Chapter 8 - Crossing lines

It takes as long as it takes :D 

Warning: Get your Namjeesus and your Hobi-Water, casue it is about to get sinful again....

Jimin POV

He lay in his bed, turning and tossing, unable to sleep.What he had done today kept repeating in his mind.

He had not been able to tell Jungkook how he felt last night.Last night....

God the memory stuck in his head.Jungkook had made him loose his mind. He knew all the right ways to touch him in order to drive him absolutely crazy.

And almost-- almost let it happen.

But he wasn't sure JK was ready for it. He wasn't sure HE was ready.

There was still too much doubt in his mind. 

What if Jungkook only did it because he was confused and maybe a little horny- okay, a lot horny?Or if this was just another one of his antics, like when he got totally obsessed with that one video game and didn't leave his room for a whole week? 

But the way he had looked at him singing today...He looked like he was in love and Jimin couldn't even describe what it made him feel.

That is until they both noticed Namjoon's gaze.OH, he knew something, maybe even more than them.

Their leader had always been good at figuring stuff out, especially when it came to his members.

So when the knock came, he was almost certain it was Namjoon, wanting to confront Jimin about what happened today.

For a moment, he was reluctant to open the door, pretending to be asleep. But he wasn't the type to run from stuff like this, not like a certain boy he fancied, so he dragged himself out of his bed. 

But to his surprise it was said boy, who now stood before him. 

Jimin always had to tilt his head a little in order to look into Jungkook eyes. It made him feel small, but in a good way. He would never admit it of course, but he actually quit enjoyed it when Jungkook teased him about his height. Maybe it was his kink, who knows.  

"Junkookie, what are doing here?", he now asked, keeping his voice low. The house was quit soundproof and his and Jungkook's rooms were the only ones on this level, but he liked to be sure- there were already too many suspicious people. 

Jungkook didn't say anything as he looked down at him, then pushed him backwards. Jimin stumbled at the force the maknae had theses days and looked up in time to see the other boy close the door and turn the lock. 

His mouth dried out and he swallowed hard. 

Jimin hadn't bothered to turn on the light, so the room was only dimly lit by the nightlight by his bedside table, which made Jungkook look almost a little scary.

"What are doing, JK?" he asked one more time, but again, he got no answer as Jungkook walked towards him slowly. Step by step he took and Jimin backed away until he hit his desk. With nowhere else to go, he could only wait until Jungkook towered directly in front of him. 

There was something in Jungkook's gaze he only recently discovered. A look so heated and gleaming, it took his breath away. He hoped, but never thought Jungkook would ever look at him like that. 

And it made Jimin do something he rarely did-blabber. "Why are you awake? We have to shoot the next run episode tomorrow. You should be asleep. Are you sure it's a good idea?.. I mean-" 

He was hushed by a finger over his mouth. 

Jungkook's voice was rough and low, sending shivers all over his skin. "You really think I could sleep after what you did today?"

Jimin's brain was already in shambles at the proximity between their bodies, especially when Jungkook leaned even closer, his chest brushing against his. 

"I- was just singing."

"Did you mean it?" 

The question was so direct and demanding, not like something he expected from Jungkook at all, so he only gaped at him like a fish. 

"Did you mean what you sang?", Jungkook asked again and Jimin turned red, lowering his head. He was usually not a shy person. What was this new Jungkook doing to him? 

Not looking at him, he nodded and breathed out a simple "yes"

He felt a pressure under his chin and Jungkook lifted his head to his, leaning down. 

"Say it. I want you to say it." 

There was almost a desperate undertone to his demand and Jimin could look nowhere else as he admitted the secret he kept for so long. "I love you, Jungkook." 

He hadn't even finished with his name before JK kissed him. Boy, he was learning quick. Jungkook had always been able to become good at anything he set his mind to, especially when it was something physically. 

Kissing was no different as he took charge of the kiss, demanding it in every way possible. 

He was out of breath after only a few brushes of their tongues colliding but JK made no move to stop, forcing Jimin'ss mouth open more and more with every sweep of his tongue. 

Then Jungkook leaned down, took a hold of both his thighs and lifted him up as if he weighted nothing at all so he now sat on the desk, the pencils and papers falling to the floor, abandoned. 

There was only Jungkook kissing him, stepping in between his spread thighs. Two strong hands grabbed his his hips, pulling him forward again. He felt Jungkook's erection against the inside of his thighs and moaned at the feeling. He was making noises he didn't even know he could make. 

Then Jungkook reached for Jimin's pajama top and in a single efficient move, pulled it over his head. 

He did the same with his own and before Jimin could even comprehend what was happening, Jungkook continued kissing him. The feeling of their naked chests pressed against each other was glorious, sending fire all over his skin. 

JK let his hands wander free, tracing the muscles on his back, tickling his ribs and then grabbing his chest with just the right amount of painful to be pleasurable. 

Jimin couldn't help himself from doing the same. He let his hands ruffle Jungkook's hair- not in his usual brotherly manner- no. He buried his hands in them and grabbed away, then traveled south. JK was so tall, his skin perfectly soft while his muscles were as hard as granite. 

Without any warning, a strong hand suddenly grabbed his waist and he was picked up, easily carried by the youngest member and then not so gently thrown on the bed. 

Jimin didn't even have time to raise on his elbows as Jungkook was on him again, using his entire weight to press him into the mattress and they kissed again. 

His lips already felt swollen as their bodies moved together on their own accord. 

Jungkook's lips left his mouth then, but didn't stop making him shiver as he trailed kisses along his jaw, down to his neck and over his chest. He suckled at his nipples again, and his mind went completely white for a moment, pleasure rippling over his skin. 

"I love those sounds." Jungkook whispered against his skin, kissing lower, over his stomach, down to his abdomen. 

There he stopped and looked up through hooded eyes. Slowly he grabbed the rim of his pajama pants and rolled them downwards. 

It was so unfathomable- that Jungkook wanted to do this with him. 

Jimin lay there on the bed, completely naked now, unsure what to do as Jimin watched him. And watched him some more, almost like he couldn't believe he was doing this either. 

Jimin felt a little embarrassed as Jungkook's eyes dipped down to his very obvious erection and stayed there. 

"Ahm..you don't... I mean it's okay if-" he stammered, but couldn't get a straight sentence out. 

How weird: their roles were usually reversed with Jimin being the confident one and Jungkook still being rather shy.

But the way he looked at him- confident, sure of himself, was making Jimin tingly in all the right places. 

Finally JK lowered himself again, one arm next to Jimin's head, holding himself just out of touch as he starred down at him. 

"Say it again." he whispered his voice low and rough with want, almost a growl. 

Jimin wasn't able to think straight, especially not when he felt that other hand stroke gently over his chest, lower and lower, then up again, like a tease. 

"I wanna hear you say it one more time Jimin, please." Jungkook let out, his breath hot against his cheek and the desperation now heavily in his voice. 

Jimin looked deep into his eyes so that he would understand just how deep his feelings ran- that he meant them with his whole heart.

 "I love you, JK. I always have."

Hearing that, Jungkook let out a relieved sigh and chuckled. "Good," he whispered and then finally crossed that line with Jimin.