Chapter eight - You belong to me

Perrie's POV

After picking Jesy up from the hospital and taking her back to the flat, Leigh-Anne and Jade bombarded her with questions.

"Jesy are you alright? Do you need water? Are you hungry? Are you sleepy? Is everything okay? How's your arm?"

Jesy laughed. "I'm fine. The shark bite wasn't big or anything," she explained calmly. I closed the front door behind us and kissed Jesy's cheek.

"I wouldn't have survived if it wasn't for this angel over here," she added, sliding her arm around my waist. "Aww," Leigh-Anne sighed when she looked at us. 

I went to bed hapilly. 

The next day, Leigh-Anne and Jade were out with their boyfriends. Jesy was upstairs and I was in the living room, watching TV.

There was a strong knock on the front door. I got up and opened it. Standing there, was Lucas. "Lucas?" I gasped.

He just stood there, observing my face. "Perrie," he answered with no expression on his face. "Lucas, what are you doing here?" I asked him.

"I heard about you and Jesy," he replied. I shrugged. "So what about us?" I questioned. He rolled his eyes.

"I can't believe I ever dated a lesbian," he answered. "So what? There's nothing wrong about two girls dating," I pointed out.

"Yes there is. It's against the bible. And gay people are the most hated," Lucas told me. "So what if it's against the bible? And we are not the most hated," I said.

"Perrie. You're falling into the wrong trap. You are straight. Not lesbian. You've dated me before," he told me. "I'm not falling into any trap. I've dated you which means I'm bi-sexual," I corrected.

He still stood in the doorway. "Perrie. Please have me back. Please? I also heard that you hated how I didn't accept yourself and expected you to act like a girl 24/7. I'm sorry about that. I want a second chance," he sighed.

I shook my head. "I told you at the start when I hardly knew you that I don't give second chances. Unless I love you. But I don't love you. Lucas, you may now leave," I instructed him.

"Please, Perrie? I still love you. I want you back. Dating me is more normal than dating a girl," he said. "No it's not. Lucas, please leave." I commanded.

"But I still love you, Perrie!" he whined. Ugh. He acts like such a little kid. "No, Lucas. Leave," I said firmly.

He sighed and walked away. I closed the door behind him and turned around. Jesy was standing there looking worried.

"What did he say?" she asked me. I rolled my eyes. "Nothing. He says he still loves me. But I don't feel the same. Ugh. He's probably going to annoy me like that for a while," I said to myself.

Jesy rolled her eyes. "He's such a five year old. I can't believe you ever dated him," she mumbled.

"What? Jesy, don't say that about him!" I said softly. "You're right. I just insulted all five year old's. Except for his hairy lips. It's so gross," she muttered.

"Jesy, that's so mean!" I told her. "Sure, he's a childish acting guy, but don't insult him like that!" 

She shrugged. "Sorry, Perrie. But it's sad how you fall for guys like that," Jesy sighed. "I don't always... I have you," I told her.

"I know, but I mean like in the past," she corrected. "Your exes were both jerks. They don't deserve a beautiful girl like you."

"Aww Jesy..." I said and walked up to her. She smiled and kissed me. I kissed her back.

Jesy's POV

Perrie kissed me back and went over to flop down on the couch. I sat down next to her. "Anything good on TV?" I asked her. Perrie shook her head as she flicked through the channels.

While she was doing that, I pulled her closer towards me and started kissing her. "Jesy..." Perrie whined. I smirked and kept on kissing. My right arm was by my side, but it doesn't hurt as before.

I kissed Perrie from down her cheek to her neck. Perrie let go of the TV's remote control and sighed. I gave her a few hickeys down her neck.

Perrie looked at me awkwardly, but in the same time lovingly. She isn't really used to this behaviour. I turned my face towards hers and kissed her even more passionately. I felt her smile while kissing me.

Without realizing, I crawled my hand up under her top. She pulled away. "Oh, sorry Pezza..." I breathed. I must have made her feel uncomfortable. 

She smiled a gorgeous smile back. I leaned over and pecked her lips again. I'm so lucky to have her.

About a week later, Madison was throwing another party. She always throws parties. But we love it. Tonight, we all got ready and Leigh-Anne's boyfriend picked us up. 

"Good evening, ladies!" he said in a thicker British accent than his usual. The four of us got inside his car. Leigh-Anne sat in the front next to him, while we three sat in the back seat.

"Hey babe," Leigh-Anne greeted, pecking his lips. He smiled and turned the car on. During the car ride, Leigh-Anne was talking to him. Jade was talking to Perrie, who's head was rested on my shoulder. 

I stared out the window, remembering what happened at Madison's party last month. Then I started thinking about Perrie. Tonight, she was wearing a black top, a short red skirt with black heels. Her lipstick was bright red which made her lips look more kissable. Her hair was let out loose and wavy and had a tiny bit of makeup on.

Unlike me. I put on as much makeup as possible, even after Perrie tried to convince me that I shouldn't. I was wearing a dark pink dress which ended just above my knees and my hair was also down loose, but straightened. It was the first time I wore pink in ages. Perrie said I looked perfect in it.

Finally, we arrived at the party. We all went in and saw that the party was going on well as usual. I held onto Perrie's hand and walked through the crowds. 

"This party seems different," Perrie pointed out. "I know. And it's time people know that you're mine," I told her. She smiled.

Then Madison saw us from a distance and came over to us. "Hey guys," she greeted.

"Hey Madi!" we greeted back and gave her a hug. Madison smiled extra wide at Perrie. "Perrie, guess what?" she questioned her.

"What?" asked Perrie. Madison pointed to a guy who was talking to someone else. "He asked me your name. And he said you look hot," she told her. "His name is Aaron. Want to go talk to him?" she added.

"Um, no... Perrie's taken," I told Madison. Perrie nodded and I pulled her closer towards me. "Oh yeah, sorry Pez. You're dating Lucas, right?" Madison asked.

Perrie pulled a disgusted face. "No, she's dating me." I told Madison. Madison shot us a confused look. "You two? Since when? Perrie told me you guys were just friends," she reminded us.

"That was one month ago. Perrie and I are together now," I explained and turned to Perrie. She turned to me and gave me a kiss. When we looked back at Madison, she had wide eyes. "That was so cute," she complemented. "Awww...."

Perrie giggled. I looked at the guy Aaron from a distance. He probably saw Perrie and I kissing because he looked a little upset. Too bad. Perrie's mine.

Madison soon walked away and a song with a good beat came on. Perrie turned to me. "Jesy! I love this song!" she squealed like a little kid. I giggled because she looked so adorable.

"We can dance to it," I suggested. She smiled brightly and nodded. I took her hand and walked to the dance floor. It was dark and I could hardly see anyone in the crowd except for Perrie. She looked amazing.

We danced and tried to talk over the loud music. And some points, I made a stupid dance move to make Perrie laugh. She didn't know that half of them were my real dancing. I seriously cannot dance in a crowd.

We shared a few kisses now and then until we decided to have a break by sitting down at the bar. Perrie doesn't drink. So I don't push her to it. I decided not to drink this time, too.

There was a couch next to the bar where I sat on and let Perrie sit on my lap. "Hey Pezza? I just need to go get a drink... of juice, I'll be right back." I told her. She nodded and pecked my lips.

I went over to get some water because I was so thirsty after the dancing. That's when I felt two arms slide around my waist from behind.

I thought it was Perrie. But when I turned around, it was some scruffy guy with a toothless smile. The same guy who tried to touch Perrie in the party last month. He smelled of cigarettes and this breath smelled of too much alcohol.

"Um, can I help you?" I asked him with a little bit of attitude. He smiled a horrible smile. "Of course you can, beautiful. You look so hot tonight," he breathed in my face. Ugh. That disgusting breath.

I pushed his hands of my waist. "No thanks," I grumbled. Then he pulled my face towards his and started kissing me madly. It was horrible.

His lips were rough, dry and uncomfortable. I tried to pull away, but his arms were too strong. He held down my hands and pushed me against a wall. He stopped kissing me. I was out of breath. 

"You're not a good kisser. You're probably not good in bed either," he said with a disgusted look and pushed me away. I almost tripped when he pushed me.

I was panting and out of breath when walked back to Perrie. My body was trembling for some reason. That was horrible. So scary. Perrie saw the look on my face and stood up from the couch.

"Jesy? What's wrong?" she asked me. She took hold of my arms that were shaking. "I... he..." I stuttered. 

"Jesy... why is your lipstick smudged?" she asked worriedly. "He- he kissed me!" I confessed. I thought she would comfort me and tell me it's okay.

But instead, Perrie had a shocked look on her face. She let go of my arms and turned around. "Perrie, where are you going?" I asked her. She ignored me and ran away somewhere.

"Perrie!" I called after her. What happened to her? Then I realized. Perrie probably took it the wrong way. She probably thought that a guy started kissing me and that I kissed him back. 

"Wait, Perrie!" I called again, even though she was out of sight. 

I followed where I saw her last. But I didn't know which way she went next. I went around the party, looking for her until I bumped into Leigh-Anne.

She was talking to her boyfriend, but then she saw me. "Jesy, what happened?" she asked when she saw the look on my face.

"Have you seen Perrie?" I asked her quickly. "I don't know... but I think she's in the bathroom," Leigh-Anne answered. 

Without thanking her, I rushed to the bathroom and burst open the door. "Perrie!?" I asked aloud. First, I closed my eyes, hoping I wouldn't see anything disturbing.

Then I heard light sobbing. I opened my eyes. Two girls had their backs towards me. One of the girls was comforting the other one who seemed to be crying. The crying girl had a familiar blonde wavy hair...

"Perrie!" I gasped. The two girls turned around. It was Jade and Perrie. Perrie's eyes were red with tears rolling down her cheeks. She looked at me and started crying harder. Jade hugged Perrie. She took a look at me.

"What do you want?" she hissed at me. "I... I need to talk to Perrie," I told her. 

"I won't let you," answered Jade coldly. She looked at Perrie, then back at me. Her face softened. "...fine," she mumbled at got up. She went out the bathroom door and closed it for our privacy. 

I rushed to Perrie's side. "Perrie... I'm so sorry," I apologized softly kissing her wet cheek. Perrie said nothing.

"Babe, the same guy who touched you started kissing me. I promise I didn't kiss him back. It was horrible. I hated it. You took it the wrong way," I quietly explained.

Perrie sniffed and nodded. "Do you believe me, Perrie?" I asked. She nodded. "I believe you," she answered. "I love you Perrie," I told her. She smiled. "So do I," she answered quietly.

"So do you?" I asked again. "I mean... I love you too Jesy," she replied sweetly. I wiped away the tears down her cheek which had stopped.

I tucked her blonde hair behind her ear and kissed her. I felt her smile in the kiss.