Chapter 07 - Something In Me Just Snapped

Ohm's POV

I woke up the next day. I checked my phone. A lot, and by a lot I mean A LOT of people texted me and DMed me about me and Perth, most of them congratulating me on my new relationship. What the fuck. I ignored all of them. I didn't want to waste anymore time. I went to campus, wanting to look for Nanon. Instead, I saw Drake and my blood boiled. I went to him and punch him right on the face. "You fucking bastard." I'm so fucking mad at him. He fell to the ground, surprised look on his face. "What did I do wrong?" he asked while rubbing his jaw. "You fucking dare asking what you did wrong?" I clutched his shirt and was about to punch him again, but Perth stopped me, holding me back. "Ohm please stop. Calm down. Don't get mad." he held me back.

I calmed my self down, took a deep breath, and sat on the bench. "Because of you, now my relationship with Nanon is ruined." I told him. Drake, sitting on the other side of the bench, probably afraid I'm going to punch him again, looked confused. "I thought I was helping you. You liked Perth right? Why? How? Why Nanon? Since when?" he asked. "Enough about that, right now Ohm likes Nanon, Ohm doesn't like me like that, and we need to find Nanon. I tried calling and texting him but he didn't reply at all." Perth explained. "Of course he won't, he dropped his phone at my apartment last night. I tried looking for him at his apartment, he wasn't there. I also tried his house and he wasn't there." I want to meet him. I need to explain this whole fucking mess to him. Where is he. "Wait, you knew his house address? And he got the key to your apartment?" Drake looked surprised. Nosy bitch. "Yes, I know his address. I also know his dads and his brothers. Happy? Got the information you need? Want to put that on your stories again?" he looked sorry, so I didn't continue. "Let's wait for him to calm down and see if he's going to show up on campus anytime soon." Perth told me. 

Almost two weeks later...

Easier said than done. It's almost two weeks and Nanon hasn't showed up to campus, like, at all. And also, thanks to our campus' stupid rule, we can be absent all we want as long as we got awesome grades, meaning him getting straight As last semester helped him to be absent from campus. It doesn't help that turns out his scholarship is just a 'scholarship', the one who got paid by his dad, meaning he won't get his scholarship taken even if he's absent for the whole semester, or failing every subjects. It's official, I really want to burn this place down. The subjects are hard, and they favored students with awesome grades. It's a discrimination against students with standard grades like me.  Fuck.

Nanon's POV

I've been holed up for almost two weeks now. I holed up in Sea's apartment. I don't want to go out. I can't face the reality. I also haven't bought a new phone. I texted my dads using Sea's phone so they won't get worried. Sea hasn't said a word, but I know I can't live here forever. I need to get back to my apartment at some point, maybe in a near time. I also need to go to campus. But that means I'm going to meet with Ohm and Perth and I'm not sure if I'm ready to face them. They are in a relationship now. Are they happy? Have they done it? Did they do it on Ohm's bed like we did? I can't imagine. This is cruel. Too cruel. Why did I agree to sleep with him in the first place. This is my own fault. My heart ached so bad. I started sobbing again.

"Okay, let's go out tomorrow." Sea told me. It was Friday evening, so tomorrow is Saturday. "Huh?" I don't understand. I munched my liquor ice cream and watched a very sad drama so I have more reasons to cry my eyes out. "I'm so sick of seeing you heartbroken like this. Let's go out. You, me, p'Jimmy, and p'Jimmy's friend. You need to feel sunshine on your face again. You've been like this for two weeks. It's time to move on. You're turning into a zombie and I don't like it." he has a point. "Okay, fine, let's go out." I looked in the mirror. I still look good. Turns out tears made a good skin care routine, except for my eyes that is. My eyes looked horrible, I cried too much. I almost looked like a panda. "Sea, do you have any eyelid cream?" I asked him. "I thought you'd never asked." Like a fairytale grandmother he emerged from his room with eyelid cream, and facial cream, and moisturizer, and lip cream, and some skin care I don't know what that is. "Just because you're sad and heart broken doesn't mean you have to be ugly." he said. That is so true. It's time to be handsome and cute again.

The next day, I was getting ready to go out, when I heard Sea threw up from the bathroom. "Sea, are you okay?" I asked. "No, I guess not." he came out of the bathroom looking pale. "Wow, you look horrible. Should we cancel?" I reached for his phone. "No you can't. P'Jimmy is already on his way to pick us up. Please don't cancel on him." And it's true, cause a minute later the doorbell rang. I opened the door, hugged p'Jimmy and let him in. "Hey kiddo, you ready to go out and have fun?" P'Jimmy is very nice. He didn't ask me one question about what happened. He's just here to support me. I smiled. "I'm ready, but Sea doesn't feel well. Maybe we should just cancel? What about your friend?" I asked. "Oh, he's already on his way to the cafe." P'Jimmy said. "You know what, how about this." Sea came out of the bedroom, still wearing his pajamas. "You go hangout with p'Jimmy's friend, and p'Jimmy can take care of me here." he said. Huh? What the? And then I realized. Oh, so this is his plan all along. I realized his plan. "What? No. I'm not going to hangout with a total stranger. That's weird." I rejected his offer. "You know what, you're right, that is weird. Okay, I'm going to get ready then, even though I feel very very VERY sick right now. Wait for me." he walked to the bedroom, and suddenly run to the bathroom to throw up. He came out looking like shit. I started to feel bad. "Okay, okay, okay, I'm going to meet up with him. You rest here with p'Jimmy." I told him. I can see his expression change. Oh My God, it's a trap, and I fell into it. "Okay, meet him at this cafe. P'Jimmy can drive you there. I'm going to be okay on my own for minutes, an hour top." This is definitely a trap. But he's been so nice to me these past two weeks, I can't say no to this. "Fine. Can I borrow your shoes?" I asked. "Sure babe, they're all yours. Just pick one you want." I started wearing Sea's shoes. "Are you sure you're sick?" I asked him. "Nanon, that's not polite. Usually we asked 'are you sure you're all right' when someone is sick." P'Jimmy told me. "No phi, look at him. I mean, really look at him. He look real fine once I said yes to go there alone." Sea just grinned. "Come on, let's go, you're gonna be late. My friend's already waiting for you." Sea walked me to the front door. 

Ohm's POV

I haven't met Nanon in two weeks. What should I do. Where could I find him. It was Saturday afternoon. I'm alone at my apartment. I think of some way to find him. Suddenly I realized. How can I be so stupid. Phone. Nanon's phone. It's dead, maybe it run out of battery. I plugged it to my cable. It charged. I turned it on. Passcode? I tried to enter his birthday. Wrong passcode. Hmm. 0000. Wrong again. I think of some numbers. Maybe this one is correct. I tried entering my birthday, it went through. So he did like me like a lover. I searched on his contact. Sea. He must be with him. But if I call him, I'm very sure he won't pick up. And maybe he'll end up blocking Nanon's number, knowing I'm the one who called him. Hmm. I think again. Oh, I know how. I opened his online taxi application, and looked at his saved places. My apartment, his apartment, his house, A hotel, and there it is, Sea's apartment. Thank you modern technology. Now I can finally meet Nanon. I'm 100% sure he's there. I tapped the address in to my phone and drive there.

I arrived at Sea's apartment, knocked on his door, and wait. Sea opened the door, and once he saw me he almost slammed the door shut, but I'm faster, so I slammed the door open and got in to the apartment. "Where's Nanon?" I asked. "Nanon's not here." he said, trying to avoid my eye contact. So he knew what's going on. Nanon must've told him. "Wanna try again? Where's Nanon?" I forced him to answer. "He's really not in here." Sea answered. I saw Nanon's shoes on the entrance, and pointed at it. "That is Nanon's shoes. So he must be here. Nanon. Nanon. I need to talk to you. You need to hear me out, please." I tried calling him. "Dude, he really is not in here right now. I mean, it's true, he stayed with me for this past few weeks, but right now he went out on a date with p'Jim's friend." I listened to him, and it feels like someone just punched my stomach. Date? "He went on a date?" I don't believe him. He's lying. He must be. "Yes. I set him up with one of p'Jim's friend and Nanon agreed to go on this date." he talked again. "Where?" I asked him. I have to stop this date. "Not gonna tell you." he's super annoying. "WHERE?!" I shouted. "It's a secret. I'm not gonna tell you. Never. And there's nothing, NOTHING, you can do to make me tell you. You hear me. NOTHING..!!" 

So, according to Sea, he went on a date at this cafe. I drove there in a hurry. I'm not gonna lose my chance with Nanon because of something very very stupid like that. I looked at my gps, I almost arrived at this cafe. I drove faster. I arrived a little while later, parked my car, and walked to this cafe. And that's when I saw him. Nanon, sitting on a chair beside the window. He's talking to someone, laughing and smiling, like he really enjoyed the fucker's company. I looked at him and my blood boiled. "No, don't smile like that to someone else."

And suddenly, something in me just snapped.

Nanon's POV

I agreed to go on a 'date' with p'Jim's friend. I arrived at this cafe, entered, and looked for my date. His name is Mond, and he's the same age as p'Jim. He waved and I approached him. We shake hands and sit near the window. We started talking and joking around. "Hahahaha, no way. That really happened to you?" P'Mond told me a story about how his swim trunks detached from his body, leaving him naked in the pool. "Really. And worse, my friends saw my trunks and started throwing it around, it ended up landing on this girl's face. Her expressions though, very funny." he laughed too. Okay, so he's not bad. "You finally smiled." he told me. I blushed. He noticed. Is it really that obvious? "Tell me something about you." he asked. "Well, I have a dad, two brothers, a stepdad, and two step brothers. One of them is p'Jimmy." I told him. "Well, that's quiet something." he said. I sipped my drink. We continued chatting and laughing. 

Suddenly, out of nowhere, Ohm appeared, slammed my table so hard until it almost broke in half, and started picking fight with p'Mond and me. "How can you do this to me?" is his opening line. "Dude, what's your fucking problem?" P'Mond got up from his seat. "My fucking problem, is that you go out on a date WITH MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND." Huh? Okay, what is happening? Boyfriend? Who? Me? "Ohm, are you out of your mind? Boyfriend? Since when? I'm not your boyfriend." I got up and tried to defend myself. I don't want anyone to think I'm a two timing cheater. "YOU SHUT UP. HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME. YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH HIM." It's a shouting match now. People are looking at us, some were recording with their phones. Oh my God, we're so gonna go viral, but not in a good way. "OHM, ENOUGH. STOP IT. ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?" I started to get mad. "COME WITH ME." he started grabbing my wrist. "YOU LEAVE HIM ALONE." it was p'Mond, he tried to stop Ohm, pulling me back to him. "NO, YOU FUCKING LEAVE HIM ALONE. HE IS MY BOYFRIEND. HE IS MINE" He punched p'Mond on the face so hard he fell to the floor. I was so shocked with what just happened, and so is p'Mond. Ohm started grabbing my wrist, pulling me, and dragging me out of cafe, leaving a shocked p'Mond alone. 

"OHM, HURTS." He squeezed my wrist so hard, it's getting red. He didn't hear me, and kept dragging me. "OHM, MY WRIST HURTS." I tried to released my hand from his grip but it's no use. He's so freakishly strong. I twisted some more and I can finally untangled myself from him. I tried to run away from him. "WHERE THE HELL YOU'RE GOING?" he tried to stop me. "BACK TO HELP P'MOND." I tried to avoid him. Suddenly he lifted me up and carried me like I'm a potato sack, like I weight nothing. I tried to wiggle but it's no use. "OHM PUT ME DOWN. THIS IS KIDNAPPING. STOP IT." he didn't listen to me. This is humiliating. Even my dad never carried me this way. We arrived at his parking spot. He put me down and pushed me toward the car door. "Nanon get in the car." he ordered me. "No, I don't want to. You're crazy." I tried to fight. "GET. IN. THE. FUCKING. CAR. NOW." he shouted at me. I'm so scared, I immediately got in to the car.

OHM'S POV

I can't stop. I'm turning into this ugly monster who punched people and shouted at people. Nanon immediately got in to the car, probably scared and tired of this drama. I drove my car so fast, Nanon must've been very scared. At the red lights, I took a glance at him. He rubbed his wrist. It's red because I squeezed it a little too hard. We said nothing, total silent in the car. The silent is so loud between us. I never heard silent quiet this loud. I tried to calm myself down. Breathe in, breathe through, breathe deep, breathe out. We arrived at my apartment a while later. I parked my car at my usual spot. We got out of the car, and I hold his hand, this time without forces, and walk him to my apartment. 

We arrived at my apartment, we entered and I closed the door behind us. I didn't waste anymore time. I already missed him too much. I pinned him to the wall and started kissing him, hard. "Ohm..." he said between kisses. Tears started rolling down his eyes. "Ssshhh... let me... let me do... the talking..." I said, trying to assured him that everything's gonna be fine. "But Ohm..." he started to talk. I shush him again, silent him with my kisses. Our kisses tasted salty, maybe because he was crying. I carried him to my room. I put him down and started undressing him. He's totally naked now. I lay him on my bed, and kissed him again. My feeling overflowed. Like a full glass of water, but you keep pouring in to it, until it spilled all around. It is raining outside. The sound of the rain like a background music for us. I took off my shirt, and my pants and boxer. We were both naked now. I climbed on top of him, kissing him again. I went down, kissing his neck. He moaned. I kissed his nipples, sucking them like I used to do. "Aaahhh..aaahhh..." the only voice that came from his lips. I don't want to play too much today, so I took a bottle of lube, opened it, spread his legs open and start preparing his hole. I insert one finger, and started circling his hole in motion. He moaned. I added another finger, and made a scissor motion with them. Nanon squealed. "Ohm...ohm...aaahhh....." I chuckled. He's so adorable. I did the scissor motion again and he lifted his butts up. He's horny, I knew it. I decided to put him out of misery. I squeezed some lube to my dick, and started rubbing it, making it wet and nice. I positioned my dick in front of his hole and started to move forward, entering his hole. His hole is so tight, like he's a virgin all over again. "Nanon breathe..." I told him. He knew he needs to relax, and he did. My dick went in, first the head, and then I pushed forward slowly until I'm balls deep inside him. I stopped moving for a few seconds, and started moving backward, leaving only the head inside. I thrust forward until I'm balls deep again. "AAAHHHH...." He must've seen stars, he screamed. I repeat the process several times, until I found my rhythm. I started making love to him, thrusting in and out of his hole. I leaned forward and kissed him again. I missed his lips so much. I can feel his dick rubbed against my stomach, it's hard. I know he wanted it. I played with his dick. Enough to keep him aroused, but not hard enough to make him cum. I know he's going crazy right now, with me fucking him balls deep, and me playing with his dick like that. In my depraved thoughts, I decided to add one more thing. I twisted his nipples with my free hand. "OOOHHMMMM...... AAAAAHHHHH..... AAAHHH...." He screamed so loud. I chuckled. He's getting punished right now, for leaving me with blue balls these past few weeks. It's like I pushed him in to the bottomless cliff of pleasure and pain. I grinned. "Say it..." I whispered to him. "Ohm.. please... please..." he begged me. "Please what? I don't understand what you want." I keep fucking him. I rubbed his dick head, it must be so sensitive right now. He squealed again. He started sobbing. "Nanon... Cum... cum... aahh... Ohm... please... let... Nanon... cum... aaahhh..." he rambled. I realized I'm being too cruel right now. I chuckled and shook my head. I stroked his dick faster. He came like a hose after only a few strokes, painting his tummy and chest with his cum. His anal wall tighten. Oh, how I missed this feeling. The sensation is so great. I cum in his hole. I cum a lot. I flooded his hole with my cum. I leaned forward to kiss him again. I dropped my body on top of him, making my body sticky with his cum too. My dick flopped out from his hole on its own. I tried to control my breathing.

I got up after a while. I went to the bathroom to clean myself up. I brought a towel to clean him too. He has lost his conciousness while I cleaned him. I threw the towel away and I hugged him from behind, pulled a blanket to cover us, and we fell asleep just like that. 

To Be Continued...