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Before you start reading, don't forget to watch the book trailer. Lots of love,Author.

Emma's POV

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I took a deep breath. That was what Google definitions said about love. Jungkook's confession had turned my life upside down, today was his birthday and he fucking proposed me. He loves me? My feet and hands are going cold and numb, what should I say to him? I asked him some time, but in the evening, at the party, I have to give him in an answer. From above definitions, there are some things which I feel, but some facts are still so new to me. Like I don't think I even feel that way, do I really love him? Should I say a yes? Or no? Will he make me his girlfriend?

Being such a studious girl, how can't I not simply understand this fact?!!!! Urgh! The frustration was killing me.

Here's How to Tell If You Love Someone - and What to Do

1. Your thoughts return to them regularly

Maybe you frequently think back to your last interaction or plan your next meeting. You want to tell them about your experiences every day: the great, the awful, and the ordinary.

Yes, I definitely think about him and the moments we spend together. I can see flashes of those, I remember each and every thing and he is somehow always on my mind.

2. You feel safe with them

Trust is generally a key component of love. If you've experienced relationship trauma or heartbreak before, you might assign particular importance to this sense of emotional safety.

When you see them, you might notice your tension relaxes, in much the same way as it does when you return home after a long day.

Obviously, the time I went for the dinner with all seven of them, but he calmed me down and then he protected me from Liana.

3. Life feels more exciting

The rush of hormones associated with love can make everything seem more exciting, particularly when you know you'll see them soon. Time might seem to fly by when you're together and crawl like a turtle after they leave.

Agreed...

4. You want to spend a lot of time together

Loving someone often means wanting to spend plenty of time with them, so you might find yourself craving their company more than ever before.

I wish maybe...

5. You feel a little jealous of other people in their life

Jealousy is an emotion like any other. Generally speaking, it's what you do with jealousy that matters. Talking about your feelings never hurts, but you might want to skip the digital snooping and social media stakeouts.

Not at all probably because he doesn't have any ex girlfriend or something like that.

"So as per this thing, I love him. Yeah I really do love him but maybe as a bestfriend? Can two best friends date each other?" I spoke a little loud. There was no one in the room I guess.

"Can two best friends sleep with each other and one of them fingers the other? Can the two best friends help each other and walk hand in hand like couple? Can two best friends satisfy each other's sexual desires?"

"That's what me and JK do!" I said and turned around to see Meng.

"So of course two of you can date too!" She spat.

"Wait a minute, how do you know all this?" I asked, a bit embarrassed about the fact.

"That's another topic, we'll discuss it later. Right now tell me what are you doing?"

"Testing if I'm in love?" I spoke.

"I can't believe such an intelligent student doing all this shit! You know what you're in love that's why your IQ level has gone down!" Meng Meng made me sit on the bed.

"Really? Loving him will make me a Dumbo?" I asked.

"Hey are you stupid or you're acting like one? Emma, you are the great Emma, the erotic book writer, the class debater, the bold and outgoing intelligent Emma. Are you that stupid to realise your inner feelings?" She held my arm and squeezed it lightly.

I sat there not reacting, when she said, "You want to say a no to him? He will go from your life, maybe you still remain friends, and later on he gets some other girlfriend..."

"No, he can't ! He can't leave me for some other girl." My inner self got worried and tensed as soon as she said that.

"Then what is the problem? Go grab his hand! He loves you, he has confessed you, you two share something, you two have spent so much time together, he has helped you so many times, he really loves you!"

I thought for a while, Jungkook I met when I first came, and Jungkook who I know now, is two different people. He has changed himself for me, and why will he lie about loving me? He loves me and I can't afford to lose him at any cost. "I am saying a yes!" I told Meng Meng and she hugged me.

"Yes baby yes! You two love each other! Throw this best friend thing in trash and get into the real thing, LOVE!" she whispered in my ears and I could feel my heart beat racing fast at the thought of it.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook!" I smiled.

Jungkook's POV

The party was happening at Namjoon hyung's fret house. Rihanna noona had done all the arrangements along with the others. I was hella stressed about how was Emma going to respond to my confession. For the first time in my life, I had been thinking a lot. All the things we did in the morning, her surprises, the boat, and the make out session we had, it was all fresh in my mind. I opened my phone to see the wallpaper, it was her picture smiling near the lights. I had taken it while she showed me how she had decorated the thing. I zoomed in the photo, to see her delicate features, those beautiful eyes, the ones which never failed to make me fall more for her and then those lips, those rosy pink lips, the most attractive part about her face after her beautiful pair of eyes. I smiled to myself when Jimin said from behind, "You look handsome!"

I turned around all red and embarrassed, had he seen me like that? "Umm thank you..." I said adjusting my white coat. I gave a glace to myself in the mirror, I was dressed in all white with my hair combed at one side. "What were you doing huh? Seeing your girlfriend's pictures?" He chuckled.

(Jungkook's attire above)

"She is still...."

"She will say a yes!" He replied.

"You are saying this to assure me right? You don't know her. She is not like other girls, though she loves my company or she has something for me, that too maybe, still she is not the one to enter into relationships?!" I argued.

"You are already in a relationship Dumbo!"

"I know but it's sort of satisfying each other..."

"Best friends don't do that stuff you know that. Best friends don't sleep together for fuck's sake Jungkook! They don't kiss each other at such private places or do anything like that! Whom are you trying to fool?"

"I am not fooling anyone...", I sat on the chair.

"Then what? Why are you thinking she will not accept your proposal? She has no option then to accept it!"

"It's her wish of course.."

"She loves you, have you ever seen how she looks at you? She likes being around you and she was comfortable enough to be that private to you! What more hints do you need... FRIENDSHIP IS LOVE SET ON FIRE!" he yelled making me look at him.

"Jimin...will she say a yes?" I asked him.

"Yesss definitely! Hundred and ten percent! Now don't sit here with such a sad face, let's go down! She will be coming... Don't you want to see her?"

"Okay let's go!" I was really waiting to see her. Because her coming will of course lead to her saying what she thinks of my confession. Hope everything goes well, I sighed and went down with him.

Everyone was all ready enjoying the party, drinks, music, snacks, and people gossiping here and there. But in the amidst of this crowd, my eyes searched for her. For the one I was waiting for...

I stood near the drinks counter that made me easy to look ahead of the way, from where people were entering. I waited and waited for God knows how long, but she wasn't anywhere. Is she upset? Will she come?

"Hey Jungkookie come here! Let's dance for a while!" Hobi hyung came to me and before I could say something, he dragged me to the dance floor. The music was quite loud, I wasn't able to hear anything but seeing all of them enjoy, I got eased for a bit.

Suddenly I could feel someone's ass hitting my back, I felt uncomfortable and started to shift when the owner of that ass held my hand. "Hey won't you like to dance with me baby?" The girl spoke, trying to act seductive.

"Sorry, I don't know you. Move aside!" I shoved her off when she clinged to my coat, "Where are you going boy?" She whispered against my ears, alcohol stinking from her mouth.

"Fuck off please!" I was already frustrated as I couldn't see Emma anywhere and now this slut. I pushed her off and went out of the crowd. I looked here and there, but she wasn't in the party. Fuck!

I couldn't wait any longer hence I called her, the phone ringed but she didn't pick up. The hell is she doing?! I kept on calling her again and again, but she didn't pick a single call. I slammed my fist against the wall. "You fucking idiot, you ruined everything! Jungkook you lost her!" I mentally cursed myself and asked the waiter for a drink.

After drinking for a while, my eyes again rotated around the scene if I could catch a glimpse of her. "She won't come!" I smirked to myself and with wobbly legs decided to walk out of the fret house.

"Jungkook we have to cut the cake? Where are you going?" Taehyung yelled from the corner.

"I'll be back!" I shouted and laughing, moved out of the fret house.

I inhaled the fresh air, as I walked towards the garden. The stars were shining brightly today, I smirked to myself. "How could I ruin my special day just like that? I shouldn't have said that! She hates me now..." I took support of the railing and hung my head down. I was tipsy, and my stomach was qualmish. I had drunk a lot and maybe I just wanted to puke out. It was getting hard for me to control that urge.

"Jungkook....!!!" As soon as I fell on the pathway, I heard a shout followed by some clattering of heels.

I saw her, she was here. My Emma was here, a smile came to my face as she sat next to me and held my arm. "Hey what happened Jungkook?" She spoke.

I looked at her, she was looking so beautiful today, with her beautiful hair all blowing lightly with the wind, her pink glossy lips inviting my lips to taste them, the moles under her lip, the one diagonally placed, and then my eyes landed on the sexy dress she was wearing. For the first time in a while I wanted to hide her from everyone, she was wearing a V necked pretty blue gown which had a slit on the left thigh, making it visible to me. I looked at her eyes, which had concern in them.

(Emma's attire above)

"Jungkook the fuck are you smiling for? Get up!" She was worried and that made me smile more. Slowly I got up from the ground and she picked up my mobile phone and the two of us now stood near the railing together. "I am a little drunk I guess!" I rubbed the back of my neck when she nodded.

"Oh you should have not drunk that much then. Why are you here? Let's go inside, the party is happening right?"

"Why did you come here?" I asked her, looking straight into her deep eyes when she spoke, "To celebrate your birthday!"

The fuck?! I was expecting her to say something else. This intelligent girl can also become so dumb sometimes. She held my hand and started to walk out when I gripped her waist from behind and turned her around. "You need to answer me first!" I said, moving my face close to her, and I could already see the goosebumps on her neck skin. That was the effect I had on her body. She closed her eyes as I whispered again, "What are you here for Emma? Aren't you going to tell me what did you decided?" I kept rubbing my hand on her waist and the other one gently rubbed her naked back. Her back arched as she came closer to me.

"Emma baby speak, do you want to say a yes....", I said and placed a wet kiss on her neck, my other hand playing with the strap of her dress, she shivered, "or a no..." I said and bit her neck making her chest raise an up and down movement. Her heart beat had increased.

I dug my head in the crook of her neck, my other hand slowly sliding down her strap. "No Jungkook not here..." She managed to say when I looked into her eyes and holding her hand took her to the area behind the wall. She was caged between my arms now, our eyes not leaving each other. "Emma what's the answer?" I spoke again pinning her hands on the top of her head, my other hand holding it tightly while my lips went for her collar bone now. Her scent was intoxicating, almost making me lose all my sanity, I just wanted to fuck her right then and there against the wall, but I had to control.

"Baby yes or no...", I said and completely slided off the sleeve of her dress, giving my a bare view of her soft skin, and the upper portion of her supple breasts. She slightly wiggled as my crotch rubbed against her womanhood, I knew how to make her speak. "Emma fucking speak girl! I am needy...", I trailed my eyes down her breasts and with the other hand was about to slide the other sleeve off when she squirmed, "Jungkook...please...."

"Please what baby..." I slowly started to squeeze her breasts lightly earning a groan from her. "Baby do you love me?" I asked and she nodded. Fuck! She nodded.... "Words baby words..." I muttered against her ears as I pinched her erected nipple from above the dress, "Ouch...Yes!"

She fucking said yes!

I grabbed her by her throat, a little gently but enough to make her look at me with a scared expression. "I said proper words!" I ordered and hand moved towards her womanhood covered under that gown. "Jungkook I Iove you! Yes yes I love you...." She muttered before I could do something more to her and that's when I crashed my lips against hers. The two of us kept kissing the hell out of each other, her fingers digging in my hair as I pushed her more towards the wall.

After a "FIVE MINUTE" kiss we seprated and I saw her blush, she pulled up her sleeves and I buttoned up my shirt nicely, smoothening it. "Emma are you ready?"

"For what?" She asked with that innocent face of hers.

I bent down on my knees and took out the last thing I had kept for today, if she would say a yes. Taking the small box out of my hand, I opened it infront of her, seeing the ring fitted into it, she covered her mouth with her hands. "Jungkook...I...I am...so...short of words..." Her eyes were watery.

"It's a love story...Baby...just say yes...." I sang aloud to her when she sat down suddenly and hugged me.

"Yes yes yes!!!" She sniffled on my shoulder as I rubbed her back with one hand and the other held the ring.

Next, I slided the ring in her finger and she was so happy to receive it. She looked at me with an expression I had never seen on her face before. "Jungkook...thank you so much..for all this..."

"Thank you Emma for making me who I am today. Thank you for making me feel those things which I thought I couldn't feel ever. Thank you for giving a type to this man, who said, no girl is my type..." I chuckled, "I can't believe I fucking proposed that same arrogant rude girl I met one summer morning..."

"And I can't believe that I accepted it so easily. A proposal by a man whom I hated to core..." She laughed and I looked at her.

"That smile, I could do anything to keep it on her face forever..." I smiled to myself.

Then, we stood up and decided to walk back to the party. I came out of the fret house all disappointed and irritated but now I was just so happy and refreshed. This had to be the best of my Birthdays, on my special day, I had got the hand of someone special, which I was going to hold forever from now.

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I hope you guys loved the confession, I wanted to make it more unique or something but I guess I couldn't..🥺💕 nvm.. Let's be happy for them♥️

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