•Nine•

Why couldn't he just confess?

Taehyung kept asking himself that. He felt weak. They could just keep it a secret, it shouldn't be too hard, right?

A lot of idols did that! Recently Hyuna and Pentagon's E'Dawn announced it too, after two years of keeping it a secret.  But that wasn't a gay relationship, and they still received hate.

He wiped his tears away. He took his phone from his pocket and stumbled a bit across Twitter and read some tweets of some ARMY's. He smiled at them, seeing them so exited about the photoshoots they've done for their upcoming album Love Yourself: Answer.

Their tour was almost starting, and Taehyung was nervous. They had prepared new songs from Answer, and they'd perform songs from Tear and Her. Some songs they've never performed before. But it would be alright. Once he would be on the stage, he knew everything would be fine.

He layed on his stomach and placed his phone on the table. He closed his eyes. Was he gay? Well, definitely for Jimin. But he didn't know. Was he bisexual? He bit his lip. How do people find out such things? How does it happen? Do they just wake up and say, 'hey, I think I am gay' ?

Taehyung sighed. Ofcourse they didn't. It probably took a lot of time to figure it out. He rubbed his eyes. It was only noon but felt tired again. Taehyung soon dozed off again.

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"Okay guys, one more hour and then you can go," their choreographer said. The seven boys groaned, standing up from the floor, placing their waterbottles on the table. They walked back to the middle of the practice room. "We are gonna practice Anpanman right now, get in your positions, 1...2...3... GO!"

Waiting for you Anpanman...

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The loud music was heard across the whole room, the boys' sweat flowing from their heads to the ground, some heavy breathing was heard and feet stomping the floor. Anpanman was definitely one of their favourite stages, so they gave everything for the practice.

But it was tiring. The last hour they did some hard choreo's. They practiced Anpanman, Fake Love, Dope and Blood, Sweat & Tears. Quite tiring choreographies if you'd ask them.

"Alright boys, you go home now." 5 out of the 7 boys cheered and ran to their manager, who drove them back to their appartment.

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When the boys arrived home they were all exhausted. "Two more days and the tour will start... Can you guys believe it?" Namjoon asked. "It's incredible right?" Hoseok answered. "We are even visiting Europe!" Jungkook said exitingly. Jimin just smiled at the three boys being exited.

He was nervous about the new album releasing tomorrow, and also, he was still a bit confused over why Taehyung cried that morning. Was he just upset? Was he just thinking about his family? Was he tired? Jimin didn't know. But for some reason he didn't want to ask him. He didn't want to hurt Taehyung.

"Yah, Jimin, are you listening?"

Yoongi's hand waved in front of his face. Jimin jumped out of his thoughts immediately. "Yes, yes ofcourse!" Jimin answered, sitting up straight. "We asked you if you wanted a drink too," Yoongi said. "Oh, uhm, no i'm fine, I think i'm gonna take a shower and head to bed, i'm a bit tired," he lied.

The boys knew he lied but just nodded. Jimin usually didn't sleep early. Jimin would practice some more, or watch movies or random videos on his phone until 3 o'clock, only to have 3 hours of sleep and waking up again. They told him years ago to get a better sleep rhythm but he wouldn't let himself get one.

"Alright, but hurry because we all wanna shower," Hoseok said. "We can just shower together," Seokjin said. "Ah yeah, Taehyung you go with Jimin," Hoseok mindlessly said. Taehyung bit his lip but stood up. "Alright," he said, and walked upstairs together with Jimin.

They both grabbed some clean clothes and underwear from their rooms and made their way to the bathroom. Taehyung mindlessly stripped himself and stepped into the shower.

Jimin didn't want to shower with Taehyung. He felt awkward, knowing what happened between them, and he knew that Jimin liked him. And now they would see each other naked again since a while.

Jimin shrugged off the thought and stripped from his dirty clothes. He stepped into the shower, to feel Taehyung pressed against him and he blushed.

The two boys cleaned themselves. He couldn't dare to let his eyes wander down Taehyungs body. Taehyung looked at him and Jimin felt himself go red, quickly looking away. "It's alright Jimin, I don't blame you," Taehyung grinned, but Jimin felt like he could cry. "I'm sorry," he said. "I said that it's okay, Jiminie," Taehyung said and ruffled Jimins wet hair.

He had dyed it light brown recently and Taehyung loved it. It made him look so cute. The two boys looked at each other.

Jimin felt himself blush and couldn't even look away. He admired Taehyungs face, his beautifully shaped, dark chocolate brown eyes, his nose with the cute mole on it, his pink lips, looking even more pink now for some reason. His beautiful tanned body... Jimin's eyes trailed down his body again and quickly covered his eyes. "I'm so sorry, I can't help it!" Jimin apologized.

Taehyung laughed and pulled Jimin in a hug. "Don't do that! I'll feel your- blah blah!" Jimin muttered, causing Taehyung to laugh even harder. "You are so cute Jiminie!" "Stop it!" "No, you really are adorable!" "No, I mean it. Don't play with my feelings like that!" Jimin sighed. But Taehyung didn't let go of him.

Jimin closed his eyes and laid down his head on Taehyungs shoulder, while Taehyung was holding him tight. Taehyung felt like this was the right time to tell him. He had to do it soon anyways. He couldn't just keep this a secret forever. "I like you Jiminie."

Helloooo!Here I am with a new update! So Taehyung finally said it this time! 👀👀Hope you enjoyed it! Xxx