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Jin never replied to my message. He didn't even read it. Fuck, im a fucking idiot. Why didn't i believe him! He was telling the truth this whole time, Jimin set this shit all up! I paced back and forth in my house. It was 7pm so i decided to go to the same hospital.

I entered the hospital and saw that there was a different women up front. I pushed my way through the front desk.

"Sir?! You jus-" before she finished her response i cutted her off.

"Kim Seokjin! I need to see him! Please!" The women tried to calm me down, but i kept saying to her to look him up. Finally, she gave up and looked up Jin. My heart skipped a beat when she answered me.

"Kim Seokjin left already?!" She said. I looked down.

"N-No... that's not right. It was supposed to be two days...."

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I walked out of the hospital... Jin left.... but they said he'll be there for two days.... i looked at the time... it was 8:45pm....

If he wasn't at the hospital....he has to be at his house...

I got up and started running to Jin's house that was about a 2 to 4 mile walk. I stopped by the gas station to grab a drink and continued walking.

I finally reached his house and took a deep breath. I stared at the door bell. They fixed the window i broke.

3rd person POV.

Jin suddenly heard the door bell ring. He jumped up from his bed and ran his fingers through his damp hair. He walked downstairs and turned on the lights. He looked through his door hole. His eyes widen when he saw Yoongi standing outside.

Jin started to panic, he slammed his back against the door and covered his mouth in fear.

"WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!" He thought to himself.

When Jin banged his back against the door when he panicked. Yoongi heard it, he also saw the lights in the room turn on. However, there were curtains covering the windows, so he couldn't see if it was Jin.

"Jin, If it's you. Please answer this door!" Yoongi said loudly. Jin felt his heart thumping fast.... he couldn't believe that Yoongi came to his house.

"Im not here to hurt you." Yoongi said loudly.

Jin was having an argument in his head, he felt himself beginning to sweat... hearing Yoongi's voice sent shivers up his spine.

He finally grabbed his keys and unlocked the door, Yoongi felt happy when he heard the sound of keys.

Jin slowly cracked the door open, he poked his head out, his eyes widen, there was still a bruise visible on his face, but it was faded. Yoongi stood there with his hands on his pockets.

"Hey..." Yoongi softly said, admiring Jin from his damp hair. "Hi...." Jin nervously said.

"I thought you were still in the hospital...." Yoongi said.

Jin felt his hand shaking. He looked down and looked back up at Yoongi.

"Why are you here?" Jin sternly said.

Yoongi knew he fucked up, he didn't mind if Jin was still mad at him.

"I was worried."

"Why? You told me you didn't want to see me." Jin snapped back, squinting his eyes at him.

"Look, im sorry... you were right... you never did cheated on me..." Yoongi said.

Jin froze there, not knowing what to say. Jin shook his head in disappointment and slammed the door close, however, Yoongi ran up fast and shoved his shoe inbetween the door, stopping it from closing. Jin's eyes widened.

"What are y-" Yoongi suddenly cutted off Jin.

"Don't do this... please... let's just talk...." Yoongi said.

Jin looked down, he felt uncomfortable about Yoongi doing this. However, he still wanted to see what Yoongi had to say.

He opened the door, Yoongi stood there.

"Come in." Jin softly said.

Yoongi nodded and walked in, Jin closed the door behind him and locked it. Yoongi turned to look at Jin. Jin finally turned away fron the door and made eye contact with Yoongi. They both stood there in utter silence.

"So... why did you do it?" Yoongi asked.

Jin's eyebrow raised.

"Do what?" He asked

"Why did you cut yourself after i left yesterday day?" Yoongi asked.

Jin was utterly confused.

"What do you mean?" Jin asked.

"The front lady told me you were getting stitches because you self harmed yourself." Yoongi asked. Jin's eyes widened.

"What?... I never cut myself?..." Jin said.

Yoongi's eyes widened, he looked down at Jin's arm, he was wearing a sweater so he couldn't see his arm.

"Let me see your arms then." Yoongi said.

Jin squinted his eyes at Yoongi.

"You don't trust me, do you?" Jin said.

"I do, i ju-" Yoongi got cut off by Jin.

"No, if you did! Then you would believe me when i said i didn't do it! Just like how i said I didn't kiss RM on purpose! He kissed me." Jin loudly stated.

Yoongi ran up to Jin, he gripped his wrist and removed his sleeve fast. Jin yanked back, Yoongi saw Jin's arm was clear, there were no cuts...

Jin felt his eyes getting watery, Yoongi being this close to him hurted a lot.

"Don't touch me." Jin sternly said.

Yoongi stared into Jin's eyes... he felt like as if he was getting pierced by them, as if he was a voodoo doll being stabbed over and over.

"Jin.... Listen... I...I love you."

Jin's eyes widened. He felt his tears about to emerge. He looked down in frustration.

"Get out." Jin calmly said.

"But I-"

"I SAID GET OUT!" Jin shouted. Jin felt his tears starting to rush down his face.

"No." Yoongi rejected.

Jin looked up at Yoongi.

"Im not going to leave you. I don't care if you accept me as your lover or not. I am going to live my life with you." Yoongi said, clutching his hands into a fist.

Jin felt the air getting thinner, he felt his breathing becoming rougher. He wiped his eyes with his sleeves, Yoongi saw his face getting redder. He took another step towards Jin.

"N-No! Stay there! Don't come near me!" Jin sobbed.

Yoongi disobeyed what he said, he continued getting closer to Jin. He stood there about a half a foot away from Jin. Jin covered his face from his tears, tilting his head towards the ground.

Yoongi slowly put his hand out, reaching for Jin's face, he laid his hand softly on Jin's damped cheek, Jin slowly looked up at the sudden action. He looked into Yoongi's eyes and saw a tear roll down his face as he clamped his lips together.

"Don't you see.... I can't let you go... no matter how much you hurt me... i still can't let you go.... it was my fault for not believing you.... i should've trusted you more.... but now... now it's like, lonely everywhere i go..... Jin... you're my one and only.... I don't want to lose.... not ever...."

".... Yoongi.... it's no use...." Jin said. Yoongi's eyes widened... before he could speak, Jin spoke.

"I already decided to go to Harvard in 2 days...... I'm sorry....."

Yoongi took a deep breath, he clutched Jin's face softly. Jin stared into Yoongi's eyes, their faces were only two inches apart....

"Stay with me. Please. Stay." Yoongi softly said.

"I can't..... I don't even know my feelings for you anymore....." Jin said.

Yoongi slowly pulled his face away from Jin's, he looked down and looked back up, still clutching his face. Tears still ran down their cheeks. Yoongi softly sighed.

"I.... I understand...." Yoongi quickly took his hands off of Jin and cleared his throat while wiping his nose. He put his hands in his pockets, Jin stood there, staring at Yoongi's movements.

Yoongi looked up at Jin, seeing him cry felt like needles on his back.

".... why...." Jin softly whispered.

"Hm?" Yoongi was confused.

".... why..... why did you kiss me in the first place...." Jin asked. Yoongi looked to the side and took a deep breath in, he focused his attention back on Jin.

"Because.... I want you..." Yoongi got closer to Jin again. He put his hand on Jin's cheek. Jin looked down and gripped Yoongi's wrist, pulling his hand away from his face.

"What is it?" Yoongi asked.

"I don't know..." Jin said.

"Then let me-"

"No, I mean, I don't know if I want to date you again...." Jin said. Yoongi clamped his lips together as Jin's eyes pierced him.

Yoongi fidgeted in his pockets and pulled out a shiny golden chain and dangled it in Jin's face. "The necklace.... the necklace you gave me. I still have it." Yoongi said.

"But... you threw it on the ground.... and.... and shouted at me...." Jin said.

"I know. But I still picked it back up. Why? Because... I can't let you go that easily. You're too special to me to let go of."

Jin looked up at Yoongi, his words stung him like a storm.

"So please.... accept me back... please...." Yoongi cried out.

Jin stared at the necklace... staring at it brought him back into that moment of his first kiss... which was Yoongi.

"It's no use.... i'm leaving in two days.... it's too late...."

Yoongi felt his heart stop. He stared at Jin. He ran up to Jin, Jin looked straight into his eyes.

"Jin I-"

"You said it yourself Yoongi, we're done. End of story." Jin said.

Yoongi bit his bottom lip.

"Forget what I fucking said okay! None of that matters anymore! Just listen to what I have to say now!" Yoongi said, Yoongi lifted Jin's hand up but Jin yanked away.

"Why don't you get it! I don't want you anymore! It's no use! I'm leaving! So don't get in my way!" Jin cried out. Yoongi froze there. He felt like his heart was being crushed in Jin's hands.

"So can you please leave! Just please!" Jin said.  Yoongi stared at Jin, he roughly pulled him in to a kiss, gripping his waist tightly, Jin pounder on Yoongi's chest, he tried to speak and yell but it was no use. He squealed loudly, finally Yoongi released the kiss, ungripping his waist.

Jin's hand met with Yoongi's. The sound of the slap echoed through the rooms.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!" Jin shouted loudly. Yoongi's face had a red hand print on his face, his bangs covered his eyes.

"CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE!!!?!?! I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE!!! SO JUST GO!!!" Yoongi turned his face, finally looking Jin in his eyes. Jin turned around and unlocked his front door. He gripped Yoongi's arm, Yoongi didn't fight back. Jin pushed Yoongi out the door and slammed the door shut behind him. Jin locked the door from inside, he let himself fall to the ground mourning and crying out.

Yoongi wiped away the tears and began walking away, he could hear Jin's crying starting to fade as he got farther and farther away.