𝐱𝐯𝐢𝐢𝐢

warnings ;

i. sexual content

𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

"fucking hell, i've fallen for him"

"oh yeah, we couldn't tell" maki said, rolling her eyes.

you've spent the last few weeks doing everything maki told you. apart from apologizing to yuta, yet again, you allowed yourself to face your feelings.

the day you fought with maki, you wanted to do nothing more than to stay in bed and cry. but you felt disgusted with yourself and what you had done.

so, you changed your sheets and left the balcony door open for hours- so yuta's cologne would go away.

you washed your clothes twice, until you decided to actually throw them away.

you took a shower, until your skin was completely irritated from scrubbing it- so yuta's touch and kisses would disappear.

and lastly, you sat on your bed and concentrated on what you had to do; understand what you were feeling and what you wanted.

you didn't even have to think that hard, cause once you asked yourself what you wanted, the name satoru gojo echoed in your head.

you spent all afternoon and half of the night, trying to understand what was that you were feeling towards him. you knew it was an attraction, but you didn't know if it was something more than that.

when you were seeing him at work, you were talking to him about work stuff, you were thinking about him and you were reading your conversations, you didn't ignore the fast beating of your heart.

listening to your heart go pitter-patter felt nice and warm. it made you feel safe and you wanted to hold onto that. it gave you a sense of peace, you never once knew. but, even if you wanted to talk to him, something always happened that had you away from each other.

you laid on your bed, maki and nobara sitting close to you. you didn't know that they knew satoru was feeling the same way as you. of course maki told her fiancée about it, since she needed her help.

"now that you know that you've fallen, how do you feel?" nobara asked, eating a donut.

"i feel... okay with it. more than okay, actually"

"see? it wasn't that bad to try and understand yourself, was it?"

you shook your head, softly smiling at maki.

"are you gonna talk to him?"

"no. i'm scared, nobara"

"he wants to talk to you, though" maki commented.

"i know"

"are you gonna listen to him?" she asked, raising an eyebrow.

"of course! whenever we have the chance to be alone and talk, i'm gonna listen to him"

that chance was really testing satoru's patience. whenever the two of you were alone and he went to talk to you, someone always interrupted you. he had enough of it, so he came up with another idea.

another exhausting day at work came to an end, and you had just made your way back to your apartment. you took a quick shower and went to eat a snack, before your phone vibrated in your pocket. you took it out, eyes widening in shock once you saw the message;

your hands were shaking and you could feel your heart in every part of your body. you saw the address, noticing that it was only thirty minutes, on foot, away from your house. you put on some shoes and locked the door behind you, taking a deep breath and exhaling before you left the building.

you chose to go there on foot, in order to calm your nerves down, but it felt like it was a bad decision. cause you wanted to be there as fast as possible.

you stopped walking, once you saw the white-haired man. he raised his head to look at you, a small smile making its way to his face.

"i thought you wouldn't come"

"i'm sorry, i just walked til here"

he moved to the side, before opening the gate in front of him. you looked at him, as he walked past it, holding it open for you to follow him. once you were next to him, he let go of it, as he walked away.

you followed him up the stairs and you watched him unlocking the door. he stood by it, as he looked at you. you had stopped in your tracks on the last step, staring at him.

"what's wrong?"

"that's... your house. i can't come in here! you have a rule"

"come in, y/n. i want that rule to be broken"

you looked at him with wide eyes, unable to believe what he said. if he wanted that rule to be broken, then that meant that he felt the same as you.

you walked in his house, completely breaking his rule, hearing the door behind you close. you slightly pinched yourself, trying to see if you were dreaming. but you weren't. this was real.

he stood in front of you, eyes searching your face for anything. the only things he saw were confusion and surprise. he couldn't blame you. it was only natural to feel this way.

"i'm really sorry for what i tried to do the other day" he started.

"i understand that it was stupid of me to act this way and i'm really sorry. you have every right to hate me"

he was bowing his head, showing you how sorry he really was. he slowly raised his head, eyes meeting yours.

"all this time, i wanted to explain myself. i didn't try to kiss you because i wanted to break your rule, or do something without your consent. i didn't want to hurt you in any way"

"i just fell for you, and, at that moment, i wanted nothing more than to kiss you. i know that doesn't excuse my action, but i-"

he was interrupted in the best way possible. his eyes were wide, as he stared at your closed ones. your lips were on his for some seconds, before you pulled away.

you smiled at him, eyes locking on his. your lips were touching and he could feel your hot breath against them;

"you talk too much"

satoru smiled, before he wrapped his arms around your waist and pressed his lips on yours. you wrapped your arms around his neck, your hands moving from his undercut to his white locks.

the ground you and satoru met nearly a month ago disappeared from under your feet. you weren't falling anymore. you were flying. flying in love with him as he was with you.

your lips were moving in sync, expressing feelings neither of you could put into words. satoru couldn't get enough. your lips on his felt way better than he ever imagined. he wanted to kiss you forever.

when you pulled away for air, he couldn't stop himself from leaning in for more. you smiled against his lips, not hiding your eagerness either.

without breaking the kiss, he picked you up and carried you upstairs to his bedroom. your back was against the wall, as you brought him closer to you.

his hands moved under your shirt, leaving your waist burn from his touch. you tugged on his hair, as you slightly pulled away.

"satoru..."

"yeah?"

"i wanna be yours" you softly said, with your lips brushing his.

his eyes moved from your lips to your eyes, noticing the way they shined. he smiled softly at you and pecked your lips, as he whispered against them;

"i'll make you mine then"

he picked you up and carried you to his bed, laying you gently on the mattress. his lips found their way back to yours, as he ripped open your shirt, making your eyes widen.

"i'm gonna buy you a new one"

he deepened the kiss, making a sigh leave your lips. your hands moved under his shirt, your fingers touching his abs. he pulled away only to remove his shirt, throwing it somewhere in the room.

he yanked your bra off and cupped your breasts, making you moan in his mouth- something that had him rock hard in his pants. he played with your nipples, your back arching off the bed, while his knee rubbed you through your pants.

in the next few seconds, satoru had both your clothes all around the room. you, naked under him, and him, naked on top of you. he positioned himself between your legs and you slightly opened them more for him.

he kissed your inner thighs, before placing a kiss on your clit. your hips bucked against his face, making him pin them against the mattress. he locked eyes with you, as he traced his name on your already wet folds with his tongue.

s

a

t

o

r

u

you gripped the sheets in pleasure, yet, you didn't break the eye-contact with him. he pulled away only for a second, before he went back to trace his last name;

g

o

j

o

he, of course, added a little heart, before he pulled away. that was his way of making you his· satoru didn't want to just fill you up and mark you as his, so he went for the safest option for your mental health.

he raised his body up and placed a kiss on your lips, both of you smiling in it. he wrapped his fingers around the base of his cock, before he slowly started sliding in you.

you threw your head back and gripped the sheets tighter, a tear rolling down your cheeks. satoru kissed it away, before pecking your lips.

"relax for me, sweetheart" he softly said.

you looked at him with tear-filled eyes, noticing the small smile on his face. he wanted to get your mind off the painful stretch, so he whispered sweet words after every peck on your lips.

he felt you squeezing slightly around him, before you gave him the permission to move.

"that's my sweet girl" he said, seconds away from kissing you.

his thrusts were slow and gentle, yet, deep. satoru didn't want to rush anything- he wanted to take his time with you. he hoped that with every kiss you shared and from every slow thrust of his, you would understand the depth of his emotions.

you understood from the very first second he pushed himself in you. even before that.

you understood from the way his eyes shined in a different way than all the other times.

his touch was so delicate, making you feel like something fragile; something that would break if he wasn't that careful. and it was true. satoru didn't want to break you, again.

he placed his lips on yours, again, as his hips moved against yours. your arms were wrapped around his neck, as his one hand was on your waist and the other caressing your cheek.

his lips were moving slowly against yours, moans and groans travelling in each other's mouths. your back slightly arched off the bed, as you came around him.

he kissed your neck, leaving wet kisses all over your skin. a soft whimper left your lips when he sucked on your sweet spot, your fingers hiding themselves in his white locks.

you wrapped your legs around his waist, as you brought him way closer to you. he placed a hand on your cheek, caressing it gently. you looked at him, his eyes having the same amount of admiration in them as yours.

"you're so beautiful"

your cheeks started burning, as your heart skipped a beat. or maybe two. he softly smiled at you, before he pressed his lips on yours. his kisses weren't sloppy like the first ones, but passionate and loving.

his eyes were closed shut, as he rested his forehead on yours. spurts of cum filled you up, making a soft moan leave your parted lips. satoru's eyebrows were furrowed, as he cursed under his breath- a moan of your name leaving his lips.

he lowered his body on yours, both of you breathing heavily, while trying to come down from your highs. he kissed the side of your neck, before he got up and started cleaning you. of course, he pecked your lips every now and then· since that was his new favorite thing in the world.

he laid next to you, bringing your body closer to his, as he ran his fingers through your hair. you rested your head on his chest, his heart beating against your ear. you raised your head to look at him, his eyes already locked on you.

"satoru?"

"yes?"

"are you mine?"

he smiled, before placing a sweet kiss on your lips.

"i'm yours"

he wanted to add forever and always, but he didn't want to scare you. satoru wanted to be yours forever and he'd do anything to achieve that. he'd do literally anything to keep feeling this way.

he kissed the top of your head, as you buried your face in his neck. a smirk appeared on his face, while his fingers drew circles on the small of your back.

"thank god, you didn't call me any other name"

your eyes widened and you raised your head, your elbows keeping your body up. you could see the way he was biting on his lip, trying not to laugh.

"this bitch told you about that?!"

"yep"

you sighed and covered your face with your hand.

"this must've been so embarrassing for you" he said, softly chuckling.

"that made me want to die"

"was he better than me?"

"not in a million"

"what if he was? what if you fell for him and forgot about me?"

"what if you shut up and kiss me?"

"ooh you're so eager"

you laughed, before placing your lips on his. you could feel his smile in the kiss, and it only brought one to your face, too.

"you're stupid for thinking i would fall for him" you softly said against his lips.

"you already fucked him, though"

"while i tried to get you off my mind" you laughed.

"and you failed"

"miserably"

you laid your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. he wrapped his arms around your waist, keeping you closer to him.

"you're not gonna leave the company... right?"

"i wouldn't do that, either way"

"i thought that being away from you would be a lot better, but i couldn't do that. actually, i could. i just didn't want to be away from you" you added, feeling your cheeks burn.

you couldn't see his face, nor the big smile on it. yet, you could feel the faster beat of his heart. you smiled softly and closed your eyes, letting his heartbeat be your lullaby.

he rested his head on top of yours, his eyes slowly closing, too. arms wrapped around each other, smiles on your faces and fast beating hearts; that was you and satoru at that moment.

"goodnight, pretty"