You Are Mine, Always

(Brittany's Pov)

Its been a couple months since the blow Job and we been doing things here and there but I think today's the day I lose my virginity.

"Hey babe, what are you doing" San says coming in sweaty and out of breath. I look at her and see she's only wearing a sports bra and shorts while puck is wearing just shorts for their daily jog.

"I umm.....I want to umm......I was just thinking" I say as I gulp at the sight of Santana.

"Close your mouth you might drool" she says walking towards me. I kiss her and instantly grab her waist to keep her in place. I start to move my fingers to get inside of her pants and she stops me.

"Britt" she says and looks at puck.

"what he's okay with this" I say and see him shake his head vigorously.

"I want to lose my virginity" I say and feel her tense up before laughing.

"Santana your not ready yet, I called you over an hour ago" Quinn says interrupting.

"Yeah I should go get ready" she says and gives me a peck before leaving. I wait till she leave to kick over a chair and yell fuck.

"Calm down man, it only sex" puck says.

"It's not about the sex, it's the principle. I want san to trust me but she doesn't" I say and storm off. I go to the only place I know and being the only person I want to talk to right now.

(20 minutes later)

Im at the studio dancing and all I can think of is how San feels. I shouldn't have told her that Im ready to lose it, after all that she ls been through she's probably not even ready to do it. But I just figured with all that we've been doing that she could handle it. the lyrics of the song when it gets cut off and I turn around and smile.

"I heard you wanted to see me" he says and I instantly run to him. I hug him and start to cry in his neck.

"Why are you crying" he says and I laugh.

"I just miss you" I say to shane as he tighten his grip on me.

"Well we need a brane day" she says and I give him a look.

"What you like shittany instead" he says and I laugh and shake my head no.

(Night time)

I spend my whole day with shane we go to the mall, we go bowling and movies and then randomly decide to go to the beach for the hell of it. I spent the whole time just focusing on us but we're on our way back and I have to talk to him. I haven't spoke to Santana all day mostly because for the past week, every time I say I'm ready she changed the subject or leave.

"Shane" I say as he drive.

"Hm" he says looking at me real quickly.

"I want to lose my virginity" I say and he hits the brakes by accident.

"Britt Im flattered but I'm gay and so are you and I don't think san would approve" he says and I frown until I realize what he's saying.

"What.....no I don't want to do it with you, Im saying that because I want to have sex with Santana. I think I'm ready" I say and see him smile.

"All you got to do is make her have sex with you"he says and I glare at him.

"No like you said she loves sex, make her feel so good that she can't resist" he says and I think the whole way back on how to do that.

(Back at the house)

When I get into the house I see everyone dressed up and getting their hair and make up on. I turn around and bump into Santana and she looks amazing also but she just glares at me before walking off.

"Why am I getting cold shoulder" I say and she laughs while walking away.

"Brittany get dress, we're going out" she says and I say no.

"awe come on, it's the last time we're together" Quinn says and I nod and go upstairs.

I go upstairs and put on pants and a nice shirt with a leather jacket like usual with some pumps and hoops. I do light make up and put my hair down for the first time. I take a shower but a quick one.

"BRITTANY, let's go" they yell so I hurry up.

(at the club)

We arrive at the club and Santana still not talking to me. I stare at her and see her look before turning away and sigh.

"She's pissed at you because you ignored all her calls" Quinn says with a 'I feel sorry for your ass face'.

we get a table and decide to take shots.

"To us and going out for one last good time" I say and everyone cheers and drink. We go to the dance floor and dance as a group to a couple songs before we decide to play a game.

"Let's play never have a ever (drinking version)" kurt says and all agree.

"Never have I ever had sex". Rachel says and me and puck girl drink making him smile.

"Never have I ever kissed a girl"  Quinn says and we all laugh. But everyone drinks including her.

"Never had I ever ignored my girlfriend" san says looking at her cup and a few drink.

"Never have I ever held a grudge" emily says.

By the time everyone goes were all pretty good drunk and waisted and we decide to go to the dance floor.

I go to the danced after spotting Santana with another girl and push the bitch off of Santana. Santana turns around when the girl gets closer to me and I growl at her, she scoffs and leave. When I turn around Santana looks even more angry.

"I know your pissed but your still mine" I say outraged and she lifts her eyebrows up and laugh.

"Yours" she says and I grip her waist pulling her towards me and I move my face from in front of hers to her ear and growl mine, making her breath hitch.

I start to slowly move side to side into Santana while leaning my forehead onto hers. While dancing to the song. The song conceited came on and she instantly smiles so I dance it with her.

See this ain't nothing that you use toOut of the ordinary unusualYou gotta have the mind state like I'm so greatCan't nobody do it like you doMiraculous, phenomenal and ain't nobody in here stopping youShow no love cause you what's upLook at ya self in the mirror like what the fuck

Damn I look good and cant nobody freak it like I couldYea OK I got a little fat butMy shorty told me that he like it like thatI'm happyAnother nigga never can't beI'm so outstandingDon't care if they can't stand meI'm sitting on top of the world like brandy

I start getting into the song and swaying harder into Santana and I start to hear her having trouble breathing.

See I look to good for this necklaceAnd I look to good to be wearing thisYou know I look way too good to be innocentI'm conceited I got a reason

See I look to good to be driving thatAnd I look to good to be buying thatYou know I look way to good to be trying thatI'm conceited I got a reason

She starts to push me away as I start to get hard but I choose to continue to push on but dragging my face up and down her neck and moved my hand under her shirt to scratch at her stomach.

Now who's that peaking in my windowNobody cause I live in a penthouseBaby I'm sorry but I'm sexyAnd all I want you to do is just bless me, lets seeThis kid that I'm waiting onHe said he loves when my jeans look painted onWit a tight white tee, you ain't quite like meProbably why I'm always getting hated onNow shorty tryna push up on me like a wonder braListen when I speak out I wouldn't want you take it wrongNow number one I don't need youYa names Q I only see you wen I see youListen two you never play meWhy is that?? why is that??Cause I'm such a fucking ladyAnd three is all about me I don't want to talk about itIf you'd like to hear it here it goHere you go I wrote a song about it

See I look to good to be fucking youAnd I look to good to be loving youYou know I look way to good to stuck with youI'm conceited I got a reason

See I look too good to be getting withAnd I look to good to be having kidsYou know I look way to good to be in the cribI'm conceited I got a reason

I don't know what I'm doingI cant stop my body from movingI'm bopping and poppin to the musicHe's watching me and he's bout to lose itI'm dropping that hotter den drop it like its hotFace down ass up, on some new shitI'm out of control wit itDip it low pick it up slow poke it out now roll wit itMy thong showing but its cool my shoes go wit itNow all I need is a room wit a pole in itSee I look good and I'm knowing itBut I was never to proud to be showing it

I feel her starting to tense up as I push harder and harder by biting her ear and Im getting so hard that Im about to burst.

See I look to good for this necklaceAnd I look to good to be wearing thisYou know I look way too good to be innocentI'm conceited I got a reason

See I look to good to be driving thatAnd I look to good to be buying thatYou know I look way to good to be trying thatI'm conceited I got a reason

See I look to good to be fucking youAnd I look to good to be loving youYou know I look way to good to stuck with youI'm conceited I got a reason

See I look too good to be getting withAnd I look to good to be having kidsYou know I look way to good to be in the cribI'm conceited I got a reason

As soon as the song ends Santana tries to pull away but I keep her right next to me.

"Santana, I want you so fucking badly"

Hey guys so how I want the story to end will take a lot more pages than my usual chapters so Im breaking this into a three part instead sorry.