18

Camila's POV:

"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS ASSUME I'M CHEATING? WE'RE JUST FUCKING FRIENDS.. F.R.I.E.N.D.S!" Lauren yells at me as we stand in my apartment.

"Look, i'm sorry okay? it just really looke-"I start to say, but I'm immediately cut off.

"Y'know I think it's better if we take a break", she says and after that she walks away, out of the apartment.

I slowly sit down on the sofa shocked, and flinch when I hear the front door slammed shut.

I wipe a lonely tear that's rolling down my cheek, and lean back on the sofa.

What the hell did just happen?

I get up and walk to my bedroom, grabbing my guitar that's standing in the corner.

I walk back to my bed, where I take a seat on the side but not even seconds later I crawl to the white headboard.

I place the acoustic guitar in my lap and start playing some random chords.

God why do I always assume stupid things? Why don't I trust her?

I don't know why, but some lyrics just pop up in my head, and to be honest, they sound pretty well..

"my lover's got humor, she's the giggle at a funeral. knows everybody's dissaproval, I should've worshipped her sooner. If the heavens ever did speak, She's the last true mouthpiece. Every Sunday's getting more bleak, A fresh poison each week. 'we were born sick' You heard them say it. My church offers no absolutes, She tells me 'worship in the bedroom'. The only heaven I'll be sent to, Is when I'm alone with you. I was born sick, but I love it, Command me to be well."

I get up, throwing my guitar back on the bed and getting my notebook, where I write songs in sometimes.

I pick up a random pen that's laying around on my desk and sit on the chair, opening my song book and writing the lyrics down.

It's just a little part so I have to make a hell lot of other parts but I kinda believe in it.

I sigh, why is my life so complicated?

I walk to my bed, picking up the guitar and setting it back in the corner of my bedroom. I throw my dark brown hair into a bun and change into a white oversized shirt. I walk to the bathroom, making the bath ready and popping a blue bathbomb in it.

I get my laptop and put on my spotify list, taking off my clothes and stepping in the water.

—————(an hour later)

I'm laying on my bed, the covers pulled up to my chin and the tv on some random show, I'm not really watching it though, I'm more thinking about today.

I've already texted Dinah about what happened today but I think she hasn't responded, not that I've been on my phone since I texted her, but still.

Suddenly my glass bedroom door opens and Dinah jumps on me.

"Jesus fucking Christ D, get off me" I shriek.Dinah just giggles and rolls off me, laying next to me on her back.

"Okay so I've come to make your sad ass happy again. We're going for ice cream.. or frozen yoghurt, whatever the hell you want" She says, looking at me while I shake my head.

"D, I really don't want to leave, I don't wanna go outside!"

"Too bad, I'm going to pick you an outfit!" She says, jumping off the bed and walking into my walk-in closet.

Not even a few minutes later, she walks back with some black ripped jeans, a yellow top and my black and white checkerboard slip on vans.

She throws my clothes on the bed and walks to my side, throwing the covers of me and pulling me in a sitting position.

"Bitch if you're not out of that damn bed in 3 fucking seconds, I'm gonna fucking carry you to fucking Menchies in these clothes and im serious this time"She says while raising her hand, counting to three on her fingers.

I sigh and get up, taking off the white oversized shirt I was wearing and picking up the jeans, I was perfectly fine with staying in bed, ugh.

After I put on all of my clothes and shoes, she pulls me to the bathroom, placing me on the closed toilet. She opens my upper drawer, which is full of makeup, not that I'm that of a makeup user, but y'know it's nice having it for parties and that kind of stuff.

She starts with foundation, I don't even know why cause we're just going out for ice cream and maybe dinner if we feel like it. She continues doing my makeup and my fucking face is beat. Like she really even baked my face so now I gotta wait for it to go away.

After a few minutes it's finally done setting and she pulls me to my bedroom, putting her sunglasses on and throwing me some gucci shades too.

She grabs my Louis Vuitton purse and putting it around my arm.

"okay we all set now?" she asks, and I groan."yeah sure, let's get this over with" I sigh, letting myself be pulled out of my condo.

As we finally walk into the cute ice cream shop down the road, she happily skips to the tastes.

"why do I think we're really just here 'cause you were feeling like ice cream?" I ask her and she smiles at me innocently, making me crack a small smile.

Not even a few minutes later we're sitting at a table in front of the window looking outside while licking our ice creams.

"guess what?!" she says suddenly, making me jump in my seat.

"what?" I ask looking at her."we're going out for dinner too! my treat! and I'm gonna stay the night and we're gonna have sooooo much fun!" She says, making me shake my head but also smile.

After we both got done eating our ice cream, she dragged me across the city, to a cute Chinese restaurant because we were both feeling like sushi.

We sat at a table and waited for our drinks, which we just told the waiter, while playing on our phones.

Soon, the waiter came back, and took our orders which came soon after a short wait.

As I was happily eating my sushi, I heard Dinah gasp.

"Bitch what?" I ask, looking at her confused."You will never fucking believe who just walked in, dON'T LOOK RIGHT AWAY" She says, still shook.

But of course, me being me, I turned around right away and spotted Ally and Lauren walking behind a waiter to a table in the other side of the room.

I sigh looking at her one last time and then turning back to D.

I shrugged and she looked at me sadly."let's just enjoy our night" I say while eating some more sushi.

We soon finished our sushi, and some dessert and walk up to the front desk to pay.

Being the amazing person I am, I paid for us and we started walking to my condo.

"You're staying the night, right?" I ask her, as we're at the parking lot at my condo building.

"Yeah of course" she flashes a cute smile and I giggle."Do you, maybe, wanna go out?" I ask, I really need some alcohol in me right now."Fuck yes!" She almost yells and we quickly run inside to change.

Not even half an hour later, we're changed and ready, standing in front of the club, with our fake I.D's Dinah's cousin got us.

We walk up to the door and are immediately stopped by the bouncer.

"I.D's please" He says and we smile, showing the fake I.D's and he lets us in.

I drag Dinah to the bar and we immediately order some shots.

"K, 3, 2, 1" She screams, over the loud ass music.

After taking about 3 shots each, we walk to the dance floor and just, let loose.

Over the night we both drink so fucking much and I can just feel how drunk I am.

Dinah already called Normani, who came to pick her up, how cute are they?!

I am now just chilling at the bar, drinking some more, 'cause why the hell not.

It's like 2:45 now so the club's probably gonna close soon so I gotta get away.

How the hell do I get home tho, I'm wayyyy too drunk to even call a cab and I can't even walk straight so walking isn't an option either.

Before I even noticed, I did something really stupid. Like really really fucking stupid.

Camila [2:49 am] - hiiii, iofific soo drinlk crnan youu piekfick meew uip???

Lauren [2:51 am] - oh my god, im coming..

10 minutes later I feel a hand on my shoulder.I'm about to yell at the owner of that hand, but when I turn around and see that gorgeous face I immediately smile.

"youu are pretyyyy" I laugh."Okay, we are gonna get you home" She says, grabbing both of my hands, leading me out of the club.

"take a girl to dinner first" I giggle, I'm so funnyyy.

Lauren's POV:

I hold her hands as I lead her to my car, opening the back door and helping her inside.

I hand her a bottle of water and put her seatbelt on, while she's just giggling to herself.

I sigh, getting in the drivers seat and I drive to our condo building.

When I park, I help her out of the car, inside the building to the elevator. I push the buttons our floor and hold her since she can't stand still herself.

"Where's your key?" I ask her as we stand at her door. She leans against the wall and giggles, bringing her hands up in confusion.

I groan, and grab her waist, pulling her towards me so that she's leaning against me and feel around in the back pockets of her jeans.

Yes, got it!

I open the door while she's still leaning against me, clinging her arms around my neck, I even think she's asleep since I hear light snores.

I pick her up by the waist and kick the door close behind me.

I carry her to her bedroom and lay her down on the bed.

God, she's so fucking pretty.

I grab her arms pulling her towards me, taking off her thight black shirt and lay her back down again.

I help her out of her black heels and black ripped jeans as she sort of wakes up.

"Go to sleep honey, I'm just changing you out of these clothes" I say softly, she nods and closes her eyes again. I grab a big white oversized shirt from the side of her bed and put it on her, also changing her out of her thong into some white Calvin Klein boyshorts.

I put her long hair into a messy bun, and lay her back down again, laying the covers half over her.

I walk to the kitchen, grabbing an Advil for her and a bottle of water. Also grabbing some biscuits and walking back to her bedroom, placing the food and pill down on her bedside table.

I take one last look at her, kissing her forehead, while she's cuddling with her covers, one leg sticking out.

"I love you" I whisper, while walking out to my own home.