•Thirty-Six•

TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of sexual assault and mild mentions of self harm If you are uncomfortable with reading this, skip the chapter.

(If you or someone you know are dealing with sexual assault, let your/their family know or inform the police x)

"So, Park Jimin, you're here," the therapist exclaimed happily, a little too happily to Jimins liking. "Come in!" He bowed, softly introduced himself and walked into the tiny female's office. He had asked for his previous therapist, but unfortunately he started to work abroad, travelling the world.

Jimin was guided further into the office and sat down on the black leather sofa as he was told. The therapist, who goes by mrs. Kang, sat in the chair in front of him.

"So, I have looked into your file, which is very interesting. You're an intriguing man, I should say." Jimin shifted uncomfortably on the couch, making squeeky sounds over the leather fabric. "Thank you...?" Jimin mumbled, leaning more to a question than a reply.

"So, I see what you've gone through. Is there any discomfort you're dealing with right now?" "Uhm...," Jimin looked out of the window. "Why don't you take off your jacket, it's hot in here," mrs. Kang said as she seductively looked at him. Jimin felt a blush on his cheeks. "Ma'am uhm, I don't feel so well, I'm going home."

Jimin didn't dare to look at the woman cause she creeped him out with the stares she gave him. Jimin quickly stood up, wanting to run out of the woman's office as soon as possible, but she was faster than him.

"Oh poor baby, does this make you feel uncomfortable as well?" Mrs. Kang locked the door at the same time Jimin had touched the cold, metal doorknob. He looked mrs. Kang in the eyes, and Jimin swore he saw a vague flash of evil strike like lightning. His hands started shaking. "Please, I wanna go home." "Oh baby, you're not going anywhere," she spoke in a low tone. "Please don't call me baby, that makes me uncomfortable."

Mrs. Kang pushed Jimin down on her dark wooden desk. Jimins eyes went wide as she let her hand glide over the shivering boy's chest. "Calm down sweetie, I won't hurt you..." she smirked. "P-please stop," is all Jimin could say as mrs. Kang worked on the buttons and zipper of his pants. Jimin wanted to move, push her off, run away, but he couldn't do anything. His whole body trembled with fear.

"You'll love it sweetie, don't worry." Mrs. Kang took down Jimins boxers as she kissed him firmly. Jimin tried to get away but she was surprisingly strong. "Come on babe, let me kiss you."

Jimins eyes teared up as he felt her fingertips on his bare thighs. "You look so cute. Now why don't you get hard for me then?" She left kisses on his neck while she worked her hand up and down his shaft. Jimin couldn't take it anymore and cried for help as loud as he could. It only took seconds for people to come into the room and see what was going on.

Tears rolled down Jimins cheek as he pushed the distracted mrs. Kang away from him, and hid his body. Security was called in soon with Jimins manager who waited for him in the lounge. The security took mrs. Kang away, who had screamed devilish, evil and scary terms to Jimin, yelling hysterically.

When the manager had brought the upset boy home he had already informed the other six members and the CEO.  Jimin kept even his jacket on when he walked over to the livingroom, feeling uncomfortable and vulnerable even with just his Adidas shoes off.

Jimin didn't dare to look the members in the eyes. Taehyung immediately ran up to him being concerned, wanting to hug Jimin, but only causing Jimin to step back a meter.

"Jimin..."

"D-Don't touch me," he stuttered. Jimin looked at each member, for just a second, only to see their concerned expressions. "Are you okay?" Namjoon asked carefully.

Jimin shook his head and didn't waste any time to run into his room. He locked the door and let himself fall onto his bed. In no time his bedsheets and pillow were wet from his tears. He had never felt so disgusting. His new therapist had sexually assaulted him, had kissed him, had touched his private parts for gods sake.

After at least an hour of crying his eyes out, he stood up, grabbed clean clothes and walked over to the bathroom. When he heard footsteps on the stairs that's when he quickly got in and locked the door.

Jimin almost wanted to step into the shower cabin with his clothes on, but he figured it would be ridiculous, so he slowly stripped himself naked. He almost cried again instantly so he put on loud - very sad - music and got into the shower.

Jimin scrubbed his body so hard his whole skin got red and irritated. It hurt and it burned, but Jimin felt dirty.

My fault. My fault. I'm dirty. Disgusting. My fault. My fault

"P-Please let it be a dream," he whispered as he washed his hair. But it wasn't a dream, it was reality and he had to face it.

Around dinner time Namjoon had come into Jimins room, only to find him playing Candy Crush Saga on his laptop in bed while listening to Sam Smith ballads. "Jimin-ah, do you want to have dinner with us? Hyung cooked Thai food."

Jimin carefully looked up to him and shook his head. "I'm not hungry," he mumbled. Namjoon wanted to argue, but figured he should leave him alone, for the better. He nodded and left the room, causing Jimin to sigh loudly.

He wondered if Taehyung was worried. Why didn't he come in? Jimin didn't want him to come in. He would hug him. He would kiss him. He would comfort him. Like the perfect man he is.

Jimin felt disgusting.

And as that thought crossed his mind, he saw the light from the lamp in the corner fall onto something shiny. He bit his lip. No he shouldn't. That is a bad thing and people will see. You're an idol.

I'm such a mistake.

He was in so much pain. His heart almost started to hurt. His head hurt. He didn't want to feel the pain. He just wanted to drown himself in the whiskey he knew his hyungs hid from him and go to sleep and never wake up again.

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"Jimin? Please wake up."

Hii!! Cliffhanger ;) dun dun DUN.

Sorry it took me so long to update this book. I had to think about what I wanted to do with this book. I hope y'all enjoy this book so farrrr. Thank you so much for reading this!Xo