Chapter 13 - When it comes to you

Okay, this chapter might be a bit short, but i's just UWU UWU UWU...Get your pillows ready to hug... 

Jungkook POV 

"Now. You want to talk?" Jimin said three hours later. The others had really gone out for some drinks, by Namjoon's initiative, which was weird because he had claimed he was tired as well. 

But if there was one thing their leader was brilliant at, it was sounding reasonable even when he made no sense. 

This meant they were alone in the entire apartment. It couldn't be more ideal for what he had planned. 

And yet when he faced Jimin, standing in his room, he couldn't find the words to start. When he did speak, it wasn't at all what he had planned to say.

"Jin told me you were crying last night. Why?"

Jimin looked surprised, like he didn't expect this question either. Then his expression darkened and he saw his hands from tiny fists at his sides. "Jin shouldn't burst into my room like that."

Hearing his tone, he know he should drop it, but he couldn't help it."But why were you crying?" 

Jimin looked at him for a long time, then let out a frustrated groan, dropping himself on Jungkook's bed. 

"Is this what you wanted to talk about?" He sounded pissed and Jungkook grew confused. 

"Fine, JK. You wanna know why I cried? I cried because of you!"

Jungkook stared at him frozen. 

"What?" 

"Yes. You! I get it, you are young and confused, but that doesn't mean you can do that to me!" 

Jimin's agitation and accusation were not at all something he had come prepared for, nor did he know what he was talking about. 

"What did I do?" he asked perplexed. 

That made Jimin only angrier. 

"What you did? How about running away every time I want to talk to you about whatever this is between us ? How about you being too afraid to tell me what you really feel? Do you think it's funny playing with my feelings like that?  But I get it now! You made it very clear, hiding from me these past three days. But this time I can't pretend like it didn't happen! My heart isn't made out of stone."

Jimin was flaying his hands wide, his cheeks an angry red. He looked truly scary when he was mad. 

Jungkook's mouth gaped open like that of a fish before he could form a sentence. "Ignore you? I haven't been ignoring you."

"Oh really?" Jimin yelled, getting up from the bed to stand in front of him. Even though Jimin was smaller, when he was angry, he felt like Jimin was a giant.

"Then why have you locked yourself in your room every time there was a chance for us to talk? I waited! For once I hoped you would come to me to talk." 

"I was busy." Jungkook stammered out, unsure what to do with his hands. 

"Yeah, busy doing everything so you wouldn't have to see me!" 

Now he understood. Shit, this really took a turn. Jimin totally misunderstood him. 

"I was preparing your birthday present." he said, his voice barely a whisper, but Jimin heard and took half a step back, narrowing his eyes, still not convinced.

"You what?" 

Jungkook gathered all his strength and let out: " Yeah, I wrote you a song. And I wanted it to be finished by today. That's why I was hiding in my room."

All the anger left Jimin's body as he stared at Jungkook like he's never seen him before. 

"Come one," Jungkook gently said and put his hand in Jimin's. He led him over to his massive office chair and made him sit. Then he plugged in his phone to the audio system. 

"Do you remember that Yoongi made two audio tracks for the vocal line, but ended up going with House Of Cards?"Jimin nodded. "Well, I asked him for the other one and used it as the tune, bit I wrote the lyrics myself."

Then he stepped back into the middle of the room, being watched by a very stunned but curious Jimin. His hands were all sweaty and his throat felt like closing up. It was worse than any stage fright he had. 

He spoke with a wavering voice. "I know I'm terrible at voicing my feelings. But I want you to know that I mean every word of what I sing."

He pressed play on his phone before he could chicken out again. He had Jimin's full attention when he started singing. 

https://youtu.be/BHQiBvr-uGU

(*It just fitted too well... Please listen to it if you want the whole range of feelings.)

He held his gaze as he hit the notes, trying to make him understand just how much he meant it, singing with all his heart.Jimin's eyes had widened more after every word leaving his mouth. 

Music had always been something that connected them- a passion they shared.For Jungkook it was easier to write and sing a sing than say the words. He knew Jimin understood that about him. 

Halfway through the song he saw the first tear roll down his Jimin's face, but he was so transfixed, he didn't even make a move to wipe it away.

The song ended and the music cut, leaving the room silent, but Jimin looked at him the same. His expression finally gave JK the courage he needed. 

He walked over to the sitting boy, leaned down and wiped away the tears. Jimin was still unmoving, looking at him. Jungkook bend down and kissed him lightly, then stayed inches from his face, looking deep into him.Jimin was starring back with shaking lips, like he couldn't hold his emotions in range. 

"I love you, Jimin. And I want this."

Jimin breathed in sharply and looked- if possible- even more shocked.Jungkook was aware that Jimin had said nothing since he mentioned writing him a song. He literally managed to make him speechless. He loved it. He loved him. No one would ever be able to make him feel as happy as Jimin did, he knew that now. It didn't matter whether those were new feeling or if they had been there for a long time and he just hadn't realized them. 

He wasn't going to let Jimin go, no matter what. 

Jungkook bend down again, a hand to the other boys neck to pull his face upwards. 

This time he kissed him deeper, letting his tongue brush over Jimin's bottom lip. Then he leaned right and licked that ear that had been so tempting earlier. Jimin's body jerked a little, especially when he heard Jungkook's low voice. 

"Happy Birthday, Jimin-a" he told his Hyung and then kissed him for real.