chapter 20 - edited

10:47, 25 April 2024

"I shouldn't even be allowing you next to her but your lucky I still love your stupid ass" mumbled changbin "knock yourself out" he sighed ruffling the youngers hair as he left the room to give him and the unconscious somewhat privacy

"Hi y/n" Jeongin said softly almost laughing at the heartbreaking scene , he didn't know how to feel , the feelings were too much it almost made him want to puke, he felt extremely guilty for being one of the reasons she laid on the hospital bed pale looking and with zero will to live, he felt happy she was alive, pitiful that her fears kept coming to life and repeating over and over

He felt sad,he pushed away and blamed someone who was mildly at fault and overall he felt really shitty for calling her names and saying he hated her and saying he regretted loving her....he'd break if anyone ever did that

"I'm sorry.." he said with a small sigh "so so sorry, I shouldn't have done that, I should've been atleast somewhat reasonable and not so stupid , I didn't mean whatever I said that day, I was just so sad, angry and just overall pissed at the fact that 3 of us wanted one person and I know that doesn't justify what I did and I'm really sorry " he said tears already running down his cheeks as he held one of her slightly less softer than being and cold-ish hands in his her condition broke him even more

"I'm so sorry, please wake up, I can't see you like this, I'm so fucking sorry" he broke down completely as he placed his head down on an empty space on the bed on his arm and cried squeezing her hand but careful not to injure her anymore that she had already been

After like an hour or so Jeongin got up kissed her forehead as he stared down at her face with a sad expression his puffy eyes and slightly tinted cheeks adding to him "I'll try my best to visit you here whenever Changbin hyung allows me to....I know when you wake up you might hate my guts...I can't blame you...you deserved so much better love....you're strong I know you'll get better soon...love you" with a final squeeze of her hand he left quietly notifying Changbin that he'd be heading back home

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"Let me guess, you played the 'don't mind me I'm still half dead' card?" Changbin said as he placed down the basket of food he had brought along with him

"I wanted to open my eyes when he was crying...couldn't bring myself to" the brunette sighed and Changbin tsked "don't worry baby, you aren't forced to face any of them, telling me to let him visit was already a big step...I'm proud of you for that " Changbin said as he smiled giving her her big mac "snuck this in for you since yk...we're unable to go on our annual Friday 1am midnight snack drive for obvious reasons"

"You're the best Binnie, you know that?" Y/n smiled as she took her food "the food here is healthy as fuck, I was convinced some Karen convinced them to care about the world's cows" she said causing Changbin to laugh as they ate their McDonald's food in comfort keeping convo whenever something dumb came into their mind

"Ready to be discharged?" Changbin asked as he came back from throwing away the packets "You're saying that as if I don't have another week here" the female rolled her eyes at him "Jeez I'm just reminding you ...gotta make you learn to enjoy the overly healthy meals"

"You're the worst"

"I'm pretty sure you were adoring me an hour ago"

"Fuck you"

"You're not in the condition to take me "

"Ya Seo Changbin!"

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Mental stray kid asylum ●7 active

Squirreldaddy Who took my limited additionSquirrel man action figure???

Fluffmonster At your age?

Seungie At your age²

AmericanojoaAt your age³?

SquirreldaddyWho took it!!!

Vegimite AussieDidn't you give it up to charity?

AmericanojoaHe gave it to charity?

PossessedDolphinBoyAre you tryna traumatise kids?

SeungieWho would even give that shit out for charity? We love the thought but damn bro

SquirreldaddyI would never give him up!😭

SquirreldaddyGive him back before I sell your shit

Vegimite AussieYou're overreacting

SquirreldaddyChan you left your laptop in my room don't test me

Vegimite AussieDon't do anything to my baby😭

BinnieYa'll are so damn noisy it's 5pm for fuck sake shush!

PossessedDolphinBoyI swore I last saw binnie hyung using Squirrel man

BinnieJeongin you little fuck-

SquirreldaddySeo Changbin bring him back or I'm thrashing Chan's laptop

Vegimite AussieWhy are you thrashing mine?Thrash something of his😭

SquirreldaddyCause I feel like it

SquirreldaddyNow BRING MY FUCKING ACTION FIGURE BACK YOU FUCKInG TWAT OR I WILL THRASH THE OLD MANS FUCKING LAPTOP YOU HEAR ME???

FluffmonsterJust buy another one😭

KittywhispererIts just an action figure

SeungieAgain..at your age?

AmericanojoaMy nephew's 5 and even he doesn't play with toys anymore

PossessedDolphinBoyBefore you thrash the laptop can I see what's in it?

SquirreldaddyIs nobody hearing me? I want my fucking action figure back!!!

SquirreldaddyChangbin!!

BinnieHyunjin broke it

Vegimite AussieGive me my laptop

AmericanojoaI swear I didn't, before it broke Minho was holding it😭

KittywhispererYOU SAID YOU'D LEAVE ME OUT OF THIS IF HE FOUND OUT

KittywhispererFELIX TOOK IT AFTER ME

FluffmonsterI gave it to seungmin

SeungieI then realised it was ridiculous for a 23 year old man to have a 2year rated action figure and threw it at chan

Vegimite Aussie Chan which is me!, failed to catch it and it hit a wall and one of minhos cats took it

Kittywhisperer🙄🙄

Kittywhisperer Dori left it in my room.

KittywhispererAnd when u came over I recall you saying you felt like you broke a pencil of mine when you sat down

KittywhispererMeaning!...

PossessedDolphinBoyJisung broke his own fucking toy!

Squirreldaddy So you didn't bother to even tell me?You know what , I'm thrashing Chans laptop for that

Vegimite Aussie Jisung!

BinnieWhat was that?

FluffmonsterDid someone break a truckl9ad of glasses out?

Kittywhisperer Nah jisung just in stomping into my room took his broken kiddies toy , glared at me , opened my window,acted as if he was the lead of a very horrible kdrama, looked me dead in the eye and dropped Chans laptop out the window

Vegimite Aussie has disconnected

PossessedDolphinBoy Should we call the cops?

BinnieOr...the ambulance

Fluffmonster I can hear Jisungs 😱 screams

SeungieI'm sure we all can

Kittywhisperer I'm sure he's actually not faking this time

Americanojoa I'm watching...and I'll tell you ...the bruise on jisungs face is not fake

BinnieBruise????

Kittywhisperer My baby😢

Seungie Aha deserved it

Americanojoa But ya'll should actually come down here.....I don't wanna be the only murder eye witness

Americanojoa Oh and jisungs kinda unconscious rn...pissed his pants, Chan sitting infront of him with his broken laptop and what looks like a machete