Chapter 18

Kendall had woken me up as we got inside the ER parking lot. The pain was still evident in my arm as Kendall helped me out. We got seen right away and turns out after a few painful positions for an X-Ray that I had broken my arm landing on it. The doctor didn't even seem surprised by the story of our night Kendall had given him. I guess he had heard more wild stories than that or he just didn't believe us. Could've gone either way. I had to get a hard cast put on it immediately.

I got it in white because any other color could clash with an outfit I could've chosen, but that was my fashionable side speaking from the high amount of pain meds in my system. Kendall and I finished up and soon we were on our way back to my place after a stop to the twenty four hour pharmacy. Kendall walked me up to my apartment and made sure I put a bag over my cast before he sent me into the bathroom to shower while he waited in the living room just in case. It was four in the morning by the time I got out of the shower and had taken the bag off my arm. I was now in clean pajamas as Kendall was in the living room tweeting I assumed.

I walked out with no makeup, glasses, or hair done and totally forgot. I felt self conscious as I walked to the kitchen counter to grab my phone. Kendall's eyes watched me as I grabbed it and walked over to the couch to sit next to him.

"Tweeted about tonight." Kendall said as he watched me unlock my phone and see that he had mentioned me in a tweet longer. He had even started his own hashtag, #RealHungerGames. Which only seemed to draw in a lot of attention. I then noticed Everyone from tonight had tweeted about it and I was getting follows and tweets like wild fire.

"I can see that. People are asking me who I am." I said looking through the tweets.

"Just be honest." Kendall said quietly as he the went to stand. He stood and then touched my damp hair.

"I'm gonna go get some rest. You should too." He said as he then started towards the door. I stood up and soon was following him.

"Wait." I called to him. He turned around and waited at the door for me to catch up. "List." I said offering my hand out for him to put the little piece of paper in. He did with a smile on his face. I barely was able to put the paper to the wall and cross out number one little lone hand it back to him. He smile down at it.

"We've made progress." Kendall said as I smiled.

"We have." I told him. He smirked.

"See ya. Take it easy." He told me. I nodded and closed the door behind him. My heart fluttered still in his presence. I went to bed and slept in until four in the afternoon the next day.

I woke up to texts from Gabby and Kendall. My mom had even texted asking what happened that I charged the medical bill to our insurance. I ignored hers and continued onto Gabby's and Kendall's. Kendall simply checked in while Gabby was apologizing because she knew I heard what she had said to James last night when Kendall and I were all still in the tree.

I ignored hers not ready to get into anything serious sounding yet. I got up and texted Kendall back as I took my pain meds that I was feeling fine. I got back into bed after grabbing a bowl of cereal from the kitchen and banana from there as well. Kendall around seven called me to chat.

"How's cripple?" Kendall teased. I rolled my eyes.

"That's offensive to some people ya know." I informed him. He chuckled.

"So, what did you do today besides sleep in all day?" He asked. I sighed.

"Contemplated something." I told him. He was now very interesting.

"Contemplated what something?" He asked.

"School." I said bluntly. He chuckled.

"And?" He egged me on.

"I think I'm going to quit and then start up when I'm ready." I told him.

"Wait, what? Are you sure?" He asked sounding less sure than I was. I sighed.

"Yes I'm sure. People have always wanted me to go to school and I have everything handed to me. I have a full ride scholarship handed to me while others can't get one scholarship. It's not for me." I explained. Kendall sighed.

"Were you contemplating this while on your pain meds?" He asked trying to sound like a joke but I knew he meant it seriously. I laughed.

"Doc said the pain meds only last four hours. I've been thinking about it for three and I can tell they've worn off me." I told him knowing I wanted to stop going to school.

"What will you do with your life then? Watch movies on netflix?" He asked sounding a little disappointed. I sighed.

"I was actually going to start volunteering and working. Maybe even throw a few parties here and there for my famous friends Big Time Rush, I don't know if you've heard of them." I giggled. Kendall sighed after laughing for a moment.

"Volunteering where?" Kendall asked me.

"Homeless shelter. Public library." I replied.

"Working where?" He asked.

"Anywhere." I answered. He stayed quiet a moment.

"Wanna throw a party for us soon?" He asked me. I giggled.

"How soon?" I asked him. He cleared his throat.

"This Thursday." He told me. Four days away, I assumed it was possible.

"Okay. What for?" I asked him.

"Last episode premieres then and so it'll be like a viewing party for the younger actors  and guests that are invited as well. But then there's an after party that'll be for twenty one and over, and you and Gabby of course." Kendall said. I smiled happily, I wanted to do this.

"Okay, where?" I asked him. He scoffed.

"You're the party planner, you come up with that." He said jokingly. I laughed.

"Okay, I'll get to that." I told him. We talked for a few minutes more and then we finished up. Kendall told me that he would set me up with the title of Party Planner with the network and he actually got them to email me over their information and sent over Logan later with a designated card with fifty thousand dollars on it to get the locations of both the screening party and the after party.

"Thanks." I told him after inviting him in and he handed me an envelope. He nodded with a grin.

"Just doing my job." He said smiling. I nodded and sat the envelope on the counter next to my laptop and little party planning area. "Hey, so I have a question. What's with that little piece of paper Kendall keeps around in his pocket? Did you notice that he's been holding onto it too?" Logan asked me. I turned slowly in the bar stool to face him standing there with his hands in his pockets.

"It's for me actually." I smiled shyly. He raised his eye brows and then walked over to the counter and stood three feet away from me.

"What is it? He's obsessed with it. He's always taking it out and looking at it." He asked confused as to why Kendall would have my piece of paper. He was obsessed? Hardly, he was just probably looking the next thing he could help me with.

"It's a list. I never lived my life before and on that list are wild acts I'd like to live through. He's the one who got me to get a tattoo, go to Disneyland, get my nose pierced, and I originally came up with last night, but Kendall made it a little more crazy but it was an adventure which is what I wanted." I smiled explaining it trying to not sound totally crazy. He watched me carefully and then smiled.

"That's actually pretty cool." He agreed. I widened my eyes.

"Really?" I asked him. He laughed.

"Totally. It's cool he's helping you, and you're coming out of your shell. What else is on that list?" He asked. I blushed and looked down at my lap where my broken arm rested.

"Some personal things that I don't know how he will accomplish because we're just friends. But then there's a few other things, like drugs, alcohol, and a hippy van." I informed him as if that was normal. Logan laughed.

"Okay, that's, uh, interesting." He smiled at me. I nodded.

"What can I say? I'm living on the edge." I said making him laugh which made me laugh.

"Okay, well I better get back to set. I didn't have a scene for awhile so they wanted me to drop this off and hurry back. So, good luck." He said with his hand on the counter smiling again. He was quiet handsome. I wondered if he had made a pass at Gabby yet. He was a really nice guy in person just as you'd assume he'd be without meeting him.