Day 14- Lazy day, frustrated thoughts, no Jellal

Today sure is a lazy day...

There are no customers today.

Plus I have nothing to do than watch over the store which is pretty boring considering you can't use any technology while you're at work. (My boss is pretty strict about these matters)

But man, what I wouldn't give for a day off at the beach or say, long drives.

Lucy's gone to vacation with her family, my other friends have done the same while I'm stuck here in this damn convenience store which is clearly not convenient because mom and dad need to work hard to pay this months rent. I asked her why she couldn't ask "Grays dad" to pay the rent as well but she said that would be too selfish of them.

Well they are marrying me into that family so why not pay the rent too!

I don't know, maybe someday or at the day of the marriage I might run away if my mind doesn't change by then.

Anyways...Guess today he won't be coming too..

It's because It's become my habit to wait for him, to guess what he's gonna buy today and stuff and it feels kind of sad that he's not around much these days.

Am I being too melo-dramatic? Because if I am, then that's figured cause damn I miss him much.

That's the truth and I can't hide it.

Eventually at the end of the day, I'm the one missing him the most.

Yep, it's true love.

Jellal.

He's so cold, but at the same time so cool.

I mean, look at him! There is no such thing as not falling in love with him!

Why can't I forget about him?

And even if I want to, it's impossible.

He's on my mind 365 days and 24/7.

Though it's a pity how he does know how much I love him but doesn't care...

I suddenly banged the counter real hard.

I'm frustrated...

Guess I just need to pass this day like I have always have.

No complaints..No regrets..