chapter 25 - The end

Been in ulsan for like a month or so:

How many days has it been? I lost count actually, I thought I had made a mistake moving to ulsan- a completely new environment for me rather than Incheon or busan where I atleast knew where everything was cause the moment we became explorers tons of shit went wrong

"No no it's okay it's okay,  we'll find your wallet okay?" Changbin assured as I started freaking out, it wasn't just a wallet , it had everything,  like everything

I wasn't scared that some rando was gonna use my money, I could just freeze my account. I was scared that some fucking Psycho was gonna get all my personal details,my ID, what I looked like everything,  and probably impersonate if not pull a hanibal move on me

"I knew coming here was a mistake" I groaned as I held back my tears as his embrace did nothing but comfort me before I could cry even more a mid teen looking boy tapped my shoulder making me pull away from Changbin

"Excuse me Noona , i found this in Wae-sang noodle shop, where my father works, I had to follow you around for a bit cause it took you a while to realise you had left your wallet on the table and I was a bit too scared to give it to you immediately just in case you were to murder me"

That makes two of us

He rubbed the back of his neck before bowing and giving my wallet back to me , thank the heavens and the man who raised this lovely boy

You thought that was it?..haha ....noThe morning after that

"Y/n have you seen my blue headban- oh Jesus fucking holy Christ, what happend to your face" Changbin mid yelled as he held the area right by his heart , confused I stood up to go look into the mirror and I swore even shrek didn't have bad looking days

Turns out I had somewhat eaten something I was allergic to that just not just give me a swollen lip but a swollen nose,cheeks,eyelids and made my eyes almost non existent

And the funny part was that the man who almost died seeing me was comforting me saying I didn't look that bad

"No no you look amazing trust me" he said trying his bad to not keep laughing whenever I made an expression with my temporary face

"Fuck you seo Changbin" I whined and with swollen lips let's say I sounded disfunctioned  and that made him burst out laughing rolling on the floor clutching his stomach... that fucker

"I told you not to try that weird looking shit but nooo you wanted to go all out" he said in-between breaths as he kept laughing

"That's it you're sleeping on the floor" I yelled and he kept laughing and soon enough I actually joined in

Ahh what would I have been if I didn't have that man in my life?

"Seong y/n"

"Hmm?"

"Are you daydreaming again?"

"Daydreaming? Ha no I'm just recalling all the ways I almost died in just one week" I said with a fake sob making the older man roll his eyes "that happened literally two months ago"

"It feels like yesterday"

"I swear it doesn't"

"You're one to speak we were on different ends of the train my good man , I happened to walk under some metaphorical ladder while you walked on a fucking red carpet , I got bad luck and you got nothing but good luck how was that fairrrrr"

"I know I know, thousands of people wish to be me" he said fanboying over himself as he flopped down on my legs making me yelp

"Ya seo Changbin"

"..."

"Changbin"

"..."

"Changbinnnn"

"..."

"Binnie"

"Yes dearest"

"Eh-"

"What you called me"

"I called you like five times and you fucking respond like that, get the heck out"

"4 times actually"

"So you fucking heard me"

"Obviously"

"Get the fuck off me you brute"

"Say it nicely"

"Ya seo Changbin get the fuck off me this instant or I swear to whatever I fucking believe in I'm gonna murder you"

"Oooh I'm so scared" he said with obvious sarcasm , men and testing me these days

"I'll burn all the gifts you've given me"

"Gasp you'd never"

"Test me, I dare you"

Leaving for ulsan:

"You told me we were running late" I said glaring at the male infront of me who made me rush out as if I was in a room filled with ticking time Bombs

"Yeah , but I never said what for" he simply shrugged before being knocked down by a bag I threw at him "y...yeah I guess I deserved that"

"Hyung , y/n!" Yelled a cheery voice I could recognise from a mile a while through the already mildly noisy airport

"Felix!!" I squealed excitedly as I ran to hug him, over the time I've been hanging out with Changbin I've surprisingly gotten closer to felix as well and that was one of the best decisions of my life he was like a calmer version of me...ok okay not calmed but more Verbally censored version of yours truly

"You excited for ulsan?" He asked as we broke the hug "yuppp I cabt wait to start exploring the moment I get there, I promise to send you pictures of places I deem worthy of blessing your eyes " I said causing him to chuckle

"You never seem that excited when I take about ulsan with you" binnie pouted causing me to glare "Cause you'll be experiencing it with me you dumbass, so it's not the same and also cause I like felix"

"Don't you like me?"

"Nope"

"You're lying"

"Nope"

He hugged me from behind making sure to let me feel some of his weight  "Say you like me or we're both kissing the floor and trust me, you'll be kissing most of it"

"Not a chance" he make himself heavier

"Whenever you're ready" he mumbled nonchalantly as if he wasn't currently breaking my fucking back

"Fuck fuck okay okay I like you , just stop trying to break my back" I cried and he immediately made himself lighter by supporting himself on his own feet again...do I look like a fucking human carrier sir?

"Don't worry , that was just a preview on the many ways I plan on breaking your back"

"What-" felix and I said shooketh ....you hear me , shooketh

"What...."

"Hope we're not interrupting anything" a voice said ...a voice that I knew way too well, fuck sure sure I said I was cool with them coming but how the hell am I supposed to be fucking cool fuck!

"Hi y/n" he said calmly but there was an edge to his voice as if he was testing the waters to see if it wasn't a danger zone and was safe enough for him to swim

I pass for a little while before Changbins gentle squeeze on my shoulder calmed me down a bit

"Hi Bang Chan" I said silently and I guess just replying was enough to make a small yet guarded smile show on his face 

"Glad you guys could make it" Changbin said with a smile as his hand snaked onto my shoulders "I'm guessing the others are lost?" I made a small joke to ease the tension and it helped when chan chuckled

"Minho,hyunjin and seungmin are getting coffee, jisung probably fell asleep on one of the chairs here, should probably go look for him and jeongin...." he paused and I sighed

"He's not coming huh"

"I'm sure he'll come " chan assured and I leaned onto binnies hold "I did say I wanted to cut off ties after all... so I don't blame him if he doesn't show up"

"We're gonna miss you" hyunjin cried dramatically as they all broke off the hug they had buried Changbin in "You've grown so much" he wiped an imaginary tear earning a wtf look from the elder as he steadied a tired jisung who looked like he didn't know where the fuck he was

"I'm literally older than you, don't act like you raised me" changbin folded his arms causing Hyunjin to just roll his eyes "whatever "

"Our flight is leaving in a few"

"Yeah"

"You're really going with this?"

"Hmm"

"You know you still don't have to do this"

"Just following my heart"

"What do you mean"

"Don't worry about it"

Just when we said goodbye to the guys again and started heading to board the flight I heard yelling at a distance

Turning around I saw jeongin running at full speed towards us yelling for us to stop although we were almost about to run late

"F..fuck...wait..please" He panted as he crashed into me almost sending us both flying onto the suspiciously clean airport floor

"Jeongin?" I had tons of questions as he hugged me tightly panting into my shoulder  "s..sorry I'm late, I tried staying away but I just couldn't,  I just had to see you off at least one last time"

"I know you said you wanted to cut off all ties with me but do you have to? Please don't y/n more if you're leaving with binnie hyung, please don't cut off ties with me" he begged as I felt my shirt get wet where his face was planted and it didn't take long for me to guess he was crying

I sent a look over to Changbin who just gave me a slight nod and a thumbs up as he knew jeongin and I needed to somewhat let go to move on

"Jeongin" I called softly ad I cupped his cheek in my hand and he leaned Into it I almost teared up at that sight

"I'm glad you came" I said with a soft smile which he mimicked through tears

"I'm making you late aren't I?" He chuckled a bit to excuse his sobs

"Yeah" I said as he hugged , unspoken words shared through the embrace "I'll miss you"

"Me too....me too"

Pulling away I wiped some tears that managed to escape my traitorous eye sockets "I won't cut off ties ...well not completely"

"You won't?" He said sounding a bit excited making Changbin let out a small chuckle "yeah I won't"

"Whipster?"

"Whipster." I said with a nod

He hugged me one last time whispering "thank you" quietly and a small "I love you" that didn't go unheard by me "I appreciate that"

And soon Changbin and I were sat side by side on the plane ready to start a new life .... together.

I walked into the place I had now grown accustomed to walking Into, knowing which step to take and what corner to turn had become second nature to me

I opened the main door to be met by darkness and before I could question anything soft music started playing before the room was simply lit by candles and soft lights the more I walked in

I put my bag down as I walked Into the living room to see the are that was once mostly covered by the coffee table and other decorations was now moved and decorated with heart warming things

A huge red blanket was put on the white tiles, plates layered ontop with a basket in the middle, a wine bottle,snacks, cake, other many desserts, food, what looked like gifts wrapped in gold and red wrapping which looked hella expensive,  the room smelt of rose candles and a scent I've woken up to with a smile daily

Changbin's cologne

"Welcome home" he appeared completely out of nowhere almost giving me a fright but that emotion was long forgotten when I took a good look at him

His hair was gelled back making him look like those handsome men from the 90s, wearing a black and white tux that showed his muscle and he had a rose in his hand as his hand found his away around my waist and he put the rose in my hair

"Come" he said gently leading me to the romantic scenery infront of us

"Binnie, what's all this?" I asked and he looked at me gently taking my hand in his

"When I first started chatting with you I honestly took you as the little sister I've never had, I loved all midnight snack drives we went on...all 27 of them, even the one where you ended up puking in my car" he chuckled at the last bit

"And the more we hung out on all those ' platonic ' dates I honestly grew more and more fond of you , waking up to your tests and sleeping to your calls had become habit, a drug, an addiction something I never wanted to end...even when you were breaking apart, you trusted me and wanted me by your side and that made me feel things I never thought I'd feel for you" he leaned in closer making his cologne hit my nostrils and I wasn't complaining

"Changbin-"

"Let me finish" he cut me off for cutting him off

"The night you...the night I almost lost you,  I felt like I was losing a part of myself and I hated myself for not being able to stop you"

"But you did Changbin..if it wasn't for you..I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be alive, sure if I survived that..I honestly would have done it again" he cupped my cheek and I felt myself naturally lean into his warm palm

"I slowly felt myself falling for you, I tried not to , trust me..mostly with what was going on" ..." and when I actually realised that I didn't just love you but was just fucking inlove with you, y/n I was scared...scared cause I've never loved someone as much as I loved you, scared that I might mess up and hurt you just like anyone else..."

"But the trust..the trust you gave me, strengthened me and honestly I regret nothing on falling Inlove with you"

"I love you Seong y/n" he said with a light peck to my lips that made me whine with the short contact

"I'm deeply, deathly In love with you" and with that he connected our lips and I felt myself melt Into a puddle of pleasure and joy

He loved me

He loves me

And I realised

That I  loved him too

He pulled away gently after the passionate kiss that boiled my insides in a gentle love potion , he looked me in the eye as he slowly pulled something from his pocket

A small black box

I knew what it was

Or atleast I hoped it was what I wished it was

"Y/n, will you marry me"

"Yes!"