PROPOSAL 💍

Rushing to Namjoon's form, he pushes the elder on the door, his hand digging in the bunch of his hair as he presses his firm and warm lips over Namjoon's. Namjoon freezes at his place, cold sweat running down his spine as he shut his eyelids tightly. Jimin didn't move his lips, he kept staring at the elder, trying to figure what he's doing to his heart. He blamed Namjoon for everything, for every confusion he was feeling. 

Tears clogged in Namjoon's gaze as he parted his lips to breathe, a little warm blow of air hitting Jimin's lips. 

"Please…" he begged, pushing Jimin's hands off his form. Namjoon isn't weak but he was struggling at the moment. He felt terrible. Jimin made him feel terrible. 

"I… Joon. I am sorry. I… I shouldn't have done that," Jimin apologized, breaking his heart. He loved that man with all his heart and what did he do in return? He just kissed him without any feeling towards him, he kissed him and used him.

This kiss was a mistake… he means it was a mistake!

Don't stoop so low, honey… I've loved you, 

I won't be able to cope with it…

Composing himself, he takes a deep breath. Namjoon's wet blurry gaze meets Jimin's, breaking the heart of the younger. Jimin didn't wish to make him cry. 

"Namjo…" he gets cut off by a stern voice.

"I… I think you should take a rest. Also, we do not need to talk about what happened right now. It was a mistake, right? So let it stay the same," his sharp voice was like a knife to Jimin's weak heart. He understood what triggered Namjoon more than the kiss. He obviously didn't mean to label the kiss as a mistake, he blurted out in the panicking state. He was afraid that Namjoon would misinterpret and think Jimin used him but either way it happened and everything messed up.

"Namjoon," he steps towards the elder, his palm tugging on his arm as he tries to stop the man.

"I am sorry. I didn't mean to label it as a mistake. I was confused… heck, I am still now! Sometimes you make me lose my mind and my body reacts unwillingly to myself and sometimes I find us, you and me, so hard to gather. We are two men. I know it's alright in this world… but I haven't been with anyone. I've loved a woman before, flirted with few and now you just dropped in my world and ruined everything. You make me question, make me feel so many things all at once. And it… it's just so confusing," he breaths, his small voice pinching Namjoon's soft soul. He knew Jimin was confused and needed time to figure out his sexuality. How cannot be it confusing? He's been with women all his life and suddenly Namjoon's three months of love and care is making him lose his sh*t. 

"I know, min… Jimin. I know. And it's okay to get confused. Nothing can question what you are feeling right now. Everyone goes through this phase where it's hard to understand our sexuality and it's alright to take time. But what you did just right now was wrong, very wrong of you. You shouldn't kiss me or anyone when you are not sure, and then mark it as a mistake. It hurts, more than you think. Take your time, work on yourself, recognise if it's real or just infatuation because of the attraction, and then take a step ahead," he removed Jimin's hand and by giving a small squeeze on his knuckles, he passed his lover a small smile. He was a little hurt but he completely understood Jimin's side. It's not easy to get a clear vision of who you like.

"Thanks. And I am sorry for doing that… for labelling that mistake. I liked how your cheeks were flushed when I kissed you," he controlled the smirk growing on his edges while Namjoon left the room without saying anything further, his blush creeping once again. While Jimin just wished for what he's feeling to be love and not just infatuation. 

Three months later

"Y/n! Love!!!" Jungkook's yell paints the walls of the room, waking the sleeping Bam as you shake your head with a chuckle. You are used to it but clearly, Bam will need some more time. 

"Sorry, baby. Your dad woke you up," you ruffle the waking pup's neck and by getting up, you walk upstairs to reach the shared room of you two. As you twist the knob, entering the room you are met with a man struggling with his tie, making you laugh at the sight. 

"Aish. Don't laugh at your husband's misery. Please help me," he pulls the two ends of the tie, yanking it off from his neck as you nod and walk up to him.

Reaching him, you slide the cloth piece around his neck once again. You twirl one side over the other, form a small pocket to get a good look at the triangle forming at the end. While Jungkook's eyes fail to glance at anywhere else other than your form. A small smile, loving gaze, soft fingertips brushing over his neck whenever needed, you make him lose his mind. You make him realise every day that he can never get over you, he will never want to. 

"I love you," he blurts out, catching your attention as you chuckle and nod. 

"I will always you more," a reply from you was enough to assure him that you are his, his love. Sliding his arms around your waist he pulled you closer, flooding you with his warmth. 

"By the way, I am not your wife for now. Remember, we…" he cuts you off. He didn't wish to be reminded of the horrible divorce. 

"I know. But that thing didn't make you lose the title and your place in my life. You were, are and will always be MY WIFE," he asserts, his brows raising to quote his sentence in an assurance. 

"Alright, dearest husband. Is there any special occasion today? You are wearing the beautiful tie you said you'll wear on something notable day," you wrap your words along with the tying of the tie as he nods with his bunny smile.

"Yeah. It's a special day. I'll let you know once I get back home," he winks at you while his words sound flirty, confusing you. But you nod to let him go to work as you don't want him to get late. 

After his leave, you work on your pending assignments along with a few meetings of your dad company. You started working again and took many new hobbies in this span of months. Jungkook has always been a helping lover, understanding and staying awake with you whenever you panic over something. 

"Woof! Woof!" You are brought to the world again by Bam's bark. He snuggles in your leg as you shut your laptop and take him in your lap. Your hands caress his skin while you talk to him about the annoying sir you have to bear in your online lectures. 

"Y/n. This parcel is delivered on your name," Mina's voice chirp in the room, making you squint your gaze in confusion. You hardly receive any parcel and if there's any, you are informed beforehand. 

Settling Bam on the ground carefully, you reach her and take the parcel. It wasn't heavy but still not light weighted too. Your hand tug on the ribbon, stretching it open as you unwrapped the gift paper. The wooden box comes in sight as you unlock the lock and meet a gorgeous black satin fabric sewed up in a dress. But before you reach dress, there was a letter like in ancient times ochre-coloured paper. You tug your fingers on it and unfold it. 

"Dear love, 

It's me. The man who's head over heels for you. Argh, that was a creepy and cringe line I know. And I am sorry for that, hehe. By the way, did you get any idea behind this surprise and dress? I hope you do. 

Love, it's been more than five years since I've loved you, since I've become more mature (of course, that wasn't your responsibility but you changed me into a better person). I know you love me and I hope you think of the future with me just how I do. Even if you don't… that's fine, trust me. 

Honey, I'll try my best to not let my thorns prickle you ever. And yes, we were destined to be grown in the same garden… two roses can grow in the same garden with love.

Can you do me a favour? Can you please wear this lovely dress and bring my wife to the resort 'Love = food' after the twilight at seven. I'll be waiting for you. I know it'll be hard for you to take steps towards me and the resort but if you decide to take it, I promise I'll not let you down. I'll never let you down again. 

Yours,Kook. 

"Fck!" Your palm covers your mouth as you try to protect Bam from hearing cursing. 

Is this for real?

Is he real?

Is he doing it in real?

Proposal? Love? Marriage?

He remembers the rose thing!

How does he remember everything?

Why is he so sweet and so careful with his words? 

"Oh, Jungkook," you sigh, fresh tears rolling down your cheeks as you fold the paper only to confront a quote written on the back of it.

'Don't shed tears. It's overwhelming I know. But don't cry, please. I have loved you… and I can never imagine you crying because of me'

"You'll kill me," you sigh, curling the letter and holding it near your chest, hugging it. 

No one can love me like you…

No one can bear me like you…

You are crazy, kook!

"Thank you," you mutter, pulling the dress out of the bag. You check the dress and a smile disappears off your lips. 

A sleeveless dress?

You gulp the dry lump down your guts seeing the dress. Your gaze lands on your arms which had the spots of the scars you marked. The dress will reveal every inch of the skin, exhibiting the scars too. Your breath rags against your ribs as you stare at the dress.

Did Jungkook forget about the scars?

You know he won't do anything to trouble or trigger you. You trust him.

As you sigh and put the dress in a box to give a thought about wearing it for the night, you find a label instead of a price tag on the waistline.

"Love your skin as much as I love it. You have no idea how pretty that milky skin is… get up my queen and wear it," 

"I'll kill you one day. God! Stop with all these sweet things. I am not used to this," you mumble, caressing your temple and hiding the flushed cheeks. 

"I guess I'll have to wear you now," you wiggle your brows, talking to the dress. You unlock your phone to check the time and decide to start change and get ready. 

You send off Bam with Mina and by stripping yourself, you stare at your naked body for a few minutes with a blank expression. Scars. Murky stabs on skin. You have ruined yourself more but you are getting back to loving yourself little by little. Wearing the perfect lacy bikini you bought a month ago due to Rose's whining, you control the smirk thriving on your edges. 

Sliding your finger in the gorgeous black dress you pull it over your head, you adjust the fabric along the length of your body. As it fits perfectly around your form you couldn't help but chuckle at how precise Jungkook's observations are. You tuck your hand behind your back and pull the chain of it. Twirling around you check the fitting of it once again. You still have two hours. You decide to let your hair loose with a few lazy curls along the ends of it. And while you style your hair you think of going for a nude yet bold makeup look to complement the dress. You'll take care not to overdo it. 

Time flies off as you bid byes to Bam and Mina, getting in the car Jungkook send. The car drove you to the resort before you even glanced at the road. You were busy with your thoughts maybe that is why you failed to check on the surroundings. 

Is this the end?

Will everything stay the same?

Will he love me the same after this?

Will he not change? What if he takes me for granted once again?

He won't… but… what if he does?

As the car stops you get off the car, shrugging the negative thought and trying to focus on the best things coming for you two. Walking inside the resort, you are guided by the staff to the place you assumed as the back of the resort. They leave you at the door, asking you to open it and guide yourself from here. 

Buckling your palm over the knob, you take a deep breath, gulping the huge lump down your throat. 

Please don't change anything after tonight…

Let me love him the same… let him love me the same… let us be the same!

Pushing it open, you meet with the darkness as you expected. A huge spotlight falls over your figure, making you squint your eyes for a second. But soon you find your way to Jungkook. 

Perfect. 

END!! END!!

We are marching to the end of the story? Oh god. That's overwhelming.

Thank you to each one of you for staying and giving this story so much love. It's didn't have a normal plot, kisses and smut as much as a normal book should have but the love is given by you all... Made this book reach this far. I swear I would have ended it with the worst ending... But now, I am loving it. I am loving how every character is evolving, caring, and loving their other halves. Especially Jungkook because I am damn sure, he'll or he is like the one here... Loving his partner with his everything, boosting their courage, finding his home in them, embracing them when he feels low.

Thanks for staying here and reading it❤👑