18

"Can I check out your tattoos?" he whispers in my ear. That totally caught me off gaurd. Oh no.... what if he sees the visible scars too..."Can I go take a shower first?" I quickly ask him and run to the shower before he could even answer. I quickly took a shower, and thought of finding a way out of the house without Yuta noticing. I am not ready to talk about it. Just yet. Oh dammit I forgot to bring my clothes in again. I sit down under the running shower and think of what to do. Will he hate me if I refuse to show him the tattoos just yet? I put Yuta's sweatshirt back on and come back to the bedroom to find it empty. Thank god. I quickly change into my own clothes and think of a way to escape. Yuta will know later, but this is not the time. He would probably at the kitchen. I run back to the bathroom and open the window above the toilet and try to analyse the emergency exit, and finally jump out as I feel the confidence in me. What that too rude? It definitely was. 

I smoke a cigarette on my way to my father's place. I havent seen him in ages. I show up at the front door and knock on the door. My father does not think twice to hug me when he sees me. "Hey dad, can I spend my day here today?" I ask him. He seemed hesitant to answer. "Is there something wrong Y/N?" he asks me worried. "No no its.....absolutely fine......" I reassure him, but I am sure he can sense the anxiety in my voice. 

I enter my old room and take out my phone. Yuta left a lot of missed calls. And so did Taeyong, Ten and Sana. I am missing school today. I lock the door and light another cigarette, that I quickly discard in my coffee cup and spray the room with perfume and my dad knocks on the door. "Y/N....... are you okay?" he asks in a worried tone. "Ofcourse dad" I give him a reassuring smile. "I would LOVE to spend the day with you, but they called from work and they need me to go to another town for today....... I am SOOOO sorry.... I hope you dont feel bad.... I feel so guilty for leaving you alone......" My dad tells me in a guilty tone. "That is ABSOLUTELY fine dadddd" I tell him to quickly give him a hug. "I will do fine on my own." I reassure him. 

I wake up from my long nap and decide to finally face the world. My phone was flooded with notifications. Tyong: Hey why arent you at school today...... Tyong: Are you doing okay Y/N?Tyong: I am writing the notes for you..... but try to come  either ways..... Tyong: Y/N, Yuta called me earlier, asking for you,....... are you okay?Tyong: WOMAN IT HAS BEEN HOURS WHERE ARE YOU TELL ME RIGHT NOW.Tyong: DID HE DO SOMETHING AGAIN???? Me: No Taeyong, relax, I ...... needed  break...... dont worry about me I am doing okay. I will text Yuta now as well...... so dont worry..... 

I finally decide to open Yuta's messages too. There were already infinite missed calls...Boyfriend: Y/N, did you go off to school? I am sorry if I overwhelmed you today...... its okay if you take your time. Boyfriend: Hey I will pick you up after school to buy your wedding dress, cant wait. Boyfriend: Hey...... Y/N, I am sorry..... please reply...... Boyfriend: Y/N. you are not at school. Apparantly you did not come to school at all today?Boyfriend: I just called your friends????? They are saying you were not at school today???? Y/N are you okay???? where are you...... Boyfriend: Y/N PLEASE CALL ME, I AM WORRIED SICK. *20 more messages* 

Overwhelmed by the number of messages, feeling guilty I finally decide to call him. him: Y/N??? ARE YOU OKAY? YOU GOT ME WORRIED SICK. GIRL YOU REALLY GOTTA STOP DISAPPEARING RANDOMLY me: yuta............I am so sorry........ I was..... just not ready... and scared........ yuta: are you coming home? me: Well about that......I am at my dad's place.... he is out of town and I decided to stay the night here..... yuta: Okay can I come over? me: umm sure. 

Okay now I am nervous....... what would I do........I changed into a clean pair of pyjamas, and lit another cigarette when Yuta called again. Yuta: hey Y/N open your window. Me: huh what? I open the window to have Yuta climbing into my room. "You could have knocked on the door? or rang the calling bell?" I asked him surprised by his action. "Well..... I am your .......Boyfriend..... so umm..... I wanted to do the usual boyfriend thing and climb up your window....." Yuta tells me shyly, with his ears getting red. I could not help myself as I burst out laughing like an idiot and before I knew it I suddenly put a soft kiss on his lips, making him go more shy. "Lets....umm..... go wedding stuff shopping tomorrow instead..... sorry for wasting your day though...." I let him know guiltily. He gave me a deeper kiss and let me know, "Well you ARE 18, so umm.... you are allowed to be a bit crazy once in a while....... but please do not do that again, you literally worried me SICK." "So umm...... wanna watch a movie?" I look at him apologetically.

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AUTHORS NOTE/////////

BIG BIG BIG sorry for boring update........ I am kinda on a trip hehe.......... I swear to take the story somewhere yall xoxo