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Julie

I'm sitting in the kitchen table doing homework.

...Well, i'm supposed to be doing homework.

Instead, i am thinking about a brunette boy that loves a guitar more than himself. And i'm not talking about Regi.

I'm not sure if admitting i have feelings for Luke is going to help at all. In fact, It would make It worse. I believe he doesn't feel the same. I shouldn't feel this way in first place! he's a ghost.

A goddamn Ghost.

Talking about ghosts, the pretty one just appeared in a chair in front of me.

-Hey, watcha doin'?

-Im doing math work, Luke. I'm trying to concentrate.

-Hey! The band's more important than math work!- he said as he threw away the notebook i was writing in.

-Okay, what's the matter?- i asked as i picked It Up the floor.

-I've been wondering if you could ask Flynn about any information about any gigs...she has a weird talent that helps her get anything she wants.

-You're so right about that. I should ask her. I'll text her later to see what she can do, if she doesn't find anything i guess we can do another garage performance?

-What?? People who have played at the Orpheum don't play at gara...-he stopped when i rolled my eyes- you know what? i guess we can work on that. Everything takes time.

-That's what i was hoping to hear. I know very soon we'll perform somewhere nice, don't worry about that.

-Yes, i'm sure.

He stared at my lips for a while, and as soon he noticed I noticed, we both were as red as tomatoes.

Silence...

...and more silence...

...now it's an akward silence.

-Luke, i've got to do the homework.

-Yes, yes. Sorry. I'll just...go and write some songs, okay? see ya later!

-Bye...

The thing here is, i liked that he was looking at me like that.I wouldn't mind to be kissed by Luke, to be honest.

But I wouldn't kiss him. He's got to kiss me.

I've only had a kiss once, and it was in fourth grade with a boy named Zack in Flynns birthday.

You might guess i don't know much about It.

But i've written about the subject. That's why i won't let Luke go in my dream box. I kinda want him to though. Then he'll know without me having to tell him.

But there's nothing to tell him.Is It?

I pick my things from the table and go running to my room. I make sure i close the door and the windows (but we all know that won't stop certain ghosts to come into my room, it's just in case)

I pick my phone from the bed and sit on the floor, looking for Flynns number. I doesn't take me much though, she's one of my recent calls. I call her and she doesn't take much to pick up.

-Hey my favourite member of her ghostband! How are you?

-Flynn. I think i like Luke.

-Really!?

-Yes. And The feeling's getting strong.

-Oh my god Jules, i'm gonna have so much fun with this.

Luke

I'm sure Julie noticed I looked at her lips. But that's okay.

I'm in my beloved couch, with my journal in front of me and a pen in my hand. And i ain't capable of writing anything.

Since Julie and i write together i need her for every single song i try to write. I just can't. I know what i want to write about, but i don't know how to write anymore.

-Luke, what's going on, you can't write?

-Nothing happens in my head, Alex. I can't think of anything.

-You're sure?

-100%. Nothing. At all. For the first time in my life, i think i'm in blank.

-Do you want me to call Julie?

-No, she's doing math work. We should let her be responsible. She has more life than us.

-Does that...does that make you mad?

-What? No, not at all.

-And upset?

-...maybe a little. I just wish she could be here most of the time. I really like spending time with her. I mean The whole band. The 4 of us.

We look at eachother. He's obviusly in desbelief.

-Dude, i don't want to insinuate anything. But i'm going to. Don't you think you might have feelings for Julie?

-No, no, no, that's not It. We're friends, almost family. No, no that's not true.

-Whatever you say, but, man, you are really attached to her. And you love being next to her, and share lyrics, and now you can't even write without her anymore.

I hate that he's right. I want her for everything. I want her to be by my side and myself to be by hers. She's one of the most amazing persons i've had in my life, and with Jules i feel a conection that i've never had with anyone.

-I'll leave the subject to yourself, but i think you should think deeply about It. And for you it's always been hard to talk about your feelings freely, but lately It all has been easier. Also, we died, so i don't know what can be worse.

Alex was heading to the stairs of the loft.

-I like her.

He turns around in a really exagerated turn. Then, softs his look.

-Yes!?

-Dude, you've been 15 damn minutes trying to convince me to admit It and now that i do you question It? You're really a mistery.

-I mean, it's weird that you've accepted It this fast.

-In reality, It has taken me a while. But please don't tell anyone. Not now, at least.

-Luke, the only people i know are you, Reg, Julie and Willie, and the last one doesn't even know her. It isn't like if i go shouting It in the street the crowd's going to hear me.

-Yes, but, don't tell anyone.

-Too late!!

I look at the loft and i see Reggie smiling and waving, just awaken. If i looked at someone and saw that just-woken-up face, i would question myself if the person's alive.

Wait...nevermind.

I look at Alex, offended that he didn't tell me Reggie was there, but Alex looks confused, and nods his face as he didn't know either

-Your loud truck-driver voices woke me up and i heard the whole conversation. Initionally, i saw 2 dolphins talking about a Juliette and a family of dogs, then i realized it was the two of you and i was just daydreaming.

-That's amazing Reg- Says Alex, sarcastically-Go back to sleep, it's actually pretty late.

-Good night Luke. Goodnight Alex.

-Good night Reg-we say at the same time.

Alex pats my back and goes upstairs with Regi. I can hear them both fighting about something, and then they stay in complete silence, so they're now asleep.

I'm in the couch, in some PJ pants and a shirt. With a blanket over me. Looking at the ceiling. Thinking.

I guess it's oficial.

I like Julie Molina (a lot).

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Hi!!

I hope you're enjoying the story, it's getting sassy now.

Well, thank you so much if you're here, It means a lot.

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