Chapter 12

" Okay fine. Suga, I'll choose, just please eat regularly and be healthy. Your group needs you. "

Suga looked at her and was about to stand up but he almost fell. Y/n catch him and lay him down again to bed and she sat down beside him. Suga hugged her and cried

" Y/n please. Please learn how to love me. Y/n I can't live without you. Please, you are strength. "

Y/n hugged him back.

While crying, Suga fell asleep. As Y/n left the room and saw everyone outside, waiting.

" He will eat. He's sleeping right now. You can go inside. " Y/n said

All of them was about to go inside

" Jin, can we talk? " Y/n asked

They all looked at each other

" Sure " Jin answered.

All of them went inside except for Y/n and Jin

" What is this about? " Jin asked

" He will eat if I will his again. "

" What?! No! "

" Don't worry. I'm just doing this for his health. I'll help him to find someone else and forget me "

Jin hugged her

" Please tell me that at the end, it's still me. Tell me you love me " Jin said while crying

" Yes Jin. You until the end. "

" Tell me you love me more than him "

" Jin "

Jin sighed " Okay. "

They both went to Suga's room and all of them are silent. Because Suga don't want any noisy while he's sleeping.

Since that day, Suga and Y/n are always together even Jin is with them.

When Jin and Suga are feeling so cold, Y/n will look at Jin and Jin will nod, sign that he's okay and Y/n will give the jacket to Suga.

When Jin and Suga are hungry, Y/n will look at Jin while holding the food and Jin will smile and nod, sign that Y/n don't need to get worry and Y/n will give the food to Suga.

When Suga wants Y/n's hug, she is hugging Suga but she's looking at Jin.

While walking, Suga and Y/n are holding hands but Y/n is looking at Jin.

All of that, Suga know it. Suga noticed it. But he tried, he tired to ignore it. Even it hurts, he did all he can do for Y/n to fall for him, again. But he can't.

It's been 6 years since Y/n and Suga was together.

One day, Suga sent a long text to Jungkook and Taehyung. He gave long letter to Jhope and Jimin and Namjoon.

Jin P.O.V.One day at practice studio. They are having a break time

Jin texted Y/n

On text" Where are you y/n? "" I'm on my way there "" Okay be safe "" Okay "End of text

" Where is Suga hyung? " Jimin asked

" I don't know " Jhope answered

" Me neither " Namjoon agreed

" About Suga hyung, he sent me a long text " Taehyung said

" Me too " Jungkook said

" I've got a long letter from him " Jhope said

" Me too " Namjoon said

" Me either " Jimin said

" All of us, he sent text or a long letter. Wahh just like he is saying good bye. It's so rare " Jhope said while laughing

" You hyung? What did he gave you? " Namjoon asked to Jin.

Jin looked at them " He didn't gave me anything "

" What? " all of them reacted.

" Maybe Y/n is the gift for him " Jhope said while laughing but everyone went silent. Jhope went silent

" Why are you so silent? " Jhope asked as everyone looked at Jin.

" Don't tell me... Suga what are you planning to do? " Jin's thought 

Y/n P.O.V.

She was about to leave the house but she saw Suga outside.

" What are you doing here? " Y/n asked

" We need to talk just for the last time"

" What do you mean last time? "

" I just want to say thank you Y/n. It's been 6 years. You stayed by my side. Even the one you love is Jin "

" What are you saying? "

" Don't deny it Y/n. I saw it all. Every time we are together, holding hands, hugging, when you give the food to me, when you give the jacket to me, and even when we're performing at stage, you are looking at Jin. Sorry if I made you this. I'm sorry. You suffered because of me. You both suffered because of me. I don't know how to say sorry. I tried Y/n. I tried to ignore it but I can't. Maybe it's time for us to stop this "

" You want us to stop this? "

" Yes. Go back to Jin hyung. He loves you so much. I know you love him too. Please be happy. When you are happy, I'm happy. "

" What's with you? Why so suddenly?"

" Please be happy Y/n " Suga said while crying

" Why are you crying? Suga are you planning something? Suga!!! "

" Please always remember that I feel sorry for you. I don't know what can I do for you to forgive me "

" I forgive you Suga "

Y/n's phone rang.She looked at Suga

" Answer it "

On call" Y/n!!! PLEASE FIND SUGA. HIS PHONE IS NOT RINGING. HE SENT US TEXT AND LETTERS SAYING GOODBYE!!! PLEASE FIND HIM! "

" What? " as Y/n looked at Suga

The call ended because Jin and others are running.

" Y/n, always remember the day when we first met. The day I saved you from the reporters when we are high schools. Please always remember that there is Suga that you met and loved you. "

" What are planning to do?! Jin said your phone is off. Are you going somewhere? "

Suga smiled " Yes. I'm going somewhere. Thank you because I met you. We met but we're not meant to be. "

" What are you saying Suga? "

" Why! Why can't it be me?! I did all my best. I wanted to leave but I came back. Why?! Why it's him instead of me?! Why?! Did I do wrong?! Did I killed the kind in my past life?! " he cried so hard while shouting

Y/n is so shocked

Suga laughed like crazy " What am I saying? I'm crazy now "

Both of them went silent. He wiped his tears and said.

" I feel them coming. Are they... worried? Or they want to see it? "

Suga smiled while cryingAs someone shouted from afar

" Suga! " everyone in BTS shouted.

Suga looked at them and smiled. He looked back at Y/n and smiled even more

" I love you Y/n always remember that" he said as he pulled a gun from his pocket

" Good bye Y/n " Suga smiled... for the last time.

And the gun... ( Gun sound ) ( Boom )

" Sugaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!......... "