Chapter 28- Almost maybe

"Harry I'm cold." I laugh as we walk in the dark empty house. He laughs and hangs up his coat. "Come on. Let's get you in the warm bed." he says taking off my coat.

"Do you mind sleeping with me tonight?" he asks stopping me before his door. "I guess not." I say and he smiles and opens the door. He crawls in bed next to me and rubs the side of my arm hoping for the friction to warm me. 

I let myself move closer to him and he hugs me with his hair falling on my cheek from being wet from the snow.

I pull his shirt closer to me and let my forehead on his neck warm me.

It was awkwardly quiet and I didn't know if I was comfortable like this yet, even though I'm the one who set myself for it.

***

I look up and Sophie's standing above Harry who looks to be asleep but the background shifts from the room to the woods when I blink. I look around as she disappears and I look at the body on the ground. "Harry!" I call and run up to him. When I roll him over it wasn't Harry.

"Zayn?" I ask and he doesn't open his eyes. So I shake him hardet. "Zayn please! You have to help me!" I begin sobbing in confusion. I look around and stand up in confusion as the others were on the ground also. All dead. All 4 of them. I back up and begin sprinting away from them since I knew I was them. She's not gonna get me.

I'm determined she wont get me. She's not gonna hurt me. I keep running until I see a male figure in the foggy mist ahead of me.

I see the blond tips through the fog and run up to him. "Niall!" I cry and prepare to hit his arms but I hit nothing. So I stop and turn around and he was still standing there with his hands in his pockets looking at me with no emotion in his face.

I look around and in the distance I saw the outline of what looked like to be a wrecked plane.

"Alice."

I gasp and open my eyes. Harry stared down at me perfectly relaxed. Ugh. Dreams....

I feel my clammy forehead and sigh as I push my hair back.

"You good?" he asks and I nod. "I'm loosing my mind." I mumble under my breath and he laughs. "I think you lost it a long time ago, sweetheart. " he jokes and gets up.

I watch him strip his shirt of at his closet. Well at leased that part of me didn't change. He's not as filled out as he was before from his lack of food but he still looked nice.

He looks out of the corner of his eyes and catches me and turns back away smirking. Jerk...

"Did you get another tattoo?" I ask and he nods. "A few weeks ago." he says.

"You should get one." he smirks over his shoulder. "I think I'll pass." I say and he laughs.

"It's not that bad." he chuckles.

"I'll still pass." I repeat and he laughs as he buttons his shirt.

"We have a concert in a few weeks. Do you want to come?" he offers and I shrug. "Sure." I say.

"Good. Now come on." he says with his hand out. "Where?" I ask.

"Just trying something else for a change." he shrugs.

So I get ready and he helps my put my coat on before we go.

***

We end up getting breakfast and walking around town. Doing stupid stuff and making it funny. Until he reaches out and grabs my hand. I look up at him and then our hands. Am I comfortable with this? Should I let him?

I decide to let him and wrap my other arm around his.

"Would you like to dance?" he asks and I look up at him. I guess his properness struck me funny. "Huh?" I ask and he smiles back down at me. "I asked if you want to dance?" he asks again and I see what he was talking about. Music was playing at the park but no one else was dancing.

"No one else is." I say as he turns to face me. He smirks and shrugs as he pulls my hips closer to his with one hand in the small of my back and his other holding my left hand.

"We look like idiots." I say and easily tense up when he rests his forehead on mine. "But that's the fun part." he laughs.

***

We get home and sit on the couch. I play with Jojo who's sprawled out on my lap biting Harry's hand. Harry plays back and bends down, hugging his neck as he grabbed Jojo's nose and shook it. "Bite me bastard!" he shouts and I laugh but Jojo growls. Harry wasn't phased so he just bares his teeth and growls back. Somehow it shut Jojo up and he licks Harry's chin. "That's my boy!" he says scrunching his face. Jojo barks so Harry picks him up off my lap and wrestles with him on the floor. "Harry! Be nice! Its a dog!" I laugh and he smirks as he grabs my ankle and with one tug, pulls me on the floor. "I could get payback for straddling me last week." he smirks. "How you gonna do that? If I did it once, I'll do it again." I say and he laughs.

"I don't think so." I say unenthused.

"Well come on bad ass."he says and I laugh.

"Fine." I groan and use my foot to push him on his back and straddle him with his arms pinned. "Twice." I say and he looks up at me. "Not so far." he says and flips me underneath him. I huff. "I still got you twice." I say not admitting defeat but he doesn't crack a smile.

I was completely confused until he bends down and presses his lips into mine. This is what I feared.

The pressure inside me explodes so I push him up. "Harry I can't." I say and jump up from underneath him, and nearly falling when I reach my feet.

Shoot I just did it didn't I? I begin to tremble and search for something but I already new by his reaction that I had hurt him. 

"Harry I'm ... Harry. I didn't mean to-" I stammer as my eyes begin to tear up. "You still don't want me." he whispers and walks down the hallway with his hands over the back of his neck.

I follow him. "Harry Wait!" I call as I watch him slam a door that was in his way.

He turns around and cups my jawline on both sides. "Love me." he begs. His reaction is nearly killing me.

"Harry please try to understand." I say and I watch his eyes glass up.

He shakes his head and storms the other way and slamming another door shut after he goes into it. I slide down down a wall and let my head fall in my knees.

What should I do?

***

In the morning, he wasn't in his room when I got up to look for him hoping he calmed down to talk.

I check each room and come across one that was locked. I knock but no answer. "Harry please open up." I ask but still no answer.

So I wait for him to come out on his own by sitting in the hall by the door. I hear the door click and stand up but as soon as he sees me he slams the door back shut but before he had a chance to lock it I break through thr door. "Harry..." I say and he turns around. "Leave!" he orders.

"Harry please-"

"I don't want to talk to any one or anything!" he says harshly. His face looked exhausted and his eyes had dark circles under them.

"Go Alice!" he says again and pushes me out of the room, slamming the door and locking it.

I immediately begin to cry and walk away from tbe hall.

It was around 3 now.

He stays like this for about 4 days.

I'm beginning to think he really has lost his mind. 

I nearly shriek when I hear someone in the doorway but thankfully it was him. "Can I talk to you?" he asks and I nod.

He sits down on the bed uneasily and I sit next to him. "I want to give you one shot. If not, I'll leave you alone and you wont hear a word from me." he says.

"Harry i-"

"Just go with it." he orders so I shut up. "What is it?" I ask.

"I want you to turn me." he says and I let my head fall in my hands. "Harry. You're jumping into everything too quickly." I say.

"Look I'll be what ever you want me to. I'll marry you, treat you right, love you, anything." he says.

"Harry, you don't know what you're asking." I say and he gets down on his knees infront of me and cups my jaw. "I'm asking you to love me one more time, Alice."

"Harry, you're not making sense. You ask one thing and then ask for something else." I say.

He stares at me for a moment. "Love me." he says.

I feel my eyes tear up. I couldn't say yes but I couldn't hurt him. "Think about what you're saying Harry." I warn.

"I do know! I've made it clear haven't I?" he asks.

"Harry please. You're pushing everything too fast. You don't know what you want." I say.

He paces around the room and stops to grab a glass object before slamming it on the floor. "I want you!" he says slightly cracking before he punches the wall. "Harry you're scaring me." I say and he turns to me. "Wow! What a shocker!" he shouts. 

I'm so confused. He hinted around a purposal, begged me to love him, asked me to turn him, punched a hole in the wall and shattered a glass peice... I don't understand what he's wanting. He's really loosing it.