Chapter 41

"When are you going to stop playing with Soobin's feeling?"

"Goddamnit Choi Beomgyu, shut up!" Yeonjun shouted and massages his temple due to the after effect of the alcohol.

Beomgyu grabs the back of his collar and pulled him closer. "Let's talk outside," Beomgyu whispered and harshly lets go of him then went out.

Yeonjun cursed first before following the other and they reached the rooftop. "What the hell do you want?" Yeonjun asks, hint of annoyance is vivid in his voice.

"If you're not doing any good to Soobin, will you just leave him alone?" Beomgyu asks, trying to be calm.

"Hey, I'm going to explain things to him so don't meddle," Yeonjun stated. "You don't know a thing-"

"I know!" Beomgyu madly grabs Yeonjun's collar and glared at him. "I know what you did and did you even know how much he cried because of you? Huh!?"

Yeonjun didn't protest and looks away. Somehow, he felt guilt. He knows what he done and that's why he's going to explain today to Soobin.

"Let go of me," Yeonjun just muttered. "I'm going to explain things to him so let go," he added.

"No, I want you away from him, Choi Yeonjun," Beomgyu demanded.

Yeonjun meets his sharp eyes. "You know, I can't do that or even if I can, Soobin won't allow me to leave him. Stop fooling yourself, we both know he's deeply in love with me," he stated.

"And that's fucking why you're taking advantage of him! Because you know he'll forgive you no matter what you do!" Beomgyu yelled madly.

Yeonjun holds Beomgyu's hand that's gripping his collar. "I'm not, Beomgyu. You don't know what's going on," Yeonjun remained calm.

Beomgyu prepared to throw a punch. "I don't fucking believe you," he said and was about to hit Yeonjun when someone pulled him away.

Soobin interferes and he pulled Yeonjun behind him as if protecting him from Beomgyu. "W-why are you going to hit him?"

"S-Soobin, you know that-"

"L-let me take care of it," Soobin cuts him off. "Please," he pleaded.

"Soobin, please don't be this dumb! Why... why are you staying with him?" Beomgyu questioned.

Soobin didn't reply anything and just try to communicate using his eyes. Beomgyu almost rolled his eyes at Soobin and didn't say anything. He just walks out in there, feeling frustrated because he can't speak up about what he really feels.

Soobin turns around to look at Yeonjun, "A-are you okay? Why did you let him do that?" Soobin asks in worried, checking up if Yeonjun has some wounds.

"I'm fine, Pup," Yeonjun answered and then quickly hugs Soobin. "I'm sorry about what I did," he apologized.

Soobin gasps, he didn't expect it. He thought Yeonjun won't speak up about it. He thought Yeonjun won't mention about it and Soobin doesn't have any intention to talk about it either.

Soobin hugs him back. "I-it's fine... You admit your mistakes, it's already good. You were just d-drunk, right?"

"Yes, I am. Sorry, I really am. I'm sorry for being insensitive," Yeonjun continued to apologize. "I didn't mean to do it. I was just so drunk, I couldn't really recall what happened."

Soobin grips on Yeonjun's uniform and tried his best not to cry. Yeonjun's lying. The party started at 9 in the evening, he's not a light drinker, and he's not the type of person who has low tolerance. He wasn't drunk, he knows what he was doing that night and partly enjoyed it.

Yeonjun just know Soobin's going to forgive him.

"I believe you, Yeonjun. It's all good. At least you explain," Soobin stated and bit his lower lip.

Yeonjun pulled himself and looked at the younger. "Sorry Pup," he muttered and then kissed the younger's lips that Soobin quickly responded. "I really am."

Yeonjun, on the other hand, knows what he did was wrong. To be honest, he was just caught up by the moment but after what he did at the party and reads Soobin's message about him- he felt guilt. And that made him awake the whole night and reflected to his self that it was really wrong.

That's why he's sorry and means it.

"S-stop saying sorry, we're good now," Soobin said.

Yeonjun nods and smiled, "Yeah, I will make it up to you, okay?"

Soobin smiles as well and nods, "Yes, thank you."

"Is Kang Taehyun in here?"

Hueningkai turn his head at the back door when he heard a familiar voice. Someone answered Beeomgyu's question that he's not in the room so he walks away after that. Hueningkai puts back his earpods to its case and went out, following Beomgyu.

Hueningkai saw Beomgyu entered the SSC office where Taehyun currently is. He sighs and waited from afar for Beomgyu to come out. It took almost 30 minutes when the door opened again and he noticed Beomgyu's now holding his coat when he's wearing that earlier and he's currently fixing his tie.

"Beomgyu," Hueningkai called Beomgyu that made Beomgyu stop on walking. "Can I talk to you for a minute?"

"Yeah, sure," Beomgyu agreed and they went out of the main building, both seated on the field's bench. "What is it about?"

"Please be honest, what's with you and Taehyun?" Hueningkai asked, he already prepared his self but he's not really sure if he can take whatever he's going to hear.

"Nothing... friends or acquaintance. Why?" Beomgyu replied, trying his best not to slip off.

"Be honest, I said," Hueningkai insisted. "L-like why are you approaching him when you two don't even really talk before? Why did I saw some of your shirts in his closet? I saw some of Taehyun's pictures clearly weren't taken in his room but others. S-so tell me, please," Hueningkai pleaded after laying all his evidences.

"Hueningkai, we're nothing but friends," Beomgyu answered, a bit annoyed already.

"Friends? Of course, it's not like you two are friends with benefits... right?"

Hueningkai paused and confirmed things when Beomgyu didn't react and is just staring at him, lowkey telling he got it right. Hueningkai blinks and looked away, feeling his chest tighten because he really thinks they are more than that.

"Y-you're joking, right?" Hueningkai muttered, wanting to hear Beomgyu's denial.

"Look kid, whatever what's between me and Taehyun that you want to know ask him directly, not me. And besides, if I'm not mistaken, Taehyun already rejected you. You're just hurting yourself, so please leave me out of your problem and deal things with Taehyun," Beomgyu stated and walks out, feeling mad.

Hueningkai just stood there, looking at an empty space. He feels like he just got smashed by a wrecking ball. He's in so much pain that he couldn't even breathe properly anymore.

"S-should I just really stop this feeling?"

--A/N: Starting today up until Friday, we'll be having double updates. This is because there are only 14 chapters left and I decided to end the story on April 21 (hopefully). Anyways, at all cost we should end it as fast as possible.