𝐱𝐢

warnings ;

i. sexual content

𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

the past one month was filled with nothing more than work and sex. you and satoru were fucking either at his office, or your apartment. the latter always left the two of you feeling that pang of sadness in your chests.

you wanted to tell him to stay and that nothing would happen, but nobody could guarantee you that. and he wanted you to ask him to stay. he wanted you to tell him that him staying by your side wouldn't cause any trouble.

of course, those words never left neither of your mouths. and instead of distancing yourselves away from each other —to get rid of that sad feeling you were always left with—, you stuck closer.

for the past months, you were able to keep what you two were doing a secret. until the day satoru randomly barged in your office.

"fucking hell, don't you know what knocking is?" maki exclaimed, turning her head to look at him.

you raised your head to look at him; his hair was messy, his breathing heavy and you could nearly see smoke coming out of his ears.

"her again?" you asked, in which he nodded.

"what happened again?"

"she's always so damn jealous of whoever is in my life and she wants me to give her a chance or whatever. something that i won't do and we all know why"

"and she's jealous because we're close and she thinks that we're together?! and to get her off my dick i told her we're fucking" he added, making your eyes widen.

when he realized that it wasn't just the two of you, his widened eyes met yours— while maki's were moving between the two of you.

"excuse me... WHAT?!"

"uh..."

"i told her to keep it a secret, cause i thought that'd get the two off our backs. don't get mad at her for not telling you" satoru explained.

"no, no, i'm not mad. i'm just surprised. especially because i was telling her all this time to fuck you" maki said, looking at you.

"yeah... i'm sorry i was lying to you all this time" you replied, smiling.

"you're gonna tell me everything, later" she said, with a closed eye smile.

you knew that when she smiled to you like this, she wanted details. all the details. you sighed and shook your head, because you knew that you didn't have another choice.

once maki left your office, you were alone with satoru. you looked at him and he slowly shrugged his shoulders.

"are you, at least, calmer now?"

"yes. and extremely horny"

"what did actually make you horny?" you asked, rolling your eyes.

"you"

you looked at him, as he slowly made his way to you. he turned your chair to the side, his knee keeping your legs apart. he looked at you, bringing his fingers under your chin.

"what are you doing?" you asked, voice coming out like a whisper.

"do you know how bad i want you right now?"

"how bad?" you asked, softly biting your lip.

"so bad that i'm willing to ruin my reputation, if it means fucking you right here, right now without a care in the world if someone is gonna walk in"

he leaned closer to your face, as he pushed some strands of hair behind your ear. you placed a finger on his lips, eyes locked on his.

"don't"

"i wouldn't" he said, taking your hand in his.

he kissed the top of it, making a pink hue cover your cheeks and butterflies travel in your stomach.

"let's go somewhere else, y/n, please. i can't stay like this for another minute" he whispered on your skin.

"where?"

"fuck, even in my car, i don't care" he said, looking at you.

his eyes were even more mesmerizing with lust and desperation in them. like you were under some spell, your head moved in a nod without you being the one controlling it.

you followed him out of your office, your mind completely forgetting the email you were supposed to send. your feet just kept on walking by his side, letting him take you anywhere he wanted.

some minutes later, you were at the parking lot of the company— slowly walking towards his car. you got in and he started driving away, without telling you where he was going.

satoru actually wanted to be away from the company, so you two would be away from the cameras and have more privacy.

he parked at a parking lot of a grocery store, before he got you on his lap. he was finally able to touch you and feel your skin under his fingertips, giving you also the pleasure you deserved.

your skin was against his as he moved you up and down his cock, which you have milked at least three times in the past hour. the black tinted windows have started to fog from your heavy breaths, and the car's space was filled with the smell of sex and both your moans.

he changed your positions, you laying under him, while he thrusted into you. your cum was dripping down to your thighs and lastly it was meeting his black leather seats. but satoru gave zero fucks about it.

you looked oh-so gorgeous under him, he literally cared about nothing else at that moment. he didn't care about his phone that has been ringing for the past few minutes. he didn't care if something happened at his company. he didn't care about anything else but you.

sweat was making your bodies glisten, and you still looked ethereal to him. your body covered in hickeys and the back of your thighs would surely be bruised from the way he was gripping them.

satoru could only cum from the way you looked at him with your eyes half-lidded and your lips slightly parted. but no. he wasn't gonna allow himself to last only a few minutes. 

your nails left scratches on his bicep, your hips moved against his and your back arched off the seat. another orgasm was pulled out of you, but that was only the beginning for satoru.

he didn't care if he'd spent hours fucking you in his car. he didn't care if he already spent more than an hour. he'd only stop when you'd ask him, cause he had no intention on stopping anytime soon.

he lowered his body, his lips coming in contact with your neck. he kissed your hot skin, before slowly saying;

"i'm not gonna stop until you ask me to"

you and satoru were in his car for three and a half hours. no matter how exhausted you were after the first, you just couldn't stop. you wanted more of him and he wanted more of you. because something in you was telling you that this was becoming too good.

when you walked back to the company, everyone's eyes fell on you. maki had a smirk on her face, because she knew from the look on your face.

"where were you, satoru?"

a small gasp left your lips, as you bowed your head to the woman. you didn't expect to see his mother at the company. but, it wasn't rare of her to visit.

satoru knew she'd appear. he knew from the moment he saw the multiple missed calls from her. 

"y/n wasn't feel well, so i took her out for some fresh air"

his mother raised an eyebrow when she noticed that he didn't call you ms. l/n. just plain y/n.

"i've been waiting for three hours"

"yeah yeah okay" he said, going to her side.

he took his mother to his office, closing the door behind him. maki came to your side, the smirk still plastered on her face.

"fresh air, huh?" she said, loud enough for you to hear.

"shut up"

you opened your phone to check the time, noticing a new message from satoru;

you smiled softly, before you quickly typed an answer.

satoru's phone vibrated in his pocket and he took it out, opening it;

he smiled and went to reply when he heard his mother clear her throat. he looked at her, slowly putting his phone on do not disturb.

"it's rude to be on your phone when someone is in your office"

"i'm sorry, mom"

"so, what are you here for?" he added, his neutral expression making its way back to his face.

"about the company in general and someone"

"who exactly?"

"her"

"we're not sleeping until you tell me everything!" maki said, sitting on your bed. 

she insisted on coming over, so you'd fill her in with everything. you weren't complaining· you totally needed some company.

you sat on your bed, placing many snacks between the two of you.

"when did that actually start?" she asked, eating some popcorn.

"remember the day you wanted us to go to that club, but i had work?"

"the day you said you went to a club after the work you finished at 4am?" she said, in which you nodded.

"wait. wasn't that the day you told him your story and he told you his?" she added.

"yep"

"damn. so now you're fucking each other and then other people? that's disg—"

"we're friends with benefits" you interrupted her.

"satoru gojo is friends with benefits with someone?"

"surprisingly yes. and what's more surprising is that it's me"

"and you're telling me that he doesn't fuck other women?"

"nope"

"and you trust him?"

"yes. because he's proven to me that i can do that"

"oh really? how?"

"he stopped, maki"

"when i told him to slow down or stop, he did. and you don't know how nice that was" you added, laying on your bed and staring at your ceiling.

"also, even if it's hard to keep up with my rule, he tries. and that... feels nice"

"not to mention, whatever he does to help with the you know who situation" you continued.

"let's move to the other stuff now" maki said, smirking.

"no, maki. no"

"i said everything"

"so, how big is he?" she added, still smirking.

you created a shape with your hands, trying to show her the length of satoru's dick.

"what the fuck?! that looks a little more than seven inches" she said, eyes widened.

"yeah pretty much"

"does that even feel good?"

"girl? i wouldn't be friends with benefits with him if that didn't feel good"

"right" she said, as she opened some candy.

"so, fill me in. how good he is. positions. stamina. and the most important of them all, aftercare" 

"oh, maki he's soo good. he was probably some kind of sex god in his past life. he fucking knows how to make a woman feel pleasure. and ecstasy. and euphoria"

"interesting" she laughed, watching you.

"positions? let me tell you that i never knew missionary would feel that good. man has me folded in half"

"oh he's the freaky type" 

"bet he loves doggy style"

"if you had bet money on it, you'd be paying me" you said with a laugh.

"ain't no way"

"we never actually fucked doggy style. the closest to it was when he had my body pressed against the window wall, the first time we fucked"

"naked? against the window wall?"

"yes. thank god we're really high up, or else we'd be all over the news"

"not gonna lie, i'm glad we don't fuck in doggy. because when we fuck i want to see him" you added.

"yeah, i get it"

"his stamina? too much. you can tell from the fact we were fucking for nearly four hours in his car"

her jaw dropped, staring at you unable to believe what left your mouth.

"did you just say... nearly four hours?"

"yep. i was so tired but i couldn't get enough"

she just stared at you, not knowing what to say.

"do you know how a body looks like after three and a half hours of non-stop sex?" you asked, in which she shook her head.

you unbuttoned your pajama top, showing her your upper body. your bra was covering some of the hickeys, but maki could see the rest. nearly your whole chest was covered in love bites. and she didn't fail to notice the bite marks on your shoulders.

"what the fuck..." she asked, tracing the hickeys on your collarbone.

"oh you should totally see satoru's biceps and back" you said, slowly covering yourself.

"y'all freaky as fuck!"

"is the pleasure that good?" she added.

"more than that good"

"and now, to answer the most important of them all; aftercare"

"he either does everything or nothing, there's no in between" she commented.

"he doesn't allow me to take a shower, if he hasn't cleaned me up himself, before. he asks me if i'm okay and if he hurt me in any way. he makes sure i'm hydrated, and even brings me food sometimes, if i need it. and he gives me medicine, cause i know that by now the people next door know his name"

"yeah, don't ever let go of that dick"

"did i mention that we fuck raw, so he also buys me the pill?"

"raw?!?"

"i'm actually his first raw fuck" you replied.

"his first? wasn't he with that hag?"

"he said he never fucked her raw" you said, eating some chips.

"i think you won a sex life lottery" maki said, after some seconds of staying silent. 

you laughed, before you heard your doorbell.

"here comes the sex life lottery" you commented, laughing.

you got off the bed and made your way to the front door, looking through the peephole. snowy white hair were covering his face, since he was staring at his feet.

satoru's heart felt like it would jump out of his chest, and he really didn't know if he wanted to see you after the conversation he had with his mother.

he had no intention on saying that he's falling for you, but he did. and he'd be a liar if he said it wasn't true. he knew that falling for you was a mistake. he didn't even plan on it. it just happened and he knew he'd be damned if you found out.

if it wasn't for his idea, he wouldn't have fallen. if he never asked you to be friends with benefits with him, he wouldn't think about you all the time. 

from that decision, he got to be closer to you. and only then did he realize that he was able to be himself with you. he had the chance to be satoru. not some sex-obsessed man, who wanted to fuck women all around.

with you, he was able to joke around. to talk about things that hurt him. to express himself. to worry. to care. to enjoy and appreciate things. to be himself without fearing you're gonna judge him.

you wouldn't judge him, cause you cared for the real him. not the him he showed everyone else. and knowing you truly cared, made satoru feel a million little things that he couldn't describe until now.

looking at you, who stood in front of him in your white silk pajamas, he wanted nothing more than to confess all those feelings. but he knew better than that. it wasn't the right time for neither of you.

"i brought you the pill" he said, giving you the small pharmacy bag.

"thank you!" you smiled.

satoru looked at you, a small smile making its way to his face. he had to get a grip on himself, or else he was gonna ruin everything.

"did you get in trouble with your mom?"

"no. not even a little bit" he laughed.

he, indeed, was telling the truth. his mother was as shocked as him when the words i think i've fallen for her left his mouth. she didn't even try to lecture him for being absent for three hours. at the same time, she didn't even know if you were a good choice for her son.

"are you okay?" you asked, noticing that he was kinda spacing out.

"yeah, just... tired" he said, which wasn't that far from the truth.

"go and rest, satoru. don't tire yourself more"

"you're right. goodnight, pretty" he said, in which you giggled.

"goodnight, satoru"

BONUS:

"pst! you're awake?"

"yes. what is it?" maki asked, from next to you.

"remember when i was on a business trip? sapporo?"

"and you got dicked down every day? yes, i remember"

"remember when you called me?"

"i don't like where this is going, but yes..."

"yeah, i was actually giving satoru head then"

there was silence between you, making you turn your body to the side. maki had her back turned on you, so you couldn't see the disgusted expression on her face.

"okay, that's enough. goodnight, y/n"