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23rd April 2017

3 weeks later in London

She watched Bruno as he slept, she had arrived 5 days ago in London with Urbana and 2 of her and Phil's kids Zeppelin and Zahlia to find Phil and Bruno waiting at the airport for them with flowers and a smile she had ran to Bruno and jumped in his arms and kissed him as he spun around with her in his arms it was a sweet memory that she would treasure she had felt so relieved and happy to see him and be with him again and wished that she wasn't leaving to go back home to L.A with Urbana and the kids that afternoon.

He had woken up and watched CeCe stare blindly he was sure at his chest, she looks sad and he wonders why.

He strokes her arm that is laying across his waist and says my girl should never look so blue, what's wrong baby.

She looks at Bruno who looks and sounds so sexy from just waking up and she smiles a little and replies I wish I didn't have to go home today babe our time together has gone by so quickly and I won't see you again for a month.

I wish you could stay, hell I wish you could tour with me baby i've loved having you here with me, i've missed you so much while i've been touring the UK, i've enjoyed doing the shows, seeing the fans and spending time with the guys but when I see something or experience something new it's you I want with me to share it with and when i'm alone in my hotel room it's you I want beside me Bruno says.

I wish I could tour with you babe but i've got photo shoots and I know it's not the same but you can keep sending me photos and videos of the things you see and do that you want to share with me, i've loved getting to see a bit of what you've seen and done in the UK and you had better keep em photos and videos coming everywhere you go.

I have missed you like crazy and i'm sleeping in your t shirts in your music room again like I was when you were promoting the single and album, I just can't sleep in our bed without you the only one sleeping in our bed while your gone is Geronimo, CeCe replies.

They had sex in the shower and dressed in hotel robes they sat eating grilled chicken, fries, salads, chocolate cake and drank fresh orange juice that they had ordered for lunch from room service.

After lunch she finished packing after getting dressed and wished she could just stay, even for 1 more day but she knew that was crap 1 more day wouldn't be enough because she wanted to be with Bruno all the time.

He hated the fact that CeCe was leaving in 30 minutes and knew as he sat on the sofa with her on his lap kissing that he needed to tell her what he had been thinking.

I have been thinking and imagining a lot about us having a baby, of you with a big baby bump and i'm not saying I want us to start trying for a baby while i'm touring because I don't, I want to be with you when your pregnant and when you have our baby, I want us to have a baby when I finish my world tour CeCe, what do you think Bruno asks.

I want children with you but the thought, the possibility of losing another baby scares me Bruno but I can't and won't live in fear, and i'm glad you want to wait until you finish this tour because I want you with me every step of the way when i'm pregnant and it'll give me time to get use to the idea, conquer my fear and be ready for all the sweaty baby making with you CeCe replies.

He laughs and replies I can't wait baby just don't expect to be able to walk comfortably anytime soon if at all when this tour is done until you have a baby cooking in there he says as he carresses her stomach making her laugh.

It was so hard saying goodbye at the airport to Bruno, she hadn't wanted to let him go from her arms and had cried on the plane with Urbana both of them hating to leave their men, but they consoled each other, dried their tears and smiled for the kids and played with them and all CeCe could think about was the fact she'd be with Bruno again in a month which couldn't some soon enough for her.