Kennys visit pt. 1

Kenneth

"I'll be back soon Buttercup.", I reassure my sweet boyfriend.He still looks at me with sad puppy eyes."But why can't I come with you Ken?", he asks his voice sweet as liquid honey."I'm sorry Leo, but I have to do this on my own.", I tell him again emphatically."Alright if you say so...", he nuzzles his head into the crook of my neck and wraps his arms tightly around me.I embrace him tenderly and press a kiss on the top of his head. He tilts his head up and I plant a kiss on his lips. It's bittersweet because this is goodbye for a while. And I can honestly not tell for how long. It's always different. I can't really influence it. After saying my last goodbye to Leo and I make my way back to Craig and Tweek. They're still on the same spot as before but both writing down some stuff. Probably the weird codes or writings on this papers Tweek found and I got from Bebe. It's some sort of deciphered code or at least they say it is. I wait for them to finish and soon Tweek hands me the copies. Little Brianna is still in the baby sling on his chest but she's whimpering a little. He wishes me good luck and then turns his attention back to the bundle on his chest that's screaming now. My eardrums are almost exploding from the highpitched voice of the babygirl and I'm glad to leave.

After I'm deep enough in the woods I pray that I land in the right place. It put the gun I took with me into my mouth and pull the trigger. It's really painful. But after a while the pain stops. The white light around me grows more intense and I groan.

Fuck!

There's a sea of clouds around me and I'm wearing a white gown as usual when I land in heaven. The wings on my back still hurt from freshly growing. I make my way into the whiteness. "Kenneth McCormick, are you really back already?", a familiar voice calls.I turn around to see my old friend Eliza Rose. Her green eyes look at me dispraising. I shoot her an apolegetic look and she breaks into laughter."What brings you here darling? The last time I  have seen you was when that obese kid shot you after you got infected.", she says with a little concern in her voice, "you can't have been bitten again, have you?"I shake my head: "Actually I killed myself. I wanted to go to hell to visit a few old pals of mine.""That is quite odd. You know that suicide is a sin right?", she says and looks bemused.I nod: "That's why I just assumed I would land in hell anyways, but yet here I am.""Quite peculiar.", she comments and stays silent for a while lost in her thoughts.I look around. But there is no one in sight. I sigh. Angels can make themselves invisible to anyone, except the want to be seen. But who would want to be seen by me anyways. I'm not sure but maybe Red, Wendy and Token are here. I haven't seen either of them the last time but heaven's big. My eyes and thoughts wander back to Eliza.She's a tall woman with long black curls. Her eyes are green as emeralds and shiny as orbs. She's a really pretty woman. She's been dead for quite a while. She died while giving birth in 1679 she had told me. Her husband had killed himself shortly after and since suicide was usually a sin he went into hell. Eliza never got over it. Even if her sisters, her mother, her children and grandchildren came to heaven her broken heart could never be fixed. I sent her husband her kindest regards once but I haven't seen Valentine in a while. "Kenneth dear. There is something that just came to my mind. I met some of your deceased friends. You know I sensed your presence in them that is why I revealed myself to them. They seemed quite shocked to hear about your curse. Have you never told them?""I tried Eliza, I swear. But they could never remember when I showed them.""Well you can show them now. I'll call for them my dear.", she gives me a genuine smile and opens her mouth to send a bright beam of light into the void above us.A few shapes begin to appear and a gasp escapes my mouth as I recognize them."Stan? Wendy?", my mouth is agape as I stare at them.They rush toward me and both embrace me tightly. I wrap my arms around both of them. All of us break down in happy sobs. I'm really glad to see them. But there's a single question in my mind bothering me."Why are you here Stan? We've been waiting for almost 2 weeks. What happened?", I ask and fear the answer.Stan and Wendy let go of me and exchange a quick glance. Stan fills me in on Kyles betrayal and how he turned crazy. How he shot Stan, his best friend right in the forehead. Stan is still pretty shaken up about this. I can't blame him for that. I never thought that Kyle would do such a thing."What's gonna happen with Brianna now?"Wendys eyes fill with tears and the golden drops slowly stream down her face. Stan wraps an arm around her. He looks at me with an equal sad look on his face as the one Wendy has."We're watching over her since we're here. But we see that Tweek and Craig take good care of her. Can you tell them to continue this? Keep her safe and loved.""I can tell them that.", I say and scratch my chin thoughtful, "but Wendy if you don't mind me asking, why did you kill yourself?"More golden drops fall from her face into the soft white ground beneath her. She tells me the story of Bebe. Of her last conversation with her. A pool of golden fluid has already formed beneath Wendy because of her tears. I hug her and Stan both again. Then I finally turn back to Eliza who has been watching us quietly for a while now. Her eyes look at me questioningly."Can you bring me to hell Eliza love?"