Disfigured

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Dragon Alcina, Dragon Alcina, Dragon Alcina

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You ran before she could even say a word.... - You had been running and running for a few minutes now until eventually you found yourself in the courtyard. You knelt down on the center piece and just stayed there shaking. The ladies image burning in your head. Her burning yellow gaze, her organ like wings and odd things shooting from her back. Her long claws. The lady looked completely different. Yet in some way you still found her beautiful.

You could hear her worried stomps coursing throughout the castle. You looked through the windows to see if she would look through one of them and find you. You sat down in the center of the courtyard and tried to take in the cold breeze. You wanted to calm down. You felt awful for leaving her in a panic like that. You knew she was probably very concerned about you. Especially after seeing her like that.

The intense hunger in her eyes when she laid them on you still sent shivers down your spine. You knew she wouldn't hurt you, but still seeing her like that was shocking.

You could hear the slight sniffle of something and you looked over to find Clover prancing around the courtyard, Sarah behind her. Sarah's eyes met yours and they widened. She dropped clovers leash and rushed over to you. She knelt down beside you and placed a hand on your shoulder. " are you alright Mrs.? " you looked to the side but you couldn't smile.

" don't call me Mrs. Please, you know my name just use that please... " you muttered avoiding her eyes. " well then y/n, what's bothering you? " she said in a softer tone. You forced your eyes to meet hers but you couldn't make yourself smile. " I've just seen something I kind of wish to forget. " you said twirling your thumbs. " you've seen it. " she said her eyes widening.

She felt the side of her face with the deep gash and her own sadness appeared " the lady looked like that the day she sliced my face. " she said a single tear rolling down her cheek. You wiped it away. " I never knew she could look like that, I always believed she stayed the same, it just suprised me. " you said carresing Sarah's cheek. She smiled and pushed your hand away. " i'm just glad you safely got away. The lady doesn't always know how to control herself. Especially with you around. " Sarah said a slight pink appearing on her cheeks.

You turned away from her. Clover ran up to the both of you and hopped into your lap licking your face. " sorry that we've just kinda depended on you to take care of her. " you said smiling at the puppy. Sarah placed a hand on your shoulder again " it's not a problem y/n." She smiled warmly at you. You continued to pet Clover, playing with her. You eventually noticed the ladies warm eyes watching you from the dining room windows they seemed both angry yet at the same time they were warm. You left Clover with Sarah and continued on into the dining room doors.

When you reached them and opened them the lady was not on the other side. You could hear the echo of her steps as she walked up the stairs and into her bed chambers. You feared going up to see her. You didn't know how bad it would be, not only your drawings that had now disappeared from you assume her seeing them, but also whatever had just happened with her in a different form. You decided you would have to go see her. It was almost time for dinner and you wanted her to join you.

You walked into the bedroom and found that she wasn't in it. Rather the bathroom. You could hear a slight sound of what sounded like sniffling. You peaked into the bathroom and could see she was sitting in the bathtub crying. She had scratches up and down her body that were quickly healing again. Her own blood filled the bath tub. " I want to die! " she screamed into her own hands. " im a monster... A monster.. Monster... " she started to repeat to herself. You walked up behind her and placed your hands on her shoulders.

Her eyes opened quickly and she turned to meet your eyes, but when she saw them all that remained was sadness. " am I still beautiful? " she whispered filling her hands with tears. You rubbed her shoulders and kissed her neck. Then whispered into her ear. "No."

She looked back at you and her eyes furrowed with what looked like frustration. Her tears streaming more and more down her face. " I'm not finished. " you said standing up. She looked at you with hurt and confusion. " you're not just beautiful my love. You are extravagance. A vacation from sadness. You are a sun and I am your sunflower. So stop acting like the moon. " a smirk appeared on her crimson red lips. " I didn't expect a poem. " she said with tears still streaming down her face. You rolled your eyes. " is that all you have to say. " she grabbed both the sides of your head and pulled you closer for a long and passionate kiss.

You pulled away, "Al-Alcina what was th-" she placed a hand over your mouth " shh. " she said pulling you closer. " Alcina. " you said again looking away from her. She placed a hand up to your cheek. " I was starving myself. " she said letting you go entirely. You looked down at her still with concern. "I don't want to hurt people, and that day I could see the hurt in your eyes. You didn't like that aspect of me. " her eyes filled with sadness.

" so I decided I wouldn't partake anymore. And that made me ravenous. And I could no longer keep my form under control. I just wanted to make you happy. " she cried. " but why all of the scratches? " you said trailng your finger over one of the ones that was almost entirely healed. " after you saw me... Like that... I wanted it die. " she said sinking further into the bath tub. You grabbed her hand and corded her to bring it up to your face. You kissed it softly.

" I think that you over think sometimes and think that I'm going to run away forever. Yes I did run earlier, but that's because I was surprised. And you looked so hungry I didn't want you to... Well. " you said looking down again. She looked up at you and stood up from the bath tub. She wrapped her arms around you, making soaking wet. Her naked body up against you.

You could feel your face begin to feel warm. " oh, sorry. " she said leaning back down to you. She kissed your cheek. " your mine. " she whispered in your ear. You felt a hint of jealousy behind that kiss. " of course? " you said confused. The lady smiled and got out of the bath wrapping her self in a towel. She walked away and your smile returned. The lady was back to her usual self and you were glad to see it. That image still burned in the back of your mind. But you left it there, waiting on it cover with dust like some of your other memories.

When you entered the bedroom the lady was already skipping on her undergarments. " it's rude to stare. " she snarled getting closer to you until you were up against the wall. She kissed your neck again. " mine. " she whispered to herself making her eyes flutter. She licked your ear and bit it softly. Leaving little kisses all over your neck. This position. You didn't know how to feel. You felt like her prey. But you could tell she enjoyed every bit of it. "Al-alcina! " you shouted trying to get her to stop. " we need to go to dinner. " you whimpered your cheeks blushed a bright red.

She sighed. " but I want you to be my dinner. " you rolled your eyes. " you need to eat. " you said leaning up and kissing her cheek. She stood up fully, taking her full height. No longer having you pinned against the wall. " this isn't over. " she smirked walking off to put on a dress. How you loved to watch her walk away.

When she was finally ready she sighed. " let's go to dinner then I guess. " you smirked and grabbed her hand, walking her out the bedroom door and into the dining room. The girls were already seated. You didn't know if they knew of what had happened earlier in the day. They still seemed pleased from you reading a book earlier in the day.

They noticed you both hand in hand. " aww mother and y/n have resolved their conflicts. " Bela whispered. Daniela's eyes lit up and Cassandra just smiled. You both sat at the table and waited on the maids to walk in. One of the maids on their way out slipped a piece of paper on your lap. You grabbed it quickly and stuck it in your pocket. You would read it later.

You continued dinner as usual. Making small talk the entire time and just talking in general. The girls back to eating more proper, and their mother unaware of the mishap. It made you quietly giggle to yourself remembering how sloppy they were while she was gone. They were a mess. After dinner, hand in hand the lady walked you up to the bedroom. " we will continue painting tommorow. " she said with a warm smile. Some part of you was excited to get back to the painting. To get back to her beautiful work. That reminded you of your own doodles and you blushed a bright red rememebering she had seen them.

She placed a hand under your chin. " are you alright dear, you seem to be somewhere else. " you snapped out of your dream like state and looked up at her " I'm fine don't worry. " you said with a warm smile. She shared it. You both walked into the bedroom and she closed the door behind her. She walked up to you and forced you up against the wall again. " I knew you liked this earlier. " she said with a big grin. You looked away from her with blush covering your cheeks. She leaned down and licked your neck and started giving you little kisses leaving her lip stick marks along your neck.

" mmmm" she moaned in your ear. You rememebred the note in your pocket and insane became curious. " not in the mood? " she pouted, and stood back up at her full height. " it's not that! Just let me use the restroom real quick! " you said running into the bathroom and closing the door behind her. You grabbed the note from your pocket and opened it.

Inside was one of your doodles with the words " come meet me in the courtyard after dark, I'll be waiting~" you looked at the note confused. It obviously was not the ladies hand writing. Had she not seen the drawings after all?

/said doodle also btw it's ripped out of the paper so it's not just a whole page of doodles just this one. /

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