chapter 15

Chapter 15

Seoul

Siyeon is playing the piano and composing. Since she left to live here, she has chosen music as her daily activity. She wrote a few songs and sent them to labels. Some were accepted, some were not, and some were officially released.

If it weren't for music, she would probably live in depression, the pain of being pregnant without her partner by her side, plus the fact that the person who pushed Bora away was herself. The things she did would naturally make her extremely sad.

That's why the songs she composed, their content and melodies became increasingly sad. Some of Siyeon's colleagues in the industry commented that she was born to compose lovelorn songs.

She doesn't want that, because the times she has time to compose are when she's not with Bora, she lives like she's heartbroken.

Even though she knows Bora will never stop caring about her, even though Bora may have someone new, Bora will always care about her. The video of Bora passionately kissing a girl in the middle of a Hong Kong market kept haunting her, making her not have enough motivation to take the initiative in anything with this relationship.

Should she forgive Bora and ask Bora to stay by her side? Bora in a certain definition is still a mother to the child in her womb. She thought Bora would also want to be by her side, the way Bora talked to her was always gentle and sweet.

Lifting her fingers, leaving the space for a moment of silence, Siyeon looked at her phone and discovered that she had 5 missed calls...

Coming from Kim Bora…

When she played the piano, her phone was on vibrate so she didn't know Bora was calling.

Siyeon pursed her lips for a moment, staring at the red text indicating a missed call.

If she picks up the phone to call Bora again, what should she say. Will she have the courage to speak, or will she remain silent like last time?

Before Siyeon was about to do anything, the phone rang again and Bora called again.

Siyeon breathed heavily, this time she had to answer the phone.

“Hello….”

- ………………

“Sing”

- It's me - Siyeon said, her voice was a bit hoarse, even though 5 minutes before her voice had no problem at all.

“Go downstairs, I'm at your door.”

- Huh?

*Cockck* - at the same time the sound of the door rang. Siyeon went to open the door, she pressed the hang up button.

- Ms. Lee, there is a red Audi car parked in front of the house for a long time, I think you should go out and take a look - Mrs. Jo said.

Siyeon nervously walked out the front gate, facing Kim Bora after a while, her heart was about to jump out of her chest.

Bora is still the same, except she has cut her bangs, looks younger and cuter.

- Hello.

- How do you know my house?

- I work for the mafia, finding someone's whereabouts is a small matter for me - Bora said in a flat voice, with affectionate eyes for that protruding belly.

- Yet it's been more than a month since you found me - Siyeon replied with a cold face, but she noticed that Bora was much thinner than before, feeling like Bora had just gone through an illness.

- No, I just started looking for you yesterday.

- What are you looking for me for?

- Why are you calling me?

- I just accidentally called.

- Your new person definitely doesn't bring you happiness, right?

Siyeon was silent, she couldn't argue because Bora was right.

- Whose house is this? Your or that person's.

- Mine, I live with Mrs. Jo, the family's maid from Daegu. There are no new person here, I'm done with them. What about your new girlfriend? – Siyeon crossed her arms and sounded challenging

- Who's new girlfriend? I have no one but you.

- Kim Bora, you should know that if you continue to lie, you will not live peacefully.

- What lies did I tell you...?

- Shut up, I've seen that video - Siyeon got angry.

- What video? – Bora squinted her eyes.

- The kiss between you and the blonde girl in that damn Hong Kong market.

- …………….. – SuA opened her eyes wide, now she understood why Siyeon wanted to break up with her.

- Surprised? shocked because I already knew about your heinous crime, right?

- Sing, did you watch the video carefully? I must do as asked, otherwise I will be killed.

- …………. – Siyeon frowned because she didn't understand.

- She is holding a gun to my stomach and I have to follow her orders even though I don't know why I have to do so.

Siyeon breathed heavily after Bora explaining everything, Siyeon dropped her arms, clasped her hands together to show confusion.

- And you, during the time I was in Hong Kong, who did you get to know and what chance did you meet them, was it a boy or a girl? – SuA's sharp voice rang out.

- We accidentally met at the bookstore and just became friends, it’s a girl - Siyeon turned away.

- What's that girl's name?

- What are you asking for?

- I go find and kill her.

- Kim Bora – Siyeon scowled.

- ………………

- With our children here, you are not allowed to talk nonsense.

SuA smirked and opened the car door.

- Get in the car, we can't stand here forever.

- You can come into my house - Siyeon nodded towards the house.

- It's not convenient to have Mrs. Jo in the house, I'll take you to my house.

Siyeon was still a little angry because Bora talked rudely to her, but she still climbed into the Audi.

Returning to Bora's house, 10km from Siyeon's house, Siyeon walked out and spent a few minutes looking at the house in front of her.

She thought with the money Bora earned, Bora would have to live in a bigger and more luxurious house, but no, Bora was in a very mid-range house. The house's area is only the size of Siyeon's bedroom when she was in Daegu.

- The car is luxurious, but why is your house so small?

- Why I have to buy a big house? it's just a temporary place to sleep anyway - SuA entered the house first.

Siyeon suddenly realized how lonely Kim Bora was, how Bora always loved her. Whenever the two are separated, Bora is always the one to look for her. And she didn't bother to thoroughly understand the problem and misunderstood Bora.

Step into the small but cozy house, fully furnished, and very high quality furniture.

- Tomorrow, I'll take you to the prenatal check-up - SuA said while pouring a drink.

- Okay - Siyeon nodded, it's been 2 weeks since she last saw the doctor.

And the results weren't very good.

But she chose not to say it.

- Tell me about that other person - SuA leaned on the sofa and said confidently, with a boss-like voice.

- No matter what, it's over.

- Why did you two break up?

- Because that person is vague with me and don't want to be serious.

- Who would want to be serious with a girl who is pregnant with someone else?

Siyeon remained silent, not daring to argue.

But then she also felt that she had no fault in this matter.

- Who caused this pregnancy? I'm pregnant on my own?

Siyeon's anger was dispelled by SuA's touch. SuA gently stroked Siyeon’s red hair and tucked it behind the ear.

- Don't talk so harshly anymore, it's not good.

Siyeon took a deep breath and changed the subject.

- Why do you look so skinny these days?

- What do you think why I'm so skinny?

Siyeon frowned, Bora had the way of talking and blaming her. Still, she admitted she was wrong about it.

- I was infected with influenza A and just recovered from yesterday.

- Why do you get the flu?

- Didn't you know that disease is spreading in Seoul? It's very contagious

- I was in the house all the time and didn't know anything.

- From here tomorrow, I'll take you on a date every day, you should live here - SuA smiled sarcastically

- This house is small, I'm not used to it - Siyeon crossed her arms.

- Tomorrow I'll find a bigger house for us to live in if you like, and bring the maid Jo to stay with us.

- I really…..

- What? – Bora lowered her head, closer to Siyeon's face.

- I really don't want to be in the same situation as before anymore.

- …………

- It's a situation where I live in the same house as you but still have to suffer loneliness.

SuA took a breath, she understood Siyeon's feelings. The pregnancy just started and she had to be away from Siyeon for so long.

Then she suddenly remembered what Yoohyeon said yesterday, when the two of them were having dinner.

“I know why you had to go to Hong Kong for so long, I'll tell you later.”

SuA and Yoohyeon have only known each other for a month. When SuA started joining the organization, Yoohyeon had been detained by the mafia in Hong Kong for 6 months. SuA and a few people were assigned to go to Hong Kong to bring Yoohyeon back. If you say Dami is the top in the organization, then Yoohyeon is only behind Dami.

Yoohyeon and SuA's personalities are more compatible than SuA and Dami. Basically, in SuA and Dami's relationship, there is one person who has feelings for the other person that are beyond limits, so the two cannot be comfortable together. Talking is sometimes very awkward, only talking about work is better

After so many months of being apart and not seeing each other for so long, SuA hoped that she and Dami would have a normal employer-boss relationship. If Dami likes her like that, then if Dami doesn't see her for a long time, Dami’s feelings will surely decrease.

But no, Dami still gave her that look full of affection when they met again.

And until now she still doesn't understand why Dami ordered Gahyeon to do that to her. She went to find Gahyeon to ask, Gahyeon said it was Dami's order.

And she was very curious when she learned that Yoohyeon could decode all her questions. She will make an appointment to see Yoohyeon as soon as possible.

- Sing…. – SuA held Siyeon's hand very tightly, caressing each long slender finger.

Siyeon’s nails always have color on them, long and sharp, and the skin on SuA’s hands is very sensitive, if she touch Siyeon quickly there is a high possibility of injury.

- How long has it been since we met?

- Hmm….3 years?

- No, it's been more than 3 years, almost 4 years, 3 years is just the distance when you choose to leave me.

- ……………

- During the past 4 years, I never thought I would love anyone else but you.

- …………..

- Even if you abandon me, even though there are many temptations in life, and many excellent people flirt with me, I can only love you.

- ………………

- You chose to leave me twice until now, I was hurt, but I never have the thought of loving someone else, one is to love you, the other is to be alone.

- ……………….

- Life puts me in a difficult job. If I don't do it, I'll have to go back to prison. If I go to prison, I won't be able to see you anymore, so I have to do it.

- ……………..

- I never wanted you to be lonely, I always wanted to find a way for you to not have to think negatively anymore, especially during your pregnancy. I will try my best, I just need you to trust me.

- …………..

- Do you believe me, Sing?

Siyeon blinked once to stop the tears from falling, her hand felt pressure from Bora's tight grip.

She knew that she couldn't be weak anymore, she needed to be strong to trust Bora.

SuA pulled Siyeon back and kissed her plump lips deeply.

One night falls….

End chapter 15.