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WARNINGMentions of suicide

Yeonjun watched as Beomgyu left the shop with his food and he just sat there. Beomgyu was a mystery he wanted to unravel for some reason. 

"Sir are you gonna get anything"? The lady at the counter asked. 

"No, I'm not. Got no money so why would I get something"? He asked, turning to her.

"Well then, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave". Yeonjun rolled his eyes and walked out onto the street, hand in his pockets as he walked. His phone began to ring but Yeonjun ignored it, knowing who it was gonna be and he had n o intention of listening to any one from his family. But when his phone didn't stop, he grabbed it and answered.

"How many fucking times do you need to call me!? I don't wanna talk got that"!? He spat, getting the attention of several people walking by. 

'Wow, how rude. But mother and father are pissed at you cause of last night', Jaemin spoke. 

"And? Do I give a fuck? They care about you and only you! Not me, their oldest son. YOU! I sat there last night while they praised you and gave you attention. I was fucking invisible to them like always"!! Yeonjun shouted. 

'It's not their fault your a fuck up. They wanna talk to you now. Come by my place. And don't even think about not showing up. Remember, they will find you'. 

"Fuck you"!! Yeonjun shouted before hanging up the phone. 

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Once arriving at Jaemin's house, Yeonjun stormed in to see his parents in the living room, Jaemin no where in sight. 

"Wanna talk to me without your favorite son"? He spat. His father frowned at his words. 

"Watch your mouth young man. Last night was a mess"!

"Yeah I know. I sat there and you two talked to Jaemin like I didn't fucking exist"! 

"Watch your language"! his mother shouted

"You don't get to tell me what to do anymore. Your not my mother, woman", Yeonjun snapped. 

"When are you gonna learn to behave yourself like your brother"? 

"I'm not Jaemin! Im not some perfect little child you can control!! I live by my own rules now"! His father walked closer to him before slapping him hard across the face. Yeonjun just chuckled. 

"Remember, I'm still in high school, 17 years old. You hitting a kid is a big offence. Would be a shame if one of the richest men in the world went to jail for hitting their son". 

"You may be 17 but look where you ended up! Jaemin's 16 and live by himself! He's trustworthy and actually takes care of himself"!!

"I do take care of myself"!! 

"Getting drunk every night and smoking weed and other shit isn't taking care of yourself! It's killing you"! His mother shouted. 

"Oh now you care what I do? Maybe I wanna fucking die! Maybe killing myself with all this shit will get away from this shit hole"!! Yeonjun screamed. Tears were now threatening to fall. 

"We've always cared"!

"NO YOU HAVEN'T"!!! His parents fell silent and stared at Yeonjun. 

"I've lived my whole life being ignored! You would always praise and love Jaemin, but the moment I got even the smallest thing wrong, you screamed at me and punished me! I went to school covering up all my bruises and scars that you created"!! Yeonjun cried out. Everything inside him had come bursting out from his anger. 

"We wanted you to try harder"!

"Beating me until I can't fucking move isn't making me try harder"!! Yeonjun ran out of the house, ignoring his parents shouts ad ran into the streets. His mind was fuzzy from his anger so he didn't go back to his friends. He stayed in the streets, hoping to clear his mind and calm himself down.

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Double update!! I hope you enjoyed these two chapters.