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  Should I mention that 6 months had passed since that horrible incident? I had moved in with Jaehyun, trying to concentrate on my studying. My mother had believed me, my father on the other hand couldn't face the truth that his friend was a fucking asshole. Even at the court, he didn't support me. Was he even my father?

  We had invited Mark and Irene over for pizza night. Yeah, those lovebirds had eventually become a thing. I was so happy for both of my friends! Y/N! Shall I order pizza now? Or shall we wait for the others? Jaehyun asked me, while I was in the bathroom. No, not yet. Let's decide all together. I answered, fixing my makeup. Yah, what are you doing in there? Jaehyun asked, standing out of the bathroom door. I opened it and faced my angel. His cheeks were a little sunburned, cause he had some outdoor projects and his eyes were tired, but full of light. Haven't I told you , you don't need makeup? He said, pulling me into his embrace. I giggled, giving in his kiss. Shit, am I greedy that I'm kind of turned on, not long before the others arrive? He smirked, kissing my neck. I guess, we do have some time for something quick. I told him and in no time we were on our bed, having good sex.

  But, I haven't mentioned one thing. One very important thing. Our first time.

  The titanic was up on TV and we were cuddling under the blankets, cringing on every cliché. Until, the very intimate scene started being displayed. I felt so awkwardly shy at that moment, when Rose and Jack were giving it all in the car. Jaehyun pulled me closer into his embrace, placing his jaw on my head. It had been 2 months, since the incident and still I would get panic attacks in the middle of the night. But, I had this urge. That longing lust of feeling his strong body on me. He hadn't touched me since our second date? I recalled at that moment. I felt so bad for him. He was stuck with me, unable to give in his sexual arousals. The movie came to its end, and we stood there cuddled in each other's embrace. His heart was beating fast. He was breathing heavily. He had fallen asleep. I giggled at that sight. I closed my eyes too. And fell asleep.

  I felt my body being lifted up from the warm position I had fallen asleep. I slowly opened my eyes, seeing Jaehyun's neck. He was taking me to our bed, as he always did. He hadn't noticed I was awake, so I tried to enjoy this luxury of him. He placed me softly on the bed and came across my awaken gaze. Oh, I didn't mean to wake you. He lied next to me. You're so cute sleeping, but it wasn't really comfortable there. He said, burying us under the blankets. Your embrace is the most comforting place ever. I answered, tickling his nose. I'm not tired. I added. Me neither. He said, facing the ceiling, while I gazed at him. Make love to me. I confessed, his eyes meeting mine. We stood silent. We both knew it was time. He lied closer to me, bringing my body to stick on his. Kiss me. I commanded. He did as I told him to and proceeded in giving me a passionate lusting kiss. He took of his shirt, letting me worship his soft skin. I poured kisses all over his chest, his hands caressing my back. He stood on top of me and started unbuttoning my pyjama revealing my bare breasts. His fingers made circles around my hard nipples, while his tongue explored my mouth. I pulled down my panties, grinding on his hard cock. He slowly let go of my lips, getting something from the drawer of the night stand. He ripped the blue package and put on the condom, not taking his eyes off of me, making butterflies bloom in my stomach. His hands moved from my hair, to my waist, to my thighs taking good care of my tired body. He then, kissed my mouth, enhancing the slow movement of our lips. Are you okay? He asked me and I nodded. He kissed me and slowly he went inside me, making me hurt unpleasantly. I let out a moan, his nervous eyes turning into bright ones. It hurts Jaehyun. I cried out, tears rolling down my face. He kissed my cheeks and my lips, moving into me slowly. My back arched in reaction of him being fully inside me. Trust me, Y/N. He whispered in my ears, and started moving slowly and in rhythm. Eventually, pain turned into pleasure as our bodies had finally made their sexual collision. He thrusted into me  more dynamically, our voises moaning each other's name. We both reached our climax. Ah. He let out a long breath and lied next to me. I was crying and I didn't know why. Y/N, baby. What's wrong? Did I hurt you so badly? He said worriedly. He placed my head in his hands, kissing both of my cheeks. No, it was perfect. I confessed. I love you Y/N. He said, my eyes widening in shock. I love you too, Jaehyun. I said hugging him tightly. I promised, I wouldn't hurt you. Your first time ought to be special. He whispered in my ear. Did you like it? I asked, being the inexperienced I was. I loved it. He smiled, kissing my shoulder. I'm so happy, I met you at that party. He exclaimed. Otherwise, now I might have been... Shh. He covered my lips. Don't even think about that. He said, looking into my dark eyes. You're safe with me. He said, and I fell onto his body sleeping peacefully.

  The bell rang. Jaehyun was zipping his jeans, while I was fixing my hair. We hurried to open the door. Oh, don't tell me you're having sex! Mark complained, making us all laugh.