flying fuck about his feelings and other peoples.

"Nah it's fine for real, I'll walk with you to the train station if that's what you're worried about." He stated.

Y/N smacked her teeth and rolled her eyes shaking her head. She hated when people would beat around the bush and not tell her what the issue is.

"Jean you're getting on my nerves. Like don't know what's the problem with you men and hiding your emotions and shit." Y/N murmured stuffing her hands into her pockets.

"I'm going home by myself I don't want you to come with me." Y/N said not caring if it was rude or not as she stood up.

"Okay fine!" Jean raised his voice huffing loudly.

"Just why did you have to go and fuck Eren?" Jean asked pettily as Y/N squinted both her eyes gazing at him.

"That's what you're mad about?" Y/N asked giving him a confused expression as Jean blushed nodding his head.

Y/N sighed lightly before sitting down on the bench next to him.

"I don't know, I just did." Y/N replied simply shrugging.

"Why?" Y/N asked as Jean frowned.

"He's just..."

"He's a man whore, yes I know." Y/N nodded cutting him off.

"And also, he doesn't know how to treat people....how should I say it? In a good way. He's gonna break your heart and give you the pieces while laughing at your face." Jean explained.

"Jesus Christ man that's your friend." Y/N blew a raspberry.

"Yeah I know but that doesn't automatically mean I agree with the way he acts."

"Okay." Y/N simply said.

"You like him don't you?" Jean asked as Y/N paused.

"No." Y/N shook her head digging her nails into her palms as she breathed out a cold fog of air.

"Good, just don't fuck him anymore." He trailed off fidgeting with his nails and picking at the dead skin around his cuticles.

"So should I fuck you instead or what?" Y/N asked leaning closer towards him her shoulder grazing again his as her index finger twirled around the Tommy Hilfiger logo on his chest.

"Pardon?" Jean looked at her almost startled as his face went flushed.

Y/N bursted out laughing shortly after as she covered her mouth.

"You're so cute man, I was only joking." Y/N replied standing up again and yawning.

"You're so annoying." Jean replied standing up too. "And you still haven't replied to me."

"Fine, I won't fuck Eren."