(18): life goes on

[song for chapter: You Broke Me First-Tate McRae]|| May 28th 2024 ||•••Alana's POV:with less of a month of my pregnancy left,Jungkook decided to surprise me with a spa day at our local sauna.as a treat for the fact I'm again going to push out another human being into this world.I rub my now very large round belly and look in awe.this might be my last bump for a while,after this the boys will be off to touring again.Me and the girls will be doing our personal endeavors while raising children on our own and as amazing it sounds,it's scary.today I discovered Jungkook looking at New York City homes right after I told him I wasn't sure of leaving Seoul yet since Yumi only knows this place.I wanted to grow a little more before we move but he believes we should move,the boys have been speaking about moving abroad.Jin even thought of moving to Youra's native birthplace Osaka,Japan to be closer to Youra's aging mother.While I know change is inevitable,especially since I moved here all on my own.I felt like Seoul accepted me when no one did,it loved me more than Los Angeles & Newark ever did.While I never had anything against NYC,I never thought I would return to America since I left being stubborn and rebellious.But I know his intentions are pure with the idea of moving,he just wants our girls to have a better life than both of us.I don't know what to say either about what I discovered because I stumbled upon it while cleaning his desk area today,the words in bold."NEW LISTING: NEW YORK CITY BROWNSTONE LOCATED IN WEST VILLAGE,MANHATTAN."I didn't look at the price because knowing Jungkook he probably didn't even glance at it before asking to be one of the possible buyers.Yumi squeals as she's swimming in the spa pool while i'm all worried about the topic of house hunting with Jungkook.Bo-yeon the masseuse who's massaging my back notices my muscles tense up and he frowns."Mrs. Jeon do you mind me loosening you up?" He asks me and I shrug.He climbs onto my back which catches me off guard since he's only in little gym shorts while shirtless so he's showing off his abs which he worked very hard on.He's around me and Jungkook's age but he's definitely a bit younger.He has been a bit flirty throughout the day with me but Jungkook doesn't need to know because as long he doesn't go too far,it's fine with me.Plus Jungkook's been hard at work in the studio for the past 2 weeks so my body kinda craves a man's hand rubbing it.I don't mean to sound like a pervert but it's true,in a non-sexual way it feels good to have a massage.He puts oil on my back and he chuckles."Wow,Mrs. Jeon you're so hot the oil is sizzling-""Excuse me?" I snap my head back at him.He shoots me a wicked smile."Oh nothing...relax there Mrs. Jeon you're in good hands." He says and rubs my lower back.I shrug it off until I feel him rub my ass so I jump up and wrap a towel around myself."I get it you're a masseuse but know your boundaries." I say with my arms crossed."I'm so sorry ma'am i honestly don't know what came over me do you want Chan-sung to take over?" He asks me and I look behind him to see another young possibly pervy guy."Never mind,I'm done with the massage part." I say and walk away.I step into the hot pool and submerge myself in.I want to forget everything that just happened,like I'm heavily pregnant and this pervert hit on me while on my back rubbing it with oil.But on the bright side,I'm still attractive even with a large swollen belly.I come up for air and Yumi bumps into me.She starts swimming with me for a while until I see a familiar sleepy signal of hers."Mommy mommy! I want to leave I'm tired" she says pouting and rubbing her eyes.I smile,oh how mothers know best."Ok baby let's go" I say grabbing her tiny hand and we exit the pool.As we dry up she sees other little girls drinking banana milk and taps my arm."Mommy..can we buy banana milk?" She asks me messing with her tiny fingers."Yes we can,daddy introduced mommy to banana milk when we first went to a sauna together"  I say and she gasps."No wayyyy" she extends the Y which makes me giggle and lift her up."Let's wash up and change first big girl" I say and she nods.-after a while-after we showered up and changed,we exit the spa to walk over to a small vendor in the street corner selling fried bulgogi and has banana milk for the younger kids."Hello sir and ma'am. can I buy two banana milk's and a large serving of Bulgogi" I say and Yumi looks for somewhere to sit.We sit down after I paid for our order and we wait.My phone buzzes.It's a phone call from a very familiar phone number.Kai.I walk away to answer it,mentally cursing myself for potentially falling into his trap again."Hello?" I say"How's our kid?" He says"Kai she's fine..you should go back to worrying about your son" I say"Are you trying to keep her away from me? Her biological father?" He asks me"Kai..if you were her true father you would've stepped up,manned up and showed face when I needed you most. but life goes on Kai." I say"What the fuck does that mean?" He asks me"It means..I moved on from you,I moved on from what we could've been. I moved on trying to make you love Yumi,I moved on from trying to understand you. Kai..you must too" I say sighing loudly."Lana..please listen to me for one second" he starts"I'm done listening. Do something for once and less talking about doing something." I say and hang up.Jungkook walks into the sauna to pick me and Yumi up."DADDY!!" I hear behind me and I turn around to to my husband smiling ear to ear.Spinning around his daughter and placing her back on the ground to walk over to me."You ok babe? You ready to go?" He asks me and I nod."I'm ready to go" I say and grab his hand.We leave together as a family,us three.Soon to be four.Life goes on...••••#chrissynation💜I love you guys so much,thank you for all the love and support always.peace and love.-Reina🪐👑✨🍁🍂🧿