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Joss PoV :

A beam of light from in between the curtains wake me up. I slowly open my eyes and see him sleeping peacefully laying his head on my arm and curling up against me. Before I know, my lips curled to form a smile. I trace my hand against his face and place a kiss on his forehead. He slightly frown.

"So cute." I smile massaging gently on his forehead making the frown disappear. I can't believe that all of this is reality and not my imagination nor a dream. While I'm in my most comforting time my body somewhat feels uncomfortable as my back stings a bit. It's probably from the scratching he did yesterday. "Are u a cat hm?" I whisper pulling him closer towards me.

I stayed laying on the bed watching him sleep. I like watching him I just can't get enough of him no matter how much I stare, just want to engulf him whole but I stayed still in case i wake him up. He must be tired from yesterday. I must learn to control myself from next time. Joss slaps himself on his face lightly.

End of Joss POV.

"What are u doing?" Gawin asks him half asleep.

"Huh? Did I wake u up?" Joss asks startled.

"No but why did u slap urself?" Gawin opens his eyes slowly and looks up at Joss.

"Nothing. I just thought that maybe I was over excited yesterday."

"Good that u know." Gawin change his position to lay flat on his back.

"I will control myself from next time. I don't want to tire u out."

"It's ok and u didn't overdo also."

"Is that so? I was worried that I might be tiring u out."

"No I'm fine." Gawin gets up from the bed. Joss pulls in his arm with a painful expression as his arm is completely numb.

"Is ur arm ok? Come here let me give u a message." Gawin turns around pulling in Joss's arm and starts massaging it.

"Thank u." Joss said with a smile.

"No problem." Gawin smile back. "Is ur back ok?"

"It's fine."

"Let me see." Gawin makes Joss turn around to see his back. It was covered with his scratch marks, some of the scratch are so deep that it's literally bleeding. "Fine my ass. Look at the state of ur back. It's bleeding."

"I'm fine. It will heal."

"Don't move. Wait let me apply something on it. It must sting. I'm sorry."

"It's ok. Don't be sorry. This much is nothing compare to what u did for me." Joss takes Gawin's hand and place a kiss on it. Gawin just side eye him but later smiles moving his head from side to side.

Gawin gets down the bed and goes to where his bag is kept and takes out vaseline. "Let me wash my hands first." He comes back after washing his hands and starts applying it on Joss's back. After he was done applying it, he place a soft kiss on Joss's back where there is no scratch. "Heal fast."

"It will." Joss smiles.

"Let's take a shower together. I'll help u with ur back."

"Ok."

Both of them went into the shower together. They starts applying shower gel on each other. Gawin is careful not to let the gel touch the wound area. While slowly touching each other slowly they kiss passionately. They makeout in the shower for around an hour. When they are together time feels like it flies so fast.

After finishing all of the morning routine which from now on includes a full session of makeout for them, they starts packing their bag getting ready to go back. They decided to get breakfast on their way back.

"I don't feel like going back. I feel like I will be pulled apart from u when I go back."

"Are u starting  to have withdrawal syndrome already?"

"Yes because u are more powerful than any drug in this world. U are my catnip."

"Stop with the nonsense and continue packing."

Both of them sets out for their journey back home. The vibe inside the car is lively. The warm sun, the cool breeze with a soft music in the background and only the two of them making them feel ethereal.

But sadly all if this will end eventually as no moment is permanent making it even more special. Both of them are talking and giggling with Joss cracking dad jokes on Gawin making Gawin laugh out loud though he sometimes give Joss a side eye from now amd then as he starts making jokes based on him.

Joss drops Gawin back at his home. Joss took out his man's belonging from the car boot and brings it inside for him as he's worried it might tired out his man. Gawin insist but he doesn't let him lift a single thing both back there at the hotel and here also. Gawin is kinda annoyed but he's happy more than ever before and he knows it.

Joss gives a kiss on Gawin's forehead before heading back to his place. Gawin waves him goodbye. Joss stares at him through the side mirror until his man walks inside the door. He's genuinely happy for the first time without any worries.

He reach home and came inside with his bags whistling. When he starts walking up the stairs he heard his name being called by his father and that too in an angry tone.

'Joss! Come in my office right now!'

Joss lets out a sigh drops his bag down on the floor and walks inside his father's office. His father is sitting turning his back on him.

'Where did u went to all these days?'

'On a trip.'

'On a trip?' His father turns to face him angrily. 'On a trip!? How can u be so heartless u ungrateful son!? Ur mother is lying on the bed of the hospital all alone and u are going on a trip! What were u thinking!?" His father threw the papers in front of him to his face.

But instead of being mad at his father for such action he's confused.

'Mother? What are u talking about?'

'What am I talking about? I am talking about ur sick mother lying in the hospital bed all alone! How can u be so cold towards ur mother!?'

'Dad what are u talking about? Did u forget that Mom is no more?'

'What? What are u talking about!? Ur mother is still alive! She's still alive.' His father sits down slowly and becomes confused with the situation.

'Dad. Are u ok? Dad.'

'Go visit ur mother now. She must be lonely at the hospital.'

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