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Chapter 12

20:00, 3 January 2026

Phayu's POV

When we step into the cell, it's quiet. Heavy. Not silent—there's breathing, ragged and wet—but quiet in the way that only comes after screams.

Kora's on the floor, chained to the center ring, her wrists locked, ankles cuffed. Her head's down, hair matted to her face, blood crusted along her temple. One eye is swollen shut.

I flick the single bulb overhead.

She blinks into the light, slow and sluggish, then coughs—spitting something dark against the floor.

She squints, flinching against the light, blood crusting at the corner of her mouth as she coughs. When it splatters on the floor, it's red. Fresh.

They've been at her. Good. She pissed off a lot of people. They got their pound of flesh.

I feel Rain beside me, calm, dressed in his usual white. Serene, almost. Our daughter's safe. Upstairs. Breathing. Smiling in her sleep. That's the only thing keeping my hands from snapping her neck.

Kora looks up. Her lips split into something like a sneer, like she still thinks she has a place here, still clinging to whatever fantasy she spun around herself."Finally grew a pair, huh?" she croaks. "Came down to look the monster in the eye?"

Rain laughs. Soft. Icy."No, Kora," he says, stepping forward. "I've just been busy. With my husband. With our daughter. You know—the ones you tried to steal because you'll never have anything real of your own."

Her eyes flash.

Then she spits. Straight at him.

"You stole my life!" she snarls, dragging her chains as she tries to push herself up. "He was mine. Kaia was supposed to be mine—ours—"

My jaw tightens. I step forward, slowly. "Shut the fuck up, Kora. You tried to steal what was never yours."

She laughs. Broken and bitter. Her mouth is split at the corner, and it stretches wide when she grins. "Maybe. But I'll leave you with something."

She turns her gaze to me. "Your daughter will never forget me. You hear me? She'll hear the word 'mama' and think of me."

Then she turns her head, slowly, to Rain.

"And you—" she hisses. "You'll never forgive him for this. Not really. You'll look at him and wonder why he didn't stop it sooner. Why she got so close. Why she got to Kaia first."

Rain doesn't flinch. Not even a blink.

But I do.

I feel it.

That ice in my veins. That slow, rising rage that starts at the base of my spine and crawls its way up my throat.

Her words hit something I've tried to bury.

The guilt. The shame.

It creeps in slow, crawling like frost under skin because she's not lying about everything. I did fail. Kaia was taken. Slipped right through the cracks of the empire I built with blood and paranoia.

And what does it matter—my power, my men, my money—if a fucking ghost from the past can still reach into my home and touch my daughter?

But I don't flinch. Not in front of her.

Kora's chained, bleeding, pathetic, but her eyes are alight with triumph like she's proud she made me remember. Like she thinks she's won some small war.

So I crouch in front of her, knees cracking in the silence. Her breath smells like rust. I lean in close, close enough she can feel the heat of my disdain, and I tilt my head slowly.

"Oh, Kora." My voice is calm. Too calm. "Even chained up, bloodied, half-conscious and pissing yourself, your delusions are still intact. That's impressive."

Her jaw tightens, body trembling with rage or pain—maybe both.

I continue, slow and deliberate, "My brother told me everything. The surgeries. The name change. How you changed your face just to slither back into my life. Into our lives." I gesture toward Rain behind me, who hasn't said a word, just watching like death incarnate in white. "You didn't even need to do all that."

I smile then. Real wide.

"Because I never remembered you in the first place."

Her face goes red. Her good eye twitches. She makes a strangled sound in the back of her throat.

"That's a lie!" she screams. "You were kind to me! You were cruel and cold to everyone else but me! You gave me money—for clothes, shoes—you made them stop bullying me!"

And that's when I laugh.

A low, dangerous sound that echoes through the bare cement cell.

"Charity, Kora." I sneer, straightening up a little so I can look down at her properly. "I felt sorry for you. That's all it ever was."

Her face crumples, but I don't stop.

"Did I ever speak to you?" I ask, voice sharp. "Did I look at you? Touch you? Hold your gaze for more than two seconds? No. You were nothing. You are nothing."

She snarls, and lunges forward as far as the chains let her, bloodied teeth bared. She's rabid now, frothing and wild.

And still I feel nothing.

Just the slow burn in my chest where guilt used to live.

Because now it's something else.

Now it's rage.

"You had a shot at a life," I continue. "You could've gotten help. You could've stayed in whatever little delusion you had without dragging an innocent child into it."

Her eyes find me, cracked wide with something between rage and heartbreak."You could've loved me," she whispers. "You were kind to me. You smiled."

"I was sixteen," I say coldly. "You cried in front of the staff quarters because your shoes were torn and I didn't want to hear it. That's not love. That was pity. And I forgot about you as soon as you shut up."

She winces like the truth hurts worse than any punch.

"You built a whole world off one moment I don't even remember," I continue, voice low. "And in doing that, you tried to break the world we built for Kaia."

Rain's eyes never leave her."She cried for us," he says. "She was scared. She begged to come home. You didn't just take her—you made her feel like being scared was her fault. You don't come back from that."

Kora flinches.

I step forward and the air tightens like a wound closing. Everyone outside our family thinks we're cold, ruthless, precise — Venice and Varain, judge and executioner. They're not wrong. We carve the world into black and white and we don't leave room for mercy.

But mercy is for Kaia. Everything soft I own, everything human, I hide behind her name. Kora touched her. That changes the calculus.

RAIN'S POV

I lean in until the light throws my shadow over her broken face. I speak slow, the words measured so they'll sting.

"You made my daughter miserable at school," I say. "You made her cry. You tired her out. You told her she wasn't worthy because she has two fathers. And then you took her and scared her."

Her chest heaves. She spits blood and words that don't land. I taste nothing but iron and contempt.

"I could keep you here," I continue, and the grin I don't feel is surgical. "I could drag you through whatever pain you dreamed up for us a hundredfold. But that would be a gift reserved for someone who mattered. You don't."

My voice narrows until it's a blade. "We'll kill you. We'll wipe you from the world so cleanly it'll be like you never existed."

I see her flinch. Good. Let her feel the size of my promise.

Then I step back, deliberately casual, and paint the rest of what I'll do in the blank space where she breathes. "After? We go upstairs. I take my husband —  the love of my life, the father of my child—   make him forget every hour we've been awake with the kind of ugly beauty only we know. I'll ride him until the world folds in. I'll kiss our daughter awake, make her breakfast, spoil her until she can't remember any other face but ours."

I say it like a litany, like a vow: love then retribution, tenderness then erasure. "You won't exist in her memories, Kora. She'll be so loved, so adored, so safe that the idea of you will rot away."

Silence eats the cell. Chains clink. The bulb hums.

I want her to feel small. No—insignificant. I want her to understand that whatever rot she buried in our home, whatever sickness she tried to inject into the cracks of our foundation, will be flushed out by something she'll never understand. Something that doesn't just endure—but devours anything that dares to touch it.

An obscene, overwhelming protection. Our love. Our family.

She glares, mouth a raw line, and for a second I let the softness I keep for Kaia press against the back of my teeth like a warning.

PhI rises from where he crouched in front of her, and his steps are deliberate, slow, like the judgment has already been passed and there's nothing more to say. He comes to stand beside me, taller, broader, and somehow still trembling beneath the steel in his frame. I tilt my face up to him, he turns to me and he kisses me.

It's quiet.

Except for her. Kora's screaming now. Wordless at first, then a string of profanity—vile, bitter, wet with blood and defeat. She can't stand the way we look at each other. She can't bear it, that after everything, this is what's left.

I pull back just enough to speak. My voice is calm. Clear. For him, but also for her.

"I love you, Phi," I say, loud enough to cut through her screeching. "And I don't blame you."

He exhales hard like I reached into him and pulled something out that's been stuck in his ribs. His hand tightens around the back of my neck, and then he kisses me again, harder, swallowing whatever remains of his guilt in the heat of it. I let him. I give him all of it.

Then I step away from him, smiling.

Kora doesn't stop screaming, but I don't look at her. I walk to the cell door and knock twice.

The response is swift. Two of our men file in, stone-faced and silent. They move to her like shadows—no hesitation—and unchain her wrists with efficient, brutal grace. She jerks and fights, but she's weak. She's lost. They drag her out kicking and cursing, her voice rising into a frenzied crescendo that fades as she's pulled down the corridor.

...

We drive in silence, the city dissolving behind us into darkness and scrub. The air smells of ash and rain, thick and waiting. When the headlights cut through the trees, the clearing opens like a wound — and there, at its center, the pyre waits. Stacked wood. Dry. Ready. A stage for the inevitable.

The car stops. The doors open. Two men drag Kora out by the arms. She's kicking, thrashing, but her strength is spent. They haul her onto the pyre, rope biting into her wrists as they tie her to the stake. She's screaming before the knots are done, voice splitting the night.

"Phayu is mine!" she howls, spitting blood. "Kaia is mine!"

Her words scrape against the air like rusted blades, but I feel nothing. We are ruthless for a reason. We built empires in the dark, ruled the underworld by fear and precision because the world is a rotten place that respects only steel.

No one touches our family. No one touches our daughter.

I walk toward her. The men step back. The firewood creaks beneath her as she twists, bound and trembling. Her eyes burn when they meet mine — hate, desperation, madness. Then she sees the match in my hand.

And everything changes.

Her voice falters. "Wait—please," she stammers, raw and wet. "I'll go away. You'll never see me again. I swear it, I'll stay away from Kaia, I'll— I'm sorry."

For a heartbeat, it's quiet. Just the wind, the rasp of the ropes, her uneven breathing. Then I smile.

And I watch the last sliver of hope drain from her face.

She starts again, shrieking, spitting curses, promising ghosts and vengeance. I tilt my head, studying her, then say softly — almost kindly —

"Nobody touches my daughter. See you in hell, bitch"

I strike the match. The flame hisses alive, small but certain, and I throw it onto the pyre.

The fire answers like it's been waiting for permission.

It roars up fast, swallowing the ropes, her screams cutting through the crackle of heat and smoke. She jerks, thrashes, but the flames take everything — her voice, her shadow, her claim.

Phi stands where the headlights meet the night, his face carved from quiet fury and something like grief.

Then he comes to stand with me. I don't look at him; I let the heat press my face and the light carve ridges across his skin. His shadow is a steady thing against the flames.

He takes my hand. He presses his forehead to mine for a long breath, and when he speaks it's quiet, the words meant for me and for no one else. "You okay?" he asks.

I chuckle. "I am now."

We leave the clearing while the fire eats the last of her voice, her screams echoing until the wind carries them away. I walk back with him, the fire burning behind us, and as our hands hold, it feels like closure — heavy, deliberate, unflinching.

***

The next morning, I wake slow—slow like honey, like exhale after fire. The kind of morning that tastes like peace. Kaia's wrapped tight around me, arms curled under her chin, breath warm against my chest. She always holds me like this when she sleeps, like I'm the center of her small world.

But Phi's side of the bed is empty.

I reach for him before I even open my eyes, instinct, habit—and find only cool sheets.

Still, the air feels different today. Lighter. Cleaner. Like a weight's been lifted from the house. The ghost of Kora is behind us now, nothing but smoke in the trees.

I press a soft kiss into Kaia's hair. "I love you, my heart," I whisper into her curls, my lips brushing her scalp. "You're so loved, always."

She sighs, shifting deeper into the pillow, and I slide out from under her gently, grabbing my phone off the nightstand. A quick tap, and the cameras blink to life. I scroll until I see him.

Downstairs. Gym.

Boxing gloves on, fists flying.

He's working something out the only way he knows how—through motion, through control.

I stretch the sleep from my shoulders, roll the ache from my spine, then head to the closet. Tie my hair up, pull on my white workout set. Always white.

By the time I pad downstairs, the air is filled with the soft thump of gloves against bag, the rhythmic sound of tension being exorcised. His back is to me—broad, drenched in sweat, muscles coiled like tension wire.

But he feels me.

The second I step into the gym, he turns.

I tilt my head. "I woke up and you weren't in bed."

He's already pulling off his gloves, reaching for me. I go to him, without hesitation, slipping into the space he's made for me. His arms lock around my waist and I rise on my toes to kiss him, not caring how damp he is, how the salt of his effort clings to his skin.

"Morning," I murmur against his lips.

He exhales, holds me tighter.

"You okay?" I ask quietly, brushing the sweat-damp strands from his forehead.

He looks at me for a long moment, like he's searching for the truth inside his own chest. Then he nods.

"I think I am."

And that's enough for now.

...

We're sparring—half serious, half flirting, circling each other with lazy grins and sharp jabs. My fists come up, his gloves tap against mine, and I duck when he feints left, laughing as I spin away. He's sweaty, shirtless, muscles slick and shining under the gym lights, and I'm deliberately teasing him, my footwork light, tongue peeking between my teeth.

He grabs me, spins me, pins me by the waist and I yelp, breathless against his chest. "Dirty move," I whisper.

He leans down, kisses the corner of my jaw. "You love it."

I do.

But then...

The door creaks open, and the rhythm of the moment shifts.

Kaia's standing there, bunny clutched in one hand, curls a soft golden mess around her face, little pink pajamas bunched at her ankles. Her lower lip is sticking out in a full-blown pout.

We freeze.

I'm at her side in seconds. "Morning, princess," I say, dropping to one knee before scooping her up into my arms. She melts into me with a soft sigh, arms hooking tight around my neck, her bunny squished between us.

She doesn't like looking for us in the morning. One of us is always there when she wakes—either curled beside her or carrying her to the kitchen for breakfast. Not both gone. Never both.

"I'm sorry," I murmur, kissing her temple. "Papa and Dada were downstairs being silly."

I carry her over to Phi, who's already grinning. He wipes his face on a towel but it doesn't help much—he's still drenched.

"Morning, tiger," he says, voice soft and playful. "Are you mad at us?"

She nods solemnly, face buried in my neck.

He laughs, takes her gently from my arms, and kisses her all over her chubby cheeks. "Dada's sweaty," she complains, wrinkling her nose, but she's giggling now, bunny flopping between them.

"Wanna sit and watch me and Papa work out?" he asks, tilting her like a sack of potatoes just to make her laugh.

She nods again, this time with a smile.

"Okay," I say, brushing her curls back. "But only if you promise to cheer for me and not just your Dada."

She looks at me like she's considering it. Then, with a tiny grin: "Maybe."

Sneaky. Just like her Dada.

Soon enough, she shakes off her morning funk, her pout melting like sugar in the sun. She sits cross-legged on the bench with her bunny in her lap, eyes wide, cheeks still puffy from sleep, but now she's cheering like she's front row at a championship.

"Go Dada!" she yells when Phi sweeps my leg and I land on my back with a grunt.

"Hey!" I call out, winded, "Whose side are you on?"

Kaia crosses her arms like I'm the one being difficult. "Dada not supposed to be mean!" she scolds, turning to glare at Phi. "Papa is soft."

I smirk from the mat, still catching my breath. "Yeah, Phi. I'm soft."

Phi raises an eyebrow, towering over me, hair falling loose from the tie at the base of his neck. "You weren't saying that last night."

Kaia throws a piece of her bunny's ear at him. "No teasing!" she declares with the authority of a five-year-old dictator.

A few rounds later, I manage to flip him—quick and clean—and straddle his waist, pinning his wrists down. Kaia gasps dramatically and bursts into applause.

"Papa wins!" she sings. "Yay Papa!"

I grin down at Phi, who's glaring up at me with mock betrayal.

"This is favoritism," he mutters.

Kaia beams. "Papa is sweet and soft like me."

She's not wrong. To her, I'm warm pajamas and bedtime songs, glitter and pancakes and whispered secrets. Phi? Phi is all muscle and shadows, long black hair and tattoos and that terrifying look he gives anyone who stares too long at either of us in public.

But she knows we're hers. Both of us.

Even when we're sparring, even when we're bruised and sweating and laughing through the ache—she's watching, cheering, claiming us as hers with every giggle and every scolding glare.

I lean down and kiss Phi, just to rub it in. "Sweet and soft," I whisper.

He groans. "You're gonna pay for that later."

Kaia claps again like she didn't hear a thing. "Again!" she shouts. "Do it again!"

And we do. Because she asked. Because she's watching.

We work out for a little while longer—enough to sweat, enough to laugh. I tap out after a final spar, flopping onto the mat with a groan, while Phi keeps going, unstoppable as always.

He does his pushups first, then moves to the pull-up bar, and just when I think he's going to take a break, Kaia—still full of energy—runs over and hops onto his back like it's the most normal thing in the world.

"Again, Dada!" she giggles.

And he does. No hesitation. He grunts through every pull-up, her little legs swinging against his sides as she clutches his shoulders and laughs like it's the best ride she's ever been on.

"Ten!" she counts. "Eleven! Twelve!"

When he finally drops, sweating and panting, she pats his back proudly. "Good job, Dada."

He collapses onto the bench, chugging water, hair sticking to his neck. He's got that smile on his face again, the one that only exists for her.

Kaia skips back over to me and plops down on the mat beside me, stretching her legs out like she's seen me do a hundred times. She tries to mimic the movements, but halfway through she twists into something completely unrelated, adding a little kick and a spin just for flair.

"Very impressive," I murmur, leaning over to stretch with her.

"She takes her taekwondo lessons very seriously," Phi adds from across the room, still catching his breath.

"She takes everything seriously," I say, watching her tug her toes. "Ballet, dance, piano, swimming—"

"Horseback riding," Phi adds.

"Pottery class," I smirk.

"Lego robotics."

We both laugh.

She's always been like that. Hungry for everything. Curious and fearless, throwing herself headfirst into whatever caught her eye. And after everything that happened with Kora... I know Phi's right.

It's time we start teaching her—not just art and music and movement, but how to defend herself. How to hold her own.

So I stretch alongside her and then glance over.

"Princess," I say softly. She looks up, cheeks flushed, curls falling in her eyes.

"You know how Papa and Dada spar sometimes, right?"

She nods, eyes lighting up.

I smile. "Would you like to learn how to fight too?"

Phi freezes. I see it in the corner of my eye—his hand paused halfway to his mouth, water bottle forgotten.

Kaia blinks. Then she lights up like the sun.

"Yes!" she yells. "Yes yes yes! I want to learn how to fight!"

I grin.

She throws her arms in the air like she's already won something, like the decision alone is a trophy. I glance over at Phi, expecting a smirk, a raised brow—some sly remark about her being just like me. But he's quiet.

He doesn't say anything.

His jaw's tight, eyes unreadable, but when Kaia runs to him, all excitement and bouncing curls, he plasters on a smile like it's nothing. He kisses the top of her head and hugs her tight, murmuring something low that I can't hear.

And just like that, the moment passes.

"Time for breakfast!" Kaia announces, twirling like a ballerina before skipping off toward the kitchen. Her bunny dangles from one hand, flapping like a limp flag. She hums a tune from her piano class as she disappears around the corner.

Phi still hasn't said anything.

I fall into step beside him, both of us trailing after her, barefoot and warm from the gym, the smell of coffee drifting faintly from the pot that must've started on its timer.

He stays silent.

And I know it's coming.Not now.But soon.

He's going to want to talk about it. About what I said. About what she said. About how I changed my mind.

Because he's brought it up before—long before the kidnapping, even. He always said we needed to start preparing her, just like his father and mine did. Martial arts. Strategy. Weapons, eventually.

Discipline. She's the daughter of two mafia kings. A legacy like that doesn't come without enemies.

But I always shut it down.

I told him I wanted her to have a normal childhood. The kind I had—before my own papa began training me. Before the world started creeping in through the cracks of bedtime stories and family dinners.

I wanted Kaia to have a little more time in the light.

But that light almost cost us everything.

And  the difference between me and Kaia is...

When my papa trained me, it wasn't because he saw a throne in my future. He was a retired assassin trying to pass down survival, not power. He didn't think I'd end up marrying a mafia boss. He didn't think I'd help rule the Bangkok underworld with him.

He just didn't want his son to die with soft hands.

It was defense. It was caution. It was fear masked as discipline. Something to keep me alive if the ghosts from his past ever came knocking on our door.

But with Kaia, it's not the same.

It's not about 'just in case.' It's not about boredom or father-son bonding, or even some romantic notion of teaching her resilience. No. Training Kaia is necessity.

It's fact.

She's going to start helping with the family business the moment she's old enough to understand numbers, loyalty, and leverage. She's already sharp. Already watching. Already asking questions I wasn't ready for.

This isn't some imagined future we're preparing her for—it's the future.

This is her legacy.

Ours was carved out of chaos, blood, and stubborn ambition. Hers will be inherited in silk and fire. She'll walk into the storm we built and tame it with a ribbon in her hair and blood on her hands—if we raise her right.

And for the first time since last night, I feel the weight settle in my chest—not fear, not guilt—just clarity.

We're not teaching her to fight for sport.

We're giving her the tools to survive what's already hers.

So yeah. Maybe I've changed my mind.

...

We walk into the kitchen. Kaia's already dragging her stool over to the counter, grabbing bowls and chattering about cereal and strawberries and which of us is going to make toast without burning it.

And Phi still hasn't said a word.

But I feel it coming like thunder behind the clouds.Not an argument.Not blame.Just that weight he carries, the one that always comes with being right too soon.

Breakfast is quiet, but not cold. Not tense. Just... easy.

Kaia sits in her usual spot, legs swinging, talking a mile a minute between bites of fruits and spoonfuls of cereal, her voice filling the kitchen with the kind of light that doesn't ask for permission.

Phi chimes in here and there—soft, distracted. His coffee grows cold while he listens. Our eyes meet over the table, unspoken words flickering in the silence between us. Things we both know but haven't said yet. Things we'll have to.

Kaia doesn't notice. Or maybe she does, and decides not to say anything.

She feeds him little bites of her fruit like she's the parent and he's the fussy toddler. She giggles when he opens his mouth and makes a silly face for her, but his smile never fully reaches his eyes.

Then—because she always knows how to bring chaos to calm—she announces, "Can't wait to show Rocky my new shoes from grandpapa."

I freeze mid-chew.

Phi doesn't even blink. Doesn't raise a brow. Doesn't reach for a knife or demand last name and blood type. He just... sips his coffee.

Which tells me exactly how deep in his head he still is.

Kaia keeps going, completely unbothered, telling us how Rocky gives her cookies and tells her he likes the bows in her hair. I try to smile, but I'm watching Phi, not listening to the rest of the story.

After breakfast, I take Kaia upstairs.

She chatters on the entire way to her room—about ballet class, about what she wants in her lunchbox, about whether she can wear her glitter sneakers even though it's a "no-uniform day."

I nod, respond when I can, but my mind is split. One part with her. The other still downstairs, sitting across from the man I love, who's gone quiet in all the ways that matter.

Kaia climbs onto her bed, rummaging through her drawers, and I kneel to help her with her socks when her voice cuts through the air—quieter, gentler than before.

"Papa?"

"Yeah, baby?"

"Are you sad?"

I blink, startled. "What? No, baby, why?"

She shrugs, fingers twisting in her shirt. "You're not smiling. Are you mad at me?"

And just like that, I feel it all hit me at once.

"No, Kaia." I pull her close, brushing the curls from her face. "Oh, my heart. I'm not mad at you. I could never be mad at you."

"Then why are your eyebrows doing that?" she asks, poking at the spot between my eyes.

I laugh, a small one. "Because Papa's thinking too much. That's all."

She leans in and kisses the frown line like she's sealing it shut. "Stop thinking then. Be happy."

I wrap her in my arms, hold her tighter than usual. And I try. I try for her. I always do.

Because she doesn't know that the things I'm thinking about—about legacy, about training, about the future we can't avoid—aren't just thoughts.

They're decisions.Ones we'll have to make soon.Whether we're ready or not.

After I finish tying the last loop of Kaia's sneakers and brushing a bit of glitter off her white top, she hops down from the bed like a ball of sunlight in motion. I grab her backpack, check it once, twice, and she snatches her bunny off the dresser before we head downstairs together.

The front door's open. Morning breeze slipping through.

Outside, the car's already waiting—black, sleek, quiet as ever. And standing beside it, arms crossed and talking low, are Phi and Saifah.

Kaia spots them immediately and lights up like fireworks.

"FAH-FAH!" she yells, dropping my hand and sprinting across the drive.

Saifah barely has time to brace himself before she launches into his arms. He laughs loud, spinning her around in a wide circle until she squeals, curls flying.

"Ready for school, baby K?" he grins, eyes bright.

She nods so hard her bunny wobbles. "Yes! I miss my friends so so much—Tani and Bea and Lily and... Rocky!"

The moment she says it, Saifah groans. Loud. Dramatic.

"Nooo, not Rocky," he says, holding her up like she's a misbehaving kitten. "Kaia, no missing Rocky. No playing with Rocky. In fact, no Rocky at all."

She giggles, kicking her legs playfully. "Silly Fah-Fah," she says with a cheeky grin, like she knows exactly what she's doing.

But I'm not looking at them anymore.

I'm looking at Phi.

He hasn't even glanced at her. His eyes are locked on me, silent, unreadable. Not angry. Just... waiting. That heavy, familiar stillness before he finally decides to say what's on his mind.

He's dressed in black like always. Broad shoulders, long hair pulled back low, tattoos just peeking out beneath his sleeves. A contrast to everything around us.

To Kaia's laughter.To Saifah's teasing.To me, still standing by the car with a soft hand on the small of her back.

Saifah catches the vibe immediately. He lowers Kaia to the ground gently, smoothing her hair.

"Tell Rocky he can't marry you till he talks to me first," he mutters.

Kaia snorts. "He's not gonna marry me, I'm too busy."

"Damn right," Saifah mumbles, but he kisses her head anyway.

Kaia skips right past me and right up to Phi like her feet barely touch the ground, all curls and purpose. He crouches to catch her, arms sweeping her up into his chest. She curls into him with the ease of someone who knows they're home.

Her small hands come up, pressing against his cheeks, squishing them just slightly as she leans in close. "Is Dada thinking too?" she asks, her voice soft and curious.

He frowns, confused. "What?"

"You're not smiling," she says, matter-of-fact, tilting her head. "Like Papa."

He huffs a laugh, but it's guilty. It's that kind of quiet exhale that betrays too much. Because she's right. She's always right.

We've made it a point—a rule—never to let what's going on with us bleed into her world. Not the mafia stress. Not the meetings. Not the rare nights where we fight quiet in whispers instead of screams. Not the legacy sitting on our shoulders.

But she sees everything.

My girl's too damn smart for her own good.

Phi just shakes his head softly, presses his forehead to hers. "Yeah," he murmurs. "Dada was thinking a little bit."

Kaia pulls back. "I know what will help," she declares.

And then—before either of us can say anything—she starts kissing his face.

Plastering kisses all over him with loud little smacks. His forehead, his nose, his eyes, both cheeks, even the tip of his chin.

Phi laughs. Really laughs. The kind that cracks something open in his chest. His eyes crinkle, and for a second he looks young again. Just him and his daughter and her bunny dangling from one arm like a weaponized plush.

He kisses her back, softer this time, then carries her to the car and straps her into her seat, hands moving slow like he's memorizing the act.

"I love you, Tiger," he says, brushing a curl behind her ear. "Be good for me and Papa, okay?"

Kaia nods, serious. "Okay."

Then, after a beat—he adds, "And no Rocky."

She rolls her eyes. "Dadaaaa."

I laugh under my breath as I walk up behind him.

But he's smiling now. And so is she.

And for a moment, the world is right.

He closes her door with a soft thunk, the kind of gentle finality only Phi can manage. Then he turns to me.

No words yet. Just the weight of his gaze.

He reaches out, grabs my hand, warm and solid, and starts walking me slowly around the car. No rush. No performance. Just him and me, and the morning sun crawling over the driveway.

At the driver's side, he stops.

His other hand lifts to my cheek, fingers calloused and familiar, and he tilts my face up until I'm looking right at him. That face I know too well—the one that's ruled cities, commanded armies, kissed me raw.

He leans in.

His lips press to mine—firm, steady. No heat, no performance, just truth.

"Drive safe," he murmurs. "I love you."

I swallow around the sudden knot in my throat. Nod once. Then I kiss him again.

"I love you too."

He helps me into the car like he always does, like I haven't been driving myself for years. Like I'm still something worth shielding from the world.

He closes the door, goes round to Kaia's side, leans down once more to kiss Kaia through the window—she grins and blows a kiss back—and then he steps away, hands in his pockets, watching.

I pull out slowly, one hand on the wheel, eyes flicking to the rearview mirror where I catch him waving.

The security SUV rolls out behind us.

And I drive on, heart full and aching, Kaia humming in the backseat, and the ghost of his kiss still warm on my lips.

Phayu's POV

I wasn't expecting Rain to say that.Not this morning.Not like that.

One minute we're sparring, flirting between punches, our daughter watching with stars in her eyes and the next, he's asking her if she wants to start training. Like it's something we'd already agreed on. Like we've been planning it together all along.

But we didn't talk about it.We didn't talk about it.

And I'm not about to argue with him in front of Kaia. Not after everything that just happened. Not after Kora.

It's her first day back at school. Her first day waking up in peace after everything. No shadows under her eyes. No blood. No questions. Just glitter shoes, a stuffed bunny, and the people she loves. I won't taint that with tension.

Still, my mind won't stop.

I keep replaying it—Rain's voice, soft and casual: Would you like to learn how to fight?Kaia's glowing face. The way she jumped at the idea. Like it was just another game, another ribbon to tie in her hair.

Saifah sidles up to me while I'm still watching Rain drive away, the SUV already pulling out behind him.

"What's up with you?" he asks, bumping my shoulder.

I exhale, rub my jaw. "Rain asked Kaia this morning if she wants to start training."

His eyebrows shoot up. "Oh? You guys finally talked about it and agreed?"

I look at my twin. My other half. The only person who's been with me through every phase of this empire.

"That's the thing," I say, voice low. "We didn't talk about it. I brought it up months ago—before everything. Told him we needed to start preparing her. Start light. Weapons later, tactics. Conditioning. Strategy. He shut it down."

Saifah blinks, processing.

"Said he wanted her to have a bit of normal," I mutter. "Like he did. Before his own papa trained him. Said Kaia deserved that."

"And now?"

"Now," I say, watching the last glint of white disappear down the road, "he offers it to her like it's a fucking birthday gift."

Saifah whistles low. "You gonna talk to him?"

I nod, slow. "Yeah. When he gets back."

"Good." He claps my shoulder.

I nod again, but my chest is tight.

Because it's not about being right. It's not about control.

It's that training Kaia isn't some what-if anymore.It's not hypothetical.It's not paranoia.

It's necessary.

She's not just our daughter.She's our legacy.And this world doesn't let little girls stay soft forever.

Rain's POV

Kaia's voice fills the car, bright and tumbling, spilling over the soft strums of our morning playlist. She's talking about her dream—something about flying bunnies and pancakes the size of our kitchen table—and I smile when I can, add the occasional "really?" or "no way!" like I'm not stuck somewhere else entirely.

But I am.

I'm still thinking about Phi's silence.

After seven years of marriage, we don't need to say much to know when something's off. We move like a system. In rhythm. But this morning, something's slipped.

And it derails me more than I want to admit.

I park outside Kaia's school, pulling into our usual space by the gate. The SUV pulls in behind us. Routine. Safe.

Kaia unbuckles herself before I even get the door, already babbling about showing her drawing to lily and whether Rocky will be in school. I step out and open her door, helping  her out and she slides out with bunny in one arm, bag in the other.

But then, she goes quiet.

I crouch in front of her immediately. "You okay, baby?"

Her eyes flick up, wide and glassy. "What if... Ms. Kora is in there?"

My heart twists so hard I forget how to breathe.

Kora's voice slithers back into my head like a poison I thought I'd burned to ash. "Kaia will never forget me. Every time she hears the word mama, she'll always remember me."

I swallow. Hard.

I cup Kaia's cheeks, gentle but firm, grounding both of us.

"Hey. Look at Papa."

She does, lip trembling just slightly.

"Baby," I say, voice low, steady, true. "I promised you. Ms. Kora is never going to come near you again. Never. You're never going to see her again."

I take a breath, press my forehead lightly to hers.

"She's gone. Far, far away from here. And me and Dada? We will never let anything happen to you. Ever. You hear me?"

Kaia nods slowly.

"We will never let anyone hurt you," I whisper. "You're safe now. You're always going to be safe."

And I mean it with everything in me.Even the parts that still tremble.Even the parts that still remember.

Saifah was vetting replacement teachers after hacking into the school system, I had no idea he was done.

She wraps her arms around my neck. I hold her tight.

Then she whispers, small and certain: "Okay."

And for now, that's enough.

And then another car pulls into the space beside ours.

It's a familiar one—a sleek blue sedan that parks in the same spot almost every morning. The second the door opens and the woman steps out, I already know what's coming.

She opens the back seat, and a little girl climbs out, backpack nearly as big as her body.

"Lilly!" Kaia shrieks.

Before I can stop her, she takes off running—bunny flapping in one hand, curls bouncing, her joy so bright it pierces right through the heaviness in my chest.

Lilly turns just in time, squealing back, and they collide in a tangle of arms and laughter, hugging like it's been months, not just a week.

I chuckle under my breath, walking over with Kaia's bag still slung over my shoulder.

"Morning," I greet Lilly's mum, who smiles warmly at me.

"Morning! Oh, Kaia's back! We missed her. Poor thing—was she ill?"

I nod, easy and smooth. "Yeah, bit of a fever. Needed rest. She's all better now."

That's the story.And that's the one we're sticking to.

Just a sick week. Nothing else. Nothing that includes blood or fire or the word kidnapped.

Lilly is already chattering to Kaia about everything she missed. "We have new toys on the playground!" she exclaims, grabbing Kaia's hand and swinging it between them. "And we have a new teacher. She smells like cotton candy and she's really nice—not like Ms. Kora."

"Really?"

Lilly nods, emphatic. "Yeah! You don't have to help all the time anymore. Now you can play at recess with us. She says we should have fun first!"

I watch Kaia's face carefully, the way her expression flickers—hesitation, surprise, then something like relief softening the corners of her mouth.

Kaia grins like that's the most exciting news she's ever heard, then runs back to me, breathless and glowing.

"Papa!" she grabs my hand. "Lilly says our new teacher smells like candy!"

I crouch again, tuck a curl behind her ear, and smile.

"Does that mean school is going to be okay today?" I ask softly.

She nods. Not just nods—beams.

I see it then.The fear—what was left of it—melting off her shoulders.

Lilly's here. Her classroom's waiting. The world has shifted gently back into its orbit.

And for the first time in weeks, Kaia looks like a little girl again.

Not someone who's seen too much.Not the child of kings and monsters.

Just my daughter.Safe.Laughing.Ready to go.

"Go play, baby."

She squeezes my hand and turns back to Lilly, her voice light as air.

"Okay. Let's go."

They run off together toward the school gates, two little girls with bouncing curls, matching backpacks, and no more shadows trailing behind them.

...

I'm halfway home, city slowly unfolding around me, one hand on the wheel, the other adjusting the volume of whatever soft indie track is humming through the speakers, when my phone lights up with a name that immediately makes me smile.

Papa.

I swipe to answer and bring the phone to my ear.

"Hi, Papa."

"Baby," he says, warm as ever, "how are you?"

I exhale, finally easing into the seat a little more. "I'm okay. Kaia's okay. She's back in school. She has a new teacher." I pause. "Saifah didn't tell me he was done vetting."

Papa chuckles. Low and knowing. "That's because I know her. She's a friend's daughter. I've known her since she was little."

I sigh, the kind that releases a week's worth of tension. "Of course you do."

Because if there's anyone who does their due diligence before I even think to, it's Papa. Long before Saifah, long before the security teams and the cameras and the bodyguards. If Papa signs off on someone, I don't question it.

There's a pause, then his voice is quieter. Still sharp. "And Kora?"

I glance at the rearview mirror like her ghost might be riding shotgun.

"We took care of her last night," I say evenly. "She's gone. Nothing but a fleeting thought now."

He hums. That dark, satisfied sound I've heard my whole life when justice is settled, when the balance tips back in our favor.

"Good." Another beat. "Alright, I'll let you get back. Might drop by Kaia's school later."

"Papaaaaa," I groan, already grinning. "You spoil her too much. You spent the whole day with her yesterday!"

"She's my only grandbaby," he grunts. "You're lucky I'm not moving in full time."

I roll my eyes even though he can't see it. "And what? Leave Dad alone? You may think I'm obsessed with Phi, but you're just as bad with your husband."

Papa huffs. "Well, he's cute."

I laugh, loud and real. "You're impossible."

"I love you too, baby."

"I'll text you if anything changes."

"You won't need to. I already know," he says, and hangs up like the dramatic cryptid he is.

I shake my head, still smiling as I pull into the drive.

Time to face my husband.

I pull the car into the garage, shift into park, and kill the engine. Outside, the estate hums with quiet movement—gardeners, guards, staff moving in and out of side entrances, a mechanic working on one of the security SUVs.Sometimes I forget how many people live here. How many bodies orbit our world, how many moving parts keep this empire running.

Except Kaia.No one touches Kaia.

I nod at the guards as I pass through the main door, shoes clicking softly against the polished floor. I head straight for Phi's office.

Empty.

Frown pulling at my mouth, I head up to the bedroom. Still no sign of him.

That's when I stop. Breathe. Think.And I know.

I turn and walk to Kaia's room.

He's there.

Sitting on the floor beside her bed, back against the wall, head tilted back, eyes closed. Not sleeping. Just existing.

I stand in the doorway for a moment, taking him in—the way his chest rises and falls, the tension in his jaw, the heaviness in his stillness.

"Hey," I say softly.

His eyes open. He looks at me.

"Hey."

I cross the room, lower myself beside him on the floor, and lean my head on his shoulder. No questions. No pressure. Just closeness.

He exhales slowly and tilts his head against mine. We just breathe like that for a while.

Then, voice quiet and distant, he says, "She's getting so big."

I nod.

"She's going to be six in a few months."

I smile faintly. "Yeah... she is."

We sit a little longer before he pushes up to his feet. He turns, offers his hand. I take it without hesitation.

We walk to the bedroom together.

When we get in, I close the door behind us and lean against it, arms folded loosely behind me

He's already pacing slowly, something in his eyes turning like gears clicking into place.

I watch him. Wait. Give him space.

"Are you mad at me?" I ask finally, quiet but direct.

He turns to me, rubs his hand over his face, and sighs.

"No... I'm not, Rain," he says, voice tired but honest. "I'm just... I don't know."

That's when I know it's not anger.

It's grief.It's fear.It's knowing we've reached a point we can't walk back from.

I step away from the door, toward him. "Then tell me," I say, voice soft. "Because I can't fix what I don't know."

His eyes flicker. And I see it...Everything he's been holding in.Everything he's been carrying since I asked our daughter if she wanted to learn how to fight.

"You said you don't blame me," he says, voice low but hard around the edges.

I swallow and nod. "No, I don't, Phi."

His jaw clenches. I see the tension ripple down his neck, into his fists where he curls and uncurls them like he's trying to keep something inside.

So I give him space.

I stay quiet, letting him pace, letting him walk through the thick fog in his head. He's always been like this—heavy, deliberate. Always calculating every word, every step, every risk.

Only I and Kaia ever get through to him.

But even now, I can feel the walls up. Not against me. Not fully. Just the kind that come up when he's afraid to let something ugly loose.

I walk further into the bedroom, toward the windows, and that's when I hear him behind me.

"You think I can't protect my daughter?"

I freeze.

That stops me in my tracks.

"What?" I frown, turning to face him. "Phi, what are you talking about?"

He shakes his head, eyes burning, not with anger—but with something deeper. Something that hurts.

"You want Kaia to start training now," he says, stepping toward me. "You fought me on it before. Said she was too young, said she needed normalcy. And now? One incident and you change your mind overnight, and you don't even talk to me first—you just tell her. So what, Rain? You think I failed her? You think I can't protect her?"

His voice cracks at the edges of the last word, and suddenly I see it.Not pride.Not ego.

Guilt.

The same guilt I tried to smother in myself.

I step closer. Slowly. "Phi..."

But he's still pacing. Still holding on to that storm inside him. "You think because she got taken for hours under my watch that she's not safe with me? That I need help keeping her safe now?"

I shake my head, stepping in again, firmer. "No. No, that's not what I think."

"Then what is it?" he says, voice hoarse. "Because I've been doing everything I can, Rain. Everything. I built this whole fucking estate with security she'd never notice, cameras in every room but her goddamn room, guards who rotate on shifts so they never get tired, staff that answer to me and you and Saifah and Win—and she still got taken."

I don't say anything, not yet. I let him speak.

"She still got taken," he repeats, softer now.

His hands drop. His chest rises and falls like he's just realized he's been holding his breath since the moment we got her back.

He's not mad at me. He's broken inside, and he thinks it's his fault.

I take another step until I'm in front of him. I put my hands on his chest, feel the heat of his heart beneath my palms.

"Phi," I say, steady. "Listen to me."

His eyes finally lift to mine.

"You didn't fail her. You didn't fail me. She's alive. She's safe. Because of you. You found her, you brought her back. You held her until she stopped crying. You did that."

He looks like he wants to believe me. Like he's trying.

"I didn't change my mind because I thought you weren't enough," I whisper. "I changed my mind because the world reminded me how cruel it is. And because she's not just ours, Phi. She's hers too. She deserves to be ready. You were right all along, I just didn't want to see it"

He breathes in, slow and shaky.

"She's smart. She's strong. You didn't fail her, Phi."

I cup his cheek, thumb stroking the scar by his jaw. "But if we don't start preparing her now... we might."

"She still got taken," he repeats, softer now.

And then his hands drop—like the weight of those words finally crushes the last thread of control holding him together.

His chest rises, falls, one breath after another like he's been holding it since the moment he carried her back into our home, since she curled into him and whispered Dada with a trembling voice.

He's not mad at me.He's broken.And he thinks it's his fault.

He lets out a bitter, twisted laugh—low and sharp, like it hurts coming out.

"Kora was right," he says, voice cracking in the middle. "You're going to look at me and remember that I let Kaia get taken. That I couldn't protect her."

My whole body stiffens.

"Phi..." I whisper, but he's not hearing me. Not yet.

His eyes are glassy but dry, locked on something far away—some version of himself where he didn't get to her in time. Where the worst happened. Where she was gone and he failed.

"She was right," he says again, quieter now. "You're going to remember that every time you look at me."

And something inside me snaps.

I walk over fast, heart in my throat, and grab for his hands—anything to ground him—but he jerks back, like my touch burns.

"Even if you said you didn't blame me," he grits out, voice suddenly louder, raw, "the day she was taken, you did! You said it—you said she was supposed to be safe with me. You looked at me like I'd—" He swallows, voice cracking. "Even if you say you don't blame me now, some part of you still does. Subconsciously, you do."

And before I can respond, he turns on his heel and walks out of the bedroom.

The door swings wide.

"Phi, don't fucking walk away from me!" I shout, storming after him.

He stops, just barely turning his head. "We'll talk later, Rain."

No.

No, no, fuck that.

That just won't do.

I follow him down the hall, my feet loud against the tile, fury licking up my spine like flame. He pushes into his office and I push right in after him, slamming the door behind us.

"You don't ever fucking walk away from me." My voice cuts sharp, breath hot. "That's not you. That's not us."

He's facing away from me, fists clenched, shoulders tight.

"We don't run when it gets hard," I spit. "We don't fucking ghost each other like this is some cold war marriage. When we have a problem, we sort it. We fight, we talk, we fix it."

His jaw flexes, still silent.

I take a breath then throw it all down.

"This is about Kaia, Phi," I say, voice shaking now, "This is bigger than you. Bigger than me. So spare me the self-righteous bullshit."

He turns to face me, something flaring in his eyes—guilt, hurt, shame.

"You're locked in your own fucking head with guilt," I say, stepping forward, "and I hate it. I hate that I made you feel it worse. But you want honesty? Fine. I did blame you. In that moment, when I thought she was gone, when my brain couldn't think straight—I blamed everyone, even myself. But I was panicking. I was terrified. That wasn't me thinking clearly."

I stop, chest rising and falling fast, hands curled into fists at my sides.

"I don't live in that moment anymore. You do."

Silence. Heavy. Breathing thick between us.

And then, softer now, voice fraying— "But if we're going to lead her, raise her into this world... you can't stay there, Phi."

He doesn't move. But his eyes—God, those eyes—they finally crack.And this time, I don't reach for him.This time, I wait for him to come back to me.

"Phi," I say, my voice gentler now, not soft—but full. Steady. The way I sound when I'm holding our daughter through a nightmare. The way I sound when I need him to hear me.

"Kaia knows there are monsters in this world."

He doesn't flinch, but I see the tension ripple through his chest.

"But she also knows you're the biggest one there is. And you're hers."

His eyes flicker.

"You remember her book? The one you commissioned, the one you wrote, just so she could understand what protection meant in our language?" I step closer. "You made that story because you wanted her to know—without ever needing to say it—that there's nothing in this world you wouldn't do to keep her safe."

He's still not speaking, but his breath catches. That book sits on her nightstand. We both know every word by heart.

"You wrote that story, Phi. You filled the pages with everything she needed to know—that in our world, protection doesn't come with halos. It comes with blood. With vows. With shadows and sugar."

His eyes lift to mine, finally.

"She gets both," I say. "The warmth, and the war. The bedtime stories and the security detail. The glitter shoes and the bodyguards in black. She knows she's loved and guarded. That's because of you."

"You tell her every single night she's yours," I continue. "You kiss her forehead and whisper that anyone who hurts her will never breathe again."

My voice breaks, just barely.

"Phi, you'll never let anything happen to her. And even if something does—you'll be there. You're always there."

He blinks, hard, like he's trying to keep something from spilling.

"You're her shield. Her shadow. Her father. And no matter what the fuck Kora tried to say, she didn't win. You did. We did."

I reach for him then—not gently, but with certainty—and rest my hand over his heart.

"She knows who the monster is," I whisper. "And she knows it sleeps at the foot of her bed, watching the door."

He exhales, shaking, like something finally loosened in his ribs.And I know he hears me now.Really hears me.

She has us both. The monster and the comfort.The Shadows and the sugar.That's the world we made for her.And we're not done building it.

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