LUNA'S LETTER

Dear Luna kom Flokru,

You were the angel that clouded my dreams.

How dramatic, I know. But it's true. When we were younger, I wondered if you ever noticed the way I looked at you. I wondered if you ever returned the looks and I was too blind to see them. I wondered if you'd ever tell me that you felt what I did, and that you'd like more.

We sparred, we laughed. You taught me things I'll never forget and told me stories I smile about in my thoughts. I liked holding your hand, I liked feeling the vibration of your laugh while I leaned against your chest, I liked running my fingers through your hair—it was always soft. You would always smile. Sometimes you would hum, I never knew what you would be humming, but it was always nice; beautiful. You. You're beautiful.

I never understood the feelings, never even knew what they were. I had never felt that way with anyone then. Of course, it's different now, with John.

What I feel for him is different to what I felt for you. But that doesn't mean that it was nothing.

It confused the hell out of me—it was always had—but I understand it now. And I think you do too. We don't have to talk about it, because personally I wouldn't exactly know what to say.

If I do die though, as unfortunate as it is, it'll be worth it if you live. Please live. Please be happy, my LuLu.

So, I'll say it. I love you.

Love,    Sayah.

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hello again :)i miss everyone omg n people are RE-READING?? GUYS. STOOOOPPi dont deserve you guys

okay so updates:- every now n then i work on what i can with the time jump n its little moments etc. little hints: sayah n murphy do be going thru itbut it will be okay :)

- i did watch season seven. n my reaction to that.... well lets not get into it. bc what the hell. WHAT THE HELL

- ive realised that you guys go INSANE for the "please stay" moments n the "his sayah/her murphy" moments which is SO CUTE.

- ive also seen people want bellamy x sayah content?? romantically??? welllllllll ill tell u a lil sumn.between the events of season 2 n 3 there was in fact a little lip action between them. i literally wrote it N LOST IT. THANK YOU WATTPAD. long story short, theyre both like ???no no no this is wrongn realise that sayah was just acting out bc she missed her murph. fair. SO YES. I ADMIT IT THERE WAS A LIL SUMN THERE

- i am VERY busy with school so i try my best w this book but i promise i will defeat school n defeat depression (ill try) n i will get dis book back alive. cuz it struggling to breathe n it needs my love.

I LOVE U GUYS THANK U FOR ALL ZE LOVE ON DIS BOOK MWAH MWAH not to be cheesy or anything but yeah i dont deserve you guys. damnSTREAM SEASON ONE OF THE 100 THE BEST SEASON OKAY BYE THANK U <3