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Luke

I'm so nervous, not really sure Julie's going to like this, and at the same time, thrilled to see her reaction

It's not much of a deal though. It's just a bunch of words and notes together......that might have a sentimental meaning.

It's something i wrote not a long time ago. Julie's memory singing finally free was going through my mind, keeping me awake. I wrote the idea, and the next day, i had a song that i didn't know if i loved or hated, honestly.

And now here i am. Showing It to the inspiration itself. Am i ready for this? No. Can she love It and tell me she wrote a song too? I don't know. Can she hate It and think i'm an asshole, stupid and silly? Absolutetly.

I'm frightened.

-What is It, Luke?-Julie asks me, as i'm picking my acoustic guitar and sitting in the couch. She sits in the floor, looking at me.

-It is...something i want to show you. I wrote this not a long time ago and i...i would like your opinion-she looked at me, confused- i know we don't like writing songs by ourselfs, but this one's different.

She smiles at me, and makes a move with her head. -Go on.

I look at the guitar. Then at her. Then the guitar, my fingers getting ready to play the firsts notes, then i look at her again, then...

-Luke -she catches my attention-hey, i guess this one's important for you. If you're...just, not ready, it's fine. You can show It to me when you're ready...

As Julie says that, she's standing up.

Maybe she's correct. Maybe i'm not ready. A part of me feels so bad about doing this. But i want to.

Screw it up.

-No! Julie, no, i'm ready -i take her wrists, and look at her just as i was begging her to let me do It or i would go crazy. We hold the eye contact until she sits again. Then, my fingers are ready to play.

(I admire those who write their own songs for this. I just gotta be a basic b1tch, so the next song it's "Somebody To You"-The Vamps)

I used to wanna beLiving like there's only meBut now I spend my timeThinkin' 'bout a way to get you off my mindI used to be so toughNever really gave enoughAnd then you caught my eyeGiving me the feeling of a lightning strike

I never really cared about love. Not in a deep way. Not as much as Alex, for example. There was just the music, me and myself.

Look at me now, I'm fallingI can't even talk, still stutteringThis ground of mine keeps shakingOh, oh, oh, nowAll I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to youAll I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to youEverybody's tryna be a billionaireBut every time I look at you, I just don't care'Cause all I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you

Now, it's different. Something's changed. It's not only our music. It's not only the fame. It's who i make it with that matters. It's what inspires me that matters.

I used to ride aroundI didn't wanna settle downBut now I wake each dayLookin' for a way that I can see your face I've got your photographBut baby, I need more than thatI need to know your lipsNothing ever mattered to me more than this.

I've gotten the chance to find that inspiration in someone, who i've been lucky enough to get to see each morning. Someone, who until not a long time ago, i couldn't touch. And it wasn't enough.

Look at me now, I'm fallingI can't even talk, still stutteringThis ground of mine keeps shakingOh, oh, oh, now

All I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to youAll I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to youEverybody's tryna be a billionaireBut every time I look at you, I just don't care'Cause all I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you

I've never settled with anything. I always wanted more. But, when It comes about this inspiration, i don't think there's much more. And now, my priorities have changed. 'Cause, somehow, i've found a family. One that i've chosen.

Look at me now, I'm fallingCan't even talk, still stutteringAll I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah All I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to youAll I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you

And in this family, i am loved for who i am. For what i am: a musician. Dedicating your life to your art, to your melodies and stories, it's something dificult. Most people, even the boys, have never understood what i am going for. What i mean with being an artist.

All I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you All I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you Everybody's tryna be a billionaireBut every time I look at you, I just don't care 'Cause all I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you

Well, with time (such a little time), i've realized there's only a person who shares that passion with me. Who inspires me and wants me to keep going. Who sees me as the artist that i've been born to be. Who sees me as i am...

'Cause all I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeahIs somebody to you Yeah, you

That person is, without a doubt, Julie Molina.

I give myself two seconds. I just look at the floor.

Then, i look up, to find Julie sitting still. In total shock, with wattery eyes. Looking at me in complete desbelief.

I don't know if this is a good sign. Why is she crying? Did i say something bad? Was i wrong in something? I don't get It.

-What...what do you think?-she just looks at me, i think she's thinking what exactly to say-I mean, it's sounds kind of sad, i know, but, i swear once Alex gets those drums in there and we add the electric guitar as well as the acoustic one It will be....

i was already getting nervous, i needed to talk about the song, just so she would forget about the lyrics.

But she didn't.

-Luke...I... don't know what to say.

C'mon...i really messed It up that much?

-I know it's not my best song but....

-No!-she interrupts me- it's not that. My God, It isn't that. It's beautiful. It's...such a special song.

Hmmm....

-Really? You think so? So...you like It?

-Yes, of course! I love it, it's amazing.

-Jeez!! Cool, cool....

We stayed in a little bit of silence.

More time that i would've liked to.

-So....-Julie starts- can i ask a few questions?

-Yeah, yeah. Go ahead.

-First of all, what's the song called?

Gosh. I totally forgot about It.

-I...uhm....it doesn't have a title yet. I kinda forgot about It.

She laughs with a soft giggle that makes her eyes sparkle.

-It's fine, we'll come up with one, don't worry about it. Second, when did you write this and why didn't i know about It?

I'm starting to guess what's going to be the third question, and i don't like it at all.

-I started writing it the night of the gig at that bar, remember?Finally Free? -she nods- and i finished It like 5 days ago. I hadn't found the right time to show it to you, between the Orpheum, Caleb...you know.

-Okay...and my third question it's-

In that moment, Reggie and Alex open de door slamming it. They're sweating. They look... scared? Surprised?

-GUYS!!!! GUYS????-Reggie looks for us at his left, looking even at the ceiling. After not finding us, he turns around and looks at Alex, then, he jerks him by his shoulders. -NO!!! ALEX, THEY'RE GONE TOO!!!

Alex, with a drained face, turns him around to his right. And we were there, looking at them, not understanding a thing.

-Oh, guys! i thought you were gone.

Julie gets up to meet them at the door, and so do i.

-What's wrong? What is It? -asks Julie.

Alex takes a deep breath. Then, he looks at us with a serious face.

And with that expression, i know It has something to do with certain magic ghost that has been trying to make our life....or, well, afterlife, a literal nightmare

-The ghost club. Caleb is missing.

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Hello!!!!

Wow, two updated in less than a week? I've surpassed my limits(actually it's because i'm lazy as hell, and as i don't have anything to do, i correct all of this)

Well, well, well: are we curious about Caleb's ghost club?

Then you'll have to wait until i am capable of doing anything creative. Sorry X.

Sending lots of cool ghostbands with pretty boys!!